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Topic Started: Mar 1 2013, 06:03 AM (106,684 Views)
Suzu
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It certainly has been. Man, when we met we were just kids, except we're still kids, except we're grown ups! GROWN UPS. But we're still kids. It's confusing. I'm not going to question it further. Weiners.
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Zonkers
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I agree.
Wieners.


Nothing but wieners. Delivered in a wienermobile.
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Dale
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Zonkers,
It's hard to keep up with you. Here's a big hug just in case you are here this Sunday morning.
Is it getting hot in N.S.? Do the shorts fit? Or did you get too tall?
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straightedgeninja
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Ha ha my mom told me the other day I'm a 2 year old trapped in a 20 year old's body. I still am very much 9 inside that's just who I am. We've moved past the point of what is socially acceptable. If talking into the fan to make funny voices amuses me then that's what we're gonna do. Wanna go to wrestling cause it makes you happy alright let's pack up the car sort of deal. My dad is another story. It's okay we're gonna watch this rated R movie cause you're 20 and that's what you're supposed to be doing. I'm rather happy being me. I got my whole life to grow up right now I'm just not ready in some aspects.

I'm glad I still have my mama bear Jodi. She's the greatest! Yeah I thought about coming back on sl but I don't want anything to do with the past. I'd do a whole new character and everything. :)

Grabs the nearest thing he can make into a weapon and swings at Dylan.
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Dale
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Wow! 500 pages on this BL Lounge thread. Congratulations Dylan and all the rest of you for your contributions to make this a happy, friendly, and helpful site.
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Jordand08
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My finals are soon, I have four weeks left of school, not gonna pass chemistry.
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Suzu
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I must ask for prayers for my household and all who inhabit it, please. Thank you.
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straightedgeninja
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Praying for you all.
Good luck on finals Jordan. You'll do fine!
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Dale
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Dear God,
Please let Suzu, Luke, Jordan, and Dylan all psss their finals, so they can have a happy summer. Keep them healthy too. School is not the all important thing in life. It just seems that way right now.
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straightedgeninja
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I'm happy to say that I got 4 C's and 1 A this semester. I'll take it after all I went through to get there. I've made really scary steps to request more support from people like Pj and my nutritionist and therapist and stuff. We're looking into getting me into occupational therapy to help combat some of my food aversions that are related to the autism. After figuring out that a lot of my autism and anorexia go hand in hand literally as both disorders affect the same part of the brain. In fact it is proven that if a girl is treated for Aspergers at an early age she is less likely to develop anorexia later in life. I'm not sure how the studies affect boys but I imagine it's around the same. I tried to find a good link on feeding therapy but it's coming up empty through my googling. But it's getting easier in some aspects to treat now that we know where to go. Right now I'm enjoying the empty feeling of my stomach and the little head rushes so I'm trying very hard to fix that. I'm just so freaking tired of this illness but I can't seem to break it. Hopefully I can soon.
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Dale
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Congratulations Lyssa,
I'm glad that you can proceed onward to the next grade.
What was the "A" in?
I hope you can straighten out your eating disorder this summer, so you don't have to worry so much when your fall classes begin.
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straightedgeninja
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It was in first aid and it was only cause my cousin taught it. Shhh that's a secret.

PJ(Pastor Jonathan) came over to my house unannounced last night because he said things were getting ridiculous and they pretty much staged an intervention. It feels really weird not being able to hide anything from anybody now. But after a lot of arguing and knock it offs and him towering over me we're starting to make progress. I had a panic attack today that Pj had to talk me through in the middle of mcdonalds. Like a level 10 anxiety over a salad. It was really upsetting. Salad doesn't even feel safe anymore. Pretty much my family and him agree that if I don't' improve this week then we're looking at me moving in with him for a short while because he can be there more often then my working parents. I have to photograph everything and this is all super scary. We're doing a lot of youth group trips this summer like going to an amusement park and going canoeing. I'm you might as well say suspended from those trips until stated otherwise. I can't do any of the youth group activities unless I prove to him I'm eating and other wise well. I'm going to be taking my permit test for driving here soon and he's gonna teach me to drive. I just feel like my whole world has been turned upside down in front of my eyes in the span of a night.
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Dale
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Wow Lyssa,
That oversight is overwhelming. I'd hate to be monitored like that for anything. I hope that you can get your eating under control, so you can go on the summer camp trips.
One concern is, "Is PJ married?" If so, how does his wife feel about you staying with him?
If he's not, then I'd worry about other things. It is better than an eating disorder clinic though. My sister was in one.
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straightedgeninja
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Yes Pj is married but he doesn't make me feel the slightest bit uncomfortable and I hate men. His wife actually came with him and agreed to it. Other members of the youth group have moved in from time to time. I don't know it's kinda gotten easier since Saturday and Sunday. It keeps getting easier. I'm finding my hunger to be at a extreme level. The main thing is it got my mom and Kenny on the same page.

Actually I started a new system. It's a sticker chart. I get a sticker for every day I don't restrict. Pj said when I get 31 stickers aka a months worth he'll buy me a wrestling shirt. It seems to be working so far.

I guess when it is all said and done I'm getting better even if it took/takes excessive supervision and stuff. At least I'll be around to hate it. That's my theory.
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Lyssa, I'm glad for you. I'm proud of the way you are making such good progress.
I hope you have fun with PJ and his family,

Happy Memorial Day weekend for all of you. May you and your family have a good time doing something enjoyable. I'm hoping it is nice enough to go swimming, so I can use my new Speedo. :$
Edited by Dale, May 22 2015, 05:34 PM.
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Suzu
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Thanks much for the prayers, people <3

It is my regret to say that my computer now only functions half the time and has been determined by my step-father to be dying of hardware failure. As such I may be very scarce around here, so I wanted to leave this note so no one will be worried. Best wishes, hopefully I will at some point get a new one.
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Zonkers
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Dale, hey boyfriend :) it's getting warm here, we had a few hot days, 21-24 but like yesterday was 7, today was 9 & tomorrow's supposed to be 9 too. The next few days are 9, 18, 23, 16 & 24 so counting today that's 16.5 ℃ average. The shorts fit good but then I can still wear the red ones, they don't really fit right but I can still wear them. I really like the lining in them, it feels so nice. But the new blue shorts are a better fit. I'm not exactly tall but I am taller.

*looks at Luke smugly* You might be older but I always knew I was more mature. You know now that I'm still a 10 yo at heart. So there! :p Doesn't everybody spend all day making funny noises at things? Yep we got to pretend we're grown up when we start working, why rush it.
If you come back you know where to find me, at least 10 year old me.
*ducks & looks at Luke surprised* Really Luke, a stuffed animal? *attacks Luke with a desk lamp - trips over the wire*

500 pages cuz Dale talks so much !

I hope you do good on your finals Jordan. :)

Was already doing that Suzu. I really want things to get better for you.

I wish you were better too Luke but try to think of how much better you're doing. You'll beat this like you beat the other stuff but you need to give it more time.
*slides a sheet of stickers under the keyboard for Luke just in case*

That stinks Suzu, it was hard enough for you to get here when your computer sort of worked.
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straightedgeninja
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But stuffed animals are the best! *takes the stickers and smiles* I had some weird dream with Andy in it and I woke up a bit disorientated but I figured out what's real again. Did I mention I'm back at karate? Like seriously so freaking excited because even though I've only been there once it is already helping so much. I ended up caving and telling pj about the whole gender and sexuality thing and honestly here is how everyone should react all right "It's okay I still love you God still loves you please don't stop coming to church" Like I have never felt so loved in my entire life. He's just the best. It hurts when you're told that you'll go to hell and honestly I'm no more sure about being Luke or liking girls or any of that then I was years ago. I gave up trying to explain it and just let myself be me. I literally have not found an exception or an I love you but with these people. Youth group/ church is the best. I haven't felt so loved in a long time.
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So glad things are going better. PJ sounds awesome, the last time we went to church I got enough looks jus for having an earring. One thing I learned good studying with Geezer is nobody can tell you who's going to hell & who isn't cuz nobody knows. I've been sticking with Luke cuz I got used to it & you haven't really decided on one for sure yet. Oh btw I checked today & I still got Luke on my friends list. I was talking to Andy tonight & he sounded a lot better than he did for a long time. I hope he's starting to get better.
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May you circumstances continue to improve Luke.

Greetings and as always, blessings to the denizens of our little Lounge.

Good weather report boy but you forgot the freezing rain from yesterday.

Some stories that may be of interest here:
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straightedgeninja
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Oh that's great. I hope he is finally starting to heal. As I told him that last time we talked you always know where to find me. I'm so glad he's starting to do better again it's been a really really long time. Someone offered to track him down on SL and see if he would ever talk to me again but I just kinda shook my head. I don't think I can bear to hear him say NO. I miss him greatly but life must go on.

The next time you see him will you pass along a link...it's a song... tell him it's from me... if I have any luck he'll remember it... today's the first time I've been able to listen to it and not feel like I'm gonna break down.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EBSwA8pMgrA

In the rare event that he still likes Desperado please remind him of the closing lines "You better let somebody love you before it's too late"
Edited by straightedgeninja, May 24 2015, 01:59 PM.
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Zonkers
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I hope so too it's been almost impossible to talk to him.
I'll pass that on to him next time I see him.

Everybody loves Desperado it's one of the most awesome songs ever.


Talking about songs from the eighties,

♩I'm too girly for my skirt
too girly for my skirt,
too girly for my...

wait a minute, Bruces neighbours all think I'm a girl...

♩I'm too girly for my voice
too girly for my voice,
too girly for...

Wait again, everybody thinks I sound like a girl...

♩I'm too girly for my shirt
too girly for my shirt,
too...
gir...
lee...

Wait, when I wear my...

In my...

You know what? I'm gonna have sympathy for Jordan & just stop now before she runs out of here screaming. :D
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straightedgeninja
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*salutes* Thank you messenger Dylan.
Not much to report here other then I currently have 8 stickers will be 9 tonight. Otherwise same old same old really.
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Jordand08
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failed my chemistry with passion.
Enough that I can't retake the sol, and will probably fail the class.
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straightedgeninja
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it it makes you feel any better I failed Algebra 1... had to completely drop out of Trigonometry.. barely surived AP Biology ( the class that made me figure out I could not handle going to school for science that's about the only thing) failed a computer class and women studies in college. Imagine that I spend all day every day on computers but I got so depressed I couldn't do assingments and failed my computer class welll technically a D. I'm now working on getting to junior class standing and graduation isn't that far from my reach. Teachers act liek high school classes will determine everything but it really really doesn't. Most of the professors will look at you and say forget the crap you learned in highschool. I've had a few frustrating experiences with hearing you should have learned this in highschool and I didn't/ ignored the lesson. But I try to just keep pushing. You'll get there Jordan I promise. All you can do is your best and no one nto even you can want or expect more then that!
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