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| straightedgeninja | Sep 18 2015, 10:26 PM Post #12701 |
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Oh the joys of Beowulf. |
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| Suzu | Sep 20 2015, 12:17 AM Post #12702 |
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*grumbles* Dead lounge... always so quiet in here. *sweeps pile of dust off the fish tank- tries to pretend the fish are just asleep* An illustrated version of The Messy Ladybug is underway, as is an audio version. |
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| Jordand08 | Sep 20 2015, 09:00 PM Post #12703 |
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Lol no. Has nothing to do with twilight or anything like it Just did my senior pics. |
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| Zonkers | Sep 21 2015, 12:20 AM Post #12704 |
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Ello Huge ! ![]() Welcome to the Lounge ! XD Glad you finally made it, now you know where Jr Mods go when they retire. I hope you'll be able to spend some time here. It's hard to believe but it's so hard to find somebody you can have a conversation about chips with. Ello Kayme, welcome to the Lounge, I hope you like it here ![]() Hello Gail. <.< GLARES straightedge, sorry I haven't replied yet but I need to use my main e-mail for awhile. Suzu, did you have any luck finding babysitting jobs? I can't wait for your stories. Looks at the fish in the tank & wonders if they have a small frying pan. |
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| Jordand08 | Sep 21 2015, 06:59 AM Post #12705 |
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I didn't get any sleep. |
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| Zonkers | Sep 21 2015, 12:47 PM Post #12706 |
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Why, what's wrong? |
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| Jordand08 | Sep 21 2015, 03:15 PM Post #12707 |
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I have no idea. I did my senior pictures yesterday. |
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| straightedgeninja | Sep 21 2015, 04:02 PM Post #12708 |
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I find that a small dose of benadryl or melatonin does the trick for sleepless nights. Hope you get some sleep soon. |
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| Zonkers | Sep 22 2015, 12:56 AM Post #12709 |
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I hope you get more sleep tonight, I bet you'll get great photos, you always get good photos ![]() Hey Luke
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| Geezer | Sep 22 2015, 01:48 AM Post #12710 |
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You know you can post art here, we have galleries and if we do not have the right type of gallery you can talk to Suzu or myself about us putting one in. I seem to have forgotten my manners and to say "Hello" to the new members; Ello Kayme, Gail and Huge, welcome to the Lounge. I hope you will enjoy being here and become regulars. Are you still doing well Luke? |
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| Mouse Caper | Sep 22 2015, 03:08 AM Post #12711 |
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Hey guys! ![]() Oh boy. Busy, busy, busy! I worked on a Sculpture project all weekend and had to look of up school admissions deadlines. I'm starting to work my portfolio(s) for schools too! Also, I'm going to Nashville this Wednesday. My parents are thinking of moving there after I graduate, so we're going to see what's it's like! I still have to do school work while I'm there though. I'll be missing two AP classes and a college class while I'm there. :/ Oooh! I wish Morrissey was still playing... I think he played in Nashville earlier this year. I would've loved to see him. >-> Anyways, I hope you guys are doing well! :3 |
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| Geezer | Sep 22 2015, 05:54 AM Post #12712 |
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That sounds like a fun trip Mia, I never got to Nashville it's one place in the States I have missed so far. I hope you have a wonderful time and come home with many good memories. |
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| Jordand08 | Sep 22 2015, 07:00 AM Post #12713 |
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Hey Bruce! Dylan: thanks. they turned out great. |
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| straightedgeninja | Sep 22 2015, 04:18 PM Post #12714 |
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Well basically. I am the happiest I have ever been in my whole entire life. Happier then my childhood happier then absolutely ever. Eating and weight is under control. I don't really have that solid of a plan in place for my life which used to bother me once I realized I did in fact not kill myself like planned. But now my only focus is to be happy and enjoy life and I got my whole life to settle down. I thought this was an unproductive goal but my therapist actually said it's quite productive. So right now I'm learning how to cook. I'm making steps to get my driver's permit... the actual license part might take a while longer but I'm making steps to learn to drive something I had no interest in before. School is going really great and I know I want to keep at it. I kinda am thinking of moving into my own place but I don't think I'm quite ready. But basically I'm working on my independence skills. And mainly just staying happy. I think the post I attached a link to sums up things best. Warning these pictures/post may evoke emotion and be hard to look at. To sum it up my therapist said "I don't know what the hell happened or where this is coming from but let's just roll with it." I think I may finally be better. I think I finally beat it all. http://ucantcmemytimeisnow.tumblr.com/post/129456570972/i-normally-frown-upon-transformation-pictures |
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| Jordand08 | Sep 22 2015, 09:11 PM Post #12715 |
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That's good |
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| Mouse Caper | Sep 22 2015, 10:54 PM Post #12716 |
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We don't really talk, but WOW that's a big difference! It makes me happy you seem to be doing very well! I don't know your whole story, but you're a tough person to get through such a journey. I'm sure things will continue to go great for you!
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| Geezer | Sep 23 2015, 12:38 AM Post #12717 |
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That's good to hear and I also finally had a chance to read your tumblr; very well done and I am very happy for you. However do be vigilant, these things will try to come back on you. I used to smoke cigarettes, a disgusting habit and as much as I hate them I will be surprised to find myself wanting a cigarette. Surprisingly I smoked for decades without being addicted, it was however a habit which made quitting difficult. I got addicted shortly before I gave them up for good, just to give me the full difficulty. I remember the day and the cigarette that got me addicted, that is something of a horror story in itself. I could always give up smoking when I chose to but I had never been addicted before. It's the addiction that makes the difference. Be proud and happy for what you have done, that is an amazing recovery. Do not be paranoid about relapse but do be ready to just say "No!" when it tries to sneak in through a back door. That is all you have to do, say no, then turn your back on it and it does get easier with time. Congratulations on winning a hard fought battle. With all these changes and this new life, have you decided which name you want to represent the new and improved you? Jordan, Dylly is right, you do always get good photos.
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| Jordand08 | Sep 23 2015, 07:07 AM Post #12718 |
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Thanks Bruce
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| straightedgeninja | Sep 23 2015, 12:06 PM Post #12719 |
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After doing a lot of thinking on my identity and numerous talks with such wonderful people. I usually just stick with Lyssa now. I've come to realize that while it was not a phase that my problems stem more from how females in society are treated then with myself in general. I don't like to be stared at as if a hunk of steak sitting on the dinner table for example. So if people are chill with me wearing cargos and loving wrestling and whatever makes me me I'm happy. I've given up on labels they just depress me but as far as a name goes Lyssa no longer bothers me. But mostly I'm just me whatever that happens to mean. Sometimes it's a dress and sometimes it's a tie and both are okay. Whatever makes me happy is what I do now. Screw the haters. Mia. Offers a hug if okay. Thank you so much for your kind words. Geezer yes this does have a high relapse rate but I'm feeling stronger then ever that I'll be able to resist it. I have aligned myself with tons of great supportive people both online and in real life. Winter is approaching which is when my depression seems to worsen so I'm a little nervous but have started warning my supports and have made plans for most of the winter months. |
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| Dale | Sep 23 2015, 10:11 PM Post #12720 |
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I've been away on a long vacation visiting relatives. I had a fantastic time at Wisconsin Dells water park, even though I had a mishap in the giant wave pool. I was standing in only a foot of water when a 6 ft wave full of kids knocked me down and threw me back 20 feet. I got a scrape down my back and ended up bleeding and in the First Aid office to get patched up. I'd go to the park again if I could. I'm glad you are all back and things are going good for you. Luke, I'm glad you are happy once again at home. Jordan, I'm happy you are still hanging in there from being so sick earlier this year. Dylan , I'm glad you visited Ontario with your family. I was going to go there myself, but I don't have a Visa to get back to the U.S. I've been there once before as a kid, but I didn't need a Visa back then. I didn't need a Visa from Newfoundland either.Geezer, Thanks for all your support with packages. I hope you get your Web site going again. Edited by Dale, Sep 23 2015, 10:14 PM.
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| Geezer | Sep 24 2015, 01:24 AM Post #12721 |
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You are welcome Jordan. Lyssa, people who view women like that are missing so much, it is their loss. Live your life for yourself, not for stupid people. Not that I'm immune to feminine charms but I'll take brains over boobs anytime. Dale, I'm glad you got the package. Sorry for the delay sending it but I have been doing much better so far this month. Some of the sites I had to give up on but I have other projects waiting for me to clear my familial duties. |
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| Jordand08 | Sep 24 2015, 06:59 AM Post #12722 |
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This week is just so long and slow. I want the weekend D. |
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| Mouse Caper | Sep 24 2015, 11:50 AM Post #12723 |
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So I got through my first day in Nashville! My art teacher wasn't kidding when she said it was very green here. xD being a Californian, it's not seeing dead grass. Compared to here, it's just kinda dirty, expensive, and crowded back home. My home room teacher wanted me to look at a particular school here, so hopefully I get to do that. It's so nice here. It kinda takes a while to get to places though. Not because of of traffic, but because everything is a such a wide open space. That's kinda refreshing. Anyway, my parents and I are staying at my dad's friend's house. It was really weird because we actually had A complete dinner. xD I mean, there were beans, beef, corn bread (especially made for us), dinner rolls, oh my goodness. There was pie too (I didn't eat any though)!!! I'm used to eating out or eating leftovers from the day before for dinner. These people are so nice. ;_____; They left us snacks too. :3 .Q. I can't wait to see more things. X3 |
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| Geezer | Sep 26 2015, 12:46 PM Post #12724 |
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Jordan, you got your wish. Anything else I can do for you? Mia, I'm glad you had a good first day, I hope the rest of your trip is as nice. I only remember seeing two parts of California, the first part was green, the second part was concrete. The green part was where we entered the state, it may have been the wine region. |
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| Jordand08 | Sep 27 2015, 09:05 PM Post #12725 |
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No, just hope this week isn't slow. haha. The weekend always go by too fast.I've only been to Maryland, north and south Carolina |
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, I'm glad you visited Ontario with your family. I was going to go there myself, but I don't have a Visa to get back to the U.S. I've been there once before as a kid, but I didn't need a Visa back then. I didn't need a Visa from Newfoundland either.

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