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How We Became Fire; Het, REPOST from a year ago.James and ADE. Love, hate, love...
Topic Started: December 23, 2011, 1:25 pm (17,537 Views)
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“Ade hurry up. We’re going to lose the flight.” James shouted downstairs impatiently. I ran down the stairs to meet him as I checked if all the windows were closed.

“I’m right here.” I said a bit breathless.

“Come on. We have to go.” He said picking up both our suitcases. A cab was already waiting for us outside my house. We got in it and James asked the driver to step on the gas. We were going to fly during the night so I assumed we were going somewhere far.

“Excited?” He asked resting a hand on my kneed and bending over me kissing my cheek. I just nodded. I was excited indeed. It would be our first vacation together and I hoped, deep inside my heart, that it would be the first of many. “Did you packed enough warm clothes?” He asked. A bit late I must say because home was already far if I had to pack something else.

“Yes. My suitcase is filled with warm clothes as you suggested.”

“Good.” He said with a smile. My heart was pounding with excitement as we got to the airport. I was finally going to see where he was taking me. James guided me to a counter and there I looked up. Switzerland. He was taking me to Switzerland.

“Switzerland?” I asked him as he handed the girl our tickets and put our luggage on the place due.

“Yep. We’re going to the Alps. Snow, cold, fireplace and a cabin.” He resumed. That sounded perfect to me.

“And skiing?” I asked.

“Of course, that too.” He laughed. “Can you ski?”

“You bet I can but I’d rather snowboard.”

“Really? So do I. Well we can replace the skis for a snowboard then.

“I go with that, it’s so much fun.”

Our flight took long hours. We slept most of the time, James even more than I did. I woke up a couple of time before we landed. Enough to look out the tiny window and see all our way back down. I tapped James lightly when we were warned to fasten our seatbelts again because we were landing. He stirred a bit and resisted before opening his eyes.

“What?” He muttered.

“Babe you have to wake up, we’re about to land and you need to fasten your seatbelt.” I told him kissing his cheek. He smiled still with his eyes closed. “Wake up.” I insisted giggling. He rubbed his eyes with both hands and yawned and then stretched. “Sleep well?” I asked him.

“Yeah, in fact I don’t remember sleeping so well on a plane. You?”

“It wasn’t that bad but I woke up a couple of time ago. I feel fine though. We’re here.” I said as I felt the tires touching the ground.

“Not yet. Now we have to take our transport up to the mountains. It looks cold here already.” James commented bending over me to look out. After getting our luggage we were taken in a group to a bus that would take us to our resort in the mountains. The more we would go up the more cold we felt. I leaned against James in the bench to warm myself up and he rubbed my arms in protection.

“They could turn the heat on.” I said complaining a bit.

“Yeah, maybe they’re not ready yet. You know, there’s no snow in the city and it’s not that cold yet.”

“But here it is.” I said pointing out the street as snow was beginning to appear on the road. In fact it was snowing that moment. I looked at it amazed.

“There’s a storm coming. I hope we manage to get at the top in time.” The driver informed us. I looked at James a bit scared.

“What does he mean? I don’t want to be stuck on a bus in the middle of the snow!” James laughed.

“Relaxed, we’ll get there in time.” We almost didn’t. The bus climbed the hill slowly as visibility was more and more reduced but we made it. The bus stopped in front of the reception and some doormen came to take the luggage in. James went to make our check in while I took care of our bags. We were done almost at the same time.

“So?” I asked as he reached me.

“We have to wait here because someone is taking us to our cabin.” He said. I looked out. It was snowing hard and the wind was blowing. It was cold as I never expected and everything was covered in white.

“This is so beautiful.” I said smiling at the view. James put his arm around my shoulders and spoke in my ear.

“Wait until you see the cabin.” He said. Finally a guy came up to take us away. We got in a small car. I couldn’t believe we still had to go in the car and I couldn’t believe when I realized we were still climbing. 20 minutes later the snow car stopped in front of a wooden cabin. My jaw dropped. It looked like one of these houses you only see in postcards or books. It was beautiful. I heard James giggling satisfied looking at my face.

“I guess you like it.” He said.

“God…” Was all I could say. Our man gave us the key and a small book with instructions and ordered us not to leave the cabin until someone call us and say it was safe to go out. I could cope with that. I already had plans of what to do with my James in that cabin.

If I was amazed outside when James opened the door I totally surrendered. The door led to a small hall and on the left we had the living room. James left out bags on the hall and took my hand to look around the house.

“Wow…” I said amazed. “You knew it was like this?”

“No. I’ve only seen a few shots they had on the net, this is spectacular!” The living room was small. Well, the whole place was small but cozy. It had a fireplace that was burning already so it was warm inside. A big black fluffy carpet on the floor between the couch and the fireplace and in front of the couch a huge window. The curtains were opened so we could see the storm building up outside. It was a romantic set. I looked around. We were nowhere near civilization and strangely I loved the idea.

“There’s no other cabins?” I asked.

“Yes sweetie there are only not too near.” He explained. “Wanna go see the rest?” He offered me his hand and I took it. In front of the living room there was a kitchen. And there was also a stair that led to our room. It was a open space. The bed was huge and facing it a huge window just like the one in the living room. I felt like dragging James to that bed right away but I controlled my instincts. And then there was a bathroom with a hot tub included. James had prepared not only vacations with me but for all that I could see, he had prepared romantic vacations. I liked the idea.

“Are you tired?”

“No, I feel fine. Just a bit jetlagged.” I said.

“Why don’t we go downstairs and profit from that fire?” He suggested. I nodded. Once there James sat on the couch and I sat on him. His hand rested on my hips and he gave me a soft smile. He looked a bit restless so I ran a hand through his hair pulling it back which caused him to close his eyes. I didn’t resist to softly kiss his lips.

“Thank you for all this.” I breathed breaking the kiss.

“You deserve it.” He whispered against my lips. I looked at his eyes and ran the tip of my fingers through his cheek. I loved that man so much and I could only hope I was tender and gentle just the way he was to me in every way. I knew I wasn’t a tender person by nature.

“Am I tender when we make love?” I asked him. He didn’t seem chocked with my question. Usually it’s the women complaining about the man not being tender enough but he understood why I made him that question. He kissed and nibbled on my neck softly and talked at the same time.

“You are.” He said against my skin then paused to kiss my neck one more time and talked again. “You always have been.” He added. I was happy with his answer. I wanted to love him and love him well, in the way he deserved. “Why that question?” He breathed again slightly biting in my chin. He was driving me nuts. I grabbed his face between my hands and pulled him back to look into his eyes, resting my forehead against his.

“Because I want to do it right. I want to love you good and well.” I said. I saw his lips part near mine and he rested his gaze in them. He took my hands off his face and entwined his fingers in mine. The simple tender gesture made me shudder.

“Oh Ade…” He whispered emotionally and couldn’t say no more as he captured my lips with his. His kiss sweet soft and juicy. His hands leaving mine to embrace me and pressuring my back. I slide my fingers on his hair tugging it gently. We broke the kiss a few seconds to breath into each other’s mouth and then we retook it. The tip of his tongue demanded entrance and the kiss intensified and we began to tear on each other’s clothes breaking the kiss to ran our the shirts above our heads. James put a hand on the back of my neck and pulled me to him again devouring my cleavage while taking his hands to my back to unclasp my bra. He bit my left shoulder cupping my breasts on his hands squeezing them gently. I moaned slightly at his touch. Then he brought his lips to my ear never letting my breasts set free.

“You are amazing.” He whispered. I smiled as his words caressed my skin. He nibbled in my ear and then spoke again. “See the way you’re tugging my hair right now? Tenderly…” He said. I smiled and grabbed his jaw to pull his lips to mine. I kissed him hungrily. James put his arms around my waist firmly pulling me to him and got up from the couch taking us to the carpet and laid me down in it never breaking the kiss. He was so damn skilled it killed me. I was feeling him hard against me.

He broke the kiss to make his way down kissing my neck again, my cleavage and then stopped in my right breast. His mouth closed around my nipple and his tongue played with it and teased it then he did the same to the other. When he thought he had feasted enough he kissed his way down my belly making me breathe heavily as his kisses tickled me and pleasured me at the same time. I felt him smile while doing it and he stayed there quite a while until he had my jeans undone then he stood on his knees and pulled them off leaving me just in my black lace panties. He whistled looking at me lying on the floor almost defenseless.

“You are some sight for sore eyes.” He joked crawling back on top of me. I pulled him down for another kiss pressuring a hand against his chest to make him lay down. He obeyed my request and I rolled on top of him. It was my turn to play around and feast on his body. I began just like him, by his neck resting on his tattoo quite some time. Then I kissed my way down, playing with his nipples too and then kissed his belly down until I reached the waist of his jeans. I ran my tongue through his belly while I unbuttoned his jeans pulling them down together with his boxers setting him free. I took him in my hand and stroke gently. He arched a bit at my touch.

“Stay still.” I told him taking him in my mouth. Even if I warned him he moved slowly but then he stopped trusting just in what I was doing. I could hear him breathing heavily. I kept just my hand to look at him, his chest coming up and down of excitement his lips slightly parted breathing and his eyes closed.

“You like this don’t you?” I asked him. He opened his eyes and looked at me not answering, he just smiled and moaned “ooohh…” As my lips closed around him once more. I worked on him a while, his hand tugging on my hair but gently.

“Oh yes…” He panted. His words were like music to my ears. I never had that pleasure in pleasuring someone else. The fact that I was building him up was arousing me. Small shudders in his body were making me shudder to. I just took my free hand and rubbed myself then I felt his hands pulling me up. “Stop Ade…” He said a little out of breath. “Come here.” He pulled me up for another kiss and rolled on top of me. Giving me a peck he disappeared again down my body. I thought he was just going to take my panties off but once he did it and kissed all the way up my leg I realized he was up to something else.

“No…” I whispered. I had never been fond of oral. I wouldn’t mind giving it, especially to him but I’d rather not take it. I’ve always thought it was too intimate and for the times I had tried I never felt that comfortable. Hearing my words James looked at me. “I…” I tried to explain but he just disappeared again not caring about what I was going to tell him. He grabbed my legs tightly and sent me to heaven. I forgot what I was going to tell him it didn’t matter anyway. It never felt good before but now it did. I relaxed and leaned back and he kept going as he felt my body relax under his touch and as I was letting myself go, he tried new things and I found myself moaning lost in pleasure. I came hard around his mouth gripping onto his hair. He looked up and smiled watching my lustful gaze making his way up.

“And you wanted to miss that.” He said jokingly.

“It never felt comfortable.” I said honestly.

“Now is different. There is nothing we can’t do.” He said kissing my lips. His hard on stroking against me. I surrounded his waist with my legs to give him better access.

“I love you.” I whispered against his lips.

“I love you too.” He whispered back taking me on another kiss. I felt him sliding in so softly and gently. He broke the kiss and looked in my eyes basically breathing in each other’s mouth. He kept a slowly steady pace. That was hot and sensual. His skin was burning, his lips were swollen. He bit my chin and kissed my neck until he reached my ear. I heard him breathing hard, he was trying to control himself. He brought his lips near it and talked sweet and softly. “Ade…” He called my name. He was on the verge of loosing it. My grip on his back let him knew I was climbing high and he increased the speed a bit.

“Oh James…” A cry escaped my lips.

“I love to hear you call my name like that.” He smiled kissing my lips. He groaned feeling me tightening around him and that was as much as he could take. He let lose into a frantic speed and in seconds my body quivered and rocked under him with many O’s escaping my lips, soon I saw his face flushing red and at the same time his body trembled reaching its peak. He kept thrusting until he was fully satisfied resting on top of me right after catching up his breath. I wrapped my arms around him and caressed his hair looking out at the window where the snow was still falling heavily and the wind was gusting outside.

“Guess we are at the peak of the storm” I said. James turned his head to look out and I began to realize how heavy he really was. I tapped his back. “Get off me you’re heavy.” I said. But he just laid back on top of me pretending to be dead which caused him to be even heavier. I giggled and suffocated at the same time. “You’re killing me!” I complained.

“Now you complain!” He said tickling my belly and biting my neck. I tapped him again but he kept on tickling me and biting me. I could hardly breathe and laugh loud at the same time. Remembering my Karate days I just managed to roll him over and sat on him imprisoning his arms. His eyes opened wide.

“Uuuuhhhh…Kinky!” He said. I tapped his chest with both hands.

“You are unbelievable.” I said. James grabbed my hands to prevent me from tapping him and laughed loud. The place filled with the sound of his laughter pulling me to him in a hug at the same time.
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James, please take ME to the Swiss Alps!!

This is great! I'm excited for more.
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The vacation of my dreams! :drool :drool :drool James is hot as hell!
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I woke up next morning with James kissing my back as I was sleeping on my stomach. His warm lips spreading tiny kisses all over it.

“We’re on holydays!” I yelped.

“It’s past ten. I can’t sleep anymore.” James complained. Due to the storm we ended up in bed quite early.

“I’m still recovering my body from all that rock and tour.” I said. “I still haven’t rest quite enough.” I said turning around and running a hand through his messy hair. I raised my head a bit and kissed his lips. “Morning.”

“Morning love.” He said kissing me one more time.

“Is it still snowing?” I asked him. James shook his head. “How long have you been up?”

“Since eight o’ clock but I was tired of being alone so I came here to wake you up. They’re about to bring our breakfast.”

“Ok!” I said pulling the covers away. “Do I still have time for a shower?” I asked but the doorbell rang in time to answer my question.

“Guess not.” Said James getting out of the bed and sliding into his jeans. I wrapped around my robe and tied my hair in a pony tail and went downstairs. James was taking the food off the trays and putting it on the table.

“Do they have to travel all around to bring us the food?” James nodded.

“They are prepared to do it. It doesn’t get cold or anything but if you’d like we can go to the restaurant some time.”

“Guess I am ok having my meals here peacefully.” We sat by table and I buttered one of the toasts. “So are we going to snowboard today?” James nodded.

“Yes we are and I’m gonna kick your ass.” He defied me.

“I wouldn’t be so sure. I warn you, I am good at it.” I clarified. I realized we were both starving due to the fastness the food disappeared. “ I am going to take a shower.” I said getting up but James caught me by my waist with one arm and sat me on his lap.

“Can I shower with you?” He asked slightly biting my neck. That voice was so familiar…

“NO.” I said loud. “Your punishment for taking me out of the bed.” I said releasing me off his arms and getting up. He got me again on the stairs pulling me against his body and holding me tight with such strength that I quivered a bit.

“I’ll do good things to you.” He provoked on my ear. His voice coming out as a whisper his grip firm on my waist. He was definitely turning me on but I tapped his hands.

“You’re not gonna get it.” I said not turning around and beginning to walk again as I took his hands away from me. He released a groan of complaint. I smiled to myself, he was getting frustrated. I wanted to get him desperate to see how far we would go. When I got to the bathroom I turned the knob and the water began to ran. I felt James against the threshold looking at me. I decided to tease him even more but never turning around to look at him. I unfolded the knot of my rob and let it fall down my feet leaving me just in panties and the shirt of my pajama. I pulled the shirt up almost in slow motion to make his heart jump in anticipation then I threw it on the floor. When it came to my panties I bent turning my ass on him and slowly pulled them down my legs and finally taking them off. I swear I could hear him breathing with my little show. Before I got under the water I turned my head to look at him and winked, he took two huge steps and grabbed my arm which prevented me from doing it. He pulled me to him again roughly. Oh, I liked that game and put me against the basin turning our heads to the mirror.

“I’m gonna get it all Ade.” He whispered at me. I giggled. “You were teasing me. I could see what you were doing.” He smiled and bit my shoulder.

“Auch.” I complained in delight.

“Touch me.” He asked but I shook my head smiling at him through the mirror. “Come on Ade.” He pleaded. He was rubbing himself against me. The more I said no the more he was turned on. Seeing I wasn’t moving he grabbed my hand and slid it inside his jeans. I giggled again.

“Are you that desperate?” I asked him. He kept using my hand for his own pleasure but he didn’t answer he just moaned in my ear. Feeling him so hard against my hand was definitely his best weapon.

“Don’t pretend you don’t want it. I know you do and you’re playing with me. You’re gonna get it hard.” He menaced. He took my hand away and I felt him unbuttoning his jeans with one hand while his other was wrapped around my waist, next thing his dick was rubbing between my legs. I stopped my own control there and I sighed. It was his time to giggle. “Failing to resist are we?” He joked in my ear. “Let’s hear you whimper.” He teased smiling. He ran his hand down my stomach and began to work on me with his fingers. I tried to resist as much as I could not to give in but at one point I had to let it out. I tilted my head back against his shoulder and moaned.

“Ooh…James…”

“I love you too.” He said kissing my neck Then he pushed us two steps back and his hand pulled me down to bend in front of him. He slid inside me easily. He gasped and pulled it all out making his way in again, this time even more easily. “And you didn’t want it…” He said as he realized how ready I was for him. I looked back at him.

“I wanted it.” I said winking. He held onto my hips and began to thrust roughly.

“Am I hurting you?” He asked.

“No…ooohhh…no you‘re not…” I said in between gasps and moans. His grip became more firm and his thrusts became fast steady and rough. I lost all control I had over my body and I found myself coming really fast under his command. He slowed the pace to allow me to ride my orgasm and when I calmed down he began again. His fingers pressing my skin as his pleasure was building up. I was there again but I knew that time was not about me but about him. He moaned openly and was desperate to come. I came second time and that was it for him. With a final thrust his body tensed up, his fingers dug into my skin and he quivered then he just rested against my back.

“Can we shower now?” I said when I had my breathing back to normal.

“Yes.” He said pulling me back up to him and giving me his hand freeing himself on his jeans with the other hand. We stood under the water resting against each other’s body for a while and in silence. Then James turned me around and kissed my lips.

“Was that too rough?” He asked.

“It was good.” I answered. We showered and then got dressed ready for the snow. All the equipment was inside the closed of the bedroom. James had thought in every detail. I was amazed at how he had planned every single bit of that trip.

“And the boards?” I asked before we left the house and giggling.

“We can rent them.” He explained. James gave me his hand and we walked to the elevator that would take us up. There were two one for the ski rails and another for the snowboard. I chose one black and silver. It looked wicked and James got one all black.

“Now let’s see what you got!” He said with a grin. I sat on the snow and began to tie my feet on the board. James watched attentively and when I was done I put one hand on the snow to help me stand. I balanced myself well. He raised an eyebrow.

“What are you waiting for?” I provoked him back. “Are you getting a little bit afraid?” He laughed a bit and then got up.

“Get ready to be impressed.” He grinned. “I am gonna kick your ass.”

“So , it’s a race?” I asked. He nodded. “Are you sure?” James raised his sunglasses off his eyes and nodded. He could be so vain…but he was delightfully vain. “Then let’s go.” I said. We positioned ourselves.

“There’s a bump near that tree just be careful.” He warned. He could be so sweet. We looked down and I whistled.

“It’s gonna be a long ride.” I said surprised. James chuckled.

“Chicken.” He said and then imitating a chicken’s sound. I tapped him.

“I am not afraid, I was just commenting. So are we ready?”

“On three. One…two…three…” And we launched ourselves down the hill speeding. James passed by me and waved with a huge grin on his face. I narrowed my eyes and thought that if I’d go on that bump I would be able to go through him and so I directed my board there, perfectly sliding under my feet’s command. The bump made me go up and I had to prepare myself for the landing, I bent my knees a little to help it. It slid even faster when it touched back the ground and I passed by James easily. With a grin on my face and waving at him. I reached the bottom first as I got there I bent my knees and turned around fast to look at him, he was right behind me and stopped perfectly against me holding me by my waist and kissed my lips.

“I told you.” I said proudly.

“You were lucky.” He said laughing. I tapped his arm.

“I am good.” I argued. James made his way to my lips again but he caused us to slid a bit and we fell on the ground. We began to hoot with laughter. And I took the board off my feet. There was no way I could stand up laughing that much and neither could he. I dragged myself to his arms and sat between his legs with my back against his chest.

“This was fun.” He said.

“I love being here with you.” I said turning around to look at him. James took off his gloves and ran his fingers on my face.

“Come with me to San Francisco.” He said totally catching me by surprise. Was he serious?

“What do you mean?” I asked. He dragged himself closer and kissed my lips before he speak.

“I mean I don’t want to be away from you. I love you.”

“It’s not like that. I don’t even have a house in town.” I said.

“Ade…” He whispered putting his head against mine. “I want you to come to live with me.” He said. He left me speechless and breathless. “I want to wake up in the morning and you be there every day. I want to come home and share my day with you. I want to cuddle on the couch while we watch TV. I want to love you in the morning…”

“James…” I began clueless of what to tell him. He silenced me with two fingers on my lips.

“Come with me to San Francisco, will you?” He made the question again. I took his fingers away and kissed him with my love and passion.


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And so…I did. I kept my house in LA but I moved to San Francisco with James. I didn’t go alone, using the excuse that her boyfriend was also there I dragged Katy with me. She also ended up living with Phil at his apartment but that wasn’t her initial plan. Just like mine, I tried to convince James that maybe we should live in different houses because I felt we were rushing things a bit and because of his children too but he refused to listen to me and I ended up living with him.

It felt right though. Despite all the fear I had things turned out quite well for us. We became a complete couple, sharing the same roof, the same bed every day and sharing the same life. My schedules were done according to his and vice versa. We shared everything. I had to travel to LA many times, most bands I worked with were from there and most studios were there too. James convinced me to do as he usually does with the tour, one week off and one week at home. It worked for us.

His children took it quite well too. I met them the first day I got there. They were good kids, really well brought up. I never thought I had skills to deal with kids, in fact, I never had to deal with them until I met James, a father of three. I guess they ended up bringing even more joy to my life and many times I found myself laughing loud and happily playing around with them. I loved to have them around, they brought a new energy to the house and when they left it was all too quiet according to their father and me. It came to a point where I didn’t believe that life was mine that happiness had finally knocked at my door. Not in a million years I had thought that my vacation in London would change my life forever and that much.
Getting used to the city wasn’t that hard. Well, as I told you Katy was there which made things a lot easier and I knew every one related to Metallica which meant I also had friends. James didn’t have to go to tour until 7 months after I had moved so by that time my adaptation was fully done. I could drive around town safely without getting lost and I felt home.

Being with James all 7 months in a row made us really close and I never thought it would cost me so much to be away from him. But it did…I missed having him around the house, I wasn’t used to be alone anymore. That was a fact.

“You can’t wait to have him back.” Katty said laying down in my couch.

“What? Don’t you want to have Phil at home too?” I picked on her. She nodded without resistance.

“I don’t feel comfortable when Phil is hanging around with the girls of the meet n’ greet.” She said. I laughed loud.

“You’re afraid that he goes out with some of the fans? Don’t you trust him?” She threw me a pillow.

“I trust him but it crosses my mind too. Doesn’t it crosses yours?” The smile vanished off my lips.

“I try not to think about it. Part of me says I should trust him other part reminds me he cheated on his wife with me while he was on tour.”

“It’s different Ade. His marriage was already falling apart. I guess he wasn’t feeling committed anymore. And isn’t that the reason they do week out and week in? To leave the temptations behind?”

“Yeah. James says that’s the right way to do it. That way he doesn’t get wasted in road life and that means the alcohol and all the shit that comes along with it. Anyway, he’s coming home tonight and I can’t wait to have him here.”

“Are you gonna tell him about that proposal of working with that Swedish band?” Katty asked. I nodded.

“Absolutely. I think I am gonna take that job, of course I will coordinate my weeks in and out with James so we can be together but that’s a great opportunity and I can’t miss it and I love Katatonia. They’re excellent. Their music is just so perfect and inspiring it would be a shame if I would miss on the opportunity to have my name on their record.”

“I’m glad you’re having all those opportunities you’ve always wished for. “ I just smiled at her and sipped on my water. “Are you feeling better from the sickness?”

“Yes I am. It must have been something I ate. I don’t know. I am fine now.” I said.

Katty left in the middle of the afternoon and James would be home before dinner. I decided to cook him something special, something he loved so I also left to do some shopping. I came back home loaded with everything I needed to cook the chicken curry he loved so much. I spent quite some time in the kitchen and when everything was ready I went for a shower and got dressed in a white dress I had bought just for that occasion then I just went to our living room and sat watching TV until I finally heard the gate in the garden opening up. He was home and I ran to our door.

I saw James parking the car in front of our door. He usually left his truck parked at HQ before leaving on tour and then he’d pick it up. He looked tired a bit serious and even sad but gave me a faded smile resting his suitcase on the floor. I surrounded his neck with my arms for a hug. I held him really tight.

“I missed you so much.” I said.

“I missed you too.” He said but something in his voice made me stray and look in his eyes, maybe it was the fact that he trembled saying that.

“What is it?” I asked but he just let go of me and picked his bags back.

“Nothing.” He shrugged going inside the house. I stood at the door looking at him while he climbed to our room. Something was wrong. He was weird. I closed the door and went to the kitchen and began to set the table.

“James, dinner is ready you better come down” I shouted from downstairs. I heard the door of our bedroom cracking open and his footsteps coming down. I sat at the table and began to serve our dishes. He sat right in front of me. I could tell he was avoiding my gaze and I was disappointed that he didn’t even noticed my dress or paid attention to me at all.

“How did it go this week?” I asked him. That was a regular question. I always asked him how the shows go but this time he moved in his chair uncomfortably.

“Good.” He said playing with his fork. “It went really well, we sold out every show. It was insane.” This time he looked at me and smiled. I smiled back but I was beginning to feel tense as I felt something wrong was going on. His behavior wasn’t his usual behavior.

“Are you ok?” I asked him grabbing his hand in mine. James squeezed it and I could see his face almost wincing in pain. “Is everything alright babe?” I insisted. Another faded smile towards me.

“I am just tired Ade, that’s all.” He said. I believed in him. Dinner was finished in silence and I couldn’t help but worry about him. James helped me in the kitchen and then he suggested that we’d watch a movie on the DVD.

“I thought you wanted to rest.” I commented.

“No, I want to enjoy a bit of your company.” James sat on the opposite side of the couch not even coming an inch closer to me. He hadn’t kissed me since he got home or tried to hold me except from that moment he got home. He was avoiding me. He didn’t look in my eyes and didn’t try to talk. I dragged myself closer to him and leaned against him. I was hoping he’d put his arm around me and in fact he did but it was missing that tenderness in the way he usually did it. I was more and more certain that something was wrong but I decided to stay calm and not say a thing. We watched a horror movie, again in absolute silence when the film was over I could no longer hold it inside.

“James…” I said taking the remote off his hands. “What’s the matter?” I asked again. He ran a hand through his hair.

“Nothing. Why that question again?” He asked. I still could feel him tense and maybe even nervous now.

“Because I know something is wrong. You barely talked to me. You haven’t kissed me yet…that is not you.” I said. He got up like a bullet.

“Nothing is wrong ok? I am just tired that’s all and maybe I don’t feel like talking that’s all.” His tone raised a bit. I smiled at him and got up too.

“Ok, if you want to lie to me then be it. I’ll be ready to listen when you want to talk” I said. I almost dropped a few tears. That was not what I expected when I thought about having him home again for another week I wanted to be able to talk and cuddle and even make love. He closed the door of our bedroom and I went straight to the bathroom to change and do my nocturnal hygiene.

James was already in bed. The sheet pulled around his waist, his arms on the back of his head and he was staring at the ceiling. He was not alright. I decided to give it another try. I slid into bed and I curled against his body then I ran a hand across his chest. He took a hand off behind his back and caught my hand on his chest and turned his head to look at me. We didn’t talk, he didn’t say a thing, I just came closer a little bit and I brushed my lips against is, his lips parted and he sighed softly I pressed my lips against his feeling it was safe to move on.

He kissed me back. His hand still holding mine against his chest and as the kiss deepened the more he’d squeeze my hand and then my heart shattered into million pieces when I felt his hand leaving mine and he gently pushed me away.

“I am tired Ade. I am sorry.” He whispered. I didn’t say a thing. I looked into his eyes a few more seconds until he could no longer bare my gaze and turned his gaze to the ceiling again. I turned my back on him and turned the lamp on my nightstand out. The room went dark and silent and I dropped a few tears without letting him notice. He remained still, not moving. My stomach began to churn again, maybe it was my nerves taking the lead. I tried to calm down but there was no way the nausea subsided after a couple of minutes I turned the lamp on again and I ran to the bathroom. I spilled my guts out again. When I was washing my face James appeared on the door.

“Are you alright?” He asked. I looked at him while drying my face with a towel, his face looked honestly concerned.

“I’m alright now.” I said.

“Do you wanna go to the hospital or something?”

“No…no…there’s no need. It was just today. It must have been something I ate.” I said passing by him towards the bed again. I was still hurt, I couldn’t deny that. James remained against the door. “Aren’t you coming?” I asked him. He nodded and slid into bed next to me. Again laid on his back and staring at the ceiling. I watched him for a while waiting for him to say something. I knew there was something bothering him. He wasn’t like that with me. Then I saw his lips tremble and a tear rolling down his face. I sat and pulled his face to me and looked in his eyes. I didn’t need to talk, he knew what I was going to ask again. I waited until I finally saw his lips tremble again.

“We…” He began. “We need to talk Ade.” He said choking.

“Ok..” I said not feeling secure and I was even afraid. It seemed serious. He released his face off my hand and looked at the ceiling one more time and let tears fall down freely. Guess he wanted to cry all along since he got home and right there he was letting it all out. It scared me even more. It was serious. James cleaned his tears with the back of his hands and looked at me again.

“We need to talk and you have to forgive me.” He said. Shit! Fuck! I knew there something was really, really wrong. That couldn’t be good.
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I suddenly shuddered at the thoughts that began to run in my mind. I had a hunch on what he was talking about. He said I had to forgive me, that meant it was something he did. I gulped and then I talked.

“’kay…” I said. Nothing else could come out of my mouth. James kept his gaze on the ceiling, he wasn’t even able to look at me.

“I did something wrong. I am sorry.” He said. His voice trembling, his hands were shaking and my world fell apart hearing his words. He didn’t have to say anything else, right there I knew what he had done and that explained his behavior since he got home.

“How could you?” I asked him. My voice was nothing but a whisper. I was holding back my tears. I didn’t want to cry. I wanted to hit him, shout at him, burst into fury but I didn’t want to cry. He finally looked at me. Tears in his eyes again begging me to forgive him but I couldn’t do that. Could I? I shook him my head, it was like we were communicating in silence.

“Please forgive me…” He pleaded. I shook my head again.

“How can you ask me that?”

“I know that it is hard to understand and to forgive Ade but please, it was a mistake a huge mistake.” He tried to explain. I didn’t want to hear anything else from him. I got up and out of bed and grabbed my pillow. I couldn’t sleep with him in the same bed not at least I figured out what I would do. I needed, that moment, to be away from him. James grabbed my wrist in one desperate attempt.

“At least let me explain.” he said.

“I don’t want to hear it.” I said raising my voice. “I don’t want details. This is already too much.” I said trying to free my hand from his but he was holding me strongly. “You’re hurting me.” I said. He let go. I walked to the guests room and closed the door behind me falling on my knees the next second, curling on my own body I started to cry. My shoulders shacked as my sobs became more intense. I crawled onto the bed and laid there crying my eyes out. Hurt…anger…despair…fury…everything taking care of me but most of all it was hurt and disappointment. Meanwhile James knocked on the door.

“Ade let’s talk.” He said from the outside.

“Go away.” I shouted with my crying voice. I felt him trying to open the door but I had locked it.

“We need to talk.” He insisted.

“I don’t want to talk at least not now. Leave me alone.”

“Please…” He begged. I sobbed in silence hearing him.

“I trusted you…” I told him. I had a million things running in my mind. Everything was turning a mess. What was I going to do? I heard James crying against the door.

“It didn’t mean anything Ade…” He said. I closed my eyes. I didn’t want to hear about it. I wanted to block my mind. It was easy for him to say it meant nothing but for me it was everything. He had cheated on me. “It was a mistake…a huge mistake.” He kept going.

“Please…” I shouted. “Don’t! I don’t want to talk about it. I don’t.” I said. James went silent and respected my choice. I heard him go back to our room. There was nothing he was going to say that was going to make me feel better. He had ruined everything. My fairy tale was over. I knew perfectly well he wasn’t perfect but that was something I didn’t expect from him at all. That was probably the only thing I wouldn’t be able to forgive but I didn’t want to make a quick decision. I needed to cool down and think things out before taking a decision. I tried to sleep.

I got up really early in the morning with a huge headache. I wasn’t surprised I had cried most of the night and slept pour hours. I made a cup of coffee and went to the garden. I sat on the grass holding the cup with both hands and took a small sip. Disco came running and licked my face. I patted his head and he barked wagging his tail then left running again. The smile I had on my lips vanished immediately and I kept quietly sipping on my coffee and thinking about the events of the previous night. My heart ached badly, it was bleeding. When I was done with the coffee I got back to the kitchen and decided I needed to go out. I needed to get away from there, at least, for some hours. I tiptoed inside the room to pick up some clothes. It seemed like James was sleeping. I closed the door behind me and went for a shower.

I called Katy and asked her to meet me downtown. I didn’t tell her what was going on on the phone but I desperately needed someone to talk to and she was my best friend. She didn’t make questions and agreed to meet me. When I was done I went downstairs and looked on the phone table for the keys to my car.

“Are you going out?” His voice made me jump and I looked back. James was standing against the wall holding a glass of orange juice on one hand. His air was messy, he was just on his shorts and his face looked restless. He had big black bags under his eyes and they were swollen, red.

“Yes. I need to…”I said choking a bit as tears were assaulting me again. I couldn’t look at him. “I need to go out.” I finally said. He nodded with his gaze on his feet. I felt like running my fingers through his hair and tell him everything was going to be alright but I couldn’t. I didn’t feel like everything was going to be alright. I didn’t know how everything was going to be. I opened the door and began to walk, James grabbed my hand.

“Are you coming back?” He asked but I didn’t answer I just pulled my hand away and closed the door behind me. Next thing I was starting the engine of my car and getting out of the house as if I needed that to breathe. I blasted the radio trying to divert my mind from the facts and I reached Katy in 30 minutes. She was already sat at a table in our favorite Starbucks.

“What happened?” She asked me right away then she looked at my face and saw my concerned look. My eyes watered and she pulled me down to sit. “Talk…” She ordered.

“He got home really weird.” I began. “At first he didn’t want to tell me what was going on but then eventually he talked.”

“And…” Katy asked anxious.

“And he said he did something wrong and that I needed to forgive him.” Katy’s eyes widened open.

“He didn’t?” She asked but I nodded.

“Yes he did…” I said putting my eyes on the floor. “He did Katy.” I said cleaning my eyes to prevent my tears from falling.

“Oh…Ade…what are you going to do? What did he say?”

“He didn’t say much. I didn’t want to hear. I just wanted to be alone you know, to think.”

“But you need to let him explain.”

“What’s there to explain? He slept with another woman, there is nothing to explain.”

“Still, you need to talk. You need to let him explain. He tried to talk to you, you need to listen. That s the only way for you to clear things and understand and then make a decision.”

“I just needed to get out of the house. I couldn’t be there.” Katy tapped my hand friendly.

“You’re gonna have to face it Ade.” She advised me. I nodded. I knew that was a fact, I just didn’t know if I was ready. I didn’t even know if I wanted to go back home. And I didn’t go until it was already dark. I spent the whole day with Katy driving around town. We had lunch and dinner together. I checked my cell a couple of times but James didn’t call or texted. He was letting me do my healing and thinking, that was a good thing. Late at night I decided to go back home. I was feeling tired and I need to lay down my bones and relax.

I found the house silent and dark it seemed like no one was there but when I opened the door I heard the sound of the guitar coming from the basement. He was playing a very melancholic melody. My heart broke. I began to climb the stairs but then I stopped, thinking. I turned around and opened the door that led me to his studio. The sound of the guitar became clearer and stronger and I decided maybe it was time to talk and to hear what he had to say.

James was sat on the black couch with the guitar on his lap he looked at me as soon as he felt my presence. Putting the guitar on the ground softly as I leaned against the sound table.

“Can we talk now?” I asked him. He ran his palms on his jeans nervously and nodded. I went silent though I was the one telling him to talk but I also guessed he had to be the one starting. He was the one making a mistake and I was the one needing an explanation.

“They all got girls…” He began. “I don’t know what got into me but I let this rush taking over. I just wanted to feel young. It was stupid. I was stupid. I regretted it the moment..” He sighed. “Well the moment it was over.” Tears fell down my face as I listened to him.

“Did you actually or did she just…” I didn’t know how to put the question but I wanted to know if he had gotten all the way with the girl or if she had done just a small favor. In some way that would be different to me only his answer made things hurt even more.

“I actually did.” He said looking in my eyes for the first time. A small whimper escaped my lips. “It didn’t mean anything Ade. It was stupid. I shouldn’t have let myself get carried away like that. I don’t know what I was thinking. I love you…” I tried to clear my throat so I could speak.

“How would you feel if it was me? How would you feel if I came up to you and say something like that? How do you think that makes you feel? I trusted you…”

“And I could just hide it from you but I decided since then that I should tell you. I don’t want to lie to you. It breaks my heart to make you suffer and it breaks even more because I am the one causing that suffer but please Ade. Let me fix things.” He begged.

“And how am I supposed to trust you again? How am I supposed to feel when at the end of this week you have to leave again? How are you going to fix this?”

“I won’t ever do anything like this again.”

“How do I know that? I didn’t think you’d do it and you did.” I shot at him. “I don’t know if I can forgive you…” James buried his head between his knees and wrapped his arms around his head as if the world was falling on his shoulders.

“What are you going to do?” He asked.

“I don’t know.” I said honestly then I turned around and left the room. I heard him call my name but I didn’t answer nor I came back. I wanted to cry and rest my restless body. I wanted to be in the dark all alone, I wanted it all to be a lie, a nightmare from which I would wake up. I wanted to forgive him but I knew deep inside I would never be able to do that. My stomach churn one more time making me puke my dinner before I was able to lay in bed. I cried and puked and suffocated at the same time. Something else was wrong.
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Thanks for the double update!!!

James is such a jerk, he can cry his heart out but he won't touch me :angry
And this symptoms, oh god... :rolleyes:

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I hope they can work this out.!!! James stop being a jerk!!!! And the symptoms... I'm sensing something big
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I woke up in the morning feeling awful. I felt my head spinning so I laid back even though I wanted to get up but the moment I tried I felt weak and dizzy, I laid back immediately. The house was still silent so I assumed that James was still sleeping. I didn’t hear him going to his room, well, our room in fact. He must have gone to bed really late. Nausea took the role in the morning. I turned around in bed wincing and agonizing.

“God…” I whispered trying to resist the urge to run to the toilet first thing in the morning. “What’s wrong with me?” I muttered. I couldn’t wait or hold it. I got up feeling dizzy and went to the bathroom kneeling in front of the toilet. Nothing came out but I got a bit relieved. I flushed the toilet anyway and got up to wash my face. I looked pale. I felt my head spinning around more and more until I felt my legs becoming really weak. I sat on the floor resting and when I felt I was a bit stronger I got up and leaned against the wall. My head was just spinning around, I needed help.

I walked out of my room and leaned against the walls for support feeling I was about to pass out I called James. First his name came out as a whisper but then feeling my legs failing on me I sat on the floor and I called his name loud, I called for him twice and then I heard the door of the bedroom opening fast.

“Ade!!” He exclaimed seeing me sat on the floor. He was just on his boxers and I knew I had just awaken him up. “What’s the matter?” He said crouching in front of me. James ran a hand through my hair visibly concerned.

“I don’t know.” I said. “I’m feeling dizzy. I felt like I was going to pass out but I didn’t.” I explained.

“You look pale. Let’s put you in bed.” He said. I tried to get up but James just grabbed me in his arms and took me to what is supposed to be our room. He sat me in our bed and then sat by my side. ”I’m going to bring you water.” He said kissing my forehead and leaving the room. James came back some time after holding a tray. He had made tea and toasts. “I think it’s better if you eat.” He said putting the tray on my lap. I didn’t argue I took the cup of tea in my hands and I sipped on it. James was watching me. “Feeling better?” He asked as I was eating slowly. I nodded.

“I think so.” I ate everything he brought and I remained still for a while in bed while he took the tray away.

“Do you wanna go to the hospital?” He asked. James ventured on running a hand through my face, I let him do it. I was feeling vulnerable and a bit scared. What I felt for him was bigger than anything. It was bigger than him, bigger than me…bigger than us.

“No…I don’t think that’s necessary. I feel better already” I said. I was indeed feeling better if it wasn’t for the stomach to attack me again. “Oh no…” I said wincing. My stomach didn’t hurt it was just this nausea that didn’t want to leave me. “I need to go to the toilet.” I warned him. He stretched me out his hand to help me stand and then walked with me until the bathroom just in case. As soon as the toilet was right in front of me I just had to do the usual procedure. I kneeled and I spilt my guts out. James patiently help my hair and when I was finished he took me to the basin and washed my face and dried it with a towel.

“That’s it Ade. We’re going to the hospital right now.” He commanded. Again I went with his instructions. I took a shower and got dressed and so did he. Holding onto his arm James took me to the nearest hospital. It took a while until my name was called out. James walked in with me. The doctor examined me carefully and then asked for some tests. Blood tests and an RM.

“This is taking long.” James complained on the chair while we waited to be called again.

“The nurse told me it would take more than an hour to get the results of the RM.” I said.

“How are you?” He asked.

“I am alright.”

“Really? Wanna lay down?” He said offering me his lap.

“I am ok.” I insisted. James ran a hand through my hair. He looked so concerned. I looked at him and couldn’t but wonder why did he had to hurt us that much.

“Were you drunk?” I asked him. I needed an excuse to forgive him otherwise I wouldn’ be able to do it but he shook his head crushing me again. I looked away. James grabbed my hand and squeezed it lightly. I didn’t pull him away at the same time tears rolled down my face. His free hands cleaned them and he rested his lips against my ear.

“Don’t cry.” He whispered. “I am so sorry Ade. What do you want me to do? I’ll do anything.” He offered but he was interrupted by the nurse calling my name to meet the doctor again. Again James walked into the doctor’s office with me.

“So, do you have the results?” I asked rubbing my hands in my jeans nervously. The doctor looked at us and smiled.

“Yes, I have the results.” He said.

“And…” James asked impatiently.

“Everything is fine Ade.” He said. I was surprised.

“Then why do I feel this bad?” I asked.

“Your blood tests show us that you’re pregnant.” I wanted to say “what?” but I opened my mouth in vain. Nothing came out. I saw James resting back on his chair taken by surprise and running both hands on his hair. He looked pale for a moment.

“That can’t be!” I finally said shaking my head. “That isn’t possible.”

“Are you sure?” James finally spoke.

“Yes we are sure. I suspected it since I examined you, your blood and urine tests leave us no doubts. You are pregnant. 4 weeks pregnant to be more exact. Around that.” James started walking around in the room and I kept arguing.

“But I am on pills!”

“You must have forgotten to take it some time, antibiotics, there are a few medicines that reduces its effect. It happens.” The doctor explained. It happens but it couldn’t have happened to me. I was devastated and James was a nervous wreck. We had never talked about having children I was quite sure he didn’t want any more children and I also wasn’t ready to be a mother. That was totally on the back of my mind plus the timing was just hideous. It couldn’t be worse than that. “Is there anything more I can help you with?” The doctor asked taking me off my trance. James silent walking around the room was leaving me too nervous.

“No, I just…” I didn’t finished what I was going to say. I was trying to process the news in my mind then James spoke.

“Is there anything she can do not to get sick all the time?” He asked in a calm tone. I looked back at him and for a brief seconds our eyes met but he strayed his gaze right away.

“Yes I am going to prescribe her some vitamins that she should be doing during the whole pregnancy and also a medicine for the sickness.” The doctor began to write down and I looked back at James again. I was in panic. “You need an appointment with a specialist. I recommend you the obstetrics of our hospital. You better book and appointment.” I just nodded. We left in silence and in the reception I booked my appointment that shouldn’t be in next three weeks. According to the nurse it had to be that way so the heart could be heard already. I agreed, what did I know about pregnancies? I could only trust her.

In the car, I talked. “Please leave me at Katy’s.” I asked. James started the engine and began to drive.

“No, you’re going home.” He said.

“Do you mind to leave me at Katy’s? I don’t want to go home.”

“You need to rest! You’re going home ok!” He shouted. I raised an eyebrow in protest.

“I am feeling fine! I don’t want to go home.” I raised my tone.

“How did this happen?” He asked. James was nervous.

“I don’t know. You heard me asking for explanations. I don’t know how this happened.” I answered him with tears in my eyes. He was pissed off and wanting explanations.

“Did you forget to take the pills?” He insisted.

“HEY!!” I shouted. “None of this is my fault” I didn’t do this on purpose. What are you implying?” I asked him disturbed. He took a deep breath and tapped on the wheel while waiting for the light to turn green.

“I’m sorry…” He whispered.

“I am as surprised as you are.” I cried. James pulled over and pulled me to him patting my head.

“It’s ok. It will be alright.”

“No…it won’t be alright!” I sobbed against his chest. “I wasn’t expecting this baby. I didn’t plan it and neither did you. We’re going through a major problem and now we already have another one to deal with. I can’t do this on my own. I can’t have this baby on my own.”

“But we can have it together.” He said. I looked up in his eyes.

“I don’t know if I can be together with you.” I said. “That’s the point!” James let his arms fall down slowly looking into my eyes.

“Are you breaking up with me Ade?” He asked. I looked in his eyes unable to confirm it. Was I? Is that what I wanted? Unable to say anything I just opened the door of the car and got out. I heard James calling me but I didn’t stop and he didn’t come after me. I called a cab and went to Katy’s.

“I was waiting for you.” Katy said when she opened the door. Seeing my intrigued look she cleared things. “James called me saying you’d probably be coming here and asked me not to let go home alone if you’d go home. Now Ade do you mind to tell me what’s going on? He sounded a wreck on the phone!” I sat at her couch.

“I’m pregnant.” I dropped the news right away. Katy opened her mouth and she was going to say congratulations but refrained.

“When did you find out?” She asked instead.

“At the hospital this morning. I woke up feeling dizzy and sick again. James took me to the hospital and I had some tests et voilá!” I told her. Katy smiled and tapped my hand.

“How are you feeling?” She asked and I shrugged.

“I wasn’t expecting this baby and neither was he. He got nervous, he made me questions and assumptions! I don’t know I guess he didn’t want to have any more kids. We’re having a hard time and now this happens. This is too bad.”

“He took the news badly?” She asked surprised.

“I think he was just nervous and surprised at the same time. At fist he did but then he soften a bit.”

“What are you going to do?”

“I don’t know. I don’t think I am capable of having this baby on my own.”

“Maybe you don’t have to have it on your own Ade.” Katy suggested. I looked at her waiting for some light at the end of the tunnel. “I know you’re going through hard times and fresh to complicate things even more but maybe this is not the end. Maybe this baby came to unite you. It’s not the perfect timing, it wasn’t planned but hey, it’s here. You have a life inside of you.” She said rubbing my belly and I think it hit me for the first time in the maternal way. I smiled at her.

“I don’t want to stay with him just because I am having his child.”

“It’s not only because of that it’s also because you love him. I am not trying to influence you or anything but I think you have some thinking to do. It’s not just about you anymore, it’s about him or her…” She giggled. “And he was just nervous and surprised. I bet when he realizes a new baby is coming his way…” She smiled. James was an excellent father, I had to give him that. “So, are you coming back home?” She asked.

“I still have all my stuff in there. I have to come back there for sure.”

“That is not what I asked.” She argued. I nodded.

“Yes, at least for now.” I said.
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My initial reaction was: I hope that Ade doesn't decide to have this baby for the wrong reasons. Having a baby, as a means to try and unite around something usually isn't the greatest idea. It's more of a commitment to to try and work out problems, not really a commitment to the baby. Usually what ends ups happening is the added stress of a baby only exacerbates the problems.

James and Ade both have some serious thinking to do. James is going to have some serious work to do to get her to forgive him because she's right, he doesn't have the excuse of alcohol to hide behind. I hope everything works out though.
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I really hope they can work this mess out!!!
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