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How We Became Fire; James short story
Topic Started: September 2, 2010, 5:12 am (19,023 Views)
Scorpion Flower
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I will update again. College is off but still there's exams...as soon as I can I'll write the next update:)
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December 22, 2010, 7:47 am
I will update again. College is off but still there's exams...as soon as I can I'll write the next update:)
I will be waiting :D

Good luck on your exams! :wavey
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December 22, 2010, 8:38 pm
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December 22, 2010, 7:47 am
I will update again. College is off but still there's exams...as soon as I can I'll write the next update:)
I will be waiting :D

Good luck on your exams! :wavey
Yea,good luck,sweetheart! :horns2
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Writing a new chapter:) My exams will be over on wednesday, so I'll come back to this. I'll update during next week.

Also I am revisiting "The day that never comes" Probably I will be posting the story here again, with a couple of changes.
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Writing a new chapter:) My exams will be over on wednesday, so I'll come back to this. I'll update during next week.

Also I am revisiting "The day that never comes" Probably I will be posting the story here again, with a couple of changes.
These are the best news ever!
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I'll be updating this one later today or tomorrow morning:))

I won't let this one die! :biggrin
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yay! take your time, we'll be waiting :biggrin
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As I promised....

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The rest of the week went fast. James called me every day. I still missed him though. I couldn’t stop my heart from beating fast as I saw the hotel on the other side of the street. Seattle, the town that saw me and James meet again.

“You are smiling alone?” Katy joked as she looked at my face. I pushed my stroller beginning to cross the street.

“I know this is crazy and completely insane but I can’t wait to see him” I told her.

“I thought he was the reason why you were smiling, I wasn’t wrong at all. I like to see you that way Ade, happy. I’ve never seen you like that. James is doing a miracle and I bet he doesn’t know about it. Are you that opened with him as you are with me?”

“No.” I said fast.

“I thought so too. When are you gonna tell him how you exactly feel?” Katy insisted.

“Katy stop that.” I replied. Before we got in the lobby she grabbed my hand to prevent me from going in.

“He also wants to know if you desire him. One day he’ll want to know how you feel and it’s only fair. He’s been coping with you and your fears. He’s been understanding but he’s human Ade and he’ll be tired of just giving. He needs to receive as well.” I put my gaze on the floor as I heard Katy’s word. I knew she was right.

“I know…” I breathed. Then I looked at her. “Somehow I want to do that I just don’t know how to do it.”

“You just have to tell him “James I am in love with you.”

“What if I am not?” I argued. “I’ll be lying and I don’t want to hurt him.

“Oh, do you still think you’re not?” She laughed. “Ade you are fooling yourself and you’ll hurt him sooner or later with your fears and stubbornness.”

I just shrugged and then I got in. I saw him right away. As if he felt my presence he just turned around to look at the door and our eyes locked and without even thinking twice I smiled at him with my heart racing fast. I left my stroller with Katy and walked up to him.

“Hi.” I told him.

“Hello.” He said returning me the smile. He looked better than ever and all of a sudden my smile began to fade away as a feminine voice called him. Francesca was there with the kids again.

“I better go up to my room.” I told him as I saw she was walking towards us. “ Have a great day.” I said. With that I turned my back on him and caught the lift up to the 12th floor. I felt my insides pulsing with rage. I puffed and breathed heavily inside the isolation of the elevator. “Calm down ADRIANA.” I said to myself. I pushed my stroller violently along the corridor and when I found my door I just got in and threw myself on the couch. “What the fuck is she doing here again?” I asked out loud. I knew I had to calm down and think clear. They were getting divorced. James assured me so.

I got up and decided to take a shower. I turned the TV on to have some sound inside the room, that way I would not think much about Francesca. I quickly found out that I felt insecure with her around. Or more insecure than I already was. I was about to take my clothes off when I heard a knock at my door. I found James on the outside.

“Why did you leave that fast?” He asked straightly but calm.

“Nothing. I just wanted to have a shower and leave the stroller here, that’s all.” I said turning my back on him but I heard the door closing behind me. He was inside with me.

“At least you could kiss me now that we are here alone.” He complained. I turned around to look in his face. Was he serious? Of course he was. His face said so. I took two steps closer and stood right in front of him but I froze and I didn’t go any closer. James stretched a hand, grabbed my hand and pushed to him. I crashed against his body. I took one hand to his hair and then I touched his lips with mine.

“That’s better.” He said low rubbing his nose in mine. “I missed you.” He continued.

“What is she doing here?” I asked suddenly. I took a hand to my mouth as soon as I blurted the words. I didn’t want to tell him that! I didn’t want him to know that it bothered me. James frowned.

“Francesca?” He asked letting go of me. I continued silent. “Answer me. Gosh I hate when you go all silent.” He complained. “She’s here to take care of my kids as they wanted to do the rest of the tour.” He explained even though I didn’t confirm I was talking about her. James was smart I didn’t have to confirm anything. He knew I was talking about her. Who else could it be? “Ade…” He called me seeing I wasn’t reacting. “Say something…” He insisted.

“Ok…” I said.

“I’m gonna have dinner with them.” He informed me. “But I’ll come back as soon as I am finished.”

“You do what you have to do.” I said.

“Ade…” He said coming closer. “Why are you sounding so cold?” He asked me tenderly running a hand through my hair.

“I’m not being cold. It’s ok if you’re having dinner with your kids. They need you of course you have to spend time with them.” I said freeing myself from his hands.

“Yes you are.” He said running a hand through his hair. I knew there he was getting nervous.

“I’m not really. I am not.” I assured him trying to sound normal. “Look, I want to have a shower and change for dinner myself.” James gave me a faded smile.

“You are throwing me out of your room.”

“I am not.” I almost shouted. “I understand. You go and have dinner with your kids and then if it’s not too late you come back and we talk.”

“Are you sure?” I nodded at him. James came closer and kissed my lips again but I didn’t move or returned the kiss myself. He gave me a weird look before he left. I put myself under water immediately. I definitely needed to calm down and stop bugging him with my insanity. He was a cool guy. After shower I just put on some jeans and a tank top. I wasn’t expecting to go out again as I decided to have dinner by myself in my room. I was just raiding the menu list when someone knocked on my door. I knew it wasn’t James because he was having dinner with his kids.

“Who is it?” I shouted.

“Lars!” I heard on the outside. I opened the door for him. “I came to take you out for dinner with us.” He said not even giving me time to think.

“What? I want to stay in my room” I complained. Lars got inside and I closed the door.

“Yeah James told me you could say that but he expressly told me not to let you stay here alone too.”

“You’re on a mission now? And why the hell does James asks you to take me out for dinner?” I argued.

“Because none of us is blind right?” Lars joked.

“What are you talking about?” I asked him raising an eyebrow suspiciously.” Lars laughed loud.

“Come on Ade! I know you too are secretly dating. He likes you and you like him.”

“We’re not dating!” I exclaimed surprised.

“Whatever…I just have to take you out and I will. Put on some shoes woman and let’s go ‘cause I am starving.” I opened my mouth to speak but Lars can be tough. “Don’t argue with me. I’ll do what I promised to a dear friend of mine.” He said. I turned around quite fast. They were both getting on my nerves. I heard Lars chuckling all alone.

“What is it now?” I shouted.

“You are just like him.” Lars said. I rolled my eyes and I put some sandals in my feet. When I was done I came back. “You might deny it Ade but the way you two look at each other…ah, that’s priceless.”

“I don’t wanna talk about that Ulrich.” I said opening the door so we could leave.

“Why are you mad at him anyway?” He asked.

“I am not mad at him now stop talking about him.” I said.

“If you’re not dating him why the fuck did he go to LA just to see you?” Lars insisted.

“Aaarrgh… Just shut the fuck up!” I said. Again I heard laughter. Dinner went with no incidents though but as soon as I was finished I went to my room and not happy with it I hang the “don’t disturb” sign outside my door. I crashed with my butt on the couch watching old movies alone and trying not to think that James was having dinner with her. I was almost falling asleep on the couch when the phone in the living room rang. I jumped on the couch.

“Hello.” I said rubbing my eyes.

“Can you come to my room?” I heard James’s voice on the other side.

“Now?” I asked taking a glance at my watch to acknowledge it was past midnight already.

“It’s not that late. I just didn’t knock at your door because you had not disturb in it. You knew I was coming Ade. You made that on purpose. We need to talk.”

“Can’t we leave that for tomorrow?” I tried to delay the subject. I hadn’t studied yet what to tell him. I was like that I had to think first what to tell him instead of being honest like I had been that night.

“No.” He said firmly. I didn’t want to push his strings to much and I didn’t know how he did it but he’d always get what he wanted from me.

“I’m going.” I said not waiting for his answer. I just hung up the phone the second I said it. I put on my flip flops and I left to his room. His door was already opened and he was there waiting for me. He stepped aside to give me space to go in the minute I got there. James grabbed my hand not letting me slip away from him.

“Now tell me what’s bugging you.” He said seriously.

“How was dinner?” I asked trying to light things up.

“Dinner was fine but don’t try to change the subject Ade.” He said resting his hand in my face. James looked me straight in the eye.

“It’s nothing really.” I said. James didn’t say a word he just gave me an inquisitive look. I knew there he was not satisfied with my answer. “I was just tired of the flight.” I tried again.

“It’s not that long.” He argued back. I took a step away from him and took a deep breath. “Tell me the truth Ade. Be honest with me. Don’t I deserve that?” He pleaded. I kept with my back turned on him and looking out at the window. “Say something! Don’t go silent again. That drives me crazy!”

“I understand that you have to be with your kids. I understand that she needs to be here because you don’t have time to look after them and they want to be with you. I know all that. But it bothers me. It bothers me that she’s here. And it doesn’t matter if you tell me you guys are separated and getting divorced. Her being here it’s weird. It makes things weird. You guys had so much in common, I cannot just ignore that. I can’t” I let it all out. It was James’s turn to go silent but I heard him walking behind me and then I felt his hands on my shoulders. ”I’m sorry.” I said. Instead of using words I just felt his lips on my neck planting small kisses. “I’m sorry.” I said again whispering. James took his lips to my hear.

“You don’t have to be afraid Ade.”

“But I am.” I said honestly.

“I am in love with you.” He said. I turned around to look at him and he rested his forehead against mine. “I’m in love with you.” He repeated. Katy’s words rang in my head. I knew I should return his words but I could not do it. I just reached for his lips and I kissed him.

“Make love to me.” I whispered in his hear. He just took me in his arms and carried me to his bedroom, laying on top of me when we reached the bed. James ravished my lips with a devastating kiss and his hands traveled under my tank top in seconds. He ignited my motor in seconds. I was powerless under his touch but somehow I also felt him melt under my arms quite easily. He gasped slightly in my ear when I nibbled on his neck. He moaned gently when I slightly bite his shoulder. I begin to pull his shirt up. I wanted to feel his skin on my skin. I ran my hands through his naked back up and down countless times. His skin was soft and he smelled so good. His lips were hungry for mine. We kissed time and time again. Each kiss setting us on fire.

“Take this off.” He told me out of breath. He was so lost and so gone. I took my jeans off and then I came back to bed where he was waiting for me. It was my turn to be on top. His hands went straight to my breasts. I curved wanting him to touch me more. With a hand on my back he pulled me down to him and we united in another kiss while I already thrust against him even though he was still with his jeans on. “You drive me crazy Ade.” He gasped.

“That’s the point.” I answered and he smiled at me feeling my hand on his zipper. I teased him before I did it.

“Just take it off.” He complained. I did what he asked with his help of course. He was too eager to wait and too hard. Once he was free from his clothes he rolled on the bed and took charge again. He kissed my neck while his hands pulled my panties down. I lifted my hips a bit so he could pull it all off and then he just threw it randomly on the floor. He kissed the length of my legs, all the way up to my belly then paused to toy with my breasts.

“Gosh who’s the teaser now.” I complained. I just wanted him inside of me. I felt him smile against my skin. In a act of despair I pulled his head up to look at me. I gave up what I was going to tell him the second I laid my eyes on his lustful eyes. He wanted it as much as I did. I just went for his lips and in the middle of that kiss he slowly began to make his way in. Thrusting slowly until I was fully adjusted. I moaned low in his ear.

“James…” I gasped his name lost. Out of control. He was in charge. He was the one controlling me that moment and I didn’t care.

“I love you.” He said as a response to my call. I can’t deny hearing those words at that moment made my heart jump in joy. I carved my nails on his back asking for more and he gave me more indeed. His thrusts were harder, faster and stronger. My whole body was beginning to be numb. I was tightening around him fast. The heat invading me. I was moaning loud not caring if someone could hear us. That was our moment and us alone. That moment he was mine and only mine. I loved him. There was no doubt. I loved that man. My vision blurred, I arched my body for more and I contracted around him in ecstasy. I gasped his named loud and held on to his back as if I was fighting for my whole life. He came soon after me and collapsed on my body panting like crazy.

It was the first time I wanted to stay cuddling with a man after sex. It was the first time I wasn’t praying he’d just roll off me so I could leave. I just surrounded him with my arms and kissed the top of his head. James lifted his head and smiled at me and kissed my lips. Tiny drops of sweat all over his face. He looked too sexy. Then he rolled to bed but took me with him. I was glad I didn’t want to break the contact. Could that be real? I just wanted to stay there a bit more cuddling with him.

“What is it that you feel for me?” He asked all of a sudden. That ruined the moment for me. I rose my head off his chest and looked at him. He was forcing me to tell him that I loved him. Katy was so right.

“Don’t…” I pleaded.

“I need to know Ade.” He pleaded back. I just got rid of his arms and sat on the bed looking for my panties. I was on the verge of panicking and wanted to go away fast but he read my move. I just felt his arms around my waist preventing me from going. I looked back at him.

“Ok…don’t go. Just stay here.” He said. “I won’t push it. Just stay here with me.” I believed in him and came back to bed. “Stay here with me.” He repeated as I came back to his words.

“Ok.” I said.

“The whole night Ade and that I won’t take no as an answer.” He said. I looked up at him again just to lay back on his chest without saying a word. I felt I was falling asleep so I didn’t fight back but when I woke up in the morning and James was still fast asleep that was as far as I could go. I got out of the bed without waking him up and went to my room. I wasn’t sure if I was doing the right thing but I did it anyway. I left him alone.
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Ade needs to tell James what she feels NOW!
what a great update :biggrin , thank you :heart:
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What a nice update!
Yeah, she should tell him for sure. It certanily was a hot chapter! :biggrin
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Sorry, my dear I couldn´t read your update any sooner. As you know my job is in the way at the moment but now it´s the weekend and I can enjoy
your update! :nanner:

I really liked the conversation Ade & Katy had! :biggrin

And this...
“I love you.” He said as a response to my call. I can’t deny hearing those words at that moment made my heart jump in joy. I carved my nails on his back asking for more and he gave me more indeed. His thrusts were harder, faster and stronger. My whole body was beginning to be numb. I was tightening around him fast. The heat invading me. I was moaning loud not caring if someone could hear us. That was our moment and us alone. That moment he was mine and only mine. I loved him. There was no doubt. I loved that man. My vision blurred, I arched my body for more and I contracted around him in ecstasy. I gasped his named loud and held on to his back as if I was fighting for my whole life. He came soon after me and collapsed on my body panting like crazy."
SO HOT
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But..If I could say something to Ade it would be:"Damn, tell him you love him too!" :gah "It´s better to try and go for it, then never try at all and hurt him!"
:blush: Only my modest remark.

Can´t wait to read the next chapter!
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Thank you all:))


Here is a nother update.

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James didn’t look for me or called me during the whole day. Due to a traffic jam I got late to rehearsal before tonight’s show. I ran through the corridors of the venue to find the stage. They were already there playing with the instruments.

“Sorry guys.” I said excusing myself. They all nodded with their heads in acceptance except for James who was picking his strings and didn’t even bother looking up at me. He ignore me I guessed immediately that he was mad at me. I didn’t push it and went straight to my table and began to work the sound with them. The whole time James was quiet, serious and not even once he talked to me even if I talked to him to check his sound. He just followed my instructions not facing me or opening his mouth to talk to me. He was hurting me but I knew I had been the one hurting him first. When I was done and they began to leave the stage I walked up to him.

“James…” I called him. Still he crossed the strap of his guitar off his shoulder not looking at me and he was ready to proceed walking but stepped right in front of him putting a hand on his chest to make him stop.

“Don’t.” He said taking my hand away.

“What wrong?” I tried to make him talk. He ran a hand through his hair and his tongue through his lips nervously.

“What’s wrong? You have some nerve!” He said. “You left me alone! You thought I was sleeping and sneaked out of the bed leaving me there alone even though I asked to stay with me.” He said.

“And I stayed!” I added.

“You stayed? You have got to be kidding me. You left as soon as you opened your eyes! Would it cost you that much to wait for me to wake up too?” He was beginning to raise his voice.

“I stayed until the morning.” I excused myself. He just laughed resting his hands on his waist.

“When I asked you that I meant wake up with me and have breakfast with me not leave as soon as you opened your eyes. Ade…I am trying but this is getting hard. I am mad at you. Was t that hard? Am I that disgusting that you have to leave? Fuck I am trying so hard but you aren’t trying!”

“I am trying!” I shouted.

“No you’re not!” He said shaking his head. “If you were trying, you’d stay. I know for you to stay there was already a huge step but it hurt me that you didn’t think twice before you left. I told you that I loved you and you stepped on that. I need to feel that I am not trying this alone and until now it felt that way.” He was complaining just as Katy warned me. She was so right. He was so right. I was the problem, I was aware of that.

“I did the best I could.” I said trying to sound cold. That was my trick, pretending it didn’t matter when in fact I was cracking inside.

“That was not your best Ade. You know you haven’t tried, you just played along that was all. Right now I feel like a toy in your hands.” He said beginning to walk away.

“I’m sorry.” I said.

“Yeah…” That was all he said. My eyes burned immediately when I was left alone. I loved him but I didn’t want to and at the same time my mind was shouting at me for being such a jerk. I let my tears roll down my face for a few seconds then I just grabbed his guitar and I sat on the floor with in on my lap. I could play a few things and I liked to do it when I felt that sad. I began to play randomly. I felt a presence on my back but I didn’t bother to turn around. I just sang.

“Lost and insecure…you found me…” Then I just choked a bit on my tears and couldn’t sing the rest just the end of that chorus. “Just a little late…you found me. You found me.” I saw James shoes he had came back, he was the person behind me after all. He crouched next to me.

“I found you…” He whispered. I sobbed a bit looking at him. “Guess that’s what matters right?” He asked. His tone changed guess he was a bit calmer. I nodded cleaning my eyes with the back of my hands. “It scares me when I see you slipping between my fingers. You’re tricky you know? Just when I think I am getting there you pull away. You leave me clueless sometimes. Sometimes I can’t read you so I don’t know how to deal with you. I thought you were staying. I thought we were getting there but then you pulled away. You stabbed me! Ade…you drive me nuts. I catch myself many times thinking about the way I used to think when I was your age so I can get through to you. That’s not healthy! I thought by now you’d trust me enough to risk it. I’d love to hear the words. I’d love you could open up to me at least feel you more willing to do this. I know it’s hard for you, I really do but I can’t do this all by myself you have to help me. You have to make me stay alive in this and keep this alive. I want to keep this alive but I also want to feel that I am wanted and loved. I am missing that right now and even though you can’t tell me the words at least you could show me by staying with me and you didn’t. I guess that means you don’t or it should mean you don’t. I am so pissed off at you at the moment. I really am. I just need you to leave me alone for a while that’s all.” He got up and disappeared again.

I respected the space he wanted. I didn’t try to talk to him the rest of the afternoon even though we passed by each other countless times. The show was a blast. The boys played wild and in tune. James rage showed on stage. He was aggressive at his playing he was putting it all down on his music and that only contributed to the awesome show they delivered. The crowd went wild. Again I saw Francesca and his kids on the other side of the stage. The kids didn’t bother me at all but she did. Her presence corroded me.

“Are you ready?” Katy asked while I was finishing to put some cables on a bag.

“Yep.” I said nodding.

“You look sad Ade.” She observed.

“It’s nothing.” I said but then I looked at her. “Better it’s something but I don’t want to talk about it right now.” She nodded in agreement. She had a clue indeed but she respected me.

“Wanna come with us to the club?” She asked me. I thought maybe it was a good idea to out and have some fun even though I was drained.

“Yeah…I guess it’ll be good.” I said.

The whole band was there and crew except for James who had left with his ex wife and kids to the hotel. I heard Lars telling Kirk that he coming though. It wouldn’t make a difference since he didn’t want to have me around. I leaned against the bar sipping on my beer watching people dance around. Then after the beer I had another one and then another one. After my fourth beer I was already laughing and enjoying myself on the dance floor. I was drinking my pain away I knew it but at least I was having fun. I saw James coming in freshly showered. He was standing far but I could smell the scent of his perfume from there. My nose playing tricks on me. I just knew what his scent smelled like. He leaned against a pillar talking cheerfully with Kirk but he’d glance at me now and then. I also couldn’t pretend he wasn’t there I’d stared at his figure whenever I could not even caring if he was seeing I was doing it.

“Why don’t you tell him.” Katy whispered in my ear making me jump.

“Because I’m not sure.” I said.

“Ade stop that. You are sure you are just terrified. He loves you can’t you see that? Just from the way he looks at you it’s possible to see it. His staring eyes don’t deny it. Don’t struggle just go for it without fear.”

“I can’t ok.” I said with tears pulsing in my eyes again. “I want to tell him but it doesn’t come out.” With that I turned away but then I came back to her. “And you people need to stop telling me I should do this or that. That is only making things worse for me. The pressure I have from him is already enough. I don’t know if I am strong enough to deal with this or strong enough to love him the way he deserves so stop telling me what to do. Just stop.” Then I turned away again and went outside to cry but not without taking another beer with me.

I sat on a wall facing a lake taking small sips of my beer as my tears fell down again. I looked up at the sky and asked for help. “Please mom and dad. Help me!!” I said. “Why is it so hard to tell someone that love him? Why is it so hard for me to love someone?” Then I smiled at my own craziness and shook my head. “Nice Ade! Now you’re talking all alone in the dark.” but not satisfied I continued. “Maybe I am not crazy maybe I am just drunk and as far as the answers to my previous questions go it’s because I am afraid of losing the ones I love same way I lost my parents and ended up alone in this world.” Then I went all silent just watching the moonlight in the water and then I felt him sit by my side. I looked at him over my shoulder. He was sat with his elbows leaning on his knees looking at the water as well. He sat there in silence so I also didn’t speak. We stayed there for a couple of minutes like that in absolute silence then James rested his hands on the wall and I realized his hand was very close to mine. I felt the urge to grab it. I needed his forgiveness.

I didn’t fight back and I rested my hand on top of his I saw him turning his hand to look at it as he felt my hand. I wrapped my fingers around it and then I finally felt his fingers giving in and he wrapped them around mine too. We stayed a bit like that just holding each others hands watching the water and the silver moon.

“I think you’ve had enough alcohol.” He broke the silence.

“I think so too.” I could only agree with him as the world was beginning to spin a bit inside my head. “James…” I called looking at him and he turned his head at me at the same time.

“You’re good with the guitar.” I smiled at his words. He was calm and peaceful but I could tell he was hurt and again he was trying to fix things. I had to give that man what he deserved.

“Are you still pissed off at me?” I asked him.

“Oh yes I am.” He said nodding. “I am really pissed off at you Ade.”

“I didn’t mean to hurt you. I know this is a lot to ask but try to understand me.”

“I’m so much into you Ade and it’s such a shame you don’t see it.” I rested my forehead against his. ”Gosh it hurts just to think you are unable to see how much I care and how much I love you. I love you what part of these words is that you don’t understand?” He whispered at me. I ran a hand through his face and he closed his eyes as I caressed him and in an attempt he could take the words out of my mouth I brushed his lips with mine. Faking no more I just kissed his lips for real. It took him a while to kiss me back but eventually he gave in. I felt his hand tugging at the back of my neck softly. His kiss was tender and sweet. Calm with no rush and our tongues danced in slow motion enjoying every single bit of that kiss. I guess it was the first time we were kissing in public but I didn’t bother with that at the time. I just wanted to be with him.

“Take me to the hotel ‘cause I feel really dizzy.” I said when we broke the kiss. He cracked a soft laughter and then helped me standing. The world was spinning around at a frantic velocity. James motioned to his ride and helped me getting in. I cuddled against his chest and he played with my hair.

“I told you you had too much alcohol.” He joked.

“And I agreed.” I said. He ride took just a few minutes until our hotel James took me to my room helping me standing and then he guided me to my bed. Once sat he crouched in front of me and rested his hands on my knees.

“Will you be alright here by yourself?” He asked. I just nodded Then he got up and bent over me kissing my forehead. “Sweet dreams.” He said turning away but I stretched a hand and grabbed his which made him turn around again. I pulled him back without saying a word and he didn’t offer any resistance.

“Stay here with me.” I said looking up. “Stay here with me until the morning.” I corrected. He stood there looking in my eyes for a while then he just let go of my hand and walked around the bed. He sat on the other side and took his shoes off. I knew there he was staying. I crawled on the bed and surrounded his neck with both my arms and kissed his cheek.

“You found me…” I whispered in his ear. James turned around to look at me and I kissed his lips softly then I just got up and began to undo my clothes. He did the same and snuggled under the sheet simply offering me his arm to cuddle with him in bed. I did it as soon as I was done. I snuggled against his chest. His hand searched for my chin and pulled my face up.

“Do you really want his?” He asked.

“Yes.” I said. “I want to sleep I am sorry.” I said excising myself. He laughed.

“It’s ok. I am tired too.” I kissed his lips goodnight and returned to my pillow. James turned to lamp on his nightstand off and the room went dark. I felt his arm around my waist and I grabbed his hand with mine. I fell asleep fast.
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ElisabethOrion
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AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW :heart: :heart: :heart:
C'mon Ade! You can tell him! I know you can! :biggrin
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Izzy
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The ending of the last part was so sweet!!! :heart: :heart: :heart:

But she really needs to tell him how she feels :wub:


More, please!!! :heart:
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Hi! Sweet chapter! She really need to tell him! :D
Great update!
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