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[Ieiri Diary] Gomen ne ( I am sorry ); 2013年02月05日
Topic Started: Feb 5 2013, 10:15 PM (310 Views)
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14才の時。
When I was 14.

学校でも、家でも、人との距離感が上手くつかめなかった。
Regardless at home or in school, I am good at keeping a distance from people

教室ではとにかく1人になりたくなくて、
必死に笑って、必死に合わせて、必死に頷いた。
I don’t want to be alone in the classroom anyway,
so I laughed desperately, agreed desperately, and nodding desperately.

人と関わるのは、エネルギーが沢山必要で、疲れる。
People who are involve with, needed a lot of energy, so tiring.

その反動でか、
In that reaction,

家で母が作ってくれた夕食を、一緒に食べるのがイヤで、
In home, dinner that my mom made, i don't like to eat together

夜に1人で食べたり、コンビニでカップラーメンを買って公園で食べたりしてた。
I eat alone in night, then I bought cup noodles and ate it in the Park.

数日前、福岡の実家に帰った時、母に手料理を教えてもらった。
A few days back, when I returned back to my parent’s place, I asked my
mother to teach me her cooking.

台所のお鍋から上がる蒸気。同じお玉で味見をし合う時。
包丁がトントンと刻むリズム。冷たいねって野菜を洗ったり。
Steam from the hot pot in kitchen. The time that we have tasted the flavor in a same ladle. Knife got the ton-ton rhythm when it is chopped. washing the cold vegetable.


それは、小さい頃、やわらかい胸の中で眠りに落ちてしまった、あの感覚に似ていて。
During Childhood times, I fell asleep on her soft chest, now, it is the similar feeling


ちょっと背伸びしたくなって、東京での話をした。
I stretched up a little and spoke about Tokyo.


お皿によそって、母と出来上がった料理を食べる時。
When my mother served the cooked food


「なんで料理するようになったの?」って聞いたら、
「いつか、好きな人が出来たら分かるよ。」って。
I asked「Why did you cook?」
and said「Maybe, if you able to like a person, You can understand. 」


そんな日が来るのかなぁ、って難しい顔していたら、母に笑われた。
I said “I wonder the day will come?” then I gave a wondering look and my mother laughed.

そんなことを思い出しながら作った今日の夜ご飯。
While remembering that, this is what we made dinner.

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白菜と豚肉のミルフィーユ。
Hakusai/Chinese Cabbage with Pork mille-feuille.
アボカドと玉ねぎとトマトと海老のサラダ。
Avocado Onion Prawn and tomato salad

お母さん、見た目はいまいちだったけど、
美味しく出来たよ。
The look of the food made by mum is not appetizing
But it is very delicious.


あの時、ご飯、一緒に食べなくて、ごめんね。
At that time, we didn’t have dinner together, I am sorry.....

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I don’t want to be alone in the classroom anyway,
so I laughed desperately, agreed desperately, and nodding desperately.


aww in a way i also did this
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