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| How We Became Fire; Het, REPOST from a year ago.James and ADE. Love, hate, love... | |
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| Lilith | January 16, 2012, 12:03 am Post #91 |
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♥ Jaimelicious ♥
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She finally opened to him. :3 Can't wait for their vacation...
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| Nah Bruno | January 16, 2012, 12:40 am Post #92 |
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Poor Twisted Me
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James looks so relaxed! Good she could say it!!!
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| Scorpion Flower | January 16, 2012, 7:44 am Post #93 |
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Outlaw Torn
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Last leg of the tour was California major cities ending up in San Francisco. The boys made it clear they wanted to finish there and they made it. All their families were at the show and at the party. James made me go to that party even though I tried to explain I didn’t want to go. His kids were there and so was their mother and I didn’t feel comfortable. James and I were more and more relaxed with what was going on between us and I thought it was too soon for their kids to see their father with another woman. “Why are you avoiding me?” He asked me playfully sitting on a table by my side. He was sweating because he had been running around the room playing with his youngest daughter. “I’m not avoiding you.” I pretended. I was even afraid to look in his eyes and give it all away just by looking at him. “Yes you are.” He provoked me. I turned my head to him and he was looking at me with his cute grin. I smiled at him. “I told you James, it’s too soon for your kids to see you with someone. You separated from their mother not long ago. You might think they are fine but deep inside I bet they still believe you’re coming back to her.” “I don’t think they believe in that. They are old enough to understand but if you don’t feel comfortable it’s ok.” Meanwhile Lars waved at James calling him. “I better check on him.” He said getting up. “Will you be alright?” He asked tenderly playing with my hair. I wished he hadn’t done that, that was an intimate gesture. I just nodded and he walked up to Lars. I was watching him and his cuteness when a voice made me jump on my chair. “You’re Adriana aren’t you?” Francesca was standing and smiling at me. HELP!! My mind was shouting for help and in panic. Why was she talking to me. Where is Katty when I most need her? After a few seconds of processing what was happening I took a mental deep breath and smiled at her. “Yes. We were introduced before.” I said politely. Francesca sat by my side. Was she trying to make conversation with me? Me? Above all people. What the hell? This was awkward. “I remember you. James introduced us. I know you two are together.” She said. My eyes opened wide. “No…I mean…” I choked. I didn’t know what to tell her. She graciously giggled at my indecision. “It’s ok. He told me.” She said. I raised an eyebrow surprised. He told her? Weirdness again. “I just wanted to tell you that he’s a kid inside. He needs attention just like a kid does.” She explained. She wanted to give me hints on how to deal with James. Did she even know how we met? I bet James didn’t tell her. I should be very careful with what I say. “I know.” I smiled at her. “I wish you all the best.” She said getting up and leaving alone with my crazy thoughts. That was about the oddest conversation I had with anyone. What was she trying to do? Maybe nothing. Maybe she was just trying to be polite, trying to make conversation with me and I was the one exaggerating. When the party was over, James and I went to his place. I spent my night there. “I can’t believe you’re leaving tomorrow.” He said already in bed waiting for me. I turned the light of the bathroom off and joined him. “It’s just for a couple of days.” “Yeah but you could stay here with me and then we’d leave.” He complained. “I told you I had stuff to do back home.” I ran a hand through his chest and he caught my hand in his taking it to his lips and kissed my fingers. “I’m gonna miss you, that’s all.” He smiled. “Why did you tell Francesca we were together?” I asked him. I was dying to satisfy my curiosity. “How do you know that?” “She told me! At the party tonight. She came talk to me, it was weird and unexpected.” I said. “Well she’s an adult. We were married and we have 3 kids together and I had to explain why I couldn’t be with the kids all the time. Because I also wanted to be with you and so I had to explain it to her so she would not think I didn’t want to be with my children and also to keep them busy when I want to be with you. But sooner or later we have to tell them, I can’t have Francesca to this all by herself. Satisfied with the explanation?” He rolled over me ready to have some fun. I smiled at him. “I guess that’ll do.” I said raising my head to kiss his lips. “Are you tired?” I whispered against his lips. “Why?” He played along smiling and rubbing his lips against mine. My hand clutched onto is back pressuring him against me. “Is there something you want me to do?” He defied me feeling my touch growing stronger. “I want you to kiss me.” I breathed. He obeyed and kissed me deadly. When his tongue asked to come in I parted my lips eagerly to receive it, then James broke the kiss again. “And now what?” He continued. ”I want you to take my nightgown off.” I instructed him. I felt his hands coming up through my legs pulling my nightgown up. I raised my head a bit to let him ran it over my head. He threw it on the floor. “Now touch my breasts.” I said. He smiled looking at my naked body and did as I asked. I arched my back a bit when his hands grabbed both my breasts. James kissed my neck at the same time. “Now touch me here.” I said grabbing his hand and taking it to my intimate parts. “You’re killing me.” He groaned in my ear. I moaned softly rocking against his hand. “So wet…” He whispered. I took my hand to his boxers and began to pull it down. I couldn’t wait no more. I was on fire. James took his fingers to his mouth and sucked on them and I kissed him right after. I could taste myself on him still. He laid me back on the bed putting my arms above my head, imprisoning me with his hand. With a devilish smile he slid inside me perfectly. Again I arched my back and closed my eyes whimpering a bit and he thrust hard, steady and piously. I wanted to touch him and I couldn’t. His little game was driving me crazy. “Let me touch you.” I pleaded. “Xuuuuu…” He silenced me with a kiss. He was sure enjoying my despair. I moaned out of control and then he increased the speed letting my hands free. I rammed my nails down his back instantly. My hand gripped on his back, holding on, trying to resist but I was so far gone by then. “You’re almost there Ade.” He smiled feeling me tightening around him. “So are you.” I whispered back feeling him quiver a bit. Whenever he did that it was because he was almost bursting. It didn’t take long. I moaned loud and whimpered contracting around him. James got on his knees and pulled my hips to him urgently. His hands tugged on my hips, his fingers carving on my skin. He thrust into me franticly, urgent to come. I reached my second orgasm in seconds and there he moaned a long “Ooooohhhh”, his hips took the final speed and I stayed in my elbows watching him losing it all in those seconds. He moaned to himself with his eyes closed spilling his seed inside of me. Then he crashed against my body panting like a mad man. “I’m too old for this.” He complained. I laughed. “No you’re not.” I said. “We better get some sleep. I have to take you early to the airport.” He stated with sad eyes. I kissed him goodnight. Next thing we knew we were at the airport saying our goodbyes. “Will you call me when you get there?” He asked me. “I’m going to LA not the other side of the world.” I said. “It seems so to me. Don’t make fun of me ok.” He joked. I put my arms around his neck and kissed his lips. “I love you.” I whispered against his lips breaking the kiss. “And I will miss you.” “You’re not going to run away from me are you?” He asked. He was afraid I’d change my mind once I was safe at home. “I am not gonna do that.” I reassured him. He nodded looking down at his feet. “I won’t James.” I said again. “Look I have to go now. I’ll be waiting for you at the end of this week.” He smiled at the thought. “You still don’t want to know where I am gonna take you?” I shook my head. “No. I want it to be a surprise. You just have to tell me which clothes I pack.” “Warm ones.” he said. “You’re taking me somewhere cold?” He just smiled. I gave him another kiss and grabbed his hand. He was shaking a bit. “Katy…” I called. “We have to go.” I said interrupting her kiss with Phil. I looked back at James again and kissed his lips again. “I love you.” I said again. “I love you too.” He said. Katy and I began to walk to the stairs that would lead us to our check in. before I got there I looked back to find James still on the same spot with his hands shoved in his pockets. He looked sad. I ran back to him and hugged him really close. Strongly. His arms pulled to him desperately. I felt his hands shake again. What was he afraid of? I grabbed his face between my hands and kissed him again. I didn’t want to let go. “I love you and don’t you ever forget that. A week goes fast you’ll see.” I told him, hoping I was putting some rest in his heart. “It took me so long so tell someone that I loved him and now…” James interrupted me. “I found you.” He said. I nodded. “Yes. Hold on to that. I’m gonna be there waiting for you. I gave him a final kiss and joined Katy, soon I couldn’t see him anymore and my heart was franticly racing. “He looked so sad.” Katy began the conversation when we already comfortable in our seats waiting for the plane to take off. “He asked me not to run away from him.” I explained. “And are you?” She asked. I looked at her shocked. Was that what they all were expecting? “NO!” I exclaimed. Katy smiled. “You’d be stupid if you let him go. He loves you seriously Ade.” So Katy was expecting me to run away form him as well. I could tell by her speech she was giving me reasons not to do so. “I am not going to run away from him.” I said again. “Good…” She breathed. “I am not.” I whispered to myself as I saw San Francisco disappear in the air. |
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| Nah Bruno | January 16, 2012, 1:59 pm Post #94 |
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Poor Twisted Me
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Don't ever think about it Ade! Relax James, she won't leave you
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| Lilith | January 16, 2012, 10:54 pm Post #95 |
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♥ Jaimelicious ♥
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Well, they have the blessing of Fran. They should be able just to enjoy love. If Ade doesn't run away! (she won't!)
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| Scorpion Flower | January 17, 2012, 7:48 am Post #96 |
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Outlaw Torn
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It took me five hours to get home. How could that be? I had been flying from San Francisco! Not New York…anyway I was glad I was finally home. As I entered my lobby a huge smile formed on my lips. I laid my bags on the floor and took a deep breath. Home! I was always happy to be there. My safe place, my refugee. I picked up the bags and took it upstairs to my room. I opened the curtains to let the rays of light come in and I looked down at the beach. The sea looked calm and it was bright blue. The end of the summer but still it was a warm day. I changed to a bikini quickly and came back downstairs. I could lay a bit enjoying home silence and quietness. I opened all the windows first so the house could breathe some fresh air and then I opened the window that led me to the huge balcony of my living room and I just laid on lounge chair. I giggled all alone happy to be in my own place where no one could bother me. Everything was perfect if I hadn’t been missing James deep inside of me. My smile vanished as I thought of him. I stretched out my arm to pick up the cell phone on the table and I dialed his number. I had promised to call him as soon as I got home and it had been five hours now. He’d must have been worried but then I didn’t have any missed phone calls from him. It rang five times and then I just gave up. I rested the phone back on the table and laid back closing my eyes as my body heat at the sun light. It was hot enough. I was about to fall asleep when my phone vibrating on the table made me jump. The display read James. “Sorry I missed the call. Can I call you back now?” He said. I didn’t answer I just dialed his number. It was only fair. He answered at the second ring. “Hi there.” I heard his voice on the other side. Only then I realized how far we were from each other and it didn’t matter I was happy to be back home if he wasn’t there with me. I could hear him walk through leaves and I heard the wind gust on the earphone. He was outside. “I’m sorry it took me so much to call you back but it took me five hours to get home.” I explained. “I was getting worried.” He said. James sounded calm. He was speaking quietly and he also sounded a bit sad. “What happened?” He asked. I was hearing children screaming, I realized he was somewhere having fun with his kids. I smiled happy for him. He adored them above everything. “Well the flight was normal nothing happened only when we got to LA we spend a whole lot of time flying around LA airport and then when we finally landed it took us one hour to get our luggage and then traffic was just nuts.” “That’s LA!” He teased. I could hear him smile. I smiled too thinking about how lovely he looked when he smiled. James hated LA and I just loved it. I couldn’t understand why being born and raised there he had so much hatred for the city but then I just guess is that he has too many ugly memories from it. I know it’s a part of his life he’d rather forget. “LA is fantastic.” I exclaimed. “It is fantastic only because you’re there.” He said I could feel him serious now and my heart skipped a beat. “I’m dying here all alone.” Hearing his words reminded me of my fist feeling when I got home. A mix between happiness and sadness. Happiness because I was finally in my shelter and sadness because now I was missing someone. Someone that was not there with me. “Well, maybe LA is not that fantastic since you’re not here.” I said openly. I heard him giggle. “Aren’t you happy to be home?” “I am but I got used to have you around me. I’ve always been a loner, I don’t know what you did to me. I miss you, none of this makes sense now.” I felt some tears rolling down my face. “What have you done to me?” I giggled a bit cleaning my tears with my free hand. “I’ve taught you there’s much more in life than loneliness.” He said. His voice came out as a whisper. I have touched his feelings that moment. “You’ve taught me how to love.” I corrected him. I heard him breathing quietly on the other side. He went silent for a bit maybe looking out for the right words to tell me. “I love you .” I said breaking the silence. “I love you too.” He breathed. “I can’t wait until the end of the week.” “It’ll go fast.” I could only hope. “I’ll call you tonight again ok.” He informed me. “Ok. I’m going for a bubble bath now. I need to relax.” I heard a soft moan on the other side. A moan of frustration that is. “I’d love to share that bath with you.” “When you get here we will. Talk to you later then.” I said. “Kisses.” “Love you.” I said finally hanging up. I was mesmerized at how easily I could tell him that I loved him and that I missed him. He just made hard things easy to me. I got up with the phone in my hand and headed upstairs to my room. I chose my green silk pajama and went to the bathroom. I began to ran the hot water in the hot tub, spread some strawberry foam and watched it as it began to bubble. I took off my bikini and stood there naked watching the water come up finally I closed the water and got in. My body shuddered feeling the hot water but it relaxed me instantly. I sighed happily and closed my eyes and then I just opened them the next second. Why was my heart so sad? Why couldn’t I just be fully happy to be here? I stretched my arm and picked up my phone again. I began to write a text message. “Why is that it doesn’t feel right?” Then I just pressed send, to James, who else? It took him just a minute to write back. “Maybe because we’re not meant to be apart.” He wrote. I answered. “It’s like half of my soul has left me.” My cell vibrated again. “Because half of your soul is here with me.” I giggled, he could be so sweet and tender. “Take good care of it then.” James answered me again. “It’s the most precious thing I have at the moment, of course I will.” I laughed in joy. Could this be true? Could this be happening? It was too good to be real but I felt happy. Happy as I hadn’t been before. James’s POV The minute I walked away from that airport I felt scared she would never come back or call me. If she was really like I was I know I would think about it before I got hurt so I knew Ade considered it. Even more scared I was when five fucking long hours passed and she didn’t say anything. I tried to distract myself by going with my kids to the park but I was distant. Distant from hearing what they were saying until I checked my cell the million time and I saw one missed call from her. My hear jumped in joy like a little kid. She made me feel that way. I was a teenager again. I texted her instead of calling her right away just to be sure she wasn’t busy. That way she’d know I was willing to talk to her and that I have seen her call. I jumped in joy when my phone rang right after. My heart was just a racing motherfucker and I even laughed at myself when I saw my shaking hands. She made me nervous. I took a few deep breaths to stabilize my breathing and then I answered it praying my voice would sound normal. I couldn’t show her I was that dependent on her as well. Ade needed to be shown she was loved but I could not show her how she owned me. She also had to feel afraid, that was the way to keep her. Not feeling 100% secure I was hers. I sank in joy as our conversation developed. Her sweet feminine voice making me horny. She also had that power over me. She could turn me on with a simple look. She had this special way of giving me the eye that made want to jump on her immediately and then there was this way of her licking her lips whenever she felt uncomfortable or nervous that drives me wild. But above all every time I think about her it is not just a sexual thing. It’s this insane feeling that grows inside of me every day. It’s this need to be around her all the time, to hear her cute laugh. The need to melt into her arms every time she says she loves me. I love this woman in a way I couldn’t ever imagine. Still I am afraid and at the same time I miss her deeply. And it’s only been what? One day? “I am having dinner with her tomorrow.” Lars told me. I looked at him with envy. He was going to see my Adriana. My love and passion. “You’re going to LA? I thought you guys were going to Denmark.” “And we are. We’re just stopping by because our flight goes from there.” He explained. “Tell her I miss her.” I said. I knew I was being corny and that Lars would give me hell for it but I didn’t care. My heart was in total despair and crying out for her. Instead and surprising me Lars kept quiet and serious. “You really like her…” He retorted. I caught myself nodding without resistance. “I love her. God how I love her and I am here thinking when she’ll find the perfect excuse to escape this.” Lars frowned. “I know when she finds the perfect way she’ll leave.” I let it out. “Maybe you are over reacting. I do think she loves you back.” “I know she does…but…” I took a deep breath. “I also know she’s scared and afraid and when you’re afraid the easiest way is to give up. I know how it goes.” Lars nodded in agreement. “Then it’s up to you not to give her space to give up. Surround and trap her with tender gestures that will make her stay. I know you are capable of doing that.” “I did that while we were on tour. I went slow, I gained her trust but I know I also have to give her some space, like now. It’s just until the end of the week but it’s killing me. I just want to be with her!” I said almost shouting. I got up from the couch and began to walk around my living room in circles. “If you’re afraid she won’t come back then why don’t you go with us tomorrow. Why wait until the end of the week?” “Because that was what we settled. I don’t want to step on that. I have to show her some confidence.” “It’s not about confidence anymore James. Want my sincere opinion? She’s in love with you and I truly think she’s gonna be there waiting for you until the end of the week, she’s not going anywhere without you man! Honestly! BUT if you’re here missing her this much then go with us. Ade will be surprised but it’s gonna be a good surprise.” “You think?” I asked him having my doubts. “I think she’s missing you too. You even said it you spent the whole day exchanging text messages. That James is love and she’s into to you that much. GO!” He said throwing his hands at my collar and shaking me a bit. I stayed there looking at Lars having doubts of what to do. Was it right to give in into my heart and just go after her like a crazy person? Or was it right to let her have her time on her own? Do I want to keep her or do I want to let her slip away? Damn…I sure want to keep her. Ade I love you! Lost in these thoughts my phone vibrated in my pocket. It was a message from her. “Home is where my heart is and my heart is with you.” I smiled like a fool to the screen totally ignoring Lars was watching until I was woke up to reality by him laughing. “You don’t even have to tell me it’s a message from her. It’s written all over your stupid in love face.” I just gave him the finger. “So does it not make sense to pack your things and go with us tomorrow?” I looked at him thinking. Should I? |
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| Helvi | January 17, 2012, 7:36 pm Post #97 |
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Frantic
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I love Lars in this, more? |
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| Nah Bruno | January 17, 2012, 8:19 pm Post #98 |
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Poor Twisted Me
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James is SO in love...
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| Lilith | January 17, 2012, 8:33 pm Post #99 |
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♥ Jaimelicious ♥
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:3 Larsy is the sweetest friend, lol I hope, if he goes, she doesn't feel too pressured by him. |
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| Scorpion Flower | January 18, 2012, 8:05 am Post #100 |
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Outlaw Torn
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I blasted my radio through the highway on my way to the airport to pick my friends up. I was listening to my favorite radio when suddenly Hero of the Day started playing I blasted my radio even louder and I sang out loud. I loved that song so much then I just shut up and listened to his voice attentively. It couldn’t get sweeter than that. I had found my hero of the day and it was no one but the creator of that same song. The traffic had pity on me that day and I got to the airport easily. No stress, no traffic, it was an easy ride. Now parking the car was different… I got to the airport and checked the flight coming from San Francisco, it was half an hour late so I went for a coffee to kill the time. I picked up a magazine and began to read it. I was just looking at all the photos in the magazine and reading the titles, I didn’t bother reading the news in a magazine that only cared about who was dating who or who was separating who. Just then I turned the page to find a familiar figure, my jaw fell off and I put the coffee cup on the table to grab the magazine with both hands and I took it really close to my face. “No way!” I whispered to myself. Photos of me and James walking in the park in Seattle. My face couldn’t be seen as the photos were taken from far but I remembered that day. We spent that day together, it had been the first time we woke up together. I was astonished I was on a magazine, we tried to avoid that so much but then was there an efficient way to escape paparazzi when you’re dating a huge rockstar? I had to know that it should happen some day. I bought the magazine and when half an hour was gone I went to the arrivals door to wait for Lars and Connie. I checked the screen read “landed” so they were on the ground. I crossed my arms and leaned against the rail. After 30 minutes and almost all the passengers have passed by me I saw Lars and Connie laughing happily hand in hand. Then behind them I saw a tall figure that I recognized as being James. He was pushing his stroller. Black shirt, black Converse All Star and jeans. He stopped walking looking at me when he saw me. I looked at him in a awe. It had been just a day but it looked like an eternity. I walked up to them. I greeted Lars and Connie first. “We’ve brought a surprise.” Connie said. I looked at James and I smiled expecting him to say something. He smiled back and rested his stroller. “I couldn’t wait Ade. I couldn’t wait.” He said awkwardly. I remained silent unsure of what to do. I was happy he was there, I was just so crushed with his gesture I was speechless. “Say something…” He said. I didn’t say anything. I just took a step forward and threw my arms around his neck in a tight hug. I closed my eyes savoring that moment. I felt his arms gripping on me and pulling me to him. James buried his nose on my hair and spoke in my ear. “ I just couldn’t stay there.” “I love you.” I whispered back. “So you’re not mad?” He asked. I strayed a bit to look in his face. I grabbed his face between my hands and kissed his lips. “We’re on a magazine.” I dropped the news. “What?” I just nodded and I handed him the magazine I had in my hand. Lars and Connie approached us seeing we were not sharing an intimate moment anymore. “Here.” I said opening it on the right page and putting it back on his hands. “This is in Seattle.” James said. He also remembered our walk in the park. “How nice!” Lars exclaimed. “So lovely you two. Hand in hand with foolish smiles.” He was definitely mocking on us. We narrowed our eyes at him at the same time. “What?” He shrugged at us. “You knew this was a possibility right?” He asked pointing at the magazine. “Come on. You guys are together they were sucking for some news. They caught you, there’s no big deal.” The way Lars put it was pretty practical. I took a deep breath and then shrugged. “Yeah. Let’s go home then?” I asked them. They picked their strollers back and we began to walk towards my car. James grabbed my hand on our way. I let him. It felt so good to have him back with me. As I opened the door of my house I saw James looking all around. It was his first time in my place and I guess he was just curious about it. I showed Lars and Connie their room and then I came back to the living room and took James upstairs so he could leave his stuff. In my room, where else? He dumped his stroller on the floor and grabbed me by my waist pulling me to him and kissed my lips softly. “Are you happy that I came here?” He asked me. “Of course I am.” I said tracing the line of his jaw with my finger. “I hope your kids don’t read that type of magazines.” I said. “They don’t. Don’t worry about it. Anyway they know Ade.” “They know?” I asked letting go of him sitting on the edge of my bed. James sat by my side and took my hand in his. “I had to tell them. I had to explain why I was leaving sooner and couldn’t be with them. I couldn’t lie, I had to tell them the truth.” He explained. “And what did they say?” “Well, Cali said she already knew. You know she’s 12, it’s not like we can fool her around anymore. Castor said you’re pretty.” He said with a grin. “And Marcella stayed quiet. She’s the youngest maybe she was a bit shocked, I don’t know. Francesca promised me she’ll talk to them these days. Eventually you’re gonna have to meet them.” Suddenly I felt nervous. Three pairs of Hetfield’s eyes evaluating me was the minimum scary. “I don’t know if I am ready for that.” I said a bit shocked. James smiled. “Come on, they’re just kids. They are good kids I must say.” He said caressing my face with the tip of his fingers. “They are your kids and that’s scary.” He laughed louder. “It’s worse than meeting the parents right?” I nodded. “It’ll be fine. You’ll see.” James kissed my forehead and then tossed me on the bed and rolled on top of me then kissing me more passionately. I tapped his back. “Don’t get any ideas. There’s people downstairs waiting for us.” I said sneaking from underneath him. “Come on. We have guests.” I said giving him my hand to help him stand. He took it and we met Lars and Connie. We stayed a bit at home just relaxing and talking. I brought drinks to the deck and we spent the rest of the afternoon quietly chatting. Then we all got ready to go for our night out. “You look awesome.” James said when I got out of the bathroom. Apparently my satin black dress had impressed him. His eyes sparkled when he saw me. He was looking great himself, in black trousers and black buttoned shirt. I loved to see him all dressed in black. He had his air a bit messy. Looked incredibly good. I leaned over him to kiss him and I felt the scent of his cologne. “Aww…perfume…” I said biting his neck softly. “Ade…” He said smiling and pushing me away. “They’re waiting.” “You look just irresistible.” I said. James winked at me and we finally went out. LA was filled with good restaurants. Insanely we let Lars chose the place. We knew it would be something fancy in fashion, packed with other stars and hungry journalists at the door trying to make their photo of the day but still we let him choose. We weren’t wrong about anything. Everything was just like we expected. I tried to ignore the cameras at the door when we got in. James didn’t look at anyone too. He was like me, he didn’t like this fashion thing lifestyle. He was more of the quiet type. I admired that in him. Anyway. The waiter took was to a small roomed where there were only six tables. We were satisfied enough. It was a type of private room. We all sat. When I looked to the table in front of ours I could not believe my eyes. A table where 4 guys were sat, already a bit over drunk and one of these guys was Mike, My ex husband. James took my hand under the table and squeezed it a bit then he spoke in my ear. “Is everything alright?” he asked. I nodded. “Yes, it’s just that my ex husband is over there.” I told him. James raised an eyebrow questioning me why I was worried about that. “He usually makes a scene when he sees me.” I explained. That was the first time Mike was seeing me with another man. He didn’t have to be extra clever to realize James and I were together. Plus Danny must have told him already. “Don’t worry. He won’t do anything this time. I won’t let him.” “Just let him be if he comes here ok. He can be very rude sometimes.” James kissed my lips and nodded. Mike controlled himself but I could see him gazing at James countless times and I saw James looking at him as well. There was some tension but everything turned out fine in the end. After dinner we went for a drink in club near the beach. This time my choice. I felt James more relaxed. It was more his type of place and, obviously, mine too. Plus and a big plus Mike was far from us now. “Now I know how you felt when you saw Francesca.” He said sipping on his juice. “Finally you know I am not crazy.” I joked. “It’s a weird feeling, that’s all. I’m glad he’s nowhere near anymore.” I laughed. James pulled me to him and I leaned with my back against him while we watched Connie and Lars blasting at the dance floor. They were such a cute couple and perfect for each other. They loved the same things, shared the same tastes. A bit like me and James only we were more the quiet type. After an hour we were all too tired to be out or go anywhere else. We came back home as Lars and Connie also had to take the plane in the morning to Denmark. Once in our room James jumped with his paws on me not giving me time to close the door. “Hey…” I complained laughing. James kicked the door shut and tossed me on the bed like I was a doll. Then he crawled over me and groaned against my neck. “I was dying to be alone with you.” He said with a horny voice. He turned me on instantly. I raised a leg and put around him. He ran his hand through it and kissed my lips with passion and a whole lot of desire. He took my breath away with kiss. He got me panting for him right there. My legs were shaking a bit. James bit my neck gently and smiled hearing my moan. I rolled over him and took charge. “Wow…” He said. I was feeling him grown under his pants. I moved against him arousing myself and kissing him at the same time. I couldn’t take no more. I reached for his pants and pulled them down just enough to free him. He was so hard. I took off my own panties and sat on him again, pushing him inside as I did it. He tilted his head back with his eyes closed releasing an “oohhh” barely audible as it came out as some sort of a whisper. “Hetfield…” I moaned in his ear as I bent over him. I felt his hands grabbing my ass and he began to thrust from underneath. He moved together at the same rhythm. My dress glued on my body from the sweat. “Couldn’t you even wait to take our clothes off.” He asked smiling. The cutest smile ever. “Xuuu…” I said silencing him with a kiss. James knew what I liked and how I liked it. He rocked my body easily and without effort. That day even better and even faster. I exploded in short minutes. He rocked me slowly until I calmed down and then he began again. This time rolling over me so he could fully take control. “Damn pants.” He cursed getting rid of them. Then he came back to me. Entering me roughly yet cautious. Painfully and yet delightfully. I arched my back ready to abandon my body. Things he did that day were just to mind blowing. His hips pumped me hard and he made me come again easily then his turn came with a long and hard thrust he released inside of me. I looked up at him smiling, panting and in a awe. My body was still somewhere else. James kissed my lips smiling victoriously. “That’s what you get for turning me on that much.” He said against my lips. “Anytime anywhere sir.” I answered. He kissed me one more time and rolled on the bed. “What do you want to do tomorrow?” He asked me. “I don’t have anything planned. We just have to take them to the airport in the morning and then we’re on our own.” James went silent. His gaze far away, distant. “What is it?” I asked him resting on one elbow to look at him. He turned his gaze to me. “ I was thinking maybe we could drive to Downey.” “Downey?” I asked surprised. “I’d like to go there.” He confessed. “Are you serious?” I asked. I knew he’d never came back there. “Yes.” He said firmly. “Ok then. If you wanna go then we’ll go.” I said. James turned around and pulled me to him for a long kiss. “Thanks.” He said. “We better take our clothes off now and try to get some sleep.” Then I realized James lying by my side just in socks and shirt and nothing else. I laughed. “If you weren’t so eager…” He said pointing at himself. “Maybe I didn’t have to be like this.” He joked. “I love you anyway.” I answered. |
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| Lilith | January 18, 2012, 8:58 pm Post #101 |
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♥ Jaimelicious ♥
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That was hot! I'm glad she was happy to have him there, and that his family and ex.wife are taking things so good. I remember next chapter quite well. :3
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| Nah Bruno | January 18, 2012, 9:51 pm Post #102 |
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Poor Twisted Me
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I really wanna see how things will work out in Downey! And yes, hotness! If I were her, I wouldn't wait for the clothes either!
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| Scorpion Flower | January 19, 2012, 8:16 am Post #103 |
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Outlaw Torn
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James wanted to drive. It was cute how he loved to be the man, you know, the one person who drives and the girl sits next to him. I’d almost forgot he’d knew LA quite well. After leaving Lars and Connie at the airport he drove up the highway towards Downey. “Why do you wanna go there?” I asked him randomly. James took his hand to the radio to turn the volume down. “I just want to see how everything is. I’ve been there only once after I moved to see my mother’s grave. I don’t know I guess I just want to see how things are in there, visit some places. Relive some memories…” He said vaguely at the end. I knew there he struggled a bit so I patted his leg in support. Our ride didn’t take that long. Downey was like driving in the dark for me. I had never been there but James moved comfortably from one road to another. I found him driving in the middle of a middle class neighborhood, he turned left and then right and then I felt him hit the brakes slowly. I looked at my right side to find a little green house with a plate saying “for sale”. I didn’t understand at first, he sure wasn’t going to buy it but then it all become clear to me. That was probably the house where he lived until his mother died. I looked at him to make him the question but I didn’t have too. I swear he had tears in his eyes and he was mesmerized looking at it. I took my hand to his eyes and cleaned them and then kissed his lips. “Wanna go out?” I asked him. James looked in my eyes silent. “I…” He tried to speak but choked. He was on a rollercoaster of emotions. I bet he was caught by surprise it hit him more than he expected. I didn’t wait for him to say more. I thought I had to be the one giving the first step out so he’d follow me. If he wanted to come here is because he had his purpose. He had to do it right. I opened the door of the car and then peeked inside. “Come on…” I insisted. At first he shook his head but then I saw him taking the keys off the ignition. I turned to face the house. I was mesmerized myself. It looked cozy and I was happy he was sharing with me such details of his life. I felt his arms around my waist. He held me from behind and rested his chin on my shoulder. “See that tree?” He spoke in my ear. “I used to spend hours playing my guitar under that tree. It’s still here, amazing.” He said. I felt him more relaxed. “Does it look much different?” I asked him. “I mean the house.” “Well, it wasn’t green, it was white. It didn’t have that garage over there. Instead we had some toys where I used to play with my sister. There was also a basketball set in there. Oh…it’s there, only it’s broken.” He said surprised. He chuckled saying that. His memories were running free and wild in his mind. “Would you like to go inside?” “We can’t go inside! We would be breaking private property and no I wouldn’t like to go inside. Really.” He said. I felt him sad again maybe going inside the house was a bit too much for him to deal with. “I’m not cured…” He whispered. I knew he wanted to let it out so I remained comfortable against his body with his arms around me ready to listen to him. “I’m not cured Ade. This is an every day fight. I still have my demons inside and they still hurt. It’s not like everything was gone with rehab. Nothing disappeared, I just learned there’s good things in life and not just bad. I have to be careful with what emotions I am dealing with. I’ve learned where to go and how far I can go. This is as far as I can go, at least, right now.” His words touched me deeply. It touched me he felt so comfortable to share that confidence with me. I turned around and pressed my lips against his. “You can count on me.” I whispered against his lips. He smiled and ran a hand through my messy curly hair. “Wanna have lunch? It’s kinda time.” He said. My stomach was complaining indeed. “Yes. Where do you wanna go? I am at a strange place you’re the dominator here.” I joked. “If something still exists I’m gonna take you to the best burgers you’ve ever had.” James knew pretty well that I wouldn’t mind going for something so simple as burgers. “It’s been long years James. I bet it doesn’t exist anymore.” I said going back to the car. “I wouldn’t be so sure. As I can recall they had a daughter and she was learning to run the business.” He said with a grin. “A daughter?” I asked raising an eyebrow. “You remember they had a daughter?” James nodded still with a grin. I frowned. “Ooohhh…God!” As I understood what that grin meant. “You jerk!” I said tapping him. “You banged the girl?” “No. It was just a few kisses.” He said laughing. “We were too young and innocent for the rest.” “Are you sure her father isn’t there waiting for you to come back with a shotgun?” James hooted with laughter. “He doesn’t remember me.” He winked. “He wouldn’t if you hadn’t become this huge rock star.” “We’re safe. So wanna go?” “Sure!” I agreed. James stepped on the gas and again I was amazed how he moved so well in the city. While he was driving around I was looking out of the window. Downey was a small quiet town but I liked it. I somehow felt like I was at home but maybe that was due to the fact I was with someone who knew the place well and we moved around easily. James parked the car and clapped his hands. “Still open!” He said enthusiastically. He leaned over me and kissed me. “If the burgers aren’t that good anymore at least we had lunch.” He said making me laugh. “The place looks a lot cleaner.” He said already outside. I saw James putting a cap and his sunglasses, he was trying to disguise himself. With the tattoos I thought that was a bit impossible but then I thought no one knew his tattoos as well as I did. I’ve spent so much time looking at them while he was sleeping. Done with his outfit he put his arm around my shoulder. “Are you going to eat inside in sunglasses?” I teased him. “Why not? We sit by a window and it’s like being outside.” I should have guessed he had an explanation. It didn’t matter if it was a good or a lame one but he always had an explanation. As we got in James went straight to a table at the back and near a window. My car was visible from there and apart from that the view was just the parking lot. A waitress brought us the cart and we chose two cheese burgers with onions and French fries. I asked a soda to drink and James an apple juice. “There’s a park near that I’d like to take you.” He said happily. After the first impact he was feeling more relaxed and even showing happiness. “There’s a lake. My father used to take me there to fish.” He said. “Good. Our next visit then. Is that the girl of your dreams?” I asked changing the subject as I saw a woman around James’s age behind the counter. She was registering our food, probably. James looked back at her and stared for a few seconds. “I’d rather think she’s not.” He said making a disgusting face. I tapped his hand laughing. “You’re hideous!” I told him. He grabbed my hand and entwined his fingers in mine. “I like to see you like that. Smiling and happy and relaxed.” He said. I couldn’t see his eyes but I knew the glitter in them whenever he said something like that. “I am with you. We’re having fun. I couldn’t ask for more.” He kissed each one of my fingers hearing my words. “I love you more every day.” He said. I raised my butt off the chair a little and kissed him. “I do too.” I told him. James was right, the burgers were excellent. I don’t remember having such great burgers in my entire life. We talked joyfully through lunch, James told me stories of things he did in that town while being a kid. His adventures. Once we were ready to go we drove to the park. What a spectacular place. A huge lawn filled with trees. People walking around. Dogs running around, kids playing. The vibe in that place was excellent, filled with harmony. We kept walking until we were like in deep forest and in the middle there was a huge lake. Huge as I’ve never seen one. Some people were at the shore tanning, others bathing. “We have to go to the other side.” James pointed. When we got there, there was this cabin renting fishing gear. We rent some for half an hour, it was getting late se we couldn’t stay longer. I didn’t understand anything of fishing, in fact it was the first time doing it. James prepared the whole thing, always explaining what he was doing. I watched and listened attentively. “Now I’m gonna teach you how to launch it.” He said. “Come over here.” I approached him. James stood behind me and grabbed my hands. “Hold it like this.” He started. “Now we have to pull it back…” He pulled my arms back with his and adjusted the bate. “Now we throw it to the water.” “And now what?” I asked. “We wait.” He said launching his. “If we’re lucky we’ll take some fish home.” He said smiling. Only we didn’t. The little time we had left us with no fish but we made that just for fun. Again we got our car. The little I had been in that town was enough to realize we were still not driving towards the highway back home. 15 minutes later he parked in front of a gate and I shuddered. I couldn’t be that supportive on that one. James stretched his hand at me but I shook my head. “I can’t go in there. I am sorry.” I said. “It’s my mother’s grave.” He insisted. “You know I can’t go there. I don’t go to cemeteries.” I argued. I was getting nervous. Ever since my parents died I never stepped inside a cemetery. I got out of the car just to breathe a little. James got out too and stood in front of me. “It’s my mother, ok? I know you don’t like it but do this for me. Come on…” I knew he was insisting just to help me face my own fear. Once I’d be more comfortable with it I’d also be more willing to visit my parents’ grave. “I can’t…” I whispered. “Last time I had been to one was in my parents’ funeral and I want to keep it that way.” “You should visit your parents there. It would help you. Trust me when I say this. Come on, your parents aren’t in there, it’s just my mother.” He said giving me his hand again. Shaking a bit, I took it and slowly he dragged me inside with him. Every step I took felt like I was going to pass out at any minute. I knew James was being cautious but my panic was bigger than me. The smell of the flowers was intoxicating me, the noise of such silence was scary. Finally we stopped walking. I looked down at his mother’s stone. James kneeled over it. I don’t know if he was praying for her or just talking to her, mentally that is. I clenched my fist trying to resist my urge of running away from there. I tried to be a little bit more supportive at that moment where I knew he needed me but I couldn’t. I found my heart beating a mile per second, cold sweat falling down my tempers. I was breathing heavily like I had been running. I just turned around and ran out of there as fast as I could. I only stopped when I reached the car leaning with both my hands against it. I sobbed. It didn’t take long until James caught me. I felt his hand rubbing my back. “Did you have to take me there?” I shouted at him crying. “I don’t think it is good for you to just pretend nothing happened to your parents.” I turned around in fury. “Nothing happened?” I shouted at him. “I don’t pretend nothing happened. I know they’re dead. THEY’RE DEAD OK?” I shouted at the top of my lungs shaking and sobbing. James grabbed me by my arms. “But you don’t go there. It’s like you haven’t grieved. One can only let go when we finally grieve. It’s part. It would do you good to go there.” “I don’t wanna go…I don’t wanna go. I am sorry.” I sobbed even more. “I am sorry.” I said resting my forehead against his chest. My shoulders shaking from the sobs. He tapped my head. “We go there together.” He breathed. I shook my head. “I don’t want to go.” I insisted. My crying wasn’t subsiding. “I don’t want to go James, please don’t make me go there. Please…” I pleaded. I lost strength on my knees but James caught me. “Hey, it’s ok babe. Look at me.” He said grabbing my face between his. “You don’t wanna go we don’t… ok?” “I can’t go there.” I whispered in despair. James pulled me to him in a tight hug. “I’m so sorry.” He said holding me tight. “I just wish I could make all that suffer disappear.” “And you do, believe me. Great part of it disappears because of you.” “Don’t cry.” He said cleaning my eyes. “Let’s go home.” |
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| Lilith | January 19, 2012, 5:23 pm Post #104 |
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♥ Jaimelicious ♥
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This chapter was very intense but sweet at the same time. I love how James opens to her, although I feel he pushes her to come out too much. |
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| Helvi | January 19, 2012, 7:01 pm Post #105 |
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Frantic
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Wow good chapter! Funny thing is that in restaurant it was no glasses what disturbed me but that it seems that he wore cap there. It id becuase in Poland it's I dunno tradition that you don't wear anything on your head when you eat in bulding. Just my inner opinion. More? |
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They should be able just to enjoy love. If Ade doesn't run away! (she won't!)

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