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| A Taste of Eternity; Het, Baby James meets Stephanie... | |
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| Tweet Topic Started: December 19, 2011, 4:35 pm (18,979 Views) | |
| Lawrah Luvsmetallica | January 3, 2012, 6:35 pm Post #91 |
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Poor Twisted Me
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ahhhhh he is sooooooo cute XD
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| Helvi | January 3, 2012, 6:39 pm Post #92 |
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Frantic
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It was really interesting and cute ![]() More! |
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| Scorpion Flower | January 4, 2012, 6:57 am Post #93 |
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Outlaw Torn
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Next morning after the shower I looked in the mirror and James’s teeth on my neck was still visible so I put a scarf around my neck to hide from my mother who was downstairs waiting to have breakfast with me. “Sleep well?” She asked, I just nodded at her and then I saw her looking at me with a suspicious look. No wonder, I was with bikini and beach clothes and with a scarf around my neck, how weird is that? “Are you going to the beach?” She asked me. I nodded again. “With Jim?” “No mom, I am going alone. They are playing tonight so they will be rehearsing the whole day.” I explained. “I thought they didn’t have a bass player.” She said surprised. “But they found a person to play with them tonight, that’s why they are rehearsing.” “If you’re going to the beach, why are you wearing a scarf?” There…that was exactly the question I didn’t want her to ask. I looked at her for a few seconds trying to find the right words to tell her, if there were some right words at all. How would I explain that?. “Because it looks good.” I told her. That was all I could come up with. “Steph…” She said putting her cup of coffee on the table. I didn’t like her tone at all. “Take off the scarf.” She said. I thought about protesting but the second look she gave me told me I should do what she asked. Guess you can’t fool your mother. I took a hand to it and unwrapped the scarf off my neck. Then my eyes went straight to the table. I didn’t know how to look at her face after that. My mother sighed. “Guess it’s time to have another conversation.” She said. She was calm but somehow I didn’t like what was implied in that conversation, but I raised my eyes to look at her. “I know how is it like to be 17 and in love.” She began. I sighed, I knew this conversation was going in the wrong direction and no, as long as I felt comfortable to talk about everything with her I didn’t want to talk about my sex life with my mother. “Things get pretty wild.” I almost hide my face in my hands, I was feeling going down my chair. “Mom please…” I said trying to make her stop. “No, really. I know we talked about this some days ago and you told me I couldn’t control what you’re doing and you are right, I can’t. Even more because you’re going to live alone in another city and I know he’ll be visiting you, you’re gonna be independent. BUT, Steph at least you take precautions, you know it’s not only the good things that happen.” She warned me. My mother wasn’t mad at me at all, she was even sweet. “Mom, I don’t feel comfortable having this type of convo with you. I swear I don’t.” I tried to be honest. “I don’t like it either, but it’s my duty as your mother to advice you. You’re both too young, you have your plans and he has his too, you guys don’t want a baby in the middle, this is why I am talking to you, at least take precautions. I know I can’t ask you not to have sex with someone you love, I know I couldn’t do it when it was my turn, so I am just giving you an advice. You two are in love and are together now and I am fine with that but promise me you are responsible.” I just nodded at her, the sooner I’d agree with her the sooner the conversation was over. “And are you seeing Jim playing tonight?” She asked me. I was totally relieved she changed the subject. “Of course I am, besides I have to be there to keep an eye on the girls.” I joked. My mother laughed. “He wants to be famous, have you thought how is it going to be when he is famous, if he ever manages to get there? The girls…I mean.” I never thought about that. I looked at her serious and at the same time terrified. “If he has girls now imagine when he’s known through out the world?” She said. Now she was freaking me out. Could I handle that? “I don’t know mom, I guess I have to wait and see, right now I just have to deal with some crazy girls at the club.” I found myself secretly wishing he’d never got famous. Yes, more women around my Jamie was too much. “If that happens it’s something you have to learn how to deal with it. Again it’s my mother instinct to open your eyes for this, he might never get there but he might as well get there and then it will be in your face.” I frowned at her. “ I don’t want to think about it. I don’t even know if we’re gonna last, this is just too new for both of us. If he gets there and we’re still together, I’ll see. Right now I don’t want to worry more than I already do.” My mother smiled at me. “You really like him don’t you?” She asked me. I couldn’t hold my smile. “I do. Yesterday I told him “I love you” and mom that was the first time ever I said it to anyone. I’ve had other boyfriends but I never used these words and with him if felt so right and I really felt it. I felt like telling him “I like you.” wasn’t enough.” She nodded at me. “Exactly, it is when that happens that we find out that we really love a person. I hope you two are happy. I really do.” She said taking my hand in hers. I got up from my chair and gave her a hug. She was the best mother ever. “I’m going now, I’ll see you later.” I said giving her a kiss. I rode my bicycle to the beach as usual. I spent the whole day in there relaxing. The day was phenomenal. Not a trace of wind, the sun was shinning. I went back home at the end of the day, had a shower and got dressed to the concert. I put on a dress, I wanted to look good for my boyfriend. I put some makeup and perfume. Yes, I wanted to look perfect. After having dinner with y parents James finally knocked at my door. I ran to open it. “Hi.” I said with a grin and with an enormous willing to jump on his neck to kiss him. His eyes traveled from down my legs to my head. His eyes sparked, that meant I looked good I guess. “Wow…” He said smiling. “Hi.” “Evening Jim.” My mother greeted him from the hallway and then it was my fathers turn. “Don’t you want to come in?” My father asked him. “We’re running a bit late maybe some other time.” James excused himself, but he was not lying, we were really running late. I came back inside to give both my parents a kiss and then I left with him. We began to drive and once again, when my house was no longer in our sight he stopped to kiss me. “You look gorgeous.” He told me planting small kisses in my lips. I was in heaven, yes heaven was when James was with me. That was purely my definition of heaven because he made everything perfect. I didn’t ask for anything else but him. “If we weren’t running late…” I told him implying with a saucy smile. His face showed me his gorgeous smile. “We’ll leave that for later, I have a surprise for you.” He told me wetting my lips with his tongue. That was a dangerous move and a really provocative one. “A surprise? What is it?” I asked him. He took his hands back to the wheel to continue our way to the club. “If it’s a surprise I can’t tell you.” He told me. He was right. I rested my hand on his leg and we made our way to the club where the others were already waiting for us. Having the conversation about the girls with my mother ringing in my mind, this time instead of being up front I decided to stay in the back to have a full view of the scene. With a beer in my hands and against the counter I could see the stage and everything around it. It was not that I wanted to control, well, I wanted to control but I wanted to have a clear view of how things work. I was determined not to let any girl to put her hands on my boy. If I saw a move on that way I would jump from the back. That’s how jealous I already was and nothing was happening yet. They entered the stage and opened the set with “Hit the lights” the crowd went wild and so did they. They were getting more and more comfortable on stage, even James was beginning to let go and fully assumed the front man deal. He was beginning to like that. Of course there were girls in the front trying to be noticed, my blood boiled when some move was directed to James. I saw his eyes many times set on the back of the club, that’s where I was rocking out to their sound, even I was becoming a fan of their music. I saw a hand on James leg during one of the songs and I found myself counting to ten to calm down. Yes, if that was getting bigger I indeed needed to learn how to deal with that. But you never know because it’s another woman getting her hands on your man. You don’t ignore it and you don’t take it easily. Much to my happiness they closed the set and the show was over. I saw James coming out and walking towards me, it took him quite some time to get there and it was small club. Girls were around them and when I saw one jumping in front of him and running her hands through his chest I had to look in another direction. I knew it wasn’t his fault, he was simply walking towards me and the girl appeared all of a sudden but still it hurts. He saw me looking away and he got rid of the girl’s tentacles quite fast. “Steph.” He said when he got near me. I didn’t look at him right away because my jealousy was causing me to cry. I knew it was not his fault, I saw he didn’t do anything and still my tears fell down my eyes. “Steph.” He called me again, this time he was with his lips right in my ear. I cleaned my tears. He strayed and took my chin and turned my head to him. “Hey…” He said taking his hands to my eyes to clean my tears. “I’m sorry.” I whimpered. “I couldn’t help it.” I wrapped my arms around his waist and buried my face on his chest. His hands played with my hair. “I can’t believe you’re crying because of that girl Steph. It was nothing!” He said trying to calm me down, but I was too lost and I sobbed a bit against his chest. “Babe…” He sighed always with his fingers tugged in my hair and caressing me. He bent down over my head and glued his lips on my ear. “Princess, I am all yours and just yours. You don’t need to worry, now stop crying ‘cause I don’t know what to do to you.” I strayed and cleaned my tears one more time then I looked up at him. “I am sorry, I just couldn’t control myself.” I said rubbing my eyes, my voice coming out in small gasps from the crying. I saw his lips opening a smile. “Steph, even though I think that it’s cute you being jealous, seeing you cry because of it worries me a bit. Babe, I love you, I am the happiest guy in the world right now because we are together. I was up there playing and couldn’t wait to finish the set so I could come here and tell you we could leave. I have a surprise.” It was my turn to smile. I raised my feet a bit and kissed him. “What is it? Can you tell me now?” I asked him. He shook his head. “No, not yet. Let’s say goodbye to the guys and we leave then we leave.” I held on to his hand and walked towards Lars and Dave. After a small conversation we told them we were leaving. James began to drive and I was clueless of where he was taking me. I began to have a clue when we were out of town and in direction of a road filled with motels, then he parked the car in front of a flashy neon that said “The Lovers Refugee” in blue lights. I smiled at him, then he just showed me some keys. He had planned a night alone with me. When I got inside the room I was amazed. I realized it was not exactly just a cheap motel, it was something meant for couples in love. Everything inside the room led me to that thought. A round bed, mirrors on the ceiling, vanilla candles burning, a bottle of champagne b y the bed with two flutes and in the bathroom a bubble bath already prepared. I put my hand in the water and it was hot. After walking around the room seeing all the details and with James following me I looked at him and smiled. “Do you like it? He asked me. I just nodded at him. “I wish I could afford more Steph, ‘cause you deserve more, maybe one day I will be able to take you to a 5 star hotel.” He told me. I was sure that was already more than he could afford. “How much did you spend in this?” I asked him. He shook his head, obviously he didn’t want to tell me. “Come on tell me.” I asked wrapping my arms around his waist. “All the money I earned in the show tonight and some more.” He said. James spent all the money he had that day to take me to some neat place, that’s something I never forgot. He was broke and still he wanted to do something special for me. 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| Nah Bruno | January 4, 2012, 4:13 pm Post #94 |
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Poor Twisted Me
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Cute!! And I totally loved your last sentence!
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| Scorpion Flower | January 5, 2012, 6:54 am Post #95 |
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Outlaw Torn
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“You spent all your money for me?” I asked him. He shrugged. How sweet is that? I just glued my lips in his and kissed him with everything I felt for him. My love, my passion, my admiration, my desire and then my love again. “We better profit of the place then.” I told him smiling when we broke the kiss. James began to take his clothes off. I leaned against the basin watching him getting naked right in front of my eyes, then he got in the tub and looked at me, our eyes locked for a while. “Are you gonna stay there?” He asked me rather serious causing me to giggle. “Well Steph being in this tub alone is not exactly what I had planned.” He said. I laughed loud and then I walked to the middle of the bathroom. I looked in his eyes and took my hands to the zipper of my dress letting it fall on the floor the next second. His eyes raked my body in one second, his eyes took my underwear off, not literally, but the intensity in his look made me feel that way. I took it all off and stood there looking at him, he smiled at me in a irresistible way. I stepped in the tub and he straddled his legs so I could sit in the middle. I leaned against his chest. That felt amazingly good. “Much better this way.” He said with his lips rubbing my ear. I shivered right there. He had to do so little to get me ready for him. “I can’t believe you skipped a night out with the guys to be here just with me.” I told him tilting my head a bit to the side so I could look at him. He kissed my lips softly. “I would skip anything for you. “ He told me with a husky voice. Our lips touched softly first and then united in a long and hot kiss. We were so easily aroused it was even funny. Our kiss intensified, he put more pressure on it and his tongue demanded more from mine, but I didn’t mind I liked it that way. I liked his tender roughness. We stayed there touching and cuddling and kissing until out skin was wrinkled because of the water. “We better get out of here.” He said showing e the tip of his fingers. We got out of the tub and dried ourselves. James didn’t take his eyes off me and to mess up with him a little I pretended I was going to put my clothes on. “We have got to be kidding me.” He told me grabbing my wrist and pulling me against his moist body. “I thought we were finished.” I told him provoking him. “No we’re not finished.” He said rubbing his nose in mine. “We’re far from being finished.” “So, what’s next?” I asked playfully. He just smiled and pulled me up, I wrapped my legs around his waist and held onto his neck. I toyed with his left ear while he took me to the bedroom. He laid me on the bed resting on top of me. “Next…” He whispered licking my neck. “Next, I am going to send you to heaven.” He said against my lips. Just from hearing him saying it I was already there. I didn’t say anything, I just took my hand to the back of his neck and pulled him into a kiss. A hungry kiss, hungry for him. We were already heated enough from the tub, but we wanted the moment to last, we wanted to make it perfect. Our kiss was filled with lust but at the same time it was a slow dance, a slow and teasingly dance. He ravished my mouth slowly but such in a lovingly way. His tongue searched for mine and entwined with it in such a teasingly manner that I growled at the back of my throat. “Loosing your mind already?” He asked me smiling when we broke the kiss. “You have that power.” I told him joining him in his game. “You haven’t seen anything yet.” He said with a grin and then I just saw him disappearing kissing down my body. He played with my navel, his tongue sending shivers to my spine, then he kept on going down and I held my breath. He kissed my legs and then he just tugged his hands in my thighs holding my legs steady. I arched my back when I felt his tongue pleasuring me, definitely he warned me I hadn’t seen everything and that was just amazing, it felt beyond good. I just let myself go in the pleasure he was giving me and quite honestly after a few minute I wasn’t even in this world anymore, I was totally gone. He made his way back kissing every inch of my skin, when I could reach his head I just pulled him up for a kiss. I tasted myself in his mouth and I almost devoured his lips. “I want you now.” I told him. He didn’t wait for a second request. I felt him sliding inside of me hastily, roughly. He felt so good. “Like this?” He asked me moving slowly. He made smile. “Yes like that.” I told him. “Just don’t bite me this time.” We began to laugh, we found ourselves laughing uncontrollably during sex. Isn’t that funny? He never stopped moving, even though we were laughing, our laughter began to mix with moans and gasps. “I love you Steph.” He moaned in my ear. “You are the best thing that happened to me.” He said. I rammed my nails on his back as an answer to his words. “I love you too Jamie.” I was able to tell him. He swallowed my next moan with a kiss. I breathed his breath and I drank his gasps. The room was filled with our moans, with our words, with our heavy breathing, with our gasps, with the sound of our bodies moving together. “Go faster.” I asked him as I felt that heat in my belly. I was close. He grabbed my hands a bit up my head and did as I asked. His fingers wrapped in mine and that sensation of being held and dominated turned things even more exciting for me and my body subsided to the adrenaline seconds after. I held on to his hands with strength while my body trembled with the orgasm. James didn’t last long either, the rush of my orgasm made his orgasm take place, making him growl while he quivered on top of me. “God…” He gasped collapsing against my body. “I love you.” I said again. “You what?” He asked raising his head and resting his forehead against mine. “I love you.” I repeated. “What?” He asked again and smiling. Once again I played his game. “I love you.” “I can’t hear you.” He teased me. I laughed and smacked his back. “Get off me you’re getting heavy.” I said. He moved to his side of the bed but pulled me to him and I rested my head on his chest. I felt his lips kissing the top of my head. “Do you know when you’re going back to San Francisco?” “Not yet, but I will be going there soon. Looking for a house might take me some time.” I said. “Do you know where you want to live?” “No. Well, I have an idea. Somewhere not far from the school, I think I will be looking for a house around there.” “That’s better.” He said. I raised my head and looked at him. “It’s going to be great to have a house just for us, because right now I just want to stay here the whole night with you and wake up in the morning by your side and I can’t do that. There, we will be able do that.” James smiled. “I am gonna miss you so much though.” He said. His eyes showing a wave of sadness. “I’m gonna miss you too, that’s for sure.” I kissed his lips. “I don’t know how I am gonna live here without you.” He said almost whispering. “But I will be up there waiting for you, that’s what you have to hold on to. That and what we feel for each other. Jamie, like you told me a couple of minutes ago, you are the most wonderful thing that happened to me and I don’t believe anything like you will ever happen to me again. I am gonna be up there counting all the seconds to see you again, but we need to be strong.” “I don’t know if I am that strong. I already see myself in plain despair leaving everything here and going to San Francisco just to be with you.” We both laughed at that. “You have a band here.” I told him taking a deep breath from the laughter. “I know, that’s what keeps me here, otherwise, I tell you, I would pack my things and I’d leave with you.” “You are so sweet.” I told him kissing him. “And you are what I’ve always waited for, and may Lars forgive me but it’s you first and then the music.” “Again you are sweet and I love you.” He kissed my lips passionately. “Again, you are everything to me.” he told me breaking the kiss. “And again…” He said rolling us on the bed. “I want to make love to you.” He said without leaving space to answer him, he just shut me up with another kiss. Again, we loved each other franticly, with the rush that characterizes teenagers but we were two teenagers too lost in love. Around 3 am we left the motel and he drove me back home. We had a perfect night and he made me feel special. Not only by pulling up that surprise but most of all by the words he told me during that night. I guess his words determined our fate even though we didn’t know about it. It determined our life as a couple and his life as a musician. |
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| Izzy | January 5, 2012, 8:39 pm Post #96 |
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Outlaw Torn
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I loved that part. So sweet.
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| Nah Bruno | January 5, 2012, 11:34 pm Post #97 |
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Poor Twisted Me
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I love the way you end your chapters. It's always sweet and nostalgic
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| Helvi | January 6, 2012, 3:12 am Post #98 |
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Frantic
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Oh c'mon you know I love it, MOAR! |
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| Scorpion Flower | January 6, 2012, 9:41 am Post #99 |
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Outlaw Torn
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The morning after, stupidity took care of me and instead of being happy about the surprise James had arranged for me I was just thinking about the girls and the conversation about them I’ve had with my mother. Mad at myself and not wanting to face the world I stood in bed forcing myself to sleep a bit more but in vain. Around 11 am I was fully awake in the dark of my room staring at darkness but I didn’t care. I don’t know how long I stayed still in the same position but around lunch time my mother knocked at the door. “Don’t you wanna have lunch with me and dad?” She said opening the door slowly. The clarity peering as my mother opened the door. “I am not hungry.” I said, My mother knew that tone of voice, my mother knew when something was concerning me and when I was sad. She entered in the room and sat on the bed and then she turned on the light. I covered my eyes. “Oh…mom…you could have warned me!” I muttered. She took my hands in hers and uncovered my eyes. “What’s the matter?” She asked me. “It’s nothing, I am just being stupid.” I told her rolling my eyes. “You and Jim had a fight?” She insisted but I shook my head at her question. “Then talk to me sweetie, what’s bothering you?” She ran her fingers through my hair letting it slide between her fingers. “Remember the conversation we had yesterday morning?” I began she nodded at me waiting for more. “I can’t stand the girls around him mom.” I finally said. My mother chuckled. “Oh… yeah…laugh…’cause this is as funny as hell.” I complained. “I am sorry. I didn’t mean to laugh. So, there were girls in there yesterday.” “There’s always girls at the shows. Yesterday I made a fool out of myself mom. When the gig was over he was coming to me and a girl jumped right in front of him holding onto to him. I cried mom! I cried out of nothing! Well, it was something but what I mean is he didn’t do anything it was just the stupid girl and I cried right in front of him. I was unable to control my emotions, which leads me to what we talked, what if this gets worse? What if he all of a sudden finds someone else he likes? What if he decides to play along with these girls? This is killing me. I am jealous, I am soooooo jealous I almost can’t believe myself.” “Steph, yes those questions are legitimate questions but you can’t consume yourself with it otherwise it will, sooner or later, damage your relationship. You said Jim didn’t do anything so try to be calm. Don’t jump the conclusions, don’t suffer for anticipation. Live your love and worry about things when you really have to worry about it. If he didn’t do anything then you have nothing to worry about.” She advise me. “Now do you wanna come downstairs and have lunch.” I shook my head. “No mom, I want to stay here a bit longer sharing my stupidity with the darkness.” I told her. “This really got into you didn’t it?” “Apparently.” I said. My mother left and I stood there hammering over and over again with the same thing. After a couple of hours my mother knocked again, or I thought it was my mother. “I am getting up mom!” I shouted pulling my covers away but then I saw the door opening. “It’s me.” He told me. I took a hand to the light to turn it on and smiled at him. “Hi!” I said. “What are you doing still in bed?” He asked me as he kissed me in the forehead and sat on the bed. “I was just a bit sad and being stubborn.” I explained. “Why are you sad?” I honestly didn’t want to tell him but he deserved to know the truth. “Remember I cried at the club yesterday?” He nodded looking in my eyes. “I am thinking about that. I am being an idiot, I know, but I am so afraid that you like some of these girls.” Just like my mother he also chuckled. “You can laugh!” I told him throwing him a pillow at the same time. He caught my arms and laid me on the bed laying on top of me. “Stephanie bare one thing in your mind, I love you, you and only you. I just want you.” He told me kissing me softly all over my face. “Stephanie? You never call me that.” I joked. “I know but I wanted it to be more serious.” He laughed. “I like your name.” I raised my head a bit and gave him a peck. “So did you find the courage to face my father?” I teased him. “I had to, I called and your mother said you wouldn’t leave the room so I had to come here to check you out.” “Did he say anything?” Deep inside I knew my father wouldn’t say a thing but I wanted to be sure. “No, he was normal. Now go take a shower, get dressed because it’s Saturday afternoon and we should be having fun.” James had the healing power. I pulled the covers away again and jumped out of bed. I chose a pair of black jeans and a grey tank top and then I went for a shower. After 15 minutes we were walking downstairs. My mother convinced me to have lunch before I leave the house, James joined my father watching the raiders lose a game while I had lunch. “Dad says you should go to San Francisco next week to start looking for a house.” She told me. “Yeah I was also thinking about something like that because even though we still have time I might find a house first time I go there as it might take long. So next week I’ll go.” I agreed with her. “Jim is gonna stay?” She asked. I shrugged. “Probably, he’s working during the week and I also think he has some gigs scheduled but on the weekend he might join me there.” I decided to tell her the truth so she wouldn’t be shocked. “Remember what I told you? A baby would ruin your lives right now not to mention none of you is independent enough to raise a child and responsible.” “We are pretty responsible in what comes to avoid a baby mom, and this is as far as I go.” I told her. “Good, at least that.” She said. When I was finished me and James left my parents house. James was cranky ‘cause the raiders, as usual, lost. I don’t know why he got so devoted to that team, it’s not like they’d win anything, most of the times they lost, still he was crazy for them. I also liked them but only because of him. He’s a die hard fan, me? I am more of a sympathetic. “Where do you wanna go?” He asked me putting the engine running. “Where do you wanna take me?” I defied him. James gave me a smile and then the smile turned in to a grin. He began to drive and I just sat comfortably looking out at the window rather curious and trying to figure out where he was in fact taking me. To my surprise I saw him turning to a parking lot and then he stopped the car. There was nothing around it and I couldn’t come up with an excuse for us to be there. “What are we doing here?” I asked him raising an eyebrow. “Isn’t this a romantic place?” He answered me smiling. I smacked him. “I’m gonna teach you how to drive. It’s about time for you to learn, plus you’re going to San Francisco, you should get your license so you can drive around town. You’ll be more independent.” I looked at him with my eyes wide opened. “You’re teaching me how to drive?” I asked still surprised, he nodded at me giving me his amazing boyish grin. “But I don’t even have a car so what’s the utility?” “Once you have your license I am pretty sure your parents will buy one, so come on, let’s change places.” He said opening his door and hopping off. I, reluctantly opened mine as well and got out. I was not sure about that, not even a bit. “Hurry up.” He said already sat in my seat. I sat in front of the wheel and I felt intimidated. I was shaking. James smacked my leg. “Relax, it’s not like you’re going to die. Now, turn the key to start the engine.” I did as he asked. The car shake a bit under my hands and I shivered. I don’t know if I was thrilled or afraid. “Now, take your feet of the brakes and step gently on the gas.” I knew the theory, but doing it was actually harder than I thought. I thought I was following his instructions gently but the car simply jerked and it began to roll quite fast. “Easy!” He told me. He got scared, almost made me laugh. I eased the pressure I was putting on the pedal and there, I was driving really slow. Excited, once the car began to roll I got excited. “Turn the wheel Steph.” He said. I turned it but not enough. “Turn the wheel Seph!” He raised his voice and then not satisfied he took his hand to the wheel to help me turn left. “You have to turn more, Christ, I thought we were going to crash against the cabin!” He told me and he was really pale. I laughed loud because his face was too funny. We spent almost the whole afternoon in there. James teaching me how to drive. Then we changed places. “It’s not that hard is it?” He asked me. “It feels great to have a wheel in your hands, it gives you power.” I said enthusiastically. “Yeah, but you don’t know how to drive yet so don’t get all excited.” He warned me. “Brakes exist for us to use them Steph.” I threw my head back hooting with laughter. “You were afraid weren’t you?” I teased him. “A little.” He admitted smiling. Then we just got back home. Among a lot of things I did in my life for the first time with him, driving was one of them. The advantage of growing up with the person is the quantity of experiences you share, and we had already so many and yet so many to come. |
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| Helvi | January 6, 2012, 9:51 am Post #100 |
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Frantic
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| Nah Bruno | January 6, 2012, 9:26 pm Post #101 |
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Poor Twisted Me
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| Scorpion Flower | January 7, 2012, 8:32 am Post #102 |
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Outlaw Torn
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Next week I went to San Francisco. My searching for a house had began. I can’t say I was happy because I was there alone. I missed my family, my friends and my boyfriend. I used to talk to them a lot on the phone but it was not the same thing. I missed my life in LA which made me think how hard things would be once I had to move to the Bay Area definitely. I stayed in the same motel I stayed with James as I didn’t know any other one and at least I was familiar with it already. I saw a couple of houses but none satisfied me, it was harder than I expected. James was coming to help me on Saturday, well not just help me but it had a been a couple of days without seeing each other and we’re craving. We missed each other deadly. He wanted to help me looking for a nest as well, I loved how he liked to be part of my life and how he made efforts for it to happen. I couldn’t tell he didn’t do anything or that he didn’t care, he’s always cared. So the whole week I spent walking from one house to another, I also went to a couple of agencies, sometimes it’s easier to find a house through one. I didn’t want anything big. A small apartment would do and that’s what I left as instructions at the agency. Small apartment in Bay Area, calm zone. I could only pray to find the perfect place. The nights I stood in my room watching TV and that’s also when I talked to James on the phone. I was too exhausted from running to one side to another seeing houses to go out, besides I didn’t know anyone in there, so it also didn’t make sense. Only one night I decided to go out. Friday night. James was playing that night in LA and I wasn’t there. It was driving me crazy to think about it. So, tired of thinking about the same thing and willing to forget about it I went to the same club I went with James last time I had been there. I didn’t care if I was going there alone, I just needed distraction. The club was crowed and there was a band playing. I asked for a bottle of water near the counter and stayed there watching the band playing. They were dull, no presence, no energy, the club was full but we were all quiet watching. I didn’t care, I just needed something that would take my mind away from another club in Los Angeles where another band was playing. “Steph?” I heard a voice calling me. I looked back to find the bell bottom’s guy smiling at me. Cliff. “Hello!” I said. “How have you been?” “Good and you? What are you doing here?” He asked me. He leaned against the counter to make himself more comfortable. “I came looking for a house.” I explained. “Did you find anything?” I shook my head at him. “No, not yet. Not an easy task.” “Are you here alone?” Cliff asked me playing with the glass in his hands. “Yes. James is meeting me tomorrow though, he’s my boyfriend now.” I told him with a huge grin. “What did I tell you? I knew he was into you, I told you so.” He said with joy. He was always smiling. Cliff was an amazing person but I didn’t know that back then, not yet. “But what are you doing in this club all alone?” “Metallica is playing tonight and I am not there. I have a bad time dealing with the girls that try to jump on the pants of my boyfriend. I needed distraction.” Cliff began hooting with laughter making me laugh too “Girlfriends always have the same problem.” He said. “Do you have a girlfriend?” I asked him. He nodded. “Yeah, and she’s like you, always watching me play because she’s afraid another girl will take her place. I am cool with that, it shows she cares but honestly no one can fill her shoes.” I smiled. “Where is she?” “In Canada. She’s studying here but she’s gone there for some weeks. I miss her.” He said. “That’s sweet.” I said. “Pay attention to this next band.” He told me. “If you like metal, these guys are really cool.” “What are they called?” “Exodus. The guitarist is a good friend of mine. I’ll introduce you to him when they’re finished. You’re gonna like him.” I watched the whole show in Cliff’s company. Exodus were really heavy and I liked them. I met their guitarist that night a guy named Kirk. Really shy person but still we managed to talk. Cliff explained I was moving to the city to study and so I guess I made my second friend in there. Two awesome guys, Cliff and Kirk, little did I know how great friends we would become. Around 4 am they took me to the motel so I didn’t have to make my way there alone. Definitely I had a great night with two barely strangers. I got Kirk’s phone number too, just in case we could meet when I finally moved in there for good. When I crashed in my bed all I could think of was that in some hours my boyfriend would be there. James arrived Saturday around dinner time. It took longer than I expected then I understood why. When he parked the car I saw Lars and Dave coming out of the car. I wasn’t sad, but that explained why it took him so long. They were having fun in their way there and they took their time. I jumped on his neck when he reached me. “I missed you so much.” I told him. “God…Steph… This week without you was hell.” He told me. “We better have dinner ‘cause I am starving.” Dave blurted. He was so drunk and obviously so was James and Lars. But Dave…Dave was extremely cranky under the influence of alcohol. We went to the diner on the other side of the street. After ordering our meals they told me about the show the night before, they all spoke at the same time, excited. I could see things went pretty well. “And you, what did you do last night?” James asked me holding my hand on the table. “I went to that club down the street. I saw Cliff, you know the guy that plays bass and then I saw a band called Exodus. They were good, I met their guitarist a guy named Kirk. You guys should meet them because they are really cool.” “We can go there after dinner.” Lars said joyfully. But James was looking at me serious. “Wait…you went out alone last night?” He asked, not in a sweet tone. “Come on, I was here alone and I didn’t go far.” I said. “Yeah, but you went there and you met guys!” He was almost shouting at me. “Hey, you two calm down.” Lars told us. I looked at James pissed off. “I didn’t go there to meet guys! I went there to listen to some music that was just it.” I explained. “But you ended up talking to two guys. That’s not cool, I mean I am not here and you go to a club and you make friendship with guys Steph?” James was out of his mind. “You’re overreacting.” I told him. “I am fucking not!! How would you react if I came here and tell you I met girls last night? Would you like that. I can’t believe you…” “Why are you making such a fuss out of this? I didn’t do anything wrong, I just talked to two persons. I am coming here I need to meet people, I need friends!” “Guys?” James shouted at me. “What did you expect?” Dave said. “Chicks are like that man, they love guys in a band. Steph only looked at you when she realized you were getting some.” I felt like punching Dave who was sat right by my side. “HEY!!” Me and James shouted at the same time at him. “Are you out of your fucking mind?” I asked him shocked. “Look at you’re saying, you’re turning him against me, I won’t allow that. And I also won’t allow that you mess me up with the whores you usually get.” I was beyond furious with Dave. I got up to leave but Lars grabbed me. “Calm down Steph.” He told me. “Don’t you ever talk to her like that man, you hear me?” James shouted at him. “Come on James, you don’t need her!” Dave exclaimed. That was it for me. I jerked Lars away violently and began to leave the restaurant. I heard James chair pulling away. “Don’t go after her man. She‘s not worth it.” I heard Dave tell him. “She’s my girlfriend! Of course I am going after her!” I heard James yelling at him. He caught me already in the street, in the parking lot in front of our room. He grabbed my arm to stop me. “See what you did?” He accused me. “Me? I didn’t do anything. It was your fault. Our problems James are exactly that, our problems, it’s between you and me. You shouldn’t have said anything in front of them to begin with. You should have waited until we were alone to point your finger at me. I don’t want to share my personal life or everything of it with them. Some things are private and THIS was private.” “You went out with guys!!” He shouted. “I did not! They were there and I talked to them, that’s different and I don’t care about that now, it’s your behavior that is bothering me. I accept you’re mad at me and jealous, what I don’t accept is you putting everything on the table when there are other people around us. What’s between you and me remains between you and me. What happened in there was your fault because if you hadn’t pulled up the fight in front of them Dave would never say something like he did. I don’t know how you see it but me I am not part of your band so I won’t discuss my fucking problems with your band mates. My relationship is with you not with you and them.” “They’re our friends!” He exclaimed. “Lars is my friend!” I shouted. “A guy that tries to turn my boyfriend against me is not a friend, a guy that says that I fuck guys in bands because that’s what girls do is not my friend. And I don’t even care if he’s your friend, unless he apologizes to me and well I won’t talk to him ever again.” “Hey don’t talk to me like that, I stood by your side, don’t blame me for what he said. It’s not my fault.” “But it is your fault, you started this in front of him and do you really wanna know why you pulled out this fight? Because you arrived in here already drunk. If you weren’t drunk you’d be more rational and guess what? You’re drunk because Dave joined you for the trip. He’s not a good influence on you, he’s a very ugly person when he drinks and you become a bit like him when you drink too. You see evil in everything. You ignore Lars when you are with Dave, you forget about the world. Maybe, but that’s just me, maybe if you didn’t drink too much things would work out better.” I turned my back on him and began to walk to my room. I felt James following me but he went silent. That was the first time I pointed the alcohol at him, little did I know things would get much uglier than that. The first fight over alcohol in zillions we had during our life. I opened the door of my room and left it open, James shut it behind him. “Now you’re the one turning me against him.” He said. “I know! But that is something I’ve been realizing for long. You might think about my words or you might just ignore me and carry on with what you think is right. But I am right James. You are a different person when you are with him. You lose mental judgment, you become someone, deep inside you’re not. I am not saying that you should stop talking to him, that’s not it, that is totally up to you. Don’t ask me to talk to him, because I won’t.” He looked at me and rested his hands on his waist looking at me. I knew my words were affecting him in some way. “I defended you.” He said. “I know you did, you’re here and that shows it BUT that doesn’t mean everything is fine between us, because it’s not. You drink too much and you lose your senses, believe me when I say this.” “You never complained about it.” He shouted at me. “No because I never had the feeling it would affect us in a way and tonight it clearly showed that it affects.” I took off my clothes and snuggled into the bed. “Turn the light out when you’re done.” I said turning my back on him. “Steph…” He called me. His tone was sweeter and calmer. “I am done for tonight.” I shot at him completely pissed off. |
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| Helvi | January 7, 2012, 9:13 am Post #103 |
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Frantic
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Uh uh.. Things getting rough... I always liked Dave and felt pity for him... But that's past. Thanks God they're all friends again. More! |
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| Voxx | January 7, 2012, 11:45 am Post #104 |
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Some Kind Of Monster
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I like that she stood up for herself. And James is dumb if he really can't see the difference between going out to meet boys and just seeing someone at the same place you're at. Men are ridiculous sometimes. |
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| Scorpion Flower | January 8, 2012, 8:30 am Post #105 |
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Outlaw Torn
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I was sleeping when out of the blue I felt something shaking me. It took me a while to realize it was James’s hand shaking me. “Steph…” He was calling me softly. “Steph, wake up.” He said in my ear. His body was glued to mine and the warmth of his skin against mine was making me hot. “Get off me.” I said shaking him away. “It’s terribly hot!” I complained. “Ok, but open your eyes, I want to talk to you.” He said. He was calm, his tone was even tender. I blinked a few times clueless of what time it was. I took my hand to the light and turned it on. I raised my head to look better at the alarm clock when it read 4.30 am. I wanted to be sure. I could not believe he was waking me at that time of the night. “It’s 4.30 am!” I muttered. “What the hell?” “I know, but I can’t sleep, talk to me, please.” He said. His voice still sweet and tender. I rolled on the bed so I could look at him. His blue gaze met mine and I melted for a second. “I’m sorry.” He whispered. His words broke my heart in a good way. He had awaken me to say he was sorry. “Now can we go back to sleep?” I asked him as if it didn’t matter at all to me. He took one hand to my face and caressed me. “No…” He chocked a bit. “No we can’t go back to sleep because I can’t sleep when I know we’re not good, when I know we had a fight and I want to talk things out.” I thought it was very mature of him to do so, apart from the fact that I thought we could do that in the morning. Still, I gave in to his will. “You overreacted. Do you even know why I had to go out a bit?” I asked him. He shook his head waiting for my explanation. “Because that night you were playing, and I wasn’t there and I began to think about all the girls around you so I needed to have a little distraction, that’s why I went there. Then I found Cliff and Cliff introduced me to that other guy, it’s not like I went there and I was willing to meet other guys.” “Really?” “Of course! What else could it have been? I love you, it’s not like I want to meet other guys in that way. I just want to make new friends, nothing more than that.” “I’m sorry I showed up here drunk.” “Jamie…that…” I paused a bit to take a deep breath and think about what to tell him without tearing him apart. I didn’t want to offend him. James was a very insecure person and one word misplaced would lead into a bigger mess. “The booze is not a problem if you can control what you drink, but like I told you, you are not able to do that with Dave around, he leads you into bad stuff. He’s a very troubled person and I truly think he needs help, help none of us can give him. When you drink you tend to be a bit like him, what happened last night was exactly a consequence of that.” He dragged his head a bit closer to mine. We were really close. “I don’t want to be a bad guy.” He said. I smiled at his remark. “You are not a bad guy Jamie. At least I don’t think you are, the point is you lose your grip a bit when you drink.” “And I am fucking pissed at Dave, I mean he doesn’t have the right to talk to you that way.” “I think he got the message when you stood up for me at the restaurant, now just try to help your friend out because I think he’s on the verge of losing it completely.” James rolled on the bed and placed himself on top of me, looking straight into my eyes, his eyes begged me for forgiveness. How could I not forgive him? “You are the most important thing to me Steph. I have lost so many things already in my life I don’t want to lose you and I am afraid I might lose you.” “I will always be here for you. Always. I love you, can’t you see that. At least in this, put your heart completely in this and we’ll be fine. Trust me like you always have and we’ll be fine.” I tried to reassure him. “I don’t know how to be in a relationship. You are so much more mature than I am. I feel like I have a lot to learn.” “We’re just two kids yet, what do we know about relationships.” I smiled at him while I talked. All my rage was gone at that moment. “I am a kid who doesn’t want to let go of you.” He told me resting his forehead against mine. Having him on top of me, our skin touching and his lips so close to mine, my senses were a bit gone. “Then don’t.” I whispered at him with my gaze on his lips. I was already focused in kissing him, so focused on his lips that my own parted already waiting for his tongue and we weren’t even touching. He understood my gesture and glued his lips against mine. I kissed him with all my body and soul and his kiss was so tender, so sweet. His tongue searched for mine in a peaceful and slow motion move. I felt my heart skipping right there. He broke the kiss gently, rested on his elbows and his hands stroking my face. “Will you marry me someday, when we both have money to be independent?” His question took me by surprise, I almost chocked but my love for him was bigger than anything. Bigger than anything I remembered feeling so I said yes. “Yes, I will marry you someday.” With my answer his lips met mine again. This time the kiss was even longer and his hands roamed all over my body. That was it for me, my body was on fire and all it took was his touch. I had never been touched in the way he touched me. “Make love to me.” I whispered against his ear. My hand tangled in his hair pulling him to me and he was already so close. He couldn’t be closer than that and still I pulled him to me more and more. Soon we were making love, it was not just sex, it was really love. Our bodies moved at the same rhythm, our moans had the same tone. We were two bodies united in the dance of love, playing a love song in tune. Our moans, our gasps, our heavy breathing, the sound of our bodies’ thrusts, our palms glued in sweat, our swollen lips kissing, everything, everything single inch of us was there at that moment. “I want to stay with you forever.” He gasped and moaned at the same time in my ear. “I belong to you. I am all yours. Can’t you see it?” I replied. “Say you love me.” He pleaded. “I love you.” I told him and then I felt the first shudder, the first warning of the peak of my pleasure. I rammed my nails on his shoulders. “Oh…Jamie…” I gasped. “This feels so good.” “You feel good Steph.” He said. “You feel so good.” With that he put more pressure and fastness into his moves, seconds after I called out his name loud and whimpered with pleasure, he collapsed on top of me right after. I ran my hands up down his back caressing him while he was stabilizing his breathing. I didn’t even care the heavy weight I had on my body that moment, I just wanted to have him close to me. “Let’s go back to sleep.” I told him after a while. He took his weight off my body and rolled to his side of the bed. “I think I can sleep now.” He said smiling. I smacked his arm. “You just wanted sex.” I joked. He grabbed my hands and kissed my fingers. “I wanted to be ok with you, that above all.” I raised my head off my pillow and rubbed my lips in his. “We are ok, now let’s go back to sleep. Tomorrow is Sunday but I have an apartment to see.” “Can I go with you?” He asked me. “Of course you can. I am so tired of looking for houses.” “Maybe this is one is the one!” he said. “I don’t know I’ve thought that every time I went to see one and then it was not.” “Let’s get some sleep then. Turn off the light.” He said giving me a peck. I turned my back on him and I felt his body gluing in mine. At first I didn’t mind but then it got too hot. “Jamie…get off me. Too hot.” I said. He muttered a few words and strayed still. I shook him away a bit. His body was terribly hot and I pulled the covers away. I think I fell asleep but then I woke up feeling cold. James was no longer against me. I pulled my covers back and not satisfied I snuggled against him. I felt him straying but I went after him. “You’re freezing Steph!” He complained in a sleepy voice. “Shuu…be quiet, I am cold.” I told him. It doesn’t mean we slept like that the rest of night. When I woke up, we were each at one side of the bed as far away from each other as we could. James had an arm and a leg hanging of the bed, his other arm around his pillow and he was sleeping on his stomach. I laid myself on top of him and planted small kisses on his cheek. “Wake up.” I said softly. He stirred a bit, then he turned around to face me and pulled me down for a kiss. “What a great way to begin my day. Seeing you first thing in the morning, there isn’t any better feeling in the world.” He said. “We have to get going. I mean if you want to stay I don’t mind, but I am running a bit late.” “No, I wanna go.” He said. I got out of the bed and he followed me. We shared the morning shower, then he wrote a note saying where we were going and left it under the door of the boy’s bedroom. We had a quick breakfast at the diner and then he drove us following my instructions. When we reached the neighborhood I like it instantly. It was a group of buildings with some green spaces in the middle. Quiet as I liked it and clean. The guy of the agency was already there waiting for us. He led us to the flat. I liked the building, the door of the apartment was in a corridor facing the main garden and when I got in I knew instantly that I wanted that one for me. It was small, the main window facing the garden with a big terrace. There was just a huge living room with a kitchenette. There was two doors, one for the bathroom and another one for the bedroom. I fell in love with it. I looked around amazed and the terrace was phenomenal. I knew I could put some furniture in there and during the warm days I could study or even eat in there. There was no noise, just what I was looking for. It was modern, only thing I didn’t like it was the wall paper, but the guy said it was ok for me to change it if I wanted to. I smiled at James and he nodded, I knew he liked it too. “I guess I found it.” I said. “I have all my parents documents with me, do you want to check it out if everything is ok?” I told the guy of the agency. “Sure, I have the contract with me so if everything is ok, this apartment is yours today.” I handed him the envelope containing everything. The guy began to check it sat at the round table in the living room. I stood there looking around and making my own plans of changing the decorations a bit. “I like it so much.” I hushed at James. “It’s cool. It’s neat and quiet and it’s close to your school.” “Do you like it too?” I asked him as he was going to spend time in there too. He nodded at me with enthusiasm. I noticed it ever since we got there that he liked it but still I wanted to hear it from him. The guy checked everything and then we signed the contract. He gave me the two pair of keys and said, “Welcome, hope you like your new place.” Then he left, leaving us alone in there. We smiled like two fools at each others. “You have your own house Steph!” James blurted. “It’s our house.” I said holding onto him. “It’s our house because it’s the place we’re gonna share when you come here. And I’ll be here waiting for you.” He kissed me and then breaking the kiss I saw a grin in his face, I knew that grin and it was something dirty. “I am having dirty thoughts with you, me and that counter over there.” He said pointing at the kitchenette’s counter. I smiled at him and then I just pulled him by the collar of his jacket, once there I sat on it, straddled my legs and pulled him to me in a willing kiss. I guess I don’t have to tell you the rest. The counter was inaugurated first 10 minutes inside my new house. |
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