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[ Ieiri Diary ] Both Darkness and Light; 08/02/2013
Topic Started: Feb 9 2013, 06:49 PM (336 Views)
aron94
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闇も光も。
Both Darkness and Light

ここ何日間か熱にうなされいましたが、
普通にブログを書けるまで、回復しました。
I’ve been battling a fever for the last few days,
but now I’ve recovered well enough to write a blog entry.

もう、全然大丈夫です。
Now, I’m completely fine.

今日までは、こじらせないように、自宅療養中でした。
Until today, to ensure I don’t make things worse, I stayed at home and recovered.

そのゆっくりの時間の中で気づいたのは、
東京に来てから、外に出なかった、という日が1日もないこと。
In that period where time passed by slowly, I realised that
since coming to Tokyo, there hasn’t been a single day that I haven’t gone outside.

いくら映画、本、漫画、雑誌、パソコンに夢中になっていても、
分からないーーーー!!!、って怪獣みたいになる制作の時も、
夕方になると、一応近くの公園を散歩してみたり、
ある分には困らない、とわざわざ水や牛乳の為にコンビニに足を運んでみたり、する。
No matter how much I try to become absorbed in movies, books, manga, magazines or the computer,
I don’t understand!!! The film when he becomes monster-like
When it becomes evening, tentatively trying to stroll in a close by park
Not troubled by a minute, going out of their way to get milk and water from the convenience store.

今まで、深く、ふれたことがなかったけど、
この自宅療養中の期間に(と言っても今日入れて2日。)、
読んだ小説に「考えることを拒否するのは、罪だ」とあったので、自分なりに考えた。
I haven’t experienced (being sick) that much,
In the period where I was recovering at home (having said that, it’s been two days including today)
In a novel I read the line, ‘To deny thinking is a crime’, because I read that, I just thought about things as I would usually.


そしたら、単純に「忘れられたくないからだな」って。
Then I thought simply, ‘It’s because I don’t want to be forgotten’

華やかで、忙しない、なんでも揃っている東京で、
「今から、何処か行こう」って気軽に言える相手が、この街には居なくて。
The Tokyo, which is lively, busy and filled with everything,
there hasn’t been someone in this town to whom I can buoyantly say, ‘Let’s go somewhere, right now’

1人で部屋にいると、簡単に社会とはぐれてしまいそうな、
地球の隅っこに居るような、感覚に襲われるからだな、と。
As I stayed in my room by myself, I felt I was simply getting lost from the company.
I had the feeling that I’m only living on a very small corner of the Earth.

勝手に音楽を選んで、勝手に福岡を出て
東京で色んな人に支えて貰っているのに勝手寂しくなってる、自分が好きじゃない。
I don’t like the me that selfishly chose music, selfishly left Fukuoka,
Even though I have been supported by many people in Tokyo, I selfishly become lonely.

人と繋がりすぎるのは、楽しくて飽きるけど
繋がらないのは、こわくてカッコ悪い。
Getting too involved with people, is so fun, it’s tiring
But not being involved at all is scary and uncool.

わがままだ。
I’m selfish,

どちらを選ぶにせよ、覚悟は必要ってことだよね。
Whichever path you choose, you just need to have that resolution.

よく分からないけど、この2日間、私にとってプラスになった気がする!
I don’t quite understand, but these two days, they have become a plus for me!

みんなもよく、分かんないよね。
I’m sure none of you will understand.

でも、それをこれから、音楽にしようと思う。
But those things, later one, I’m thinking to make them into music.

その曲がみんなの胸に届いた時に、家入はこれを言っていたのか!って感じとって!
Once those songs reaches all your hearts, I hope to leave you with the feeling, ‘Oh! I wonder if this is what Ieiri was talking about!’

さて、製作の続きをしたいと思います。
Well then, I want to continue my work

Translated by : Jibba
Edited by aron94, Feb 9 2013, 06:57 PM.
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Thanks, she has such complicated thoughts. I think that's what makes her so interesting, but I wish she would relax and not think so much sometimes too lol.
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