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| Kyo | Jul 17 2017, 03:12 PM Post #1 |
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Dear Diary, It is becoming increasingly difficult to keep myself in check as of late. The more good I do, the more useless it seems. People disrespect my name, disrespect all I do, and most importantly, they mock who I have become. The truth is that I have two choices in this life. To either be the Superman, or to become the ripper once more. The Superman is kind, gentle, and loving. He believes there is good in everyone. He fights for righteousness, and for the fans. He gives people hope in a business that is vastly lacking in that department. It is the side of myself that people can relate to, the one that gives my daughter hope and the promise of a bright future. He is the man, I want to be, the man that I often need to be. Yet, lately I have become forced to confront the person I used to be, the ripper. Maybe Miguel is getting to me, telling me of my past accomplishments. What Miguel and others have yet to piece together in their constant mocking of me, is that the ripper and superman aren’t two different parts of the same person. They are completely different entities. The ripper has no humanity, no heart, and no soul. It is almost as if they have forgotten who he was. The man who handcuffed innocent young women and destroyed them physically and mentally. The man who attacked wrestlers as well as their families. The thing that once contemplated tying Hunter Werth’s girlfriend inside a locked garage and leaving the car exhaust run. That is the being they are begging for. Miguel and the people like him who think scary Jackson is a good idea. The ones that want me to allow him to surface, do not realize that even a glimpse of that being, would be the end of their careers. He would shatter the dreams of every being he encountered, and leave a gaping hole where the soul of HKW used to be. Which is why the last few months have been presented me with difficulties that I have never encountered before. To say the least, The past few months have been a whirlwind, I have done thee unimaginable, and also failed on a scale I would certainly like to forget. Between my failures at thee rumble, destiny, and my loss to Kitty Sasso for an opportunity at the Dynasty championship. It was almost enough for me to lose hope. There is a bit of a silver lining to this all however. The fact that I have won the world cup in epic fashion keeps me believing that maybe I have the ability to do this on my own. It helps to cloak the pain I have felt within the confines of HKW. It helps me keep my emotions bury and keeps him buried as well. I have started to realize that I can be successful without the ripper. That I can win on my own, which is good, but it also terrifies me. I have more talent now than I have ever had in my life. I have more power, speed, and ring knowledge than I ever dreamed imaginable. Even with compassion, love, and mercy I have become a dangerous wrestler. A man that with pure skill and ability can defeat anyone on any given night. That ability, that skill, that unquenchable thirst for knowledge can never fall into the hands of ripper. So today is a day to celebrate, a day to enjoy successfully defeating the greatest opponent I have ever faced. Myself, and that part of me that must remain dormant so that the rest of the world can have hope. It took me damn near dying to control what is inside of me. I refuse to allow myself to lose the raging battle going on inside of me. Because if I lose, death itself might not stop him. Edited by Kyo, Jul 17 2017, 03:14 PM.
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