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How We Became Fire; James short story
Topic Started: September 2, 2010, 5:12 am (19,022 Views)
4everJamie
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Ohh :o another update!
Nice :biggrin :tu:

I really hope Ade will make up her mind and tell him how she feels!!
:heart: Come on, Ade! Give Love a chance! :wink
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I woke up with something tickling my face. I stirred a bit and then I realized it was James’s lips planting tiny kisses on my cheek. “Wake up beauty queen.” He whispered. I confess that his husky voice in my ear made my insides pulse. I was horny, hungry for him but then my stomach also warned my I was hungry for real food. I rolled on my back and James’s landed on top of me immediately, capturing my lips in a wonderful good morning kiss. Perfection had never been so close. I kissed him back.

“I’m starving.” I said when we broke the kiss. James’s, leaning on his elbows, kept on plating kisses all over y face. I couldn’t help but smile.

“I ordered breakfast already. Good afternoon sweetie.” He greeted me. I opened my eyes and raised an eyebrow.

“Good afternoon?” I asked him. He nodded.

“It’s past noon already.” He said. I don’t remember sleeping so many hours in a row. Maybe I was still tired and my body wasn’t use to the rock n’ roll clock or James’s sharing the bed with me had something to do with it.

“Shouldn’t you be with your kids?” I asked him running the tip of my fingers through his cheeks. He looked irresistible in the morning. His hair all tangled, his eyes swollen, it all gave him a special killer look. We were indeed sharing another moment of intimacy.

“They left this morning. I said goodbye yesterday night when I brought them back to the hotel.” He explained.

“What happened?”

“Marcella was a bit feverish but nothing to worry about. Francesca just thought it was better to take the kids back home.” Meanwhile we heard a knock at the door. “That’s gotta be our breakfast.” He informed me standing up and offering me his hand to help me up. James slid into his jeans quite fast and went for the door while I searched for my robe. I joined him in the living room where he was already serving me of some eggs and bacon. “We could go for a walk down there.” He said pointing out of the window.

“In that park?” I asked.

“Yeah..” He said coming back to his seat. “There’s a park and a river. E could go there for a walk after breakfast. It’s day off Ade. We could spend the day together.” He offered. I left the window and rested my hands on his shoulders bending my head a bit to kiss his neck.

“I think that’s great.” I told him. I sat in front of him and watched him for brief seconds while he wasn’t looking at me. He looked peaceful and relaxed and I couldn’t be happier I was having his company in the morning. It felt wonderful to wake up by his side. I couldn’t deny that.

“Why are you looking at me that way?” He asked catching my eyes on him.

“Nothing.” I said but James wasn’t an easy person to fool so he just continued giving me his suspicious look. “it’s just that I like you are here with me.” I confessed. His lips opened wide in a wonderful smile then he just got up and bent over me and kissed me. As I finished my food I got up.

“Wanna join me in the shower?” I asked him. He didn’t say a word he just put the napkin back on the table and followed me. He wanted me since we were in bed and I wanted him. I opened the water and let it run for a while until it was warm enough and slowly I striped in front of his eyes. James’s leaned against the basin looking at me in a awe forgetting to get undressed himself. “Aren’t you going to take your clothes off’” I asked him running my hands all the way up through his chest. He breathed heavy at my touch. I smiled and kissed his lips suggestively. I loved how I could make him lose control with such little. Since he didn’t move I unbuttoned his jeans and pulled it down together with his boxers. He was already hard. “Naughty boy.” I told him. James laughed and pulled the rest off while I stepped inside the shower soaking my hair and body under the water.

It didn’t took long for him to join him only James wasn’t bothering much with getting wet or soaked eventually he did but just because he came under water to search for me and my body. His hands roamed through my breasts and teased my nipples. I curved my back to give him better access and he took my left nipple in his mouth. His tongue playing circles with it arousing me even more.

“You are so beautiful.” He whispered kissing his way up through my neck and reaching my lips. I couldn’t answer as my words were swallowed by his mouth. My hands roamed way up and down through his back. His erection rubbing against my legs. Hard as rock. I broke the kiss and kissed his neck. James’s tilted his head back with his eyes closed enjoying every movement of my lips on his skin. I began to kiss my way down. He breathed heavier in anticipation. He knew what I was about to do and I knew he liked that. I took him in my mouth and instantly he released an “oooohh” of delight. I worked on him for a while, his hands leaning on my head softly. He didn’t push, he didn’t thrust. He remained quiet but not silent. His gasps filled the bathroom with sexy sounds and sexual ones too. Soon he pulled my head up and I obeyed satisfied with my little show.

His face so delightfully aroused. His eyes dark blue with lust and his lips swollen. James shoved me against the wall and captured my lips in a killer kiss. He was possessed. With a perfect move he pulled me up a little and then even more perfectly he made his way inside of me. I whimpered a bit and bit my lip. “You feel so good.” I let it out in a breath. James stopped when he was fully in and looked in my eyes with a soft smile on his lips. Guess it was his small victory. I knew he also like to take charge and I didn’t mind. I’ve always found myself getting lost with him than with anyone else. He always pulled new and weird things out of me. Like the love I felt for him. After kissing my lips he began to thrust, slowly, painfully slow. Too slow for my eagerness. I wanted more from him. I rammed my nails on his back as he was still driving me crazy either way.

“Ade…” He breathed in my ear. I knew there he was about to lose his self control. I’ve felt him buck and quiver. I smiled hearing him call my name in such that uncontrolled manner. He returned to my face just in time to catch my little smile and smiled back. He’d easily read my thoughts. “I love you.” He kissed me. I don’t know what happened but I just kissed him back and suddenly my chest was screaming and shouting and it wasn’t the peek of my pleasure coming up, that was something else. I kissed James again hoping to shut down the fire in my heart. I kissed him fiercely probably like I have never done before. He responded to my kiss thrusting into me harder and there I felt the expected ecstasy sensation. My mind was running a mile per hour, my body on fire and my heart still asking me for more. I took his face between my hands and looked in his eyes.

“Oh James…” I let it out in a gasp. “I love you.” I said. He stopped suddenly. “What are you doing?” I almost shouted.

“What did you say?” He asked me. His eyes begging me to say it again.

“Can we do this some other time?” I said smiling and kissing his lips. “You stopped on crucial moment.” I complained in his ear. James accepted with a nod and came back to his show. It didn’t take long until I cried out in ultimate pleasure and him following me the next second.

“What did you say before?” He asked me panting in my ear.

“I said I loved you.” I repeated. I was surprised at how easily the words came out off my mouth so easily. “I’m in love with you.” I said in his ear. His heavy breathing was subsiding. James took me in a tight hug against his naked body. I hugged him back.

“Oh God. Say that again.” He asked in my ear.

“I love you. I love you James Alan Hetfield. I love you.” I repeated it as many times as I could. I was happy and relieved I was finally capable of telling him the words I had kept inside for far too long. The more I said it the more he’d hugged me tightly until he finally kissed me and shut me up.

“I love you too sweetie.” He breathed against my lips when he softly broke the kiss.

We left the hotel around two o’clock. Smiling, happy and hand in hand we walked down through the street towards the park.

“I forgot to tell you that I’m going to see a show of a friend’s band tonight.” I siad when we were walking through the green lawn.

“He’s in town?” James asked. I nodded.

“Yeah, I also mixed the sound of their album. Do you wanna come with me?” I asked naturally. Not only I had told him that I loved him I was also welcoming him into my world, something I haven’t done yet. James stopped walking and pulled me to him surrounding my waist with both his arms.

“I’d love to go.” He said. I smiled and approached his lips to kiss him but then refrained as we were standing on public property. He read my move. “We came here hand in hand. We are holding onto to each other now. Do you think it’s a kiss that it’s gonna make any difference? If there was any paparazzi around they’d be happy enough with the cuddle thing so why not give them the full show?” I laughed and then I just kissed him. I was dying to do it and he asked for it anyway. We were together and for the first time with no hidden feelings. The book was opened up and it felt incredibly good.

The day went too fast but I enjoyed every minute of it. I enjoyed every second I had spent with him. We had lunch and dinner out and went straight to the club where my friend was playing. We spent the whole day together just the two of us and it never felt so right. After the show we came back to the hotel in a taxi.

“After next week tour is over I was thinking maybe we could go somewhere.” James proposed.

“Go somewhere?”

“Yes. A week or two just the two of us somewhere calm around the world.” He suggested with a huge smile. I couldn’t say no to that smile.~

“Yes.” I said.

“Yes? You’re coming?” I nodded.

“But I need to go home first. I have some things I need to organize and then we can go.”

“Where do you wanna go?” He asked.

“Surprise me!” I defied him. James kissed me.

“Neverland?” He joked.

“Been there before with you, believe me.” I smiled. James whistled.

“Phewwww…” He put a hand between my legs. “We can go there in a couple of minutes again if you want.” I tapped the top of his head lightly.

“You’re roaming! Stay focused.” We both laughed. The taxi parked in front of our hotel and we got the elevator towards our room. I teased him.

“Now before we go on holydays together I think I’ll accept that offer and go to neverland once more.” He gave me a saucy smile.

“This time I’m gonna take you there and more. “ He said taking my hand and pulling me to his room. I followed him without resistance. I was powerless to resist that man, helplessly in love. I prayed silently that everything turned out for the best.
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Yay!! Finally, she told him!! :horns: :horns2 :heart:
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fhnhdeoew that was hot! and really sweet ♥
great chapter! :heart:
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She told him!!! :nanner: :nanner: :nanner:
It was so sweet...
I bet their little vacation will be fun! :D
Thanks for the chapter!
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HOT!! :drool

and she finally told him her feelings!! :nanner: :wub:
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Homanahomanahomanahomana...... :drool :drool :drool :drool :drool
You did it... YOU KILLED ME! :skull :angel
LOL.
I'm sooo happy for them! :biggrin :heart:
CONTINUE! :heart: :cool
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Last leg of the tour was California major cities ending up in San Francisco. The boys made it clear they wanted to finish there and they made it. All their families were at the show and at the party. James made me go to that party even though I tried to explain I didn’t want to go. His kids were there and so was their mother and I didn’t feel comfortable. James and I were more and more relaxed with what was going on between us and I thought it was too soon for their kids to see their father with another woman.

“Why are you avoiding me?” He asked me playfully sitting on a table by my side. He was sweating because he had been running around the room playing with his youngest daughter.

“I’m not avoiding you.” I pretended. I was even afraid to look in his eyes and give it all away just by looking at him.

“Yes you are.” He provoked me. I turned my head to him and he was looking at me with his cute grin. I smiled at him.

“I told you James, it’s too soon for your kids to see you with someone. You separated from their mother not long ago. You might think they are fine but deep inside I bet they still believe you’re coming back to her.”

“I don’t think they believe in that. They are old enough to understand but if you don’t feel comfortable it’s ok.” Meanwhile Lars waved at James calling him. “I better check on him.” He said getting up. “Will you be alright?” He asked tenderly playing with my hair. I wished he hadn’t done that that was an intimate gesture. I just nodded and he walked up to Lars. I was watching him and his cuteness when a voice made me jump on my chair.

“You’re Adriana aren’t you?” Francesca was standing and smiling at me. HELP!! My mind was shouting for help and in panick. Why was she talking to me. Where is Katty when I most need her? After a few seconds of processing what was happening I took a mental deep breath and smiled at her.

“Yes. We were introduced before.” I said politely. Francesca sat by my side. Was she trying to make conversation with me? Me? Above all people. What the hell? This was awkward.

“I remember you. James introduced us. I know you two are together.” She said. My eyes opened wide.

“No…I mean…” I choked. I didn’t know what to tell her. She graciously giggled at my indecision.

“It’s ok. He told me.” She said. I raised an eyebrow surprised. He told her? Weirdness again.

“I just wanted to tell you that he’s a kid inside. He needs attention just like a kid does.” She explained. She wanted to give me hints on how to deal with James. Did she even know how we met? I bet James didn’t tell her. I should be very careful with what I say.

“I know.” I smiled at her.

“I wish you all the best.” She said getting up and leaving alone with my crazy thoughts. That was about the oddest conversation I had with anyone. What was she trying to do? Maybe nothing. Maybe she was just trying to be polite, trying to make conversation with me and I was the one exaggerating. When the party was James and I went to his place. I spent my night there.

“I can’t believe you’re leaving tomorrow.” He said already in bed waiting for me. I turned the light of the bathroom off and joined him.

“It’s just for a couple of days.”

“Yeah but you could stay here with me and then we’d leave.” He complained.

“I told you I had stuff to do back home.” I ran a hand through his chest and he caught my hand in his taking it to his lips and kissed my fingers.

“I’m gonna miss you, that’s all.” He smiled.

“Why did you tell Francesca we were together?” I asked him. I was dying to satisfy my curiosity.

“How do you know that?”

“She told me! At the party tonight. She came talk to me, it was weird and unexpected.” I said.

“Well she’s an adult. We were married and we have 3 kids together and I had to explain why I couldn’t be with the kids all the time. Because I also wanted to be with you and so I had to explain it to her so she would not think I didn’t want to be with my children and also to keep them busy when I want to be with you. But sooner or later we have to tell them, I can’t have Francesca to this all by herself. Satisfied with the explanation?” He rolled over me ready to have some fun. I smiled at him.

“I guess that’ll do.” I said raising my head to kiss his lips. “Are you tired?” I whispered against his lips.

“Why?” He played along smiling and rubbing his lips against mine. My hand clutched onto is back pressuring him against me. “Is there something you want me to do?” He defied me feeling my touch growing stronger.

“I want you to kiss me.” I breathed. He obeyed and kissed me deadly. When his tongue asked to come in I parted my lips eagerly to receive it, then James broke the kiss again.

“And now what?” He continued.~

”I want you to take my nightgown off.” I instructed him. I felt his hands coming up through my legs pulling my nightgown up. I raised my head a bit to let him ran it over my head. He threw it on the floor. “Now touch my breasts.” I said. He smiled looking at my naked body and did as I asked. I arched my back a bit when his hands grabbed both my breasts. James kissed my neck at the same time. “Now touch me here.” I siad grabbing his hand and taking it to my intimate part.

“You’re killing me.” He groaned in my ear. I moaned softly rocking against his hand. “So wet…” He whispered. I took my hand to his boxer and began to pull it down. I couldn’t wait no more. I was on fire. James took his fingers to his mouth and sucked on them and I kissed him right after. I could taste myself on him still. He laid me back on the bed putting my arms above my head, imprisoning me with his hand. With a devilish smile he slid inside me perfectly. Again I arched my back and closed my eyes whimpering abit and he thrust hard, steady and piously. I wanted to touch him and I couldn’t. His little game was driving me crazy.

“Let me touch you.” I pleaded.

“Xuuuuu…” He silenced me with a kiss. He was sure enjoying my despair. I moaned out of control and then he increased the speed letting my hands free. I rammed my nails down his back instantly. My hand gripped on his back, holding on, trying to resist but I was so far gone by the. “You’re almost there Ade.” He smiled feeling me tightening around him.

“So are you.” I whispered back feeling him quiver a bit. Whenever he did that it was because he was almost bursting. It didn’t took long. I moaned loud and whimpered contracting around him. James got on his knees and pulled my hips to him urgently. His hands tugged on my hips, his fingers caving on my skin. He thrust into me franticly urgent to come. I reached my second orgasm in seconds and there he moaned a long “Ooooohhhh”, his hips took the final speed and I stood in my elbows watching him losing it all in those seconds. He moaned to himself with his eyes closed spilling his seed inside of me. Then he crashed against my body panting like a mad man.

“I’m too old for this.” He complained. I laughed.

“No you’re not.” I said.

“We better get some sleep. I have to take you early to the airport.” He stated with sad eyes. I kissed him goodnight.

Next thing we knew we were at the airport saying our goodbyes.

“Will you call me when you get there?” He asked me.

“I’m going to LA not the other side of the world.” I said.

“It seems so to me. Don’t make fun of me ok.” He joked. I put my arms around his neck and kissed his lips.

“I love you.” I whispered against his lips breaking the kiss. “And I will miss you.”

“You’re not going to run away from me are you?” He asked. He was afraid I’d change my mind once I was safe at home.

“I am not gonna do that.” I reassured him. He nodded looking down at his feet. “I won’t James.” I said again. “Look I have to go now. I’ll be waiting for you the end of this week.” He smiled at the thought.

“You still don’t want to know where I am gonna take you?” I shook my head.

“No. I want it to be a surprise. You just have to tell me which clothes I pack.”

“Warm ones.” he said.

“You’re taking me somewhere cold?” He just smiled. I gave him another kiss and grabbed his hand. He was shaking a bit. “Katy…” I called. “We have to go.” I said interrupting her kiss with Phil. I looked back at James again and kissed his lips again. “I love you.” I said again.

“I love you too.” He said. Katy and I began to walk to the stairs that would lead us to our check in. before I got there I looked back to find James still on the same spot with his hands shoved in his pockets. He looked sad. I ran back to him and hugged him really close. Strongly. His arms pulled to him desperately. I felt his hands shake again. What was he afraid of? I grabbed his face between my hands and kissed him again. I didn’t want to let go.

“I love you and don’t you ever forget that. A week goes fast you’ll see.” I told him hoping I was putting some rest in his heart. “It took me so long so tell someone that I loved him and now…” James interrupted me.

“I found you.” He said. I nodded.

“Yes. Hold on to that. I’m gonna be there waiting for you. I gave him a final kiss and joined Katy, soon I couldn’t see him anymore and my heart was franticly racing.

“He looked so sad.” Katy began the conversation when we already comfortable in our seats waiting for the plane to take off.

“He asked me not to run away from him.” I explained.

“And are you?” She asked. I looked at her shocked. Was that what they all were expecting?

“NO!” I exclaimed. Katy smiled.

“You’d be stupid if you let him go. He loves you seriously Ade.” So Katy was expecting me to run away form him as well. I could tell by her speech she was giving me reasons not to do so.

“I am going to run away from him.” I said again.

“Good…” She breathed.

“I am not.” I whispered to myself as I saw San Francisco disappear in the air.
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Omg... That's gotta be AWKWARD. :ugh:
Poor James thinks he's too old to have some fun.... :lol: :drool
Ahhggg.. I hope Ade doesn't run away from him. They are perfect together! :heart: :heart:
CONTINUE!! :biggrin
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It took me five hours to get home. How could that be? I had been flying from San Francisco! Not New York…anyway I was glad I was finally home. As I entered my lobby a huge smile formed on my lips. I laid my bags on the floor and took a deep breath. Home! I was always happy to be there. My safe place, my refugee. I picked up the bags and took it upstairs to my room. I opened the curtains to let the rays of light come in and I looked down at the beach. The sea looked calm and it was bright blue. The end of the summer but still it was a warm day. I changed to a bikini quickly and came back downstairs. I could lay a bit enjoying home silence and quietness. I opened all the windows first so the house could breathe some fresh air and then I opened the window that led me to the huge balcony of my living room and I just laid on lounge chair. I giggled all alone happy to be in my own place where no one could bother me. Everything was perfect if I hadn’t been missing James deep inside of me. My smile vanished as I thought of him. I stretched out my arm to pick up the cell phone on the table and I dialed his number. I had promised to call him as soon as I got home and it had been five hours now. He’d must have been worried but then I didn’t have any missed phone calls from him.

It rang five times and then I just gave up. I rested the phone back on the table and laid back closing my eyes as my body heat at the sun light. It was hot enough. I was about to fall asleep when my phone vibrating on the table made me jump. The display read James. “Sorry I missed the call. Can I call you back now?” He said. I didn’t answer I just dialed his number. It was only fair. He answered at the second ring.

“Hi there.” I heard his voice on the other side. Only then I realized how far we were from each other and it didn’t matter I was happy to be back home if he wasn’t there with me. I could hear him walk through leaves and I heard the wind gust on the earphone. He was outside.

“I’m sorry it took me so much to call you back but it took me five hours to get home.” I explained.

“I was getting worried.” He said. James sounded calm. He was speaking quietly and he also sounded a bit sad. “What happened?” He asked. I was hearing children screaming, I realized he was somewhere having fun with his kids. I smiled happy for him. He adored them above everything.

“Well the flight was normal nothing happened only when we got to LA we spend a whole lot of time flying around LA airport and then when we finally landed it took us one hour to get our luggage and then traffic was just nuts.”

“That’s LA!” He teased. I could hear him smile. I smiled too thinking about how lovely he looked when he smiled. James hated LA and I just loved it. I couldn’t understand why being born and raised there he had so much hatred for the city but then I just guess is that he has too many ugly memories from it. I know it’s a part of his life he’d rather forget.

“LA is fantastic.” I exclaimed.

“It is fantastic only because you’re there.” He said I could feel him serious now and my heart skipped a bit. “I’m dying here all alone.” Hearing his words reminded me of my fist feeling when I got home. A mix between happiness and sadness. Happiness because I was finally in my shelter and sadness because now I was missing someone. Someone that was not there with me.

“Well, maybe LA is not that fantastic since you’re not here.” I said openly. I heard him giggle.

“Aren’t you happy to be home?”

“I am but I got used to have you around me. I’ve always been a loner I don’t know what you did to me. I miss you, none of this makes sense now.” I felt some tears rolling down my face. “What have you done to me?” I giggled a bit cleaning my tears with my free hand.

“I’ve taught you there’s much more in life than loneliness.” He said. His voice came out as a whisper. I have touched his feelings that moment.

“You’ve taught me how to love.” I corrected him. I heard him breathing quietly on the other side. He went silent for a bit maybe looking out for the right words to tell me. “I love you .” I said breaking the silence.

“I love you too.” He breathed. “I can’t wait until the end of the week.”

“It’ll go fast.” I could only hope.

“I’ll call you tonight again ok.” He informed me.

“Ok. I’m going for a bubble bath now. I need to relax.” I heard a soft moan on the other side. A moan of frustration that is.

“I’d love to share that bath with you.”

“When you get here we will. Talk to you later then.” I said.

“Kisses.”

“Love you.” I said finally hanging up. I was mesmerized at how easily I could tell him that I loved him and that I missed him. He just made hard things easy to me. I got up with the phone in my hand and headed upstairs to my room. I chose my green silk pajama and went to the bathroom. I began to ran the hot water in the hot tub, spread some strawberry foam and watched it as it began to bubble. I took off my bikini and stood there naked watching the water come up finally I closed the water and got in. My body shuddered feeling the hot water but it relaxed me instantly. I sighed happily and closed my eyes and then I just opened them the next second. Why was my heart so sad? Why couldn’t I just be fully happy to be here? I stretched my arm and picked up my phone again. I began to write a text message.

“Why is that it doesn’t feel right?” Then I just pressed send, to James, who else? It took him just a minute to write back. “Maybe because we’re not meant to be apart.” He wrote. I answered. “It’s like half of my soul has left me.” My cell vibrated again. “Because half of your soul is here with me.” I giggled, he could be so sweet and tender. “Take good care of it then.” James answered me again. “It’s the most precious thing I have at the moment, of course I will.” I laughed in joy. Could this be true? Could this be happening? It was too good to be real but I felt happy. Happy I hadn’t been before.

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The minute I walked away from that airport I felt scared she would never come back or call me. If she was really like I was I know I would think about it before I got hurt so I knew Ade considered it. Even more scared I was when five fucking long hours passed and she didn’t say anything. I tried to distract myself by going with my kids to the park but I was distant. Distant from hearing what they were saying until I checked my cell the million time and I saw one missed call from her. My hear jumped in joy like a little kid. She made me feel that way. I was a teenager again.

I texted her instead of calling her right away just to be sure she wasn’t busy. That way she’d know I was willing to talk to her and that I have seen her call. I jumped in joy when my phone rang right after. My heart was just a racing motherfucker and I even laughed at myself when I saw my shaking hands. She made me nervous. I took a few deep breaths to stabilize my breathing and then I answered it praying my voice would sound normal. I couldn’t show her I was that dependent on her as well. Ade needed to be shown she was loved but I could not show her how she owned me. She also had to feel afraid, that was the way to keep her. Not feeling 100% secure I was hers.

I sank in joy as our conversation developed. Her sweet feminine voice making me horny. She also had that power over me. She could turn me on with a simple look. She had this special way of giving me the eye that made want to jump on her immediately and then there was this way of her licking her lips whenever she felt uncomfortable or nervous that drives me wild. But above all every time I think about her it is not just a sexual thing. It’s this insane feeling that grows inside of me every day. It’s this need to be around her all the time, to hear her cute laugh. The need to melt into her arms every time she says she loves me. I love this woman in a way I couldn’t ever imagine. Still I am afraid and at the same time I miss her deeply. And it’s only been what? One day?

“I am having dinner with her tomorrow.” Lars told me. I looked at him with envy. He was going to see my Adriana. My love and passion.

“You’re going to LA? I thought you guys were going to Denmark.”

“And we are. We’re just stopping by because our flight goes from there.” He explained.

“Tell her I miss her.” I said. I knew I was being corny and that Lars would give me hell for it but I didn’t care. My heart was in total despair and crying out for her. Instead and surprising me Lars kept quiet and serious.

“You really like her…” He retorted. I caught myself nodding without resistance.

“I love her. God how I love her and I am here thinking when she’ll find the perfect excuse to escape this.” Lars frowned. “I know when she finds the perfect way she’ll leave.” I let it out.

“Maybe you are over reacting. I do think she loves you back.”

“I know she does…but…” I took a deep breath. “I also know she’s scared and afraid and when you’re afraid the easiest way is to give up. I know how it goes.” Lars nodded in agreement.

“Then it’s up to you not to give her space to give up. Surround and trap her with tender gestures that will make her stay. I know you are capable of doing that.”

“I did that while we were on tour. I went slow, I gained her trust but I know I also have to give her some space, like now. It’s just until the end of the week but it’s killing me. I just want to be with her!” I said almost shouting. I got up from the couch and began to walk around my living room in circles.

“If you’re afraid she won’t come back then why don’t you go with us tomorrow. Why wait until the end of the week?”

“Because that was what we settled. I don’t want to step on that. I have to show her some confidence.”

“It’s not about confidence anymore James. Want my sincere opinion? She’s in love with you and I truly think she’s gonna be there waiting for you until the end of the week, she’s not going anywhere without you man! Honestly! BUT if you’re here missing her this much then go with us. Ade will be surprised but it’s gonna be a good surprise.”

“You think?” I asked him having my doubts.

“I think she’s missing you too. You even said it you spent the whole day exchanging text messages. That James is love and she’s into to you that much. GO!” He said throwing his hands at my collar and shaking me a bit.

I stood there looking at Lars having doubts of what to do. Was it right to give in into my heart and just go after her like a crazy person? Or was it right to let her have her time on her own? Do I want to keep her or do I want to let her slip away? Damn…I sure want to keep her. Ade I love you! Lost in these thoughts my phone vibrated in my pocket. It was a message from her.

“Home is where my heart is and my heart is with you.” I smiled like a fool to the screen totally ignoring Lars was watching until I was woke up to reality by him laughing.

“You don’t even have to tell me it’s a message from her. It’s written all over your stupid in love face.” I just gave him the finger. “So does it not make sense to pack your things and go with us tomorrow?” I looked at him thinking. Should I?
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ElisabethOrion
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YES! JAMES! GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :biggrin
Lol. He's such a cutie! :heart:

CONTINUE! :D
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awwwww James!!
Adriana is lucky, I want a little surprise from James too :D

:heart: more!
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James better go with Lars to L.A. since he misses Ade so much! :heart:

Moar!!! :heart:
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I love both updates :biggrin
This is my favorite line:
“Home is where my heart is and my heart is with you.” I smiled like a fool to the screen totally ignoring Lars was watching until I was woke up to reality by him laughing."
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:tu: good job



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AWRRRRRH GAWSH :3 :3
that gave me warm fuzzy feelings (:
i seriously think i am in love with this fic :lol:
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