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Topic Started: Mar 1 2013, 06:03 AM (106,955 Views)
Lacrimosa
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G'night Suzu~

I dunno Zonks. I dunno.. :c
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Zonkers
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I don't know if I even want it to Lei ! :)
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Lacrimosa
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Hahah. xD
Have you ever played any BL games? Voice acting changes everything <o<
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Zonkers
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No, do you know any good ones?
I don't play many games.
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Lacrimosa
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I doooo~
Ask me tomorrow, I'm goin' to bed xD
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Zonkers
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OK, g'night Lei ! :)
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Geezer
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Tidies up Lounge and catches up on everything.
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straightedgeninja
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Hey Geezer. I'm not sure if you're still here or not. I just wanted to make sure you saw that I'm still home at least for now. Still waiting to hear from the doctor what medicine I'll be on now or if she is taking further action.
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Geezer
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Hi Luke, I had gone out for a few hours but I am back to catch up on a few things so if you are still online, I will be here for an hour or so. Sounds like you are having a tough go of it at the present. I was going through a stressful period from a bad job and a bad family and I was taking medication for awhile to help me through the worst part. To be honest the medication did not seem to help at all and seemed to be just a waste of time but now when I look back at how I felt before the medication and how my stress quieted down, I can see that despite the impression I had at the time, it did help.

Your life is unlikely to change overnight so do not get discouraged if you do not see any visible progress. Everything you do is another step towards where you want to be and if you keep working at it, you will eventually be able to see the improvements you have made. I did not get to the promised land, I never expected to but I am in a much better place now, largely where I want to be. There are some things you will have to wait for them to change. I no longer have the bad job which helps but it was hard to see progress while I still worked there. Change the things you can and form a plan to change the other stuff in the future. In the meantime it helps to develop your talents. If you work on your talents they will improve and it is easier to deal with the bad stuff if you get to spend time on the things you like to do.
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straightedgeninja
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Yeah hopefully once I start school things will quiet down again. The main problem is that the family doctor doesn't really have training on the medicine I need so it's making it difficult.
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What do you plan to study? I was in the same situation with my doctor so he sent me to a specialist to have my medication evaluated. My doctor gave me a prescription to get me started but since it was not his feild of expertise, he wanted it reviewed by a specialist to maked sure I was on the best medication for my problem. Perhaps you could suggest this to your doctor. I am surprised they did not suggest it to you.
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The thing is the specialists I have seen have been just as bad. The one took me off my meds that were keeping me stable and put me on something that made me even more depressed then instead of fixing my medicine he tells my mom to take me to the emergency room. I can't see him now due to insurance. Also the waitlist is usually a couple of months just to have a initial visit. I don't have a lot of time to wait. I would have to admit myself before then.
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Yes, that happens. You should always follow up a visit to a specialist by discussing it with your doctor. If one specialist does not work out, your doctor can always recommend another. Keep looking until you find one that is helpful to you. I have seen specialists who ranged from ineffectual to useless and speaking of these matters I was reminded of a specialist Dylan saw who scared the crap out of him, his parents were not long getting a new one for him. Sometimes it takes effort but remember that in the end it depends on you, you medical team is just a tool to get a job done.
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straightedgeninja
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Yeah I guess. It's hard because my insurance might change again so we hate to start me somewhere. Plus my multitude of illnesses and the fact that I've been on medication since I was 11 doesn't help.

I don't see many people scaring Dylan so they must of been bad.
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Yes, it is easy to get overwhelmed by all this, just try to relax and do the best you can. I know how hard that is but as crazy as it sounds, you have to try harder to relax.

Yeah Dylan has always been a confident, gutsy kid so when someone scares him like that, they probably deserve to be bitch slapped.
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straightedgeninja
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I'll try relaxing. All I've done is try to find loopholes to this contract. I found out that if I even leave a small scratch or bruise or red mark or whatever I will be sent to the hospital. I know it's not healthy but it's what my mind wants to do.
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straightedgeninja
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I'm tired but I'm scared to sleep. I feel so out of touch with reality and it's leaving me confused as I can't really process what is going on. All I know is that if I break my contract I'm thrown in the hospital. But the urges are strong and I'm starting to think I'll wind up there.
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Zonkers
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I remember that guy I still think he's nuts. Gee Geezer, hold a grudge much?

Awesome picture Mia ! SURPRISE, I like !

*innocent question* Suzu, are you giving the midgets cameras again?

Hi Luke, still awake ?
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Suzu
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@Dylly: Yeah, why? They really need to practice their photography.
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Zonkers
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No reason.

Um, where are they practicing it?
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Suzu
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I dunno, I'm not keeping tabs on them. I probably meant to tell them to stay out of your house but I might've forgotten.
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BRB
Just have to go check something in my closet.
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Suzu
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A little late to be going into the closet, ain't it?
Oh, it'll be fine. They're supposed to run any pictures they take by me before posting them on the internet.
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I sure hope not !
Hey, do you know what's best for swatting midgets?

Oh, well I feel a lot better now.
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