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A Taste of Eternity; Het, Baby James meets Stephanie...
Topic Started: December 19, 2011, 4:35 pm (18,965 Views)
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I woke up in the morning with a light sound of the drawers opening. I opened my eyes slowly to find James already dressing, Lea was passed out by my side.

“Hi.” I told him rubbing my eyes and taking a look at the clock in my night table.

“Morning babe.” He told me serious.

“You got up early.” I said.

“Andrea is already packing, I have to take them to the airport.”

“You’re not gonna scare the kid are you?” James shrugged.

“There’s nothing I can do. Do you wanna come with me? I’d like to have you there with me. I need your support.” I smiled at him. The situation was for sure uncomfortable to him. It’s hard to admit your kids have grown. I understood him quite well.

“And the kids?” I asked him.

“We can leave them at Lars on our way there.” He had everything thought out. I ended up nodding and got up going straight to the shower. James got in the bathroom though.

“You could have a girls talk with her before she goes.” He suggested.

“You really want me to do that?” I wasn’t expecting to have that type of conversation with my daughter so soon in the morning but James just nodded. “Ok.” I agreed. After the shower I left James taking care of Leandra and went to look for Andrea. She was happily packing her clothes for the weekend.

“Morning sweetie.” I said kissing her cheek. Andrea smiled but it was a discomfort smile, she knew what I was going to do there.

“You came here to give me the talking didn’t you?” She said sitting down on her bed getting ready to listen to me. I sat by her side and grabbed her right hand.

“You like Danny don’t you?” I decided to go straight to the subject. I knew my daughter quite well and even though she denied it all the time I knew she was in love with the boy. I had been there before, her father and I were the same. Andrea looked down at her feet in silence. “There is nothing wrong with being in love. You’re 17 and it’s normal. I was the same with your father, your grandma used to make me the same question and I’ve always said I wasn’t in love with him but I was, and for us everything happened on a weekend, a weekend here in San Francisco.” Andrea looked at me again with her blue eyes shinning. She had always been a fan of our story.

“Mom, if I say I do, do you still let me go?” I nodded. Of course I would let her go, I wasn’t gonna change my mind at the last minute. “I like him and it’s been a long time.” She said smiling. I felt her a bit relieved she was telling the truth. “We kissed a few times.” She said smiling, her smile opening huge as she probably remembered the times they have kissed. I saw my daughter happy just at the thought of it. There I was sure that weekend would probably change her life and ours too.

“Do you think he likes you back?”

“He says he does.” I nodded again. There I had to be a mother and advise my daughter the same way mine advised me back in the day.

“You need to be careful. Don’t do anything that might change your life in a way you don’t want to. There are still many things you want to do, do you understand what I am talking about?” Andrea nodded. I ran a hand through her hair and kissed her forehead. “Did you guys ever…” I choked, I felt like I had to make her that question but I didn’t know how to. “You know what I mean sweetie. Andrea began to shook her.

“No…” She whispered. “but I like it when he touches me.” She confessed blushing. “But we haven’t gone that far, I swear.” I felt my heart pounding at the thought of my daughter being touched by a boy, I knew quite well what she meant by being touched, but everything is part of life.

“There’s nothing wrong with that.” I said kissing her forehead. “Don’t do anything just because he wants to, but when you feel ready for it and when you’re sure you want to.”

“How old were you when you and dad…you know…” She asked.

“I was your age.”

“Was it good?” All her questions made me believe she had been thinking about it for quite some time, but my daughter was almost an adult, so I had to be honest.

“It was good, yes. I loved your dad very much.”

“Mom, I know all about babies and diseases and stuff so we can skip that part of the conversation.”

“No we can’t. Always remember that you can get pregnant sweetie and you still have a lot to do in your life and diseases are very dangerous, you don’t know him that well, you don’t know with whom he has been, so please…if you’re going to do anything, please at least do it consciously. If he doesn’t have a condom Andrea, then you don’t do anything.”

“Don’t worry mom. I am not thinking about it yet.” She said, but I knew so well she was lying.

“Your father is going to die when he founds out.” I said, Andrea and I began to laugh.

“I don’t want to break his trust mom.” I knew she was being honest but when love knocks you out you really don’t think much about what parents think, you just go for it.

“I know you don’t. Now hurry up, Danny must be here at any minute.” As I said this I heard the bell ringing and after a few seconds I heard James greeting the boy good morning. “I better check on your father.” I said. Andrea led me to the door of her room in a hurry. She knew what I meant. As I walked downstairs Danny was standing straight looking at James. None of them were talking and James was looking at the boy serious. Scrutinizing him. I almost laughed at the situation.

“Good morning Danny.” I said.

“Morning Mrs. Hetfield.” He greeted me back.

“Where’s Lea?” I turned to James.

“We’re all ready, just waiting for the kids to come down.” He told me, then he turned to Danny. “We need to stop by a friend of mine to leave Andrea’s brothers, have you got a problem with that?” I saw the boy shudder at his question. His tone was respectful. Of course the boy had nothing against it, he was just playing hard with him. I pinched his butt without no one seeing to prevent him to go any further. The boy was already tensed up, he didn’t need James to make things even worse, just his look at the boy gave me shudders, imagine how Danny was feeling that moment.

James drove us all in silence just glancing at Danny through the rear mirror now and then, he was trying to intimidate the kid, I knew him too well. I put a hand on his leg while he was driving and squeezed it a bit. He gave me a look through the corner of his eyes, I was pushing my limits too, James was nervous. He was the one taking the kids, I stayed with Andrea and Danny in the car, none of us talked. I didn’t know what to tell them and when they thought I wasn’t seeing I saw Danny grabbing my daughter’s hand softly. There was love in his gesture, I could tell. I coughed to make them stop. The rest of the way until the airport wasn’t different, silence played loud in our car.

Already there we said our goodbyes, just when they were walking up to their check in James grabbed Danny’s arm.

“Don’t do anything stupid.” He told him. Danny looked at him a bit terrorized which made me giggle a bit from far.

“Mr. Hetfield you can trust me.” The boy told him. A brave gesture.

“You hurt my daughter and you’ll see.” James menaced but Danny showed us he was a brave boy.

“I like Andrea, I would never hurt her.” He said, leaving us both wordless. I looked at the boy’s hands and they were shaking. He was brave to admit he liked Andrea but he was shaking with fear of the consequences his words would cause.

“One day, when you have a daughter you’ll understand how this feels.” James told him. I slapped my forehead. My husband was just too protective of his children and at the same time too funny. That’s why I love him so much. No one messes around with our family. Danny looked at James with his eyes opened. “And I better not be the grandfather.” James added. I giggled again but in fact I just wanted to laugh loud but I couldn’t. Danny left us there and almost ran away. For a second I thought he was going to give up on the trip but he ran to join Andrea who was waiting for him. We both began to walk towards our car and when I looked back I saw them holding hands. I smiled, even though it scared me too, the sight was just too cute.

“Wanna look back?” I tempted James.

“What are they doing?” James asked.

“Holding hands.” I said.

“Oh God no.” He said fast making me laugh.

“She admitted this morning she liked him.” James immediately looked back and shouted.

“Andrea…” He called her running back. I thought he was going to tell her not to go. I swear I thought he would and I am sure it was what was on his mind but when our girl looked back to him, he stopped walking and just told her he loved her. I smiled at him while I waited for him to join me again, he just held my hand and took a deep breath.

“Are they holding hands again?” He asked me. I looked back only to confirm they were but I decided not to tell him the truth this time.

“No, they’re not.” I said.

“Thank God.” James said with a smile. He pulled me to him in a hug and kissed me. “I am not ready for this.” He admitted.

We returned to Lars as we decided to spend our day there with them. Preston was a good friend with Myles, they were in the same school even though Preston was a year older. James was nervous all day even Lars noticed.

“What’s the matter with you?” He asked him when we were all having a drink by the pool at the end of the day.

“If you had a daughter you would understand.” James replied. We all began to laugh.

“You have to let her grow.” Connie told him. James nodded at her.

“I know but it’s extremely hard.”

The rest of the weekend he was nervous like that. He even became cranky. I had to give him a discount, he was really having a bad time with all this. Andrea called us several times during the weekend and even then James was tense. He had a terrible time for sure and even now when we were just waiting for our girl to return home he was just walking around the living room in circles. When Andrea opened the door he jumped and ran to her.

“Hello.” She said with a huge grin. I knew right there something happened. My daughter looked like another person, even happier.

“How was the weekend?” I asked her. James was looking at her expectantly.

“I have a boyfriend.” She said spinning around, exactly as I had done to my mother when I came back home from my weekend with James.

Our gaze met and then he threw himself on the couch looking at me desperately and Andrea left running to her room. I shrugged and sat by his side. He pulled me to him surrounding my neck with his arm and I ran a hand over his chest and kissed his neck softly.

“Our daughter has a boyfriend.” I told him.

“It seems so…” He whispered. “She’s already 17, we have accept it.”

“James, when I talked to her before she left, she confessed that they had kissed, so I assume they were already dating secretly, you know…”

“Did she already…?”

“She said she didn’t, but she also said she liked when he touched her…” James covered my mouth with his hand.

“No…what? No…I don’t wanna hear it…God…do you think it’s touching like, you know…touching her?”

“I think so. I just want you to be aware of all this.” He threw himself against the couch almost desperate. “I told her everything of birth control pills and condoms and stuff…I had to. I have a feeling everything happened this weekend.”

“Oh Jesus…” He pretended he whimpered.

“We couldn’t hold ourselves at their age, do you expect them to do so?” I asked him. James shook his head surrendered.

“He’s a good boy.” I said.

“He is and it takes balls to admit in my face that he liked her.”

“It’s because he does.”

“I would have said that to your father too if he had said anything.” He smiled kissing the tip of my nose.

“Then maybe this is a good thing for her. It was good for us.”

“I wouldn’t change a thing.” He said in a sweet tone.

“Wanna be 17 again, no kids to interrupt us….” I kissed his lips teasing him. He smiled against them.

“Nah…everything happened so fast, before anything good began I was already coming, damn hormones. ” He laughed and I placed a saucy kiss on his lips.

“You’re turning me on.” He whispered kissing my lips again.

“Oh…please, you guys still kiss?” Corey said bursting into the room. James rolled his eyes.

“Why did we have four kids?” He muttered. I laughed.

“Corey what are you doing still up? It’s time for bed you have school tomorrow.” I said.

“I was just thirsty and then I saw light in the living room, I came to check on you guys.” Corey explained. “I’m gonna have nightmares. EWWW…”

“Hurry up and go to bed.” James said standing up and giving me his hand. I took it. We both kissed our sun goodnight and went to our room. James closed the door and locked it giving me his devilish and boyish grin. I lifted my shirt and pulled it off my head, I felt his arms around me and his lips on my cleavage.

“Good thing you locked the door.” I told him.

James pulled me to the bed and laid on top of me shutting me up with one of his devastating kisses. His lips traced my neck making me gasp as he did it.

“I love to turn you on.” He whispered in my ear.

“Corey would be scandalized…” I giggled. James laughed a bit but then he grabbed my breasts in his hands making me gasp again and forget all about jokes. I just wanted him. I tugged my hands on his hair while he toyed with my nipples making them hard as he touched them. He caught one with his lips and twirled the other between his fingers. He felt so good. Then he looked for my lips again and during the kiss I felt his hand parting my legs. His erection playing peek a boo but not for long. Soon enough I felt him making his way in, perfectly as he always did.

“Hummm…” I said in delight.

“Slow or fast?” He asked thrusting into me really slow and gentle.

“Slow, we might as well enjoy this moment.” I said in between moans.

“Good decision.” He said. James kissed my lips again keeping his slow rhythm steady. Our tongues moving synchronized with our bodies. Our sweat mixing, our low moans filling the air in our room and suddenly the urge for pleasure took the best out of us and James thrust into me harder. The sound of our bodies clasping echoing on the roam, and our gasps and moans intensified. I rammed my nails down his back as my orgasm hit me and right after he jerked and moaned “I love you” in my ear.

We rested, catching our breaths, on each others arms, as we always did. We always loved to have that little time to cuddle after sex. I was with my head laid on his chest and his hands running through my hair.

“We could have another baby.” James blurted out of the blue. I raised my head and looked straight in his eyes.

“You’re kidding right?” I asked him. I was sure he was joking just when his silence and his eyes told me the opposite I realized he really meant it.

“Jamie, we have four!” I exclaimed.

“I miss having a baby around the house.” He said shrugging.

“We almost don’t have time for us, with a baby…” I tried to make him see how hard it would be.

“Just this one, and then we’re done. 5 had always been my number.” He really meant it. James was actually asking for another child.

“You never told me that!” I said.

“Because you’ve always said you wanted three. You said you were done with babies when Corey was born, I had to really convince you to have Leandra. I just…I was afraid to ask you again. But I really want to have another one. I don’t mind when they interrupt us, nothing makes me happier than the family I have with you.” His words melted my heart, as usual. I smiled.

“Can I, at least, think about it?” He kissed my lips.

“Will you?” He asked me smiling as well.

“I promise.” I told him. “Are you really sure about this? The kids are gonna freak out when they find out their parents still do it.” James laughed.

“Corey, in the living room seeing us kissing was just too funny. See…these moments are the ones worth it. They give us a lot of work, they don’t let us spend much quality time, they worry us a lot but in the end they also make us laugh and the feeling is just amazing. I love what I have with you Steph. I have a perfect life, we built a perfect life together.”

“It‘s a crazy idea baby. I mean, it‘s really hard to get pregnant now and I probably won‘t, though it‘s very sweet of you to ask” I rolled over him.

“We could try.” He asked again. “Please…”

“Our family is complete James. Four kids are enough, they fill us with joy and always will. Now it’s time for the grandchildren.

“Oh Christ! Don’t say that!” He said terrorized and I laughed loud, then he laughed too.

“Our baby girl is having sex…” He sighed. His face changing to concern.

“And so should we…” I kissed his neck. “Since the door is still locked.” His arms surrounded me and he rolled us on the bed, placing himself on top of me.

“Please. Let’s try…” He begged.

“We’re gonna need a bigger car.” I stated. James kissed me passionately, getting me ready for the second round. Then a knock on the door.

“Daddy…I need your help!” Lea shouted. “Daddy…daddy…” She knocked impatiently. Our kiss broke and we laughed.

“Gosh…she has to appear just when we’re getting there! What is it sweetie?” He yelled from inside the room.

“Open the door!” She demanded. James puffed and got up to open the door, he was putting his shorts and shirt on when she knocked again.

“Daddy!” She yelled already annoyed. James smiled at me.

“She’s pissed and in a hurry.” He commented.

“Daaaaddy!”

“Jesus…what is it? World war three exploded and I don’t know?” He said opening the door. Lea shot him a grin.

“I need help painting my drawings.” She said raising her hand showing him her four year old art. James stared at her in disbelief first, but then crouched in front of her and picked her up, kissing her cheek.

“You should be sleeping!” He said.

“I was drawing.” She informed.

“You’re right.” He said looking at me and putting her down. “We’re complete.” He said. “I can’t go through all this again.”

“Daddy!” Lea yelled at him impatiently.

“I’m going sweetie…” He said. Lea grabbed his hand and he disappeared off my sight dragged by her.

“Time to sleep?” I heard James telling her.

“No…you’re so boring!” Lea complained. I heard his laughter and I laughed too. Our life and family was complete.


The End

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I would like to thank each and every one of you who took time to either read it or comment it. Two new Fics are on the works, one more advanced than the other, I think I'll begin to post one of it soon. For now, stick with How We Became Fire. Thank you all very, very, much.
Edited by Scorpion Flower, February 18, 2012, 8:13 am.
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Hahaha Lea is so funny :lol: and oh noes I don't want it to end but very great story I love it! :D
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:biggrin one of my favs ffics it´s done :D
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Thank you:)) It's always hard to say goodbye to a story, but it has to be done:)
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Oh, what a wonderful ending, it was too sweet, and funny and touching. They made a lovely couple, and the whole family was hilarious! James... :drool so cute as a jealous father you would eat him, lol
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While I am sad to see this story end, I think that the ending is perfect! It all came full circle with Steph and James being in the same situation that they find their daughter in at the same age. It's poetic and great writing!! Whay can I say? I love this story so much. It had everything; humour, drama, sadness, loss and joy. Thank you for writing it! I'm looking forward to what you give us next!! :heart:
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Along with Twin Souls, I adore this story! I've re-read it three times so far. I might even print it out to keep with me always! Thank you.
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i loved the story,the ending was great! :biggrin
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You amaze me with your stories. I love how human your characters are. :) There's flaws and there's virtues like the rest of us mortals. :)

This was just another wonderful story, I somehow can relate to it. :)

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February 11, 2012, 10:37 am
“We need a doctor!” James shouted. It caught Peter’s attention who came to us almost running.

“What’s the matter?” He asked when he reached us. I smiled at him.

“James is in panic. I need to go upstairs to the obstetrics, my waters broke but I am not in pain, at least, not yet.” I said calm. I was a doctor so I knew what I was getting myself into.

“Oh, so you’re in labor? Congratulations.” Peter said smiling to both of us. James was looking a bit pale.

“You better go have lunch James. I can’t eat anything now since I am going to give birth and I want a anesthesia, then you’ll meet me upstairs. It will take some time yet.” I told him.

“No. I am going with you and then maybe I come back down.” He said firmly. I wouldn’t argue with him. Soft pain was beginning to tease me, the first contractions appeared and I winced. “Are you ok?” He asked taking a hand to my arm as I bent a bit to cope with the pain, still, light pain.

“It’s just a contraction.” I said taking a huge deep breath.

“I’m going with you, then I’ll go have lunch but first I want to be with you.” Like I said, he was stubborn so I didn’t argue. I went to the elevator that led us to the 5th floor where our daughter should be born. The doctor that had followed me through all my pregnancy was there.

“She wanted to come sooner.” I told her smiling.

“Let me check you.” She said grabbing me a wheel chair and taking me inside a room. I waved at James so he could follow us. She took me to a private room and laid me on a bed. I explained to her what happened and she seemed calm. I was calm too, I knew Andrea could be born at any time. Doctor Shatan put me on the CTG machine so she could measure my contractions and also the baby’s heart beat. I knew everything was normal. Then she examined me to see how far my dilatation was. The pain was beginning to increase.

“Just 3 fingers Steph. You have a long way.” She told me. James was sat by my side paying attention to every detail. He’d hold my hand when he realized I was having a contraction to give me support. It sure felt good to have him by my side on that moment.

“Can I have epidural?” I asked her.

“Just when you’re 5 fingers. Did you have anything to eat?” She asked me.

“This morning.”

“Well, just pray that when the time comes it will be 12 hours since you last ate, otherwise you won’t be able to have it.” I began my mental calculations and I felt scared as I was almost sure I’d give birth au naturel, or that is, without an anesthesia. So far the pain was bearable. The doctor left us alone as there was not much we could do now unless wait.

“You can go now, you know everything is fine and you heard the doctor. It’s gonna take some hours. Meanwhile call my parents.” I took a deep breath all of a sudden as I felt a contraction coming. He grabbed my hand and kissed my fingers.

“Is it hurting?” He asked. I swear he asked that with such a sweet tone that I forgot all about the pain.

“It hurts a bit.” I told him. He kept rubbing my hand between his hands. “Jamie…” I called him. It had been a long time since I had called him Jamie. “It’s important for me that you’re here.” He smiled.

“We’re going to see our baby girl today!” He said opening his smile bigger. I smiled back.

“Yes we are. I also need you to go to my place and pick up the bags I have in her room. But that is for later, I’ll tell you about it after she’s born.” He nodded at me. “Now go…” I said. He got up from the chair and kissed my forehead before he left me all alone with my pain. James didn’t take long until he came back, 45 minutes maybe but my pain had increased substantially. I was wriggling in pain when he came back. Contractions are the worst but then there’s always this pain in your kidneys in between contractions that bothers you to the limit. I knew how to do all the respiration exercises to help me cope with the pain but it never disappears and it becomes unbearable like I never thought it could be.

“Hey…” He said when he came inside the room taking back his seat next to my bed, I was in the middle of a contraction so I didn’t answer him, I just whimpered loud and James grabbed my hand squeezing it in support. “It will be alright, just breathe.” He told me.

“I don’t think it’s gonna be alright. It all tends to get worse as the time arrives. It hurts a lot.” I complained.

“Is there anything I can do?” He asked me. I guess he just wanted to distract me. I shook my head as I felt my body tense at the attack of another contraction.

“Oh God…it hurts so much.” I said with my clenched teeth and taking quick breaths. He remained silent just looking at me, I guess he felt powerless and impotent to help me. That moment the doctor came to check on me one more time. I was almost 5 fingers dilated already, I knew right there that I wouldn’t be able to take the epidural. I felt my fear grow and I think I even panicked a bit. She just gave me a sympathetic smile as she was aware I knew what was going on.

“You’re doing good Steph. It will be quick, you’ll see.” She told me. My pain increased and increased. I wasn’t able to speak in the middle of the contractions anymore as they were too strong.

“Look at what you got me into.” I muttered to James when the doctor left us once again.

“I didn’t do this alone.” He told me but he was calm.

“But you convinced me into it. If you knew just how much it hurts. I don’t think I can take the pain.”

“Yes you can Steph. You are the bravest woman I’ve ever met. You’ll do good, you’ll see.” He supported me. I shook my head.

“I don’t feel good. I can’t do this.” I began to sweat a lot and I knew that wasn’t a normal symptom. James called the doctor as he saw my heart beat raising in the machine, the doctor watched for a bit and then as it calmed down she said everything was fine. I whimpered, I screamed, I’d do anything at that time. I never imagined having a baby would be that hard and would imply such pain. I mean I knew it involved pain but not so strong and unbearable. I felt my body weaken as the pain grew stronger, I didn’t feel good at all even though all the machines tied in me would say I was. I felt my body a bit numb. I felt dizzy and my vision was even a bit blurred.

“James, I am not feeling alright.” I told him again.

“But the doctor said everything was fine Steph.” He told me.

“Something is wrong. My body is weird, I don’t feel good.” I looked into his eyes pleading him to call the doctor again. James watched me for a few seconds with his blue gaze and then pressed the button above my head.

“She says she doesn’t feel good.” He told as the doctor came again. I was too busy with a strong contraction to say a thing. Dr. Shatan began to examine me again, I knew she was being careful. She asked me what I thought I had but I could not tell her, all I could tell her is that I felt my body weak in a very strange way. After extremely, careful examination she left us alone again resting us everything was fine.

James began, once again, to talk to me, to distract me a bit from the pain but at that point there was no distraction. Nothing could drive me away from the pain I was feeling. I was horrified at everything labor was doing to my body, plus I was extremely scared.

“Just calm yourself down a bit.” He told me pulling my hair back. At that point my hair was already soaked wet in sweat. It felt so good to have his fingers caressing me.

“I am proud of you.” I told him out of nothing grabbing his hand with mine.

“You are?” He asked me. Even though he was not smiling his face showed some smiling traces. His eyes glittered a bit. I just nodded as I was feeling another contraction coming. James felt my body tense up a little and held my hand stronger as he knew what was coming.

“ARRRRGGGGGGGGGG” I shouted loud holding onto his hand. “Oh GOOOD….” I said, still screaming when the contraction began to subside. I breathed in fast gasps as I knew as I supposed to do but I also find out that it doesn’t help much. “Make this pain stop, make it stop…I don‘t want to do this.” I pleaded to him.

“Steph…” He said desperate. I can say as desperate as I was and I was the one suffering. After a while and when the contractions began to be more regular James seemed to be having the pain as well. “Sweetie hang in there, ok? You can do this.” He supported me. I began to shake my head violently.

“No, No I can’t. I can’t do this.” I began to wriggle again as another contraction took care of me. I don’t remember ever in my life of screaming so loud.

“Sweetie…” He said. I don’t know what crossed his mind but he climbed on the bed with me. He sat and straddled his legs and I sat in the middle, my back against his chest. That was the best feeling ever. His legs became my support, I just remember all of a sudden holding onto to them and push hard.

“I want to push.” I said shouting loud and pushing my insides out. I just wanted the baby to come out. James pushed the button behind him. Once again the doctor came in.

“Are you comfortable that way?” She asked me. I nodded at her. I was feeling my arms and my legs getting numb. I was feeling my body weak again and I felt a bit dizzy. I just didn’t have time to tell them I was feeling bad as another contraction came and I obeyed the orders of my doctor as she asked me to push again.

“I can’t…” I said crying.

“You have to push!” The doctor told me again.

“Come on babe. You can do this.” James said in my ear.

“I can‘t. I can’t. Please make it stop.” I begged.

“Stephanie, you have to push, your baby is beginning to suffer.” The doctor said as she looked at the baby’s monitor heartbeat. I looked at it too. “Push!” She said. I strayed a bit from James and pushed as hard as I could.

“Good!” The doctor told. I threw myself back against James as I began to feel even worse.

“Are you alright? Steph?” James asked me but I couldn’t answer him as I wanted to push again. I did the same thing, my hands clutched onto his legs, I raised my head and I pushed shouting.

“I can’t push no more…” I said panting and leaning against James again.

“You have to, your baby has to be born.” The doctor said.

“Make them stop.” I talked to James.

“Baby, you have to.” James agreed with the doctor.

“I don’t feel good. James…I don‘t feel good” I told him feeling my body getting even weaker and closed my eyes.

“Steph?” James called me. I looked up at him. I raised my head again and I pushed but then I began to feel my heartbeat beating too fast, the machine beeped loud in a warn. I threw myself against James involuntary because I lost strength and my body jerked violently, all my members went weak and my whole body felt numb. “Steph?” James called me again but a blur passed through my eyes and it all went black. I guess I passed out but I was still listening.

“We need an OR right now. Bring the oxygen!” I heard Dr. Shatan scream for a code blue. Code blue was bad.

“Steph, wake up…” I heard James shouting at me. I wanted to talk to him but I couldn’t. He was crying. I didn’t know if I was still leaning against him or not. I could only hear. “Sweetie…no….” He shouted.

“She’s into cardiac arrest.” The doctor shouted. I could only hear the line of my heart going plain flat and that beep of none heartbeat.

“NOOOOOOO….no…no…no….no” James shouted. “Steph, don’t leave me. Baby...you can't go...no..."

“Take him out of here. Sir you need to leave.” The doctor said.

I guess they began to take James out of the room as I heard his voice far away, shouting and crying out my name and asking me to come back. Then I guess my life just abandoned my body completely as it all went dead silent. Hearing is the last thing to abandon a body.


That's crazy! They couldn't even give her an epidural?
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Hi bluebird. Epidural can only be given safely if you have not eaten in a while. Back than, about 10 hours. Epidural sounds magical but allas, just as magic... Sometimes all an illusion.
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Hi bluebird. Epidural can only be given safely if you have not eaten in a while. Back than, about 10 hours. Epidural sounds magical but allas, just as magic... Sometimes all an illusion.
Happy reading.
I did some research on the subject and found out that women nowadays in fact have nearly unlimited access to epidurals, given that they don't have any serious medical conditions. I don't know about back then . . . wait, what time period was this story set in? Just curious.
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