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The B. L. Lounge; This is still The New Lounge
Topic Started: Mar 1 2013, 06:03 AM (106,746 Views)
Jordand08
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Sure.
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straightedgeninja
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I have a rule

Never go anywhere without a book

I remember them searching my bag

Finding my books

Asking me

Are these for school

I'm a terrible lier

I tell them no

I never see my books

In a time where I needed comfort

My ultimate comfort object

Is ripped from my cold scarred arms

No books or colors line the blank white walls

The rooms smell of disinfectant

The carpets look like they haven't been washed in years

A drugged up zombie with no stimulation

I retreated furthur and furthur

Into myself

Clinging to distant memories

Of stories I once had

LRM
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Jordand08
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That's nice. I liked it!
Lair*
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straightedgeninja
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Thanks so much. I'm rather proud of the poem.
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Jordand08
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You're more than welcome, and I would too!
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straightedgeninja
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Tomorrow is my long day. Not looking forward to it. I got from class to therapy back to class and then finally home. I need to work on my essay too. I'm writing an essay about karate.
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Jordand08
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Nice, tomorrow is gonna be a whole day
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straightedgeninja
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Whole days are always hard after you had a break. I hope you have a good day.
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Jordand08
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Thank you, you too. I also hope the consular gives you good news.
I've been asking for more info on some colleges and I have already got an email from my FAVORITE college.
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straightedgeninja
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Oh the college process. Try not to get too stressed about it. I didn't end up at my choice school but I think I'm happier at my current school though.
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Jordand08
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Well, I'm a junior, so I don't have to worry for a little bit longer.
but yeah, I'm just looking at some, but I sent a request for Nursing, Criminology, Physiology, and photography.
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straightedgeninja
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Photography is great to study but try coupling it with another degree. For example my sister realized it was better job wise to get a graphic design degree. It intergrated a lot of photography but also gave her some more skills to land her a better job. She's only a freshmen... this is her first semester. We'll see where she goes.
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That's nice, I'm still trying to figure out what I want to do, photography on the side, for sure.
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straightedgeninja
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Sadly it is that time of night... I must head off... Good night Jordan
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Jordand08
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Yeah, I'm about to go to bed also.
Goodnight Luke, sleep well.
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Jordand08
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Hi Luke.
My mom doesn't understand that I bite my nails because it's what I do when I'm nervous. WHICH, just happens to be all the time. That's like asking them to stop smoking or drinking.
SO a year ago I lost my grandfather, and I said this
A year ago, this day my family lost someone really important to us, my grandfather. It was hard, and it always will be, but it brought my family closer, and it really gets you thinking, life isn't as slow as we hope it to be. It goes by really fast. Before you even know it, someone you JUST talked to is gone. And there's soo many things you wanted to say or for them to see, but unfortunately, it doesn't work like that. It doesn't feel like a year has gone by without you, but it has...
I miss you so much, and love you. But I know you're watching over me, and you're proud of me, and who I will become.
I just wanted everyone to know, cherish those around you, because they won't be here forever, and it's gonna hit you hard when you lose them. Say what you need to say, and always forgive and apologize, you never know what your lasts words will be, and once said, it's never taken back. So cherish, love, and have fun with those you love while you have the chance.

Gone, but never forgotten. I love you Papa Jimmy.
Edited by Jordand08, Nov 5 2014, 11:11 PM.
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straightedgeninja
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Wow Jordan that's really great. Really emotional and heart felt. You'll be in my thoughts as you work through this. *hugs tight*
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Jordand08
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Thank you, dear.
Yeah, I have a way with words.
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straightedgeninja
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How was your day despite circumstances?
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Jordand08
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It was okay. yours?
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straightedgeninja
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Pretty good. My professor made me mad though. She had us come to class then said she was tired of lecturing to people who didn't do the reading and for us all to leave because she was done. I stayed after a bit to get help with my upcoming paper though. She likes me. Then I told another teacher how I was a bit of a slacker in highschool and she was really surprised and said she would have never guessed because I work so hard so that made me extremely proud. I often wondered if my professors notice just how hard I work. I guess they do.
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Jordand08
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Guess so. I'm a slacker. I hate chemistry, I don't understand it. Did you see your consular person?
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straightedgeninja
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Oh yeah I did. That was pretty uneventful which is a good thing. We did discuss the fact that my doctor called me out on starving myself whenever I saw her on Monday. I have a bit of an assignment to do. I'm supposed to ask people what good qualities I possess.

So Lounge I ask you... What good qualities do I possess?
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Jordand08
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Well, my dear Luke, you're nice, and polite, and smart. and funny. :p
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Commits it to memory. Thanks Jordan.
Did you see the schedule for the 25 days of Christmas on ABC Family yet? I just looked at it. It seems like a good lineup.
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