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Somebody That I Used To Know; Het, James fic, drama/romance
Topic Started: December 16, 2011, 2:04 am (14,471 Views)
Lilith
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January 8, 2012, 4:57 pm
But Jason seems more, IN LOVE than James does.
I believe James is in lust.
Maybe Jason fucked that other girl to clear his mind of her?
IDK.
I'm so indecisive sometimes. :rolleyes:
James is always 'in lust'. :drool What's wrong with that? lol :P

IDK I lose respect for men when they do one thing and say another. Jason -1 in my scale since then.

Of course, the safest way to go is for her not to choose any, cuz choosing one will be bad for the band either way. Although, I've always been a bitch! ^_^ The only time I was in a situation like that, I sent the 'hesitant' to hell, and kept the one that never doubted in demonstrating his care for me. Of course the friendship between the three went to hell. :rolleyes: But it will have to happen if she chooses one. lol
Edited by Lilith, January 8, 2012, 8:09 pm.
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January 8, 2012, 7:09 pm
ElisabethOrion
January 8, 2012, 4:57 pm
But Jason seems more, IN LOVE than James does.
I believe James is in lust.
Maybe Jason fucked that other girl to clear his mind of her?
IDK.
I'm so indecisive sometimes. :rolleyes:
James is always 'in lust'. :drool What's wrong with that? lol :P

IDK I lose respect for men when they do one thing and say another. Jason -1 in my scale since then.

Of course, the safest way to go is for her not to choose any, cuz choosing one will be bad for the band either way. Although, I've always been a bitch! ^_^ The only time I was in a situation like that, I sent the 'hesitant' to hell, and kept the one that never doubted in demonstrate his care for me. Of course the friendship between the three went to hell. :rolleyes: But it will have to happen if she chooses one. lol
True. I see your point.
LOL @ James always in lust! :lol: :horns2
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January 8, 2012, 7:17 pm
Lilith
January 8, 2012, 7:09 pm
ElisabethOrion
January 8, 2012, 4:57 pm
But Jason seems more, IN LOVE than James does.
I believe James is in lust.
Maybe Jason fucked that other girl to clear his mind of her?
IDK.
I'm so indecisive sometimes. :rolleyes:
James is always 'in lust'. :drool What's wrong with that? lol :P

IDK I lose respect for men when they do one thing and say another. Jason -1 in my scale since then.

Of course, the safest way to go is for her not to choose any, cuz choosing one will be bad for the band either way. Although, I've always been a bitch! ^_^ The only time I was in a situation like that, I sent the 'hesitant' to hell, and kept the one that never doubted in demonstrate his care for me. Of course the friendship between the three went to hell. :rolleyes: But it will have to happen if she chooses one. lol
True. I see your point.
LOL @ James always in lust! :lol: :horns2
:drool Ain't that true?I mean, the man is a fire sign... :drool
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I SO love this!
I think that she might end up with Jason, but please Kat, please at least have some fun with James! I mean, do what we all wanna do! :drool
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I'm loving the debate and comments :) Thanks for them. I appreciate it.

So this chapter was going to be longer, but I figured that since I'm not sure when I'll be able to post next, due to my little situation (especially if it goes poorly tomorrow) I would post this now. The second half of the chapter will seem like it came out of no where, but I promise there is a purpose to it.

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Chapter 16

I arrived at the Japanese restaurant just after 1 pm. I was only a little late. It had taken me awhile to get out of the apartment. I didn't want to run into Jason, so I had to sneak out while he was showering. Thankfully though, because most stores were closed today, the traffic was light and I ended up being less late than I had anticipated.

I saw Dahlia sitting at a table near the front. She looked as stunning as usual. I sighed and smiled as I envied the effortless beauty of my friend. She had already taken the liberty to order me a vodka 7, as if she knew I could use a drink. That's what friends are for right? I sat down at the table less than graceful, as I but plopped myself into the chair. Dahlia raised an eyebrow at me.

"Now what is it that could possibly have you in such a mood?" she asked me positively delighted. Dahlia was a former Queen Bee. In high school she was the queen of gossip. She pretty much functioned off of it. I just knew that she would find absolute pleasure in my current situation. But at the same time I knew she would give good advice.

"Men" I sighed as the waiter came by. I quickly glanced at the menu and chose a teriyaki dish. I waited until the waiter left and then continued, "I'm having man drama".

Dahlia smiled at me knowingly. "James Hetfield?"

I rolled my eyes. "Yeah and someone else" I answered as I took a sip of my drink.

Dahlia's smile got even larger and she scooted her seat closer to the table in anticipation. "Two men! My god Kat! You've pretty much rejected every man that has ever made advances at you, at least since you've been in San Francisco. And now, you're interest in two men! And one of them is a rock star?" she shook her head still smiling, "Oh how the tides change. Please do tell!".

I sighed and told her everything. I told her about how I always felt attracted to James but how I tried my best to ignore it at first. I told her how we had kissed that one night at my apartment before he went on tour and how mad Jason got over it. I told her about the time he came into my bedroom and the fight I had with Jason after that. I told her all about Montreal, the kisses, the drunken sex with Jason, the fight with Michael, the shower with James and my discussion with Jason afterwards. I told her everything, not holding anything back. Dahlia let me tell the whole story without interrupting once. She nodded when appropriate and looked at me thoughtfully the whole time. I knew I had to tell her everything if I wanted the best advice she could possibly give.

When I had finished Dahlia looked at me silently for a few minutes, processing everything I had told her.

"Okay, first off, I cannot believe that you are telling me that you couldn't see that Jason had feelings for you. I mean like hello? Earth to Kat. Where have you been? Of course he has feelings for you! It was obvious to everyone but you! He has always acted like your boyfriend and you have acted like his girlfriend whether you realize it or not" Dahlia lectured me.

I opened my mouth to protest but she stopped me with a pointed finger. "Nuh uh sweetie. You had your turn to talk. Now it's my turn to give you advice. So listen up" she paused, obviously for dramatic effect before saying, "You are a dumb bitch".

My mouth dropped open as I stared at her dumbfounded. "Excuse me?" I asked not understanding why she had just called me a dumb bitch.

"Oh Katerina, sweetie, please don't look at me like that. It's really simple. You obviously have feelings for Jason and James. You've been giving all the signals to James, you know kissing him, letting him touch you, giving him come hither looks” she teased me, wiggling her eyebrows and I frowned at her, "and at the same time Jason is the man that you are closest to in your life. You tell him everything, you live with him, you sleep in the same bed with him, you do his damn laundry; you guys know each other's little quirks! I mean honestly, I can't believe that you didn't sleep with him sooner. Really Kat, every time we got together I always expected that one day you would finally tell me that you slept with him, and here it is! The day finally came. And thank god for that because it was a long ass time coming. But you are a dumb bitch because you are annoyingly oblivious and you're leading them both on! That's just not cool and so unlike you! she chastised me.

Dahlia paused, giving me time to process what she was saying. I thought about it critically. She was right. I was attracted to both of them. But then, I already kind of knew that. I knew I was attracted to James from the start and I knew I was attracted to Jason after we slept together. She wasn't really giving me anything new here.

"If you want to know what I think, I think you need to be honest with both of them because neither of them has really got the full picture here. You need to tell them both that you have feelings for them and that you're confused. Right now Kat, whether you will admit it or not, you're lying to James by omission. By you not telling him that you have feelings for Jason and that you slept with him, you're not exactly being fair to him. He still thinks you're a virgin for Christ's sake. That's probably why he's being so patient with you and he's not complaining when he stop him from taking things further. Most guys in that situation would have gotten pissed by now. But James probably doesn't want to scare you away. At the same time, you need to pick one of them. Just pick and stop with the back and forth routine. It's going to get old real fast and then you will lose both of them" Dahlia said to me. I knew she was right. Everything she was saying were things that I had already considered in my head. The problem was I didn’t know who to pick; and I was scared.

"Dahlia, I don't even know how to go about doing that. I don't even know how Jason feels about me! We had sex and the next morning all he could say to me was to forget it even happened and that it was a mistake! I thought maybe there was something there, but then he said that, and I don’t know anymore" I replied slightly exasperated. I took a sip of my drink before continuing. "All I do know is that last night when he had that girl in his room, I felt jealous. I felt like I wanted to kill her. But at the same time, I liked having James in my bed. I'm so confused. And I know that what I'm doing is wrong". I covered my face with my hands and closed my eyes in shame.

"Kat" Dahlia said to me, "Kat, look at me". I took my hands away from my face and looked at her. She reached across the table and took my hand in hers, "Okay, first off. You need to stop being so thick. I know you know what I'm about to say to you. Deep down you know it, you just don't want to admit for some reason. Jason probably asked you to forget about the sex as a defence mechanism. He obviously has feelings for you, but he was probably unsure how you felt, not to mention the fact that you were drunk. He probably thought that if he acted cool, like nothing had changed, then everything would be fine and you wouldn't get angry and reject him". She paused, waiting for me to nod and agree with her. When I did, she continued. "You need to ask yourself, who do you see yourself with? Stop thinking about them and what they may or may not want. Focus on yourself. What do you want? Who do you want? Once you can answer that, then things will become clearer. All you need to remember is that once you make that decision, there's no turning back. And, you need to be careful that you don't hurt the other guy. You have a lot at stake here. You have your friendship with Jason and the whole band dynamic. Whatever you do, don't turn them against each other. You do not want to be the person who breaks up Metallica" she said to me seriously.

I nodded and took a deep breath. Dahlia was right. She was always right. I needed to make a choice and stick with it. I shovelled some of my teriyaki into my mouth.

"I know, you're right. I just have to figure out what I want and right now all I can think is that I want them both" I said in between mouthfuls. Dahlia glared at me and I knew I had said the wrong thing. "Okay, I'm sorry. I need to stop thinking like that".

Dahlia nodded at me like I was stupid and I sighed. "I think Jason is too mad at me to even listen to me explain and I was attracted to James first. Or at least, I was able to admit to myself that I was attracted to him first. I'm suppose to see him this Saturday. Do you think I should tell him about Jason and I?" I asked Dahlia.

She nodded at me again and I nodded back thoughtfully and felt a little nervous at the thought of telling James that I had slept with Jason. But, I knew it had to be done if I ever wanted to be more with him.

We ate in silence for a few minutes before I caught Dahlia smirking at me.

"What?" I asked her, almost dreading what she was going to say. I had a general idea of what it might be.

"So..." she was grinning devilishly, "who is better at you know...?"

"Oh my god Dahlia" I squealed at her, "I haven't had sex with James so I can't say" I said truthfully.

Dahlia rolled her eyes at me, "Please, you've kissed both and both have given you oral. Who is better?" she wiggled her eyebrows at me.

"I don't kiss and tell" I told her seriously.

“"Oh come on! Throw me a freaking bone here! Sometimes I swear you could be British with you stiff upper lip attitude" she said disappointed. "You won't even give me a teaser? Anything? A little something to tide me over in my own boring life?" she nearly begged.

I shook my head. "Nope".

"Okay, who's bigger?" she asked me completely serious.

"Dahlia! Oh my god!" I gaped at her in shock.

"Woman!" she shouted exasperated only to have the whole restaurant look over at us, some in annoyance and others in confusion. I ducked my head in embarrassment and Dahlia continued to smile like nothing had happened.

The waiter returned shortly with our bill. We paid and then left. We walked down the street, looking for a shop to duck into and browse in.

"Thanks for listening Dahlia. I really needed to talk to someone about this. I was just about bursting inside. Normally I talk to Jason about everything. But...well, he's a part of it" I smiled as I thanked her for being a good friend.

"You know I'll always listen. I love your life. I like to live vicariously through you" she teased me.

We spent the rest of the afternoon trying to find stores that were open. Since it was New Year's Day, just about everything was closed. We did, however, find a record store that was open, so we decided to browse in there for a bit. I was browsing the metal section. I know, I said I hate metal, but, I was looking for Jason. Every time I go into a record store I like to browse the metal second for something Jason might like. I was browsing through the D section when someone cleared their throat behind me. I looked up and saw that Dahlia was across the store, so it couldn’t be her.

"Excuse, miss?" A voice said behind me. I turned around to look at the man that had spoken. He was tall, obviously European from the way he dressed, perfectly coifed and manicured and absolutely, gorgeously gay. I looked around to make sure he was talking to me. There was no one else around.

"Yes?" I asked, a little unsure. He held out his hand.

"I'm sorry to bother you, but my name is Helmuth Frisch" he introduced himself with a heavy German accent and shook my hand. "I hope this doesn't sound too unorthodox or too forward to you, but I couldn't help but notice your beauty. Have you ever done any modelling?"

I stared at him wide eyed and completely in shock. "Um, no actually I haven't. I've never even considered it". When I had recovered from my shock, I looked at him a little suspiciously. Why was this man asking me this?

He smiled at me with perfectly straight, white teeth, but shook his head. "It's a shame. You would do well. I saw you in the street with your friend. You walk well. And your bone structure, it's impeccable. You're not American are you?"

"Scandinavian and Slavic" I replied, still suspicious and now slightly creeped out by the fact that he had followed me in here. I looked around for Dahlia, but she was still on the other side of the store, facing the opposite direction.

"Miss" Helmuth said to me as he noticed me looking around us, "Please, it is not my intention to make you uncomfortable". He reached into this pocked and pulled out a slim, metal case no larger than a credit card He flicked it open and pulled out a slim white card. He handed it to me. It was a business card and it was mostly empty except for two lines. It said Helmuth Frisch" Creative Assistant and then underneath in slightly larger letters in said Chanel. I raised my eyebrows in surprise.

"You work for Chanel?" I asked him.

"Yes, but not exactly. I work for Karl Lagerfeld. I'm his assistant. We were in L.A. for the New Year and I came here to San Francisco for a short break" he told me. I knew who Karl Lagerfeld was. He was the relatively new Creative Director for Chanel.

"That's all really great, but what does this have to do with me?" I asked him, starting to feel slightly annoyed that he had interrupted me if he was only going to ask if I had ever modelled.

"I'm sorry, please excuse my manners. It's just; I saw you and I thought you would be perfect for a new campaign we are going to be launching soon. You have the right sort of look and I think the lack of experience would work in your favour actually, because we are looking for a certain amount of naivety and innocence".

"I'm sorry, but what exactly are you saying?" I asked him, confused.

"Would you be interested in doing a screen test with a photographer? I think Mr. Lagerfeld would really like you. I think you are exactly what he is looking for" he asked me.

At first, I didn't even know what to say. I couldn't tell if he was being serious of if this was some sort of joke. I watched him watch me and he seemed to be earnest in his gaze. A million things raced through my mind all at once. To begin with, that I wasn't model, that I had never wanted to model, that models are always starving and hungry and then also that models can make a lot of money and that this man worked for Chanel. Finally, I shook my head, still gripping his business card.

"Sir, I appreciate the offer, but I'm not a model. I work for a marketing firm. I don't know the first thing about modelling. And, I actually really enjoy my job. So, I'll have to respectfully decline" I answered him honestly.

He looked at me, slightly disappointed. I handed him back his business card and looked back for Dahlia once more. She had finally noticed the man talking to me and was watching us intently. I turned back to Helmuth Frisch and saw him taking a pen out of an inside pocket of his sport coat. He wrote something on the back of the card, shaking his head. "Here, keep it" he said handing it back to me. I looked at what he had wrote and saw that it was a phone number. "It's a shame that you're saying no. But, give me a call if you ever change your mind". He smiled one last time at me and was turning to leave before he stopped. "I'm sorry, I didn't catch your name?"

"Katerina Plushenko" I replied.

"It was a pleasure meeting you Ms. Plushenko. I do hope you'll reconsider" he smiled one last time and then walked towards the door of the store and left. When he was gone Dahlia scurried over to me. She snatched the card of out of my hands.

"What was that all about?" she asked as she looked at the business card.

"I dunno. He asked me to try modelling" I said, still in a daze.

Dahlia gave me a sidelong look. "Why do I get the feeling you said no?"

"Because I did! I'm not a model Dahlia. You of all people should know that" I said as I grabbed back the business card. For some reason I did not want to lose it.

"I dunno Kat. A guy from Chanel just asked you to model for them and you said no. I know girls that would say you're crazy and kill for the opportunity" she said to me seriously as we started to walk out of the store as well. "Not to mention that rock stars love models" she said in a fake thoughtful tone.

" Oh shut up. Call me crazy then. But I have enough on my plate right now with work and two crazy men in my life. I don't need something like this too".

"I dunno Kat. I don't know what to tell you" Dahlia said more seriously as we stood on the sidewalk. "It just seems like you let an amazing opportunity pass you by" she said as she flicked her hair off of her shoulders and shook it down her back. As she did it, two men walking back faltered in their step to stare. Dahlia could be a model I thought. She has the confidence and sex appeal. I could never do it.

"It's fine". I hailed a cab and gave her a hug before I climbed in. "Thanks again girlie, for listening".

"You know I"m always here. And just don't take too long trying to decide. Do it soon". I nodded and closed the door to the cab and watched as Dahlia got smaller and smaller on the sidewalk. I sighed and slumped back against the seat of the car. I looked at the business card again, tracing my finger over the small, black letter. If only life were that simple I thought to myself. I allowed myself to daydream about what it would be like to model the entire ride home. When the cab pulled up outside my apartment, I shook myself out of my daydream and paid the cabbie. I put the business card in my purse and forced myself to forget about it as I climbed the stairs to my suite.
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Go Dahlia! I love the voice of reason and I particularly loved her bluntness. I hope you intend to keep her character active (perhaps resolve the love triangle in the end... cheesy, I know, just thinking out loud, sorry :blush: )

That was a much needed reality check and it was very nicely written.

Good luck at your hearing!
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As usual love it :heart: and as usual waits for moar :biggrin
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Again, an awesome job! She couldn't even tell her friend about the boys' performance? :lol: Com'on, we all wanna know :wink

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I seriously want to know who's better in bed. :drool

I think Dahlia has a point! Kat needs to choose someone, and she needs to choose them QUICK!
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I'm with Dhalia... a guy from Chanel asks her to model and she refuses? lol No way!

I think the only way she won't put James and Jason against each other, will be not choosing none. :( Although men tend to be more forgiving in the end...
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Hello ladies!

So good news. My hearing went well (thank you tuesays gone for the good luck! It was much appreciated :heart: ). My landlord is basically stupid and admitted their mistakes and the hearing was a big waste of time. I'm not being evicted, yay!

As such, I decided to post the rest of the chapter that I posted last night. It was suppose to continue right into this, but I didn't have the ending finished last night, so I split it up. I just finished the ending now, hence the reason why I'm posting it. :biggrin

I think you will find that Kat has finally chosen, though I think some people will be disappointed in either who she chooses and how it all happens. All I can say, is that happiness never lasts :P



Chapter 17

I had every intention of speaking to Jason about Montreal. The problem was that during the day I was at work and when I came home he was already out, presumably with the Metallica boys. So when Saturday rolled around and I hadn't seen Jason for more than five minutes each day, either in the morning before I went to work or when I came home and he was going out for the night. It kind of felt like he was purposely avoiding me, which in a way ticked me off and made me not even want to bother trying to talk to him. But I knew Dahlia was right, and sooner or later, I would have to corner him and have that uncomfortable conversation.

As for James, because I was stupid and again, forgot to get his number the last time I saw him, I had to wait until Saturday to roll around to finally talk to him. He knocked on the door around five in the afternoon. I had been expecting him later, so when he knocked I had only just gotten out of the shower. I quickly wrapped myself in a fluffy, white towel and darted over to the front door since Jason had gone out earlier, saying he was going out with a friend and that he probably wouldn't be home tonight. I looked in the peephole to see who it was, though since I was only expecting James, I figured it was him. It was, and I opened the door to great him. He was carrying two paper bags in either hand. When he saw me in my towel, his jaw dropped and he flushed from what was presumably excitement.

"I hope I'm not overdressed" he stated hoarsely as I moved back to let him into the apartment. I could feel his eyes wandering over my body as he took me in. It was my turn to flush a little from embarrassment, but also from excitement.

"I'm sorry; I was expecting you a little later. I just got out of the shower. I'll just be a few more minutes. I promise!” I said as I backed up towards the bathroom, clutching my towel possessively around my frame. He had set the two bags down on the kitchen table and walked towards me, a fiendish glint in his eyes.

"Oh, I don't mind if you stay like this" he said as his long legs closed the distance between us much more quickly than I had anticipated. He grabbed my waist and pulled me towards him in a domineering way. His mouth was open slightly and his blue eyes sparkled with excitement. I looked up at him, both scared and excited by his presence. He smiled at me as he lowered his face to mine. I closed my eyes, feeling our breath mingle in between us, the heat exciting me even more. I expected to feel his lips on mine, and I did, but he only brushed them against me. I craned my neck, wanting more, but he pulled back slightly before whispering against my lips.

"I brought Thai food. Jason said it was your favourite" he said as he smiled against my lips. Then he abruptly let me go and turned to walk back into the kitchen, still smiling.

I nearly fell forward onto my face as he was gone from in front of me as quickly as he was there. Luckily, I caught myself and avoided that embarrassment. Fucking tease I thought. But then, I finally realized what it must be like for him when he would get all worked up and then I would abruptly stop him. Dahlia was right, it sucked; big time.

He smiled at me again as I stood there, still clutching my towel, trying to make my brain work again. "Go get dressed Kat. I'll put the food on plates. I also brought something else you might like" James said as he started to unpack the bags that were packed with takeout containers.
I nodded dumbly and then returned to the bathroom and closed the door. The closed I had picked out were stacked neatly on the vanity in front of me. As the fog in my brain began to clear, I remembered that I needed to talk to James about Jason and I. I made a mental note to do this as soon as possible.

I put on my bra and panties, a matching black lace set and then pulled on a pair of dark wash skinny jeans. Next, I pulled on an emerald green long-sleeved, v-neck knit sweater. It had a slouchy feel to it and didn't hug my frame too tightly. But, because of the deep V it was still sexy and my cleavage, because of my push up bra, was subtly noticeable. I wanted to look nice, but not overtly sexy. I thought it would send the right sort of message. I towel dried my hair and then decided to let it hang loose down my shoulders. It came well past my bust now, about two inches past it. I inspected the ends and decided that I really needed to get it trimmed, maybe even cut. It was getting a little long. I squirted some moisturizer onto my hands and then rubbed it into my face. I decided to not go with any makeup. We were staying in tonight and he had seen me plenty of times without it. I was sure he had no expectations. I was blessed with even, clear skin anyways, so I felt comfortable going without. Besides, since he was already here, I knew i wouldn't have time to apply makeup.

Finally, I put on a long white gold chain and was long enough that it disappeared under my shirt and between my cleavage. I flicked my hair a few times, applied a little bit of lip balm to my lips and then was satisfied. I left the bathroom to find that James had unpacked all the food and was plating it. I took in what he had ordered and was dumbstruck.

"James, I think you brought enough food for at least five people" I said as I took in the six or seven different dishes he had gotten. I noticed that they were all vegetarian, despite the fact that he was a self-proclaimed meat eater. My heart melted a little at the fact that he remembered my vegetarianism.

"Uh. Yeah I know. But I wasn't sure what your favourite was, so I just got a lot of different things. I figured that if i got a lot of variety, I was bound to get at least one you really liked. Plus, I really didn't think it would end up being this much" he shrugged his shoulders as he handed me a plate. He gave me a slow once over and his eyes settled on the deep V cut of my sweater for a few moments, like I knew he would, before he raised his eyes to my face. But, I can think of something else I would like to eat right now though" he growled at me.

I gave him a saucy smile. "Maybe later".

"Yeah?" he asked suddenly excited and he looked at me with happiness plastered all over his face. He did try to keep the excitement out of his voice though.

"We'll see" I answered honestly.

I started to clear the takeout containers from the kitchen table in order to make space for us to sit down. But James cleared his throat and I stopped to look at him. He also happened to be looking mighty fine tonight. He was the only man I knew that could wear only jeans and long-sleeve t-shirt and look absolutely gorgeous. He had shaved since the last time I had seen him and his blonde locks looked freshly washed. I also noticed that he was wearing an earring in his left ear. I tried to remember if I had seen him wearing one before, but I couldn't seem to recall. If he had, I was stupid for not noticing, because seeing it now made me get slightly hot and bothered. It was sexy as hell.

"Actually, remember how I told you that I brought something else you might like, other than the Thai food that is". He reached into one of the takeout bags and pulled out a VHS tape. "Jason also told me you're a film buff. So I brought my favourite movie to share with you" he handed it to me smiling, almost like he thought I would hate it.

I took the tape from him and looked at the label. "The good, the bad and the ugly?" I said it as a question. "You like westerns?" I asked him; and I will admit I was a little shocked. To me, he seemed more like a shoot 'em and kill 'em type of movie guy. Though I suppose westerns did have that in them.

He nodded enthusiastically and motioned me over to the den. "What's better than dinner and a movie?" he asked me as I put my plate on the table and handed him the VHS to put on. I quickly snuck into my bedroom and grabbed and blanket so we could cuddle on the couch. I returned and James grinned when he saw what I returned with.

We got set up on the couch, sitting side by side, cuddle under the blanket with our legs outstretched onto the coffee table in front of the couch. I grabbed the remote and was about to press play when James snatched the remote from my playfully.

"Control of the remote is a man's job" he told me teasingly. I raised my eyebrows in response but didn't say anything.Then I mentally kicked myself for not telling James about Jason yet. When the movie is over, I decided. James pressed play and we settled down comfortably to watch. As we watched, I could help by notice out of the corner of my eye how cute James looked struggling with his chopsticks. In my head, I just wanted to pinch his cheeks. I giggled to myself at the thought.

James picked up the remote and paused the movie. "What?" he asked. "This is a serious part in the movie and you're laughing?"

"Why did you pause the movie?" I protested.

"Cause I don't want you to miss any while we talk" he replied seriously and again, I giggled at how cute he was.

"What now?" he asked, pretending to be angry, but I could see the grin he was trying to keep off of his face.

"I'm sorry James, but you're just so damn adorable. Do you want me to show you how to properly use the chopsticks?" I asked him with my hand covering my mouth so he couldn't see me smiling at his reaction to calling him adorable.

His jaw dropped and he was speechless for a short moment. Then he scowled at me. "Actually, I learned when I was in Japan" he told me defiantly. I raised one eyebrow at him, showing him that I was a little sceptical. "I just haven't quite mastered it yet" he confessed, blushing a little.

I reached up and ruffled his hair playfully. "Don't worry, I won't tell anyone" I teased him.

James smiled, flattened his hair, pressed play on the remote and we continued to watch the movie. When I finished my diner, which was delicious by the way, James did a good job picking the dishes, I put my on the coffee table and looped my arm around his before settled my head down on his shoulder. James finished eating shortly after me and he also put his plate on the coffee table. When he settled back onto the couch, he put his arm around my shoulder and pulled me down so I was resting my head on his chest.

I have to admit that I wasn't really paying attention to the movie and I hoped that he wouldn't ask me questions about it afterwards. All I could really pay attention to was the rhythm if his heartbeat and the way he was mouthing the lines of the moving to himself. It was the most endearing thing I had ever seen in my life and I wished that everyone could see this side of James. I snuggled further onto his chest and enjoyed the warmth of his body. Before I knew it the movie was over and James removed his arm from around me to stretch.

"What do you want to do now?" he asked me a mischievous smile. I returned it but I knew I had to talk to him before anything more could happen to us.

"Actually, there's something I want to talk to you about" I confessed to him. I scooted a little further away from him so I could sit facing him. I sat cross legged on the couch and pulled the blanket up to cover me.

"Okay. About what? Is it serious?" he asked me, sounding a little concerned.

"Um, no, it's not exactly serious. But, it's something that we need to talk about before anything goes further between us" I said quietly, expecting James to get mad and protest.

James cleared his throat and looked at me. I couldn't tell if he was nervous, uncomfortable or what. "Look, if this is about whether or not we're like dating –" he started to say before I cut him off.

"It's not" I said quickly.

"Oh. Okay. What"s it about then?" he face went back to being neutral.

I took a deep breath and gave myself a mental pep talk. Just the usual, you're doing the right thing, he deserves to know sort of thing.

"Actually, it's about Jason and I" I said carefully, trying to gauge his reaction. James didn't react, he continued to give me his undivided attention, but he had a pretty good poker face going on.

"Um, so I don"t exactly know how much he has told you about our relationship and what not" I paused and licked my lips. "But, I um, recently realized that I think I feel something more than what friends are suppose to feel for friends with him, if that makes sense" I said, kind of confused myself by what I had just said.

James furrowed his brow. "Okay, so you like, what, have the hots for him?" he asked me slightly confused.

"No, not exactly" I said trying to find the words to explain properly. "Look, Jason and I are really close. We share everything together; he's my best friend. We had some kind of crazy connection from the moment that we met. It took me a long time to realize that he had feelings for me. I mean it crossed my mind once or twice before, but it was only after you said something to me in that music store in Montreal that I really considered it, and, yeah I see it now. And, once I realized that, I needed to ask myself how I felt about him. And, the truth is, I feel something for him. I don't know what it is exactly, but I would be lying if I said there isn't something there" I explained to James.

"So you're telling me this why exactly?"

"Because! Don't you think it's only fair? Don't you want me to be honest?" I said slightly surprised that he didn't seem to care in the slightest.

"Kat, I've known from almost the instant I met you two that you have a weird sexual tension going on. It's really obvious. And it was pretty easy to see that Jason wants you. The way he talked about you and looked at you. Not to mention that he has said to me on multiple occasions to stay away from you. But, you're here with me now. And I was the one you kissed in Montreal, invited into the shower and you know..." he trailed off grinning at me naughtily and I blushed at the memory. "I'm not worried about Jason. I see the way you look at him. You care about him. You may even love him the way friends love each other, but you don't lust for him. Not the way I see you lust for me" James growled the last sentence at me while leaning forward.

James crawled on top of me using the weight of his body to push me back onto the couch until he was settled above me. "James, wait. There's more I need to say" I protested, but he wasn't having any of it. He seemed to have checked out of the conversation and was focused on moving on to the next part of the evening. He sat up a bit and quickly pulled his shirt up and over his head. I checked out for a second too as I looked at his bare chest. I swear I think I even whimpered a bit. His skin was so perfect; smooth and soft. I reached up and stroked his skin and marveled at how it felt against my fingers. James moaned when I touched him and fell back on top of me lustily.

His lips found mine almost immediately and he began to suck greedily at my mouth. I returned his kiss with fervor as our tongues met in an intricate dance. We kissed passionately, our mouths always hungry for more, and I soon became breathless at the intensity that James was demanding from me. When we finally came up for air, I was able to clear my head and I remembered that I wasn't done trying to talk to James. I put my hands on his chest and pushed gently.

"James wait. I mean really. As great as this all is, I'm not done saying what I have to say" I told him seriously but breathlessly at the same time. He sat up slowly so that he was kneeling back on his legs, straddling me. His eyes were clouded with desire and it made me ache because I wanted to give him what he so desperately wanted.

"Kat, I don't know what more you could want to say" he said to me impatiently as his fingers gently skimmed the bottom of my shirt. "Unless you want to tell me that you and Jason have fooled around in the past".

My face must have shown my shock at what he said, because that was pretty damn close to what I wanted to tell him. He shrugged his shoulders at me. "Whatever Kat. I would be stupid if I didn't suspect that you two didn't fool around with each other at least once. I mean for fuck's sake! You two share a bed goddamn every night. He wakes up with a raging boner every morning. He must have asked for something at least once" James concluded.

"We don’t anymore" I said quietly.

"You don’t what anymore?"

"Sleep in the same bed. We stopped after Montreal".

James carefully looked down at me. I bit my lip, nervous and I waited for his response. He sighed. "You know, I didn't want to be a dick and ask you, but that makes me happy to know that. It pissed me off that he got to share your bed every night" James said as he tried not to smile. "Is that it?" he asked as his fingers started to wander up and under my sweater.

"Um. I guess the only other thing I wanted to say that I'm committed to whatever it is here that we have going on..." I trailed off, pretty sure I hadn't said that the way I had intended.

"What is it that we exactly have going on here" he teased me

"I don't know. You tell me" I answered back, my heart pounding in anticipation of what he might say.

"All I know, is what I told you before Kat. I already feel like you're mine. The idea of another guy touching you, makes me feel sick. You're mine. I can't stand the idea of you with someone else. I don't want anyone else having you. Say you're mine" he whispered to me as his hands crept further up my shirt to caress the bottom of my breasts. My breath caught slightly.

I licked my lips before answering. "I'm yours. But the same applies to you too. No one else" I asked him, hoping against hope that he would be able to do it.

"There's no one else Kat. Only you. It's always been you" he growled at me.

James leaned down once more and greedily caught my mouth with his own. We hungrily fed from each other, our tongues entwined in a now familiar dance. We kissed, licked and nibbled, allowing our bodies to respond and react the way they were suppose to. James ground his hips against my groin and I felt his stretched cock hard against me. I moaned into his mouth in pleasure, never breaking our kiss. We were finally as we were suppose to be. When we finally came up for air James looked down at me with pure lust written all over his face. I knew that tonight I would not be able to stop him from wanting to take things further, but tonight I didn't want to stop.

"Kat, I need you tonight, please" he begged me and I enjoyed how his voice dropped in its tone with his arousal. I nodded in response and James carefully licked my neck, kissing and nibbling. He bit down without warning and I gasped and raked my nails down his back. He ground his hips against me more fiercely and I moaned for him.

"You're mine Kat" he whispered possessively. "Say it. Say you're mine".

At this stage, I was so far gone I would say anything James asked me to. "I'm you're James. Only yours".

James growled his approval and licked where he had just bitten me. He moved his hands back under my sweater and fondled my breasts through my bra.

"I need this off, now" he demanded. I sat up so he could easily pull the sweater up and over my head. When it was off he looked down at me, the arousal clouding his beautiful blue eyes. He reached around behind me to unhook my bra and tossed it to the floor. When my breasts were free he groaned and immediately mounded one up to feast on, while he fondled and played with my other nipple with his hands. He sucked, licked and nibbled on each nipple in turn and I writhed in pleasure under him.

"I love you breasts. They're so perfect. So fucking beautiful" James mumbled hoarsely as he kissed me once again. Our tongues entwined immediately, feeding off of each other. He grabbed my arms and held them above my head while he continued to dry hump me. He looked down at my breasts as they bounced underneath him and he whimpered. His breathing began to get labored and we continued kissing as his hips bucked against me, almost uncontrollably.

I sat up suddenly, forcing James to sit up with me, never breaking our kiss.

"Lay down" I instructed him. He complied and I crawled into his lap, laying down on top of him. My breasts rested heavily on his heaving chest and I kissed and licked my way down his neck to his nipples. I nibbled on them and James grunted as he reached around to grab my ass, pushing it down more firmly onto his throbbing erection. I sat up and slowly began to grind my hips into his, pleasuring his trapped cock. James' breath caught and he reached down my jeans to sink his nails into my ass. I moaned as the pain mixed with my own pleasure and I bit down on James' neck in response. I continued to ride him until he suddenly grabbed me and sat up.

"Kat, oh god. I'm getting too close to coming. Not yet. I need more of you" he whispered, barely audible because his voice was so choked.

I smiled and pushed him back down, my hands on his chest. I undid the button on his jeans and his eyes darkened with anticipation in response. I undid his zipper and his eyes became crazy. He lifted his butt off of the couch and I was able to pull his tight jeans and boxers down in one fell swoop. When I finally had his stretched cock free, it took all my control not to immediately latch onto it. It fell heavily against his stomach so that it was pointing up towards his face. Instead, I stood up and undid my own jeans. A soft whine escape James' lips as I slip my jeans down my legs, revealing my black lace panties. His mouth fell open and he smiled up at me.

"Matching lace. Looks like someone planned on impressing tonight" he teased me.

I smiled and then climbed back on top of him. His face fell slightly.

"Come on baby, take them off. Please" he complained. I smiled and shook my head.

I laid down in between in legs and his breath caught when he realized what I was going to do.

"Oh please, please, yes. I need to feel you on my cock. Oh god Kat" he nearly sobbed.

I took a hold of his cock, grabbing the base firmly and I lowered my mouth so it was a few inches above his straining cock. James got impatient and placed his hands on my head, trying to force my head down to take him into my mouth. I shook his hands away.

"I've never done this before, so you'll have to tell me what you like and what's good okay?"

James' eyes widened and they seemed to clear and he became slightly more lucid. He nodded and then I lowered my mouth those last few inches taking the tip of him into my mouth. I swirled my tongue over his tip and he groaned loudly for me. I lowered my lips down the length of him and then slowly pulled back up so that he almost fell out of my mouth. I repeated the motion, allowing m tongue to caress him as I moved my tongue up and down his cock. He whimpered and every so often he would buck his hips so his cock slid deeper down my throat. But I kept a firm grip on the base of him, so he couldn't force himself all the way down. I licked and sucked him, alternating long and slow strokes with fast short ones. I swirled my tongue over his tip, already tasting his bittersweet, sticky pre-cum. I looked up at James as I sucked his cock and found that his eyes were closed and he seemed to be concentrating very hard. His hands were balled in fists, one clenched in my hair and the other laid across his forehead. His mouth was open slightly, forming a small O shape, framed by his perfectly golden hair. I nearly sighed with how sexy he looked to me. I watched his chest rise and fall rapidly. I caressed his balls, cupping them and fondling them as I licked his length. I moved off of his shaft to take each one into my mouth in turn, sucking on them and then licking them, while at the same time stroking his length with my hand. I moved my thumb over the tip and he shivered. I licked his tip once more and then James sat up quickly.

"Kat, stop. I'm gonna come" he said breathlessly, his breathing coming very rapidly now.

"Isn't that the whole point" I said saucily as I gripped his throbbing cock in my hand again.

He removed my hand. "I want to see you" he growled. He ripped my lace panties down my legs and I pulled them the rest of the way down.

James bit his lip as I crawled back his hips to straddled him. I leaned down to kiss him and he gave me a deep kiss, licking the roof of my mouth before pulling back to look at me. He raised his hand and gently ran it up my thigh until he was inches from my hot, throbbing centre.

"Is this okay?" he asked, sounding unsure.

I nodded and James carefully inserted a finger inside me. I sighed in pleasure as he began to move it inside of me.

"Fuck, you're so wet. So tight" he murmured as he inserted another finger.

I bit my lip and nodded again as I slowly began to rock my hips into his fingers as the pleasure began to build. With his thumb James began to rub my clit in a circular motion and the pleasure was almost too much. I collapsed forward and caught myself so I was kneeling on all fours over James' body. James continued to finger me and I moaned for him. My moans spurred him on and he increased the pace until I could feel my orgasm start to build low in my stomach. I lowered my self onto my elbows, changing the angle, and nuzzled James' neck.

"Mm, just like that" I encouraged him. When my orgasm finally peaked i cried out in pleasure as I experience pure bliss. My body shuddered and slumped down against James as I lost control of my muscles. I was breathing heavily into his neck, not sure if I would be able to move if I even tried. James took his fingers from out of inside me. I turned my head so I could see him. He licked his fingers and then offered them to me. Without even thinking I licked them in turn, sucking on them and he gently groaned for me.

"So good" I told him. "Thanks".

"My pleasure" he answered proudly.

I moved my hand down to his groin and felt his still hard cock. I scooted down his body until I was once more lying in between his legs. I took him once more in my mouth, licking and sucking on his tip, while I stroked him quickly with my hand.

"Don't use your hands" James instructed me. I took my hand away and licked up at down his cock, before putting his tip back fully into my mouth and moving my mouth down towards the base. James pushed his hips up to meet me eagerly. I moaned around his cock and the vibrations made him crazy. He put his hands on my head and forced me all the way down to his base. He held me there a few seconds, his breath caught and then he finally groaned as he released me. I moved my mouth back up his cock and then down again. James' hands found the back of my head again he pushed me down once more, forcing his stretched cock down my throat. I had to fight my gag reflex as he held me there but I felt him release. His body shuddered under me, and I felt his hot sticky, sperm shoot down my throat. He pushed his hips up to my mouth. When his release was over his body relaxed and his hands left my head. I pulled back up and quickly wiped the tears from my eyes that had formed while I had fought to control my gag reflex while James had his eyes closed.

I laid down on his chest and he automatically wrapped his arms around me. I rest my head on his chest and listened to his heart slow down. I picked the blanket up off of the floor and put it over us, suddenly feeling cold.

"Thank you. That was amazing" he whispered softly to me after a few moments. I nodded against his chest before raising my head to give him a quick peck on the lips.

It was only as I lay there, drifting off to sleep that I realized that I hadn't actually told James that I had slept with Jason. Fuck! was my last thought before I lost consciousness.




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Well, I don't think James will be happy to hear it :rolleyes:

But that was HOT :drool
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I'm team James! 100% :biggrin :heart: :horns2 lool
:angry She has to stop teasing my man!
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I'm team James! 100% :biggrin :heart: :horns2 lool
:angry She has to stop teasing my man!
I'm with you :horns2
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HOT :drool :drool :drool :drool :drool OMG
But I thought she'd be his completely...well, you know what I mean :wink

So James win? :heart: :rolleyes:
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