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Topic Started: Mar 1 2013, 06:03 AM (106,695 Views)
straightedgeninja
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Well dad is being a major idiot again so that's left me kinda broken. Still trying to pull myself outta this whole being sick and relapsing thing. Busy with school. Still not allowed to exercise. I think that's everything.
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Jordand08
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Thanks Dylan.
Happy birthday Suzy.
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Jordand08
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Bruce!
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Jordan!

A young friend of mine recently committed suicide, she was 16. Whether we understand someone elses problems or not, they are real and serious to that person. We all hurt and we all have problems; what we all need is not more problems but more empathy.

Sorry to hear your father is still being a dick Luke.

Happy birthday Alora. I was thinking of your relationship with your mother when I found this:

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Jordand08
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Bruce, we got sleet yesterday, so no school yesterday or today. And I actually think I was up at two this morning, I just wasn't on here

Yes. I know its a real thing, that's why I lectured on it. My grandparents and cousins want me to be so many things, like a consular of some sort. (Honestly I couldn't do that because I don't really put up with bull shoot. So if someone came to be for like relationship problems, I'd just be like, "congrats. Break up with him/her because you're not untitled to that person. Or something like that) they also want me to be a journalist, which I can't write to save my life. Then they want me to be photographer.
Like they have crazy plans for me.

However, I'm glad you're coming on Bruce!
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straightedgeninja
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Hugs. Thanks Bruce.
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Here is my experience from a relative that had Bi-Polar disease, depression, and bulemia:
She was up and down with depression. She tired all the SSRI drugs like Zoloft, Paxil, & Prozac. They all have side effects with the main one is if you try to get off you have thoughts of suicide.
They all worked for a while, but then they didn't.
She checked herself into an eating disorder hospital, but that didn't help.
She checked into another, so she could try to get on an MAOI-inhibitor.
That didn't help.
She thought she was licking the bulemia and was on a good trend.
Then, she lost her job at the University, because the Gov't cancelled the funding for the grant that she was working on. She had a 4.0 average, with a BS in Psychology, and she was studying the effects of cocaine on white rats. She also was working on a doctorate degree in Neuroscience.
Then, her favorite cat ran away. She search all over the neighborhood.
She loved figure skating and was in love with her Russian Skating Coach.
On a Saturday morning, she was on a high with the go-ahead to open a eating disorder clinic in her house.
She went ice skating. Her coach couldn't deal with her ups and downs with the Bi-Polar moods, so he told her that he didn't want to coach her anymore.
She was devated.
She came home and drove to the University lab, where she worked, and found some Cyanide. She took that and when she got to the train station where she left her car, she found she has lost her car keys.
When she finally got home, a little after midnight, she took the cyanide. She died within seconds.
At 3 am, her lost cat came home and ran into the bedroom, only to find her half in bed and half on the floor.
She went from a high in the morning to the lowest depression at night. That's Bi-Polar disease. It's a biochemical depression due to the lack of neurotransmitters in the brain. There currently isn't really a cure, but there are temporaty work-arounds.
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Jordand08
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Dale, I'm sorry about your relative.
Thanks for sharing.
I don't really think I have an experience with it, but with me I'd probably try to help someone. I wanna be someone you know? I want to help some strangers, and stuff.
I missed you Dale!
I wanna be a physical? Onocologsts.
Edited by Jordand08, Mar 6 2015, 07:41 PM.
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Jordand08
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I'm scared to go home. Sigh.
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Dylan
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Hi everybody :)

What's wrong Jordan?
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Jordand08
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Oh, nothing. I just didn't want to go home last night.
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Jordand08
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Hey guys.
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Zonkers
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I was worried cuz you said you were scared to go home.
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Jordand08
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I was, I didn't want to go because my parents were drunk.
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Hey guys. Was busy all friggin week.
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straightedgeninja
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Hey Justin.
How are you?
Edited by straightedgeninja, Mar 8 2015, 05:35 PM.
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I'm good thanks for asking Luke. How about you?
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straightedgeninja
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Still feeling sick. Going to be starting a new home remedy as soon as I can get to the pharmacy or somewhere to get oregano oil. I've given up on doctors and antibiotics at this current moment.
Stressed and having panic attacks almost daily due to school. I'm failing two classes at the moment outta 5. I decided that no matter what response I may get I am taking the summer off because I am completely burnt out.
Dad did take me to the arcade yesterday and that was alright. That's about all.
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Jordand08
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Hey! I know the feeling.
I got my laptop fixed. :)
How're y'all?
I'm failing two out of 7.
Personal finance and chemistry.
I have a project due tomorrow and I haven't done it.
I need to get my stuff together. I'm doing my hw now.
I need to get my stuff together. I'm doing my hw now.
Edited by Jordand08, Mar 8 2015, 06:28 PM.
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Jordand08
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So I have to do this Spanish project, and I had everything I needed, and then, I went to print and the dumb printer didn't have black ink! Now, I'm gonna have to do it during my fourth period and do a power point rather than a poster board. Ugh.
Dale! Hi, I missed you. *hugs*
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Jordan and Lyssa,
I hope you get your homework done and wish you the best in trying to recover from your failing marks. It's not easy to do that. I was failing a class in electronics. Before the test, I went to my room and prayed to do well on the test that day. I didn't know how I did. :(
The teacher came in the room, and said, "You'll never guess who got the highest mark on the test."
It was me. I was so embarrased :$ and glad at the same time.
That A on the test pulled up my failing grade to a "D."

Justin,
I hope you don't get too busy to find time to enjoy you friends.
Do you have close friends in B.C.? Do you like in the country?
How much snow do you have, or is it raining most of the time near the coast?

Dylan,
You haven't told me about your conquests at the U. I miss you on Yahoo. Did you ever join the club that you wanted to? ^o)
Edited by Dale, Mar 8 2015, 08:47 PM.
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Jordand08
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Dale,
I bet, I probably would be embaressed too.
Maybe I just need to pray more! Then maybe I'll get a D in chemistry.
Man, I stayed up until 4 am Friday woke up at 10, the Saturday night I went to bed at 1 woke up at 6, to go home cause I was at my aunts my dad woke me up and I woke up confused on where I was. And then went back to sleep at 7, and woke up at 10.. I'm beyond tired.

I'm so desperate trying to study chem. My eye will start twitching again,
I'm so short, I had to make coffee for in the morning, and we had two coffee jars, and I needed to get the top one, and I was trying to reach it for like 10 minutes. ;-; them my brother laughed at me, and told me to get a chair cause he wasnt gonna help me. He's 6;4 and I'm 5'1
Edited by Jordand08, Mar 8 2015, 09:32 PM.
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I'm going to watch wrestling tomorrow and that is literally the one thing keeping me going right now cause at least for 3 plus hours I won't have to stress and cry. These feelings really need to stop. I'm so tired of crying and having panic attacks.
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Awh, well, my anxiety will go up tomorrow because I didn't do my project. so hopefully she doesnt call me. ._. so I can so my back up plan.
everything will be okay though.
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