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| straightedgeninja | Oct 28 2014, 07:07 PM Post #10651 |
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I remember getting my class ring. I wore it for a few days and the excitement wore off and now it's in my grandmother's jewelry box for safe keeping. I would assume your excitement will last a bit longer then mine. |
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| Jordand08 | Oct 28 2014, 07:13 PM Post #10652 |
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Well, it was quiet expensive, so if I didn't wear it, I'm sure my mom and dad would kill me dead, and have no problems doing so. However, I really like rings. So I'm sure I'll wear it for awhile. :p But it's green (my favorite color) I REFUSED to let it be my birth stone. I got my name, the year I graduate, a Christian Symbol, and a Music Symbol. I hear you always talk about your grandparents, but never your parents why is that? If you don't mind me asking? Edited by Jordand08, Oct 28 2014, 07:16 PM.
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| straightedgeninja | Oct 28 2014, 07:19 PM Post #10653 |
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I don't mind you asking. My relationship with my grandmother and grandfather is stable and good. My parents seperated when I was 15. My relationship with my father is rocky and we don't really have one. He mentally/emotionally abused me and still somewhat continues to do so. My relationship with my mother seems to come and go but we are always on good terms it is just sometimes I see her more than other times. This is due to her work schedule. I technically live with my mom. My mom has a boyfriend who is usually referred to as Kenny on here and I get along with him as long as he is taking his medicine. When he doesn't take his medicine he can't stand to be in the same room as me. Not lying. Which makes it hard because he lives with my mom. My dad has a girlfriend but I don't see her much and don't really care about forming a relationship with her. My sister we have talked about. She has a boyfriend who I don't see much and get along with 50% of the time. It depends on his mood. I have a cousin referred to as Cole who is like my son. He's 14. That's my crazy family dynamic. |
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| Jordand08 | Oct 28 2014, 07:34 PM Post #10654 |
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Well, I'm sorry about how your dad treats you. My mom's the same way. I'll tell you about my family. Well, when I was little my mom and dad fought a lot, I swore they were gonna get a divorce, but somehow, they never did. They would drink so much it wasn't even funny (which they still do, but I'm older now, and can take care of myself if I needed to) Well, drinking and fighting never needed well, it seems like my dad would say something to my mom, and she'd leave, my dad would get peeed, leave and not come back until later, My brother and I were about 8-10 that's when it started happening really bad. They just leave us alone, and sometimes my older brother, was around but he drinks also, and he's basically everything I don't wanna be. He can't support his wife and kid, and he's running away from the law because he broke into our house a few years ago, was put in jail, escaped, and now in Hawaii. Anyway, back to what I was saying, they would just leave. Just leave like it was not even a problem. My mom would say the meanest things, like, she told my aunt that if she could, she's strap me and my brother down and drive us into a lake. I mean, how can someone say that? Well, after a few years of them leaving us alone, they had decided not to get a divorce and start over, which they still fight, but not as much as they use to. They target me for some reason, no matter what I do, I'm ALWAYS the bad person. They say the most hateful things to me, that I started believing it, and sometimes, I still do. It's caused me to have low confidence in myself, and I put myself down a lot when something bad happens, because I blame myself. And I feel like it's made me stronger, but still... sometimes I doubt a lot. That's why, when you find out more about me, you'll find out how and why I react to the things I do. |
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| straightedgeninja | Oct 28 2014, 07:45 PM Post #10655 |
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Yeah that's really awful. I honestly don't understand how anyone can treat anyone awfully. Self confidence is hard. When you find out how to make it better inform me and a lot of other people. I was always the target as well. I have anorexia... I'd say it's not a big deal but Dylan would swoop in from the shadows and contradict me in a heartbeat. I'm not in what most view as the danger zone. I'm not a stereotypical 80 pound skeleton. I'm working towards improving and sometimes that is easier than others. If there is one thing I can advise you to do is to talk. Talk to someone... write it down...anything. Dont' bottle it up. Bottling up makes it worse and leads to self punishment. Self punishment is never fun. Take numerous pages from my book. |
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| Jordand08 | Oct 28 2014, 07:55 PM Post #10656 |
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Trust me I know, when people come to me and ask me for advice I tell them to talk it out. I find it easy for me to give others advice, seeing I've been there or I know how it feels, that comes easy to me, that's why I have thought about becoming a consular. I figured, that maybe bad things are happening for me to help others. I've also been told, that people don't always see it as the way that I do. To me, I can't find words to really express how I feel, or I just feel like I'll be laughing stock. And dear, Lucas, I'm here for you, whenever you need me, even if it's late at night. I won't mind you waking me up to talk about anything that's bothering you. That's a promise to you. (I've been told that I give good advice.) I want everyone to know that I'm here, and that they're not alone, because I've been there and I don't want anyone to feel the same way I did. That's the scariest thing in the world. And even though it's hard for me to think that I'm not alone and people care, it's just hits me hard when they leave. One day, if you ever published your pages they'd become a hit. My teacher had actually told us to start writing down everything that happens, bad, sad, happy, whatever it is. and when we get older to publish them. :p Edited by Jordand08, Oct 28 2014, 08:16 PM.
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| straightedgeninja | Oct 28 2014, 09:41 PM Post #10657 |
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I'm working on an essay for school on autism that I'd like to publish someday. Thank you Jordan. Means a lot. I also have abandonment issues big time. Like majorly. |
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| Jordand08 | Oct 28 2014, 09:51 PM Post #10658 |
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You're welcome. (: and I am too. I'm always afraid of meeting new people, because I feel like I'll screw up, and they'll leave. Plus my parents were never around when I was young, so that makes it worst. I hate getting too close to people. I try to get better at it- but they always leave, the new people I meet. So you're not alone there. I'm surprised I started talking to you, because normally, I'm all weird and stuff. Oh, and I would love to read that essay one day. Edited by Jordand08, Oct 28 2014, 09:53 PM.
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| straightedgeninja | Oct 28 2014, 09:55 PM Post #10659 |
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I'm very weird around new people. The first night I met Dylan and Dale I threatened to kick them both in the shin. Ask Dylan about that sometime. I can usually form relationships with woman but I have a harder time with males. I don't trust men at all. Found no use for them really. |
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| Jordand08 | Oct 28 2014, 09:58 PM Post #10660 |
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How did you meet them? Good thing you haven't threatened to kick me in the shins! That would hurt. And I will! I'm not picky lol. I can normally talk to almost anyone. |
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| straightedgeninja | Oct 28 2014, 09:59 PM Post #10661 |
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I met them on another site. We've known each other since we've been 10. Wait I think Dale was 11.... I wanna say he's the oldest. I know karate now I'm sure my shin kicks are quite dangerous now. |
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| Jordand08 | Oct 28 2014, 10:01 PM Post #10662 |
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Well, owie. That's nice to learn though. If someone hurt me, I'd probably just cuss them out, or laugh. It works with my brother. EVERY TIME, he tries to hit me or something, I laugh and he stops.\ but I guess that wouldn't work for me if a murder tried to kill me
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| straightedgeninja | Oct 28 2014, 10:04 PM Post #10663 |
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I'm an orange belt ( white/yellow/purple/orange/blue/green/brown/red/black) in Tae Kwon Do. I really like it. I think it's a useful skill to know. Apparently my school is going to start doing a Lil' Tigers class for 4 and 5 year olds. I wonder if I'd be able to help out with it. I love kids. |
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| Jordand08 | Oct 28 2014, 10:06 PM Post #10664 |
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That would be great! Yeah kids are cute, the one's that listen :o heheh. My niece, she's soooo adorable. c: I love her so much, I just dont get to see her, because my brother's running away and all. Breaks my mom's heart |
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| straightedgeninja | Oct 28 2014, 10:09 PM Post #10665 |
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That stinks. How was your day today? |
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| Jordand08 | Oct 28 2014, 10:11 PM Post #10666 |
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It was okay. Stayed after school for film club. I don't have my drivers license and had to wait for like 30 minutes for my mom to come and pick me up, it was so embarrassing. And I was excited that I got my class ring! but I've been really tired all day. You? |
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| straightedgeninja | Oct 28 2014, 10:16 PM Post #10667 |
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My day was pretty uneventful. I had poetry class today. I figured out I have a A- in the class. I was pretty dizzy today. I still don't have my license. Well I am going to go wind down for the night. Nice talking to you again. Edited by straightedgeninja, Oct 28 2014, 10:18 PM.
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| Jordand08 | Oct 28 2014, 10:19 PM Post #10668 |
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Oh really? do you like poetry? Have you made any? Well, in my math class I have a A dropped it to a D then brought it back up to a B. lol. Dont even know how. (95-60-85) only me. How come you were dizzy? Ah! I knew I wasn't the only one. I'm afraid of getting my license. plus, my parents wont let me, because my brother has his I'm gonna go to bed! goodnight, sleep well Lucas, and I'll talk to you tomorrow! Edited by Jordand08, Oct 28 2014, 10:51 PM.
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| straightedgeninja | Oct 29 2014, 03:14 PM Post #10669 |
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I love poetry. I'd be content to sit and write poems and get paid for it. I love any type of creative writing really. I don't even really mind research papers. The dizziness is probably from restricted intake. Dylan, I know what is so dangerous about the forest in Ravenwood now. This was just a dream but it has been shattering to me today. Andy and I were in the forest and he said he would be right back and left. All these monsters crept in and were trying to attack me. I kept screaming for Andy and he never came. I woke up realizing he wasn't coming back. You can share this with him if you wish. I really don't care. I don't think he does either. I'm fine til I am reminded that he is not here. I uninstalled SL but want to say I still get offline messages. The line still remains open. Quote that I ran across on tumblr. It is a six word story “You broke me and I apologized” |
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| Jordand08 | Oct 29 2014, 03:28 PM Post #10670 |
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Ah, well I suck at poetry lol. AnD creative writing. How was your day? c: |
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| straightedgeninja | Oct 29 2014, 03:43 PM Post #10671 |
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Well I woke up a bit sad because I had a nightmare. Then I went to my class and it was pretty boring and I zoned for most of it. We got an assignment sheet for our upcoming paper and I feel clueless as to what I'll pick for a topic. I don't like the options she listed really and we can explore other options but we have to get them approved. It's a 1500 word paper on the literature we have read in class ( early British lit). I went to therapy next. My therapist's office was freshly painted and while it was a pretty mint green the room reeked of paint still. It was also rearranged all wrong. Heard some hard truths yet again. AKA Dylan is right about it being serious. I'm supposed to be eating breakfast every day now. I went to Bob evans and got crepes. They were very good. Then I went to the gas station and got a frozen mocha. Then I came home. Now I'm relaxing and messing around on the computer. |
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| Jordand08 | Oct 29 2014, 04:24 PM Post #10672 |
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I'm sorry about your nightmare, I get them a hell of a lot more then I use to. I don't eat breakfast. One of my glands (I forgot what it's called) is elevated too high which means, it causes my weight to sky rocket, and it messes up with my hormones along with others. Like, being extremely and overly tired. like I am now. And it is serious, but as long as you're trying to improve, it's okay. c: I believe in you, and like I said last night, you can talk to me about anything. If you need to yell at someone because you're frustrated you can do that, and I'll help best the way I can. I know a lot of people don't like telling others how they feel or, how they feel in front of lots of people, but no matter what it is, I'll always listen and never think it's stupid. *hugs* I'll be on in a couple hours. *hugs* |
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| Jordand08 | Oct 29 2014, 07:14 PM Post #10673 |
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Hey Lucas, I'm back |
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| straightedgeninja | Oct 29 2014, 08:10 PM Post #10674 |
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Hey welcome back. |
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| Dale | Oct 29 2014, 08:14 PM Post #10675 |
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Jordan and Lucas, I've just been catching up on this site. I am so extremely sorry that both of you have had such a hard time with your parents, while you were trying to grow up. Lyssa, I don't remember you trying to kick me in the shins. I guess it was because Dylan was always kicking me, because he was a little shorter than me. I do remember the Robin Hood game we played. I had Dylan locked up in the dungeon, and you came and rescued him before I could. That was so sweet of you. The game ending, and the site broke up. Don't ever try to warm up a boiled egg in the microwave. I'd did! What an explosion! There was egg particles everywhere. The pressure was so bad that it blew out the switch inside the unit, so it no longer would turn on. We had to take the microwave to the repair show to get it fixed. I was in big trouble then. I know something about Bulemia, which is the opposite from anorexia with the same end results. It takes over your mind, such that you always feel overweight, even though others may not see you in that same light. My sister has this, and I've helped her hide the evidence. She's not overweight, but she thinks she is. She's about 115, but she'd like to be under 100 lbs. My horse's name is "Dylan of Summit Heights." Edited by Dale, Oct 29 2014, 08:23 PM.
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