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| A Taste of Eternity; Het, Baby James meets Stephanie... | |
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| Voxx | December 27, 2011, 1:04 pm Post #46 |
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Some Kind Of Monster
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This is quickly becoming one of my favourites! More please! |
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| cmania | December 27, 2011, 1:23 pm Post #47 |
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Frantic
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lovyyy ´ i don´t wanna be mean but i want more ^^
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| Nah Bruno | December 27, 2011, 2:39 pm Post #48 |
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Poor Twisted Me
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So sweet! And she doesn't have to be ashamed, its normal to have a insane desire for James! More soon, I hope
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| Izzy | December 27, 2011, 6:07 pm Post #49 |
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Outlaw Torn
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Awww, that was so sweet!!
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| Scorpion Flower | December 28, 2011, 6:56 am Post #50 |
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Outlaw Torn
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Thank you all for the comments girls:) ________________________________________________________________________________ I woke with something tickling on my face. I tried to open my eyes but the sun was blinding me so I blinked a couple of times before I could finally keep my eyes open. James was tracing lines in my face with the tip of his fingers and he was smiling at me. I smiled at him and stretched a bit. “You have sand all over your face.” He told me still stroking my face gently while he was taking the sand away. What was tickling me was the tip of his hair against my nose and my chin, that’s how close he was. I stayed still, I loved that feeling of having his fingers in some way caressing me. His face was so close to mine, I closed my eyes for a few seconds trying to calm my heart down, again my heart was betraying me unashamedly. It was pounding, I could feel its beating in my throat. Suddenly I was even gasping as if I had taken a long run. I could not ignore that, I had been ignoring that for far too long. When I opened my eyes again to look at him he was even closer. I held my breath for brief instants. Our noses were touching and I felt his finger, that were now in my hair, trembling a bit. I was feeling his warm breath against my lips and my heart raced even more, I was on the verge of panicking, and I wanted to get away from that position where he was about to dominate me but I couldn’t move. Deep inside I came to the conclusion that I wanted to stay there, I didn’t move. “Jamie…” I whispered at him, my chest coming up and down franticly from my heaving breathing and my nervousness. His lips trembled a bit when he heard me calling him in that defenseless manner. “Steph…” He whispered back almost choking. I raised a hand and strayed a strand of his hair putting it behind his ear. “I am afraid.” I told him. I was being sincere for the first time with him and with myself. I was terrified, that was a fact. I liked him but I didn’t think it was right to like him that way. I had to admit that to myself to find some peace inside of me. I had been struggling with my feelings for so long I couldn’t hold it inside any longer. At that point he had me in his hands, he could do whatever he wanted with me. “I know…I am afraid too.” He said. Hearing him saying that somehow eased my heart, at least I was not the only one feeling that way. It was so hard to admit I might be having other feelings for him, that somehow we crossed the line of friendship and I honestly don’t even know when I crossed that line. I had known him for a few years, since when had I began to have other feelings for him? How did that happen? Why did that happen? I had so many questions in my mind and zero answers for them. James came even closer and I felt his lips brushing mine lightly. I closed my eyes again, I was ready to let go and I wanted that kiss to happen with all my strength. With one last soft move his lips touched mine. He took my upper lip with his mouth and then he place another juicy kiss on it, and finally my lips went searching for his too. His hand was resting in my waist I felt his fingers squeezing my skin when I kissed him. My hand was on the back of neck, I was pulling him to me. Our lips tasting each other in a very slow dance but teasingly good. I was in heaven. My tongue searched for his, his met mine in seconds and that’s when I felt his fingers pressuring my skin even more. And we kissed for as long as we could hold our breaths, totally surrendered to each other. Kissing him was nothing like kissing other guys, kissing him was special, it made my heart beat faster in such a frantic way, but at the same time in a good way. Kissing him made my body tremble and ache for more, it made my brain shut down to the world as if nothing more existed, just me and him. We finally broke it, but there was not shocked looks or panic. We looked peacefully into each others eyes and James cracked the most sweet and beautiful smile I’ve ever seen on him, and believe me, his smile was already incredibly amazing. “We better go home.” He said. I looked for the watch in my wrist but I must have left it at Lars’s. “It’s about lunch time my mother must be worried.” I said. James got up and stretched his hand at me, I took it and he pulled me up, helping me stand. I jerked the sand off my clothes with my free hand as he kept holding the other one, and then we began to walk to his car. His hand still clutched in mine and that felt good. “Hi mom.” I said entering the kitchen’s door followed by James. “I’m sorry.” I told her as she turned away from the stove. “It’s alright Steph, Jim called me.” She told me. “How are you Jim?” She said talking to him. “I’m fine Mrs. Flannigan.” He answered but not looking at my mother’s eyes. “Wanna have lunch with us?” She still spoke to him. He just nodded. “You two look awful.” She said taking a look at James and then looking at me. “You better have a shower, it’s gonna take a few minutes until lunch is ready. Jim you can use the common bathroom and Steph will use the one in my room. Now hurry up you two.” She said clapping, we both went upstairs. I gave James a towel and then we went for our shower. While under water I thought about the kiss we had shared at the beach and I involuntarily smiled. “Oh god.” I said grinning and alone. I felt like jumping around. Yes, I was happy, I don’t know how I managed to get to that state of happiness, but all of a sudden I felt like dancing in the shower and I did. When I got out of the bathroom already dressed in a pair of old jeans and a black top I saw James coming out of his too. “Steph, can I borrow your brush?” He asked pointing at his hair. All messed up from the shower and wet. I felt like jumping on him, but I couldn’t do that. I calmly handed him the brush I was holding in my hand. “I’ll be downstairs.” I told him. In the kitchen my mother had everything settled so I just sat in my usual place at the table she sat in front of me and I saw the third plate by my side. My mother served the food but we didn’t began until he was there. While waiting I leaned my elbows on the table and let my mind travel again. “Steph…why are you smiling?” My mother asked me. I then noticed that I was smiling and got serious in a second. “Nothing mom.” I said. And I was saved by the bell as James entered the kitchen, we locked into each others eyes for an instant, I felt my eyes glow, so if my mother was paying attention I just totally gave away the reason why I was smiling like a fool. I looked at her but she was putting water on her glass. Better that way. “Mom, Jaime is going with me to San Francisco on Friday.” I decided to inform her during lunch. I looked at my left side and saw James blushing. My mother raised her eyes of her plate and looked at him giving him a sympathetic smile. “Will you come back the same day?” My mother asked. “No, we’ll come back on Sunday. You know, there’s a lot of bands playing in there and we want to check out a few.” I don’t know if my mother was buying it, but I saw her nodding, so I guess we were cool. After finishing lunch and helping her with the kitchen I announced that I was going to watch a movie in my room with James. “Leave the door open.” She shouted from the kitchen when we were already climbing the stairs. James and I looked at each other questioning her request. He had been in my room several times before and that was the first time that she asked us to leave the door open. I don’t know what was going on her mind, well, I had a clue, but we respected her and the door remained open the whole time. I put the video tape and then we sat on my bed watching the movie. “The good, the bad and the ugly” We have seen it a thousand times, but we loved it a lot. We watched it without saying a word, I bet we knew every single detail of it but we watched it as if it was the first time. And the music, that symphony was just mind blowing. James loved it so much. Ecstasy of Gold, that’s how it was called. When the movie was finally over I felt his fingers searching for mine. “Jamie, I am tired of fighting with you.” I told him meeting his fingers with mine. “We’ve been like cat and dog, that’s a fact.” He admitted. “Yes, and I can’t understand that. We used to be so great together, we always had so much fun and we liked each other’s company. You used to say kill and I’d pull the trigger. I want that back. I don’t wanna fight with you anymore, I don’t even know why we do it. Since last year, my god, we are just two insane persons.” I told him. I spoke from the heart. It had been quite a long time that I wanted to tell him that only I never thought I had had a good opportunity and there I found the right one. “We can still be great together Steph.” He said looking in my eyes. His blue gaze on mine. Since when his blue eyes became so perfect? “You think?” I asked. I didn’t have doubts we could, my only doubts were until when. We were always about to explode, we were a time bomb. “I am sure.” He told me. “I really want that.” I said. “And I want to be sure you know that too.” “I better go home now.” He said getting up from the bed. “By now my brother must have already packed my stuff.” He said laughing loud. I didn’t want him to go, but I guess I had to let him go. I kissed his cheek and walked him to his car. It was night already. “See you on Friday then.” He said opening the door of his car. “Yeah…see you on Friday.” I couldn’t wait. I was so glad he was going with me. After dinner I went to my room to read a book. I was laid in my bed just in top and shorts, legs crossed when my mother came in. “Can I talk to you for a minute?” She asked. I nodded, closed the book and put it in my bedside table, then I looked at her. My mother sat on the bed and grabbed my hand. Serious conversation was coming, I was sure of that. “I don’t know if I should feel safe letting my 17 years old daughter go alone to San Francisco with her 19 years old best friend who happens to be a boy.” She said. I smiled at her, she was really concerned. “Mom you’ve known Jamie since he was 15, we’re good friends.” I explained. “Still you’re a girl and his a boy and the two of you are gonna be alone.” “We’re alone most of our time mom. Today you asked us to keep the door of my bedroom open, but mom, you can’t control us when we’re out of your sight. If we want to do something we’ll do it and it’s not here when you are at home for sure. I am not saying that we have done anything because we haven’t, like I said we are friends and we still remain friends, as far as I am concerned, and we go up there as friends.” “But you like him Steph, that is so clear sweetie.” “Even if I like him mom, if anything has to happen between us, it will. It doesn’t matter if we’re here or in another city or another state, if it’s meant to happen it will happen. Today mom, just so you know we woke up in the same bed.” “What?” My mother asked me surprised. “Let me explain…” I said. “I didn’t feel good and I ended up sleeping in Lars’s bed Jamie was there keeping me company and he ended up falling asleep as well. Nothing happened mom, but what I mean is, you let me stay there and we were alone in a room, anything could happen and you didn’t know. See, it doesn’t matter how hard you try to protect me, you just gonna have to trust me.” My mother got up and kissed my forehead. “I guess you have your point, but I also have mine. Sleep well.” She said getting away and closing the door. I crashed against my pillow, raised my hands above my head and stared at the roof. Friday couldn‘t be here soon enough. Edited by Scorpion Flower, December 28, 2011, 6:58 am.
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| Helvi | December 28, 2011, 8:13 am Post #51 |
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Frantic
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it. was. so. awesome. I'm dead MOOOOOOAAAAAARGH.... |
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| Scorpion Flower | December 28, 2011, 10:32 am Post #52 |
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Outlaw Torn
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Thanks Helvi:)) More tomorrow for sure. |
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| Helvi | December 28, 2011, 11:05 am Post #53 |
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Frantic
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You made my day. You'll made my tomorrow xD can't wait :horns2 and call me Anita I would change my username but it gives me error...
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| Lilith | December 28, 2011, 3:55 pm Post #54 |
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♥ Jaimelicious ♥
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Oh, I'm still reading... sorry I have been absent, these days I've been so busy! ;_; But I'm catching up! Promise to comment further once I'm done!
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| Nah Bruno | December 28, 2011, 4:10 pm Post #55 |
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Poor Twisted Me
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You have 2 awesome stories on your hands! I love this one sooo much!! It's so sweet Just tomorrow? NOOOOO!
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| Lawrah Luvsmetallica | December 28, 2011, 4:24 pm Post #56 |
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Poor Twisted Me
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moar plzz XD |
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| Scorpion Flower | December 29, 2011, 7:05 am Post #57 |
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Outlaw Torn
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Reality checked in…I am sorry for this bit, but I‘ll be back to the story. Present time, 2010. My youngest daughter just burst into my room crying… “Mommy, daddy grounded me!” She said throwing herself in my lap crying. I closed my laptop really fast and wiped her tears from her face. “What have you done sweetie?” I asked her. She looked at me with her big and watered blue eyes. “Nothing.” She said. I smiled at her. Of course it was nothing I don’t even know why I bother asking. “If daddy grounded you it’s because he had a reason.” I tried to make her talk and that’s when my husband got in the room. I looked up at him with a questioning look. He grabbed the photograph I had on the bed, some photo that James and I had taken on our weekend in San Francisco back in time, the time I was just telling you about before reality checked in. He stared at it for a while and then he put it back on the bed. My youngest daughter, Lea, who is four, by the way, grabbed it. “Why did you have to marry daddy? This boy seems so much nicer!” She blurted. We stared at each other and smiled. Then I came back to my questioning look again. “She was playing with my stuff.” He told me. “Lea, how many times has daddy told you not to play with his things?” I asked her. She gave me a furious look and then she looked at him. “You’re so mean! I hate you!” She told him leaving the room. He followed her with his eyes, then he looked back at me. “She got that from you, you know.” He said. That’s when our older daughter came in. “Mom, I need you to sign these papers.” She said holding 4 sheets in her hand. I grabbed it and looked at it. He had already signed it, I looked up at him and he smiled at me, how sweet. “Are you sure?” I asked her. She was applying to medical school. Our oldest daughter was already applying to college and she was following my steps. We sure realized since she was a little that she was interested in my area, she’s always shown it, but this made me just realize as well how grown up she is, when I got pregnant with her I thought I couldn’t do this, he was the one and the first to say we could do it, and there, he was right, we did it…she’s applying to college. I signed the papers and gave it back to her. “Dad I need 50 bucks.” She said stretching her hand at him. “What for?” He asked rather serious. “Oh Christ, just give her the money!” I said. “She’s going to a party.” I explained. He raised an eyebrow, that was not a good sign. “Look you guys take care of your business outside, can’t I have just a couple of hours of privacy?” I said opening the door of the bedroom so they could leave. “What are you doing?” He asked looking at the laptop that was on our bed. “None of your business.” I said and I closed the door. I sat back on the bed and opened the laptop, now where were we? Aaahh…My trip with James to San Francisco. Friday finally arrived. James knocked at the door of my house right after lunch. I took the money my father had given me in the morning and put it in the pocket of my jeans. I grabbed my backbag loaded with the stuff for my weekend and the brown envelope that included all the documents I needed to deliver at the medical school and ran down the stairs. My mother was talking to James at the door. She handed me more money and then she kissed me. “Have a safe trip.” She told me. “Call me as soon as you get there.” “Alright mom.” I said kissing her cheek again. James waved at her as we walked to his car. “You kids behave! And have fun!” She shouted but we were already buckling up and didn’t say a thing. He turned his radio on blasting Black Sabbath and we began our adventure. We made our way up with just a small stop for fuel and physical needs, when we finally arrived in San Francisco my eyes raided every single corner of that city, after all I was going to live there for a couple of years, at least until I had finish my studies and that would take 7 years. “This is so cool.” I told him. “Yeah, but you could take a look at the map because I have never been here and I don’t have the slightest clue where your school is. I don’t even know where we’re going.” He complained. I giggled and opened the small map they had sent me by mail, only I didn’t understand a thing of it. James pulled the car over and ripped the map off my hands. “Women are clueless with a fucking map in their hands.” He told me. He was beginning to be mad. I let him look at it in silence but I studied him and then I saw him turning the map upside down that’s when I knew he was not getting it either, I began to laugh. He narrowed his eyes at me and I laughed even harder. “Think this is funny?” He asked. “Your face is funny.” I told him still laughing. He took one hand to cover my mouth and then he began to laugh too. I took his hand off from my mouth. “We’re lost aren’t we?” I asked. “Not really.” He said looking around at the street. “We are near, but I can’t figure out where we have to turn.” I opened the door of the car and hopped off. “I’m gonna ask someone, wait here.” He nodded. When I came back to him we was outside the car already with a beer in his hands and looking around, he shot me a grin I smiled at him. “This place is amazing, I don’t even feel like an outsider in here, look at all these guys Steph.” He told me excited when I came closer. The street was filled with guys like him, dressed in band shirts, ripped tight jeans and long hair. That city exhaled metal at every corner. I watched some of the people passing by us, I watched especially the guys and then I looked back at him, yes there were a lot of metal guys in there but no one, so far, had his charm. James was still my star, my metal god. To my eyes none of the guys I had seen were as cute as he were. “We have to turn next left and then first right, the old man said we would then see the school.” I informed him. We got back in the car and followed the instructions once we turned the street at the right we saw the light blue building. My heart raced. The United States flag welcomed us at the big lawn in the main building. That was my school, I was there and I began to dream about my future. James stayed in the car waiting for me while I went inside. Everything was huge and in shinning marble, I took the stairs that led me to the administration and once there I delivered my documents after 15 minutes confirming if everything was correct my application was done and I would begin in October. I left the building proud and feeling victorious. I accomplished my first goal in my life, the other one was waiting for me at the other side of the street, with his head tilted to the left, looking at some girl’s butt that was passing by him, I rolled my eyes as I pictured the scene. Boys!!! “Are you done?” He asked me. I nodded. “So now we must check in at the motel.” He said. It took us another eternity to find it, but between laughter and James’s furious rants at being lost we managed to find it. At the reception he made our check in while I took a soda out of a machine. I was thirsty. “I got the keys.” He said. We left the reception and looked for the door that showed the number 150, that was our room, right in front of the parking lot and the main street. He opened the door and we got in. The place was far from being fancy but it was clean, the paper wall with flowers was giving me a bit of nausea but not as much as when I realized that there was just one bed in it. I looked at him serious, he didn’t let me speak. “I asked for two beds Steph, I swear I did.” I kept looking at him in disbelief. “I swear Steph, let’s go back to the reception and try to fix this.” He said. Only we didn’t, it was true James, had asked for two beds but by mistake they booked that room and there was not another one available. The guys offered to give us back the money in case we wanted to look for another place, but it was already late and dark. I shrugged at him and we came back to the room. “I can sleep on the floor.” He said sitting on the bed. I was still struggling with the fact that there was only one bed. “You can sleep on the bed.” I told him dryly. “Aren’t you hungry?” I asked him, he nodded. “I’m just gonna take a shower and then we leave.” I heard the TV on while I was showering, I was still nervous about the fact that I was going to share a bed with him, but I couldn’t leave him on the floor, not after he had spend his money on that room and I knew he needed the money. I came back to the room already dressed and ready to go out. James turned the Tv off as soon as he heard the door of the bathroom opening. “There’s a diner right in the front.” He suggested. “Fine by me.” I told him. “And then we can go to some clubs, the guy said there’s a couple down the street.” “Let’s go then!” I said rather excited. We left. I paid for our dinner, with all the money my parents had given me I could pay for the whole trip, that’s what I was willing to do only he didn’t let me. On our way to the clubs street we stopped by a machine, we got in and took some photos. Us, wild teenagers having fun in a unknown city. We were so clueless of what the future held for us. If only we knew back then how that trip would change our lives in so many aspects. They say life plays tricks on you and ours played some ugly ones but we sure had some awesome ones too. The future…unknown to us at the time, we lived at the present and the present was already hard to handle, glad no one told us what we were going to have in our plates years later, we almost didn’t survive. I touched the bottom, I hit the ground with such strength but I had his hands to catch me and when it was his turn my hands were willing to do the same he once did for me. I owed him, I owed him my life. I looked at the boy that was walking down the street with me with a foolish smile on his face amazed with the metal scene in the Bay Area and that moment, in the present I knew he was my treasure to keep. Like I said before I don’t know how my feelings changed but that moment I was so sure they had changed and I didn’t care, I had to hold on to that. I just didn’t know how. “Why are you looking at me that way?” He asked me, bringing me back to reality. “Nothing. I was just watching you.” I said shrugging. Then we stopped walking at the same time. A crazy noise coming from inside this club caught our attention. Metal was blasting we looked at each other and then we looked at the poster glued at the wall. “Tonight, at 10 pm, Trauma.” “What do you think?” James asked me. “I think I like the sound coming from the inside.” “Then let’s go in because I like it too.” He said holding my hand. |
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| Helvi | December 29, 2011, 7:25 am Post #58 |
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Frantic
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Hmmm the first part confused me, I tought they will be together, but it's your story, keep writing, I'm waiting
Edited by Helvi, December 29, 2011, 9:54 am.
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| Lawrah Luvsmetallica | December 29, 2011, 9:16 am Post #59 |
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Poor Twisted Me
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i love it more plzz
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| Nah Bruno | December 29, 2011, 2:36 pm Post #60 |
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Poor Twisted Me
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I love the way you decided to tell the story. It's much more realistic this way! Can't wait for more!
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