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| At Tragic Heights; NEW! James/OFC short story...sequel to Firewalking and HYBTB | |
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| Some_Kind_Of_Monster | April 14, 2012, 6:56 am Post #181 |
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☠ (R.I.P) † Return Is Possible †
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It's all going good More
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| Scorpion Flower | April 14, 2012, 7:24 am Post #182 |
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Outlaw Torn
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You think? I won't say a word about this...
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| Some_Kind_Of_Monster | April 14, 2012, 7:39 am Post #183 |
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☠ (R.I.P) † Return Is Possible †
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What kids will go in the way?? Okay they can, but please some sex first
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| Shayniz21 | April 14, 2012, 9:21 am Post #184 |
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Poor Twisted Me
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| Scorpion Flower | April 15, 2012, 7:09 am Post #185 |
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Outlaw Torn
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“I don’t want you to get in trouble with your kids because of me.” I said while we walked. “Their problem is not you Nadia. They understood when their mother and I talked to them when we separated long ago before I met you, they knew I was going to get involved with someone sooner or later. Their problem is that I had another kid, a baby and they think they’ll lose me for the baby, that’s their problem. Of course they made questions about you, it’s normal, but the baby has always been their problem. Like you said, they’re jealous and afraid. They don’t see you as the woman that separated me from their mother at all, not once did they saw it that way.” “Are you sure?” “I am sure. It’s Mara…” James sighed heavily again and I nodded falling in silence. “I explained to them when I met you and how I felt about you…” James said then and I looked at him surprised. “I did…” He said again seeing my surprised look. “And they weren’t shocked with that, so I know what I am talking about…and when I told them that I wanted to work things out with you the first thing they said was that the baby was coming to live with me, see? It’s just her…” “I don’t know what to tell you…really…everything is such a mess…my father…oh boy…my father is gonna give me hell.” “We just need to work things out between us.” He said stopping and holding my hand in his. “After that is done the rest will come, more or less difficult, but it will come. If you ask me if I want to face your father? No, I don’t…at all…it was enough having to deal with him in the hospital, but I will if I have to. Don’t you think what we feel it’s a good thing? Forget about all the shit that happened between us, put all that behind your back and just think about how we feel.” “Sometimes what we feel isn’t enough. We’re the living proof that love isn’t enough, look how we ended up.” I said. James grabbed my face between his hands and rested his forehead against mine. “We ended up sleeping in the same bed last night. We ended up confessing that we still have feelings for each other, which means we want to make it, none of us has given up, not even for one second. All the fighting and yelling was exactly that, the fact that we still loved each other and we couldn’t let go, though we both wanted, and we weren’t capable of letting go…” “I am afraid.” I told him. “So am I!” He exclaimed. We looked in each others eyes for a few seconds and then slowly, like in slow motion, his lips approached mine. My heart raced and my head begged me to pull away, but my eyes shut in agreement and his lips pecked mine sweetly, then he was the one pulling away. My eyes opened again to find his staring at me. There was no regret but this dancing glow showing in it. The first kiss after such a long time and the only one that happened during the day. We spent quite some part of the afternoon with the guys at the beach, then we all stayed home for a nice quiet dinner and watched some movies on DVD. Finally, around midnight we all wanted to go to bed, and James, once again, slept in my bed. I had a hard day, I hadn’t had the time to really sink everything that happened, the talk, the peck, nothing…and then, when I was in bed unable to sleep, it all came to my mind. Mara was quiet and James was sleeping profoundly by my side so I had the time to think. He had been surrounding me, not leaving me space to think about any of the things that were happening to us, and finally it occurred me that it was the third night we were sleeping together and none of us tried to have sex with each other. Maybe it was just because we were just beginning to reconnect or maybe it was something else. That something else began to hammer in my head. I missed having sex, I even admitted that to James, and still I had him in my bed and I haven’t made the move. All type of thoughts began to rang. I relived our life together inside my head. Every little moment, every little accusation, every little lie, every fight, every word we said to each other. Heard every moan, every love word whispered, every yell, heard me crying in various moments. I shook my head trying to clear my mind of all that but I just couldn’t. The night went on and I thought and lived every moment of our relationship. It started wrong, we rushed things, we didn’t trust each other and then there we were…rushing things again. “Jesus…” I whispered a bit desperate and sat on the bed rubbing my face. “We’re doing it all wrong again. This is gonna go wrong…” “Nadia…are you talking alone?” James asked me in a sleepy voice. “I’m sorry.” I told him looking back. Though it was dark I could see his shadow. “What’s wrong?” He asked sitting as well. “What is gonna go wrong?” “We need to talk…” I told him, though I thought that wasn’t the right time, after all it was 3 am. “What is it now?” He asked and realized that annoyed tone of his. “Not now….we’ll talk tomorrow.” I said. “No…now. It must be something important, you’re not even sleeping and you were talking to yourself.” “Really, it can wait.” I insisted. James got out of bed and grabbed my hand, pulling me to the balcony. “Let’s talk. What’s wrong?” He asked promptly and I didn’t know where to begin. I had been telling him I loved him, I had let him sleep in my bed, I had let him caress me and even peck me, and now all doubts were assaulting me, and it wasn’t the fear that I knew it was there, I was doubting my real feelings for him. “I’m having mixed feelings.” I said. James crossed his arms round his chest and glared at me. “I mean…I know I’ve said I loved you but the truth is I don’t know.” “What?” He exclaimed. “I told you first I didn’t know if I still loved you but then you got all tender and sweet and gentle and I don’t know…I feel lonely…I might have got carried away with all that. I can’t let go of all the fights we had and all the hurtful things we said to each other.” “And you concluded that now?” James asked me. “Don’t use that tone as if I am crazy.” I told him but he simply shrugged as if that was the only reasonable explanation. “I told you that sometimes hurt disconnects people and I think I disconnected from you. I mean, I haven’t tried to have sex with you and you have been sleeping in my bed for the past three nights! That must mean something! I miss having sex! So if I am not looking for it with you, then I think something might be wrong.” “Nadia, you’re just afraid.” He said. “No…this is not just fear. Fear, I recognize it, I assume it, this is something else. I am not saying we don’t have a chance, that’s not it. I am saying I need to be sure I am not giving in for the wrong reasons and that you’re here for the right reasons too, and that is because we truly love each other and not because we have a baby.” James shook his head and then stared at me silently. “Are you bipolar or something?” He asked then sarcastically. “Because today you were all sweet, you let me kiss you we were fucking talking about intimate things and it really seemed like we were going to make it and now you come up with something that fucked up.” “You don’t have to offend me!” I said annoyed. “That is the only fucking explanation I get. Are you insane and want to drive me insane too?” “I think I am just being honest by telling you I want to be with you without having doubts. From your side and from my side too.” “I don’t have doubts! I never had fucking doubts! You were the doubtful one the whole fucking time!” “We started wrong, we rushed a start and now we are rushing again. First time we crashed and burned and second time we are taking a high risk for the same to happen. We can’t rush something like this. We have to be sure. Fine, you say you are sure, but if I am not yet then you have to give me time.” James rubbed his face in a bit of despair. “What do you want to do?” He asked then. “I want you not to trap me in your web, I mean…I want you not to surround me with caresses and sweet words and love confessions so I can judge everything without being blurred by your sweet gestures.” “Judge? Oh fuck you…” He smiled bitterly. “You know what…all this shit you come up with also makes me doubt what our life together would be like. Right now I think it would be something like, James I love you and then you would be wondering who I was and what was I doing in your bed! Wake up for fucking life! I love you, you said you loved me.” “You are refusing to understand what I mean. You’re not stupid James, you know perfectly well what I mean.” He crouched in front of me. “You showed me the whole time you wanted this as much as I do. You said you loved me when you thought I wasn’t listening, remember that…” “Give me time to put it all together. Let’s go back to San Francisco and then we’ll see.” I said. “You are really backing away again aren’t you?” “I just need to be sure. I want to be with you knowing I don’t have doubts. See, I know none of this sounds right, that it shows how much of a mess I am, but when I say you confuse me I am telling the truth. You do confuse me, and that’s not good. If you come up to me and are all nice when I had told you that I felt lonely…James I just had the time to think about it now, because you surround me right away not leaving me space to breathe. I even agreed you’d sleep in my bed…that’s not right. It’s not that it doesn’t feel good, I am not going to deny it feels good to have you there, but I also feel like I was really pressured to do it. Like everything else, the holding hands, the words, the kiss…all because you were on me all the time since we talked first time.” “So you need me to back away and give you space to breathe, because you think I am inducing you into this.” I nodded. James got up and rested his hands on his hips looking at the beach. “I thought we were making progress, you know? It was never my goal to simply induce you into something, I thought I was doing the right thing, I thought I was giving you what you wanted. Ok…I’ll back away…” “I don’t want to hurt you.” I told him, but he just turned his back at me. “You just did.” He simply said and went to his room. “James wait…” I called him but he didn’t stop, so I went after him. “What do you want? I think our conversation is done.” He said dryly. “I don’t want you to feel humiliated.” “I don’t. I don’t feel humiliated at all. Why should I? Because I confessed my feelings for you and tried for us to be together? No…I don’t feel humiliated at all. In fact I am proud of myself because I was capable to put every shit behind me and stay true to my feelings and despite all decided to give you a second chance. So no, I don‘t feel like I humiliated myself, I just did what a normal human being would do. I tried to be happy, but guess what? I just found out that you can‘t make me happy. Not at all…” “Don’t say that…” I whispered. “I say it because I am sure of that. You can’t make me happy, you don’t have what it takes to make me happy.” He said approaching me. “James…” I called out his name. “Some people deserve a second chance Nadia, I don’t think you are one of these people, because usually we learn from our mistakes and you keep doing the same one over and over again. All I want from you now is my daughter, now go away because I need to sleep if you don’t mind.” He pulled the curtain away and motioned a hand to the balcony, and so I did as he asked and didn’t say anything else. |
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| Some_Kind_Of_Monster | April 15, 2012, 7:40 am Post #186 |
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☠ (R.I.P) † Return Is Possible †
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Stupid girl It's almost like doesn't want to be happy with him
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| Shayniz21 | April 15, 2012, 10:13 am Post #187 |
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Poor Twisted Me
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NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is so complicated
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| Voxx | April 15, 2012, 1:10 pm Post #188 |
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Some Kind Of Monster
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Nadia confuses the hell out of me. I don't really know what else to say other than that lol.
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| Scorpion Flower | April 15, 2012, 2:13 pm Post #189 |
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Outlaw Torn
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I think she even confuses herself...
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| Lilith | April 15, 2012, 11:29 pm Post #190 |
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♥ Jaimelicious ♥
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OMG! This girl just thinks too much. Though, in a way I understand her. I mean, of course I'd want her to say yes, and both to be happy for ever and ever. Yet, I also feel once again he was forcing the thing on her. I don't blame her for being confused, 3 days ago he was faking he didn't like the kid. Now he wants a relationship again. And probably orchestrated her being there with that purpose. With the past history, I would expect him to be more understanding. He is being as childish as she is being stubborn.IDK probably she never really loved him, just thought she did. Because she cares nothing about his happiness. |
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| Scorpion Flower | April 16, 2012, 5:21 am Post #191 |
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Outlaw Torn
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A month later… “Since you don’t even want to hear me, I am forced to do something like. To tell you the truth it’s even easier if I write. I don’t know, I am not good with words, you always get the wrong meaning out of it, or maybe that’s not it… I am tired of running after you, I haven’t done anything else for the past month but trying to get you to listen to me and saying that I love you. I love you, I am sure of that and even when I thought I didn’t, I did. I always did. But that doesn’t mean anything to you now does it? I know my head spins in strange ways sometimes, but you should have given me the chance to explain, actually I explained myself to you, but you always refused to listen. I was confused, I guess I had all the right to be after all the things you did and the things you said. I was right when I said that I wanted to be with you for the right reasons. Was that wrong? I don’t think so… You, on the other hand, you always had to have things done the way you wanted, when you wanted. That was what in fact caused us to crash and burn, because you have to have it your way, if you loved me the way you say you do, you’d give me the time I have asked for. It’s not that I don’t have what it takes to make you happy, I think I do, it’s that you think of something in a way and refuse that it might be done in some other way. We both made huge mistakes, not only just me, you also did. See that! I am not the only one to blame. It’s ok…I throw my towel on the floor. I am done, I can’t do this anymore and I can’t cry for you anymore. I am glad you have been such a great father for Mara, and that’s all you’re going to represent in my life from now on. It was your choice after all. I want you to be happy, and I am going to try and be happy myself. I will find someone like you, but I don’t know if I’ll ever love anyone the way I love you. I love you, be sure of that. I do love you. Nadia” _____________________________________________________________________ 4 years later… I adjusted the white simple dress nervously. My palms were sweating. He looked at me and smiled, the priest raised his hands and the guests sat down. The ceremony began, I felt my heart beating fast, I struggled to breathe, a huge lump formed in my throat. My daughter beautifully dressed by my side, she was holding the rings. I looked back and looked at my guests, all my friends and family were there. A huge “no” began to echo inside my head, but I tried hard to shake it away. The priest continued, I could barely hear to what he was saying, then I managed to control my panic. “If someone has anything against this union may speak now or be silent forever.” “I DO!” A voice was heard and we both looked back in panic. “I have something to say …” I gave huge steps towards him. My eyes flooded with tears, my hands sweat immensely and I opened my lips to yell. “NO!” I yelled at the top of my lungs. My eyes flew opened and my chest came up and down franticly. I was gasping for air and sweating a lot. My hair was glued to my temples. “God…” I whispered sitting on my bed and turning the light on. “Jesus…” I said again feeling my breathing coming back to normal. I had lived that dream over and over again. It was scary. “Mommy…” I heard Mara calling me. The door of my bedroom opened and my little girl came in rubbing her blue eyes. Her teddy bear in her hand, she crawled to my bed and leaned against my chest. I held her close to me and pampered her hair. “Let me sleep here with you.” She asked. “Ok sweetie…” I kissed the top of her head and imposed darkness in the room again. I shut my eyes to sleep while Mara snuggled against me sweetly, at least I had her company and that smoothed me and shook the nightmare away. The next morning my day started really early. When I had to look perfect, I looked in the mirror and realized I looked like shit. The terrible night sleep had given me huge black bags under my eyes, it had been like that for the past month and I couldn’t avoid it. My mother stayed in my house to help me get ready for the big event. The hairdresser did my hair while she talked about some movie I haven’t seen and quite frankly I didn’t pay attention to what she was saying for real. Besides all the nervousness, I had a million thoughts running through my mind. My daughter was giving me hell, as usual. Mara was just too active, we always had to keep an eye on her. I had no patience and still I had to have it all that day. Finally, they did my makeup and I put on the dress. A simple pearl one. I was ready to go. The fancy car was waiting for me near my door. Mara and my parents made me company, the rest of my guests were waiting at the chapel. I had invited just a couple of people, I didn’t want anything big. Apart from my parents and close friends, no one else was there, but there was a huge crowd on his side, which left me even more nervous. “Mommy, I want daddy.” Mara complained on our way there. “Sweetie, we’re almost there. Daddy is where we’re going ok? You’ll see him soon enough.” I told her. She gave me that familiar grin, his grin in fact, and my mother smiled watching her. She was my parents pride and joy. Mara was crazy for her father, he was her hero for sure and it pleased me they had such a close and great connection. Soon, the car stopped in front of the chapel, but I ordered the driver to take me to the backyard as it wasn’t time for me to go in yet. Diana was waiting for me there. “You look so pretty!” She exclaimed as I got out of the car holding my dress not to touch the ground. “Diana…look at me!” Mara claimed for her attention spinning around. “You look cute too.” She told her giggling and ruffling her hair. “Prepared?” She asked me guiding me inside the chapel. “I guess so…” I told her absently. “Mara, you go with nana now ok?” “I wanna go with you…” She whimpered. “Ok…” I agreed as I still could keep her with me. My parents went inside the chapel to join the other guests and Diana took me to a private room. “Are you ok Nadia?” She asked me as she saw me sitting with a concern look. “I am fine.” “Can you stay here now until I call you? I have to check on a few things.” She told me. Diana had organized most of my wedding. “I’ll be fine.” When she left, Mara began to jump around playing and singing some song she had learned at her school, then she turned to me. “Can I have ice cream mommy?” “Later sweetie, there’s no ice cream in here.” I explained. “Where is it?” Her blue eyes staring at me. “In the party later, ok?” Incredibly she nodded her head, usually she was tougher to convince. A soft knock on the door was heard and even before I could say the person to come in, the door opened slowly and James appeared. “Daddy…daddy…” Mara ran to him in ecstasy and he crouched so she could hold him tight and she always did. Mara put her tiny arms around his neck and James kissed her cheek countless times. “Oh…your hug is so good.“ He held her tight kissing her cheek over and over again. “You smell good daddy!” Mara exclaimed. “I do?” He chuckled “Are you behaving?” He asked her pulling her away and she nodded, leaving him to come back to her jumps and song. He looked at me. “Hi.” I told him. “You look beautiful.” He said. “What are you doing here?” I asked. “Are you ready for this?” He asked instead. I got up from my chair and walked up to him. “James…” I called his name pausing. “We need to talk.” “Nadia, are you having second thoughts?” I shook my head. “What has been happening…what happened…cannot happen again.” I said firmly and he nodded. “Look…” I said turning around to find a piece of paper and a pen. I wrote something and folded the paper in four, putting it in his hands. “Read this later.” I told him. James put the paper in the pocket of his tux and we stared at each for a while, then Mara pulled my dress calling for my attention. “Is daddy sleeping with us today mommy?” She asked innocently. “No sweetie…” Mara’s sad eyes looked at me and then at him. I concluded we had been confusing her and she was just four. “But you will sleep in my house!” He said crouching in front of her and smiling. “I want mommy too.” She said pouting. James looked up at me with pleading eyes and I looked away not taking my daughter’s and her father’s pleading. Then he got up and grabbed Mara’s hand. “Go with daddy sweetie.” I told her, and they began to walk to the door. When his hand grabbed the knob, I talked again. “Am I doing the right thing?” I asked him. James made that pause to hear my question before opening the door, he let go of Mara’s hand and walked up to me. James cupped my face between his hands and kissed me, taking some time on my lips and after, he held back Mara’s hand, the knob turned and he opened the door, not looking back and not answering me. Somehow my eyes flooded but I fought hard not to ruin the make up. Then it was my father’s time to come in there to take me. It was time. The music echoed and the doors of the chapel opened. Ryan tensed when he saw me by my fathers arm, and my heart began to race. I felt my fingers trembling, even my legs and my hands began to sweat. We began our slow walking up there. I saw Lars and Connie, who smiled sweetly at me. Then Kirk and Lani with their two lovely boys, in front of them my eyes hit James. Our blue eyes encountered, Mara was sat on his lap and a lump, a huge one, formed in my throat. His fiancée sat by his side, her hand on his leg, my heart raced even more and my head span. I turned my head to find Ryan more and more nervous waiting for me. I felt like running away in panic, I had never been that nervous, but I made all my way up there…until I was finally by his side. He smiled at me and the ceremony began. I stopped listening, I could only hear my heart beating franticly and I gasped for breathing. “Are you ok?” Ryan whispered and I just offered him a smile, then looked at the minister and tried to listen, after a while I managed to calm myself down a bit. Then came that part… “Does anyone have anything to say to stop this union?” The minister asked in a loud tone. Silence, absolute silence was heard for a few seconds, then… “Actually…” I heard a voice saying. “I do!” I knew that voice too well, both Ryan and I looked back in complete shock. “What?” Ryan managed to mumble, and I found James raised. His chest coming up and down in fast speed. “What are you doing?” I asked almost as a whisper. James gave two steps ahead. “I have something to say.” He repeated and this murmur began to be heard inside the chapel as people just whispered amongst them. “My answer to your question Nadia is no…you’re not doing the right thing. What are you doing anyway?” He continued. “Are you insane man?” Ryan asked him losing his patience. I, on the other hand, remained still ready to listen to what he had to tell me. My father shook his head in disbelief. “James…man…” Lars went to him and tried to grab his arm to pull him away, but James jerked him with strength. He took a hand to his pocket and took the paper I had given him off of it, then he read it out loud. “Part of me will always be waiting for you.” Then he looked up at me again completely ignoring all the eyes set on him. His fiancée was up already just as shocked as Ryan was. “Well, you don’t have to wait for me if you don’t want to, you can have me.” He said. “James!” Sylvia exclaimed. “Nadia…what is going on in here?” Ryan finally asked me. Definitely something was not right. I looked at Ryan unable to explain, my head began to spin. “Someone take him out of the chapel please!” Ryan asked for help, but I ran near James and put myself in front of him not to let anyone touch him. “No!” I yelled. “What are you doing?” Ryan came to me to ask, my eyes flooded and I turned around to look at James. Mara ran to us and clutched against his leg like defending her father, but for sure she was not understanding the serious mess that was happening in there. “Will one of you two explain what is going on?” Ryan insisted and he had all the right to do so. Sylvia also approached us. “Here’s the fucking truth…” James began, but I grabbed his arm in a plead for him not to say a thing. Our eyes met briefly and there was still that pleading in it, I let go and he turned to Ryan again. The truth was going to be hurtful. For Ryan, for Sylvia, for me and for James too. It would be a scandal, but then it was already a scandal. “Ok…” James took a deep breath. “There’s not a good away to say this so here it goes…she’s been cheating on you for the past month…” He dropped the news and more whispers were heard. “With me…” James added. “Nadia!” Ryan exclaimed. “James!” Sylvia exclaimed. “I’m sorry.” I told him. “I’m sorry?” Ryan said incredulous. Some guests went outside and I also saw the minister leaving. “Nadia, how could you?” My parents also approached us. I couldn’t face anyone. My nightmare had come true. “This is why this marriage can’t happen…not because we slept together but because there’s still unfinished issues between us. We love each other, our love never ended.” James added courageously. “Nadia?” Ryan asked me for explanations. “Nadia?” It was my mother’s turn. “How could you do this?” My father accused me making my head spin even more. “You have been sleeping with her?” Sylvia asked James. “I love you Nadia.” James added sweetly. My eyes locking on his. “We’ve been confessing our love for each other over and over again.” “Nadia!” Ryan called me again. “James!” Sylvia claimed for his attention. “Everybody shut the fuck up!” I yelled and looked at James who grabbed my hand in his like protecting me. “I don’t want you to marry him. I can’t let you marry him Nadia…think of all the things you told me…” He begged me. “Oh Jesus…” My father whimpered. “I can’t believe this is happening. This is too embarrassing.” “Nadia…” Ryan called my name, then Sylvia called James name. “I want daddy to sleep in our house mommy.” Mara said innocently. Both James and I looked down at her in disbelief and then at each other. His fingers squeezed mine and we stared. “Fuck you…” Ryan blurted yanking me out of my trance and he left just like that. “Ryan wait…” I let go of James and ran after him. “Let me talk to you…” I said. “Nadia…” James called me and I stopped running to look back at him. “I love you and you love me, we both know that. All we have been doing is pretending we don’t. We always have been falling in and out of love with each other…all this time…come with me…be with me…” “Come with daddy, mommy.” My daughter said breaking my heart. Both her father’s and my eyes watered, we stared at each other again. My heart was racing franticly and James gasped as if he had been running. We were both almost having a nervous break down. “Come mommy…” She insisted extending me her little hand, her other was still wrapped around James’ leg. “You’re not going with him!” My father commanded. “I love you…” James added. “We’re not done, we were never done and we’re far from being done.” “Daddy, can I have ice cream?” Mara asked him pulling his trousers for attention. James picked her up on his arms and looked at me again. “Come on…let’s go give our daughter an ice cream.” He said smiling and I caught myself giggling. “Did you instruct her to say all that?” I said approaching him and then stopping in front of him. He smiled at me. “I didn’t, but we have to admit her lines were on the right time. She‘s doing a great job.” He joked and we both giggled. Sylvia turned on her heels and left almost running. We were both crazy indeed. My hand took hold of his. “I love you.” I told him. “God…and you’re insane!” “I couldn’t let this happen…I just couldn’t…” “What am I going to tell everyone? I mean…” I looked around, the place was almost deserted. “I think we can manage it here.” My mother told me surprisingly. “I don’t know how…but well…we’ll do our best.” My father turned his back at me. “Ice cream Cinderella?” James asked Mara and she grinned. They grinned at each other, their grin was just the same. He looked at me waiting for my final approval and I nodded. His head bent over mine and he kissed my lips softly, then he began to pull me away from there. “You are crazy, you know that?” I said as we ran to his car. “Why? I am not the one in a bride’s dress…” He joked. He put Mara on the backseat and then opened the door so I could get in. “I can’t believe you did that.” I said again. I was still in shock but then my heart belonged to him and in all the mistakes I had done in those years I was going to commit the biggest one of all but at the same time the only right thing to do. “We have a story to live. Our story never had an end, a real one…you know that…” James bent over me and kissed my lips, but we were interrupted by a loud knock on the window. Ryan was punching the window violently. “I am gonna kill you Nadia.” He yelled at the same time. “Get out of here.” I ordered James. He started the engine and stepped on the gas. I knew the consequences of that action would be huge, but I was willing to take that risk. James had always been the man I had love all that time. All the boyfriends I had and even Ryan were just a copy of James. I always looked for James in other men and obviously, there’s only one James and no one could be like him or represent what he represented in my life and in my heart. “Daddy, are you sleeping with me and mommy today?” Mara asked visibly happy. She had no clue of what her parents had just done. “Yes sweetie.” He told her. “Today and everyday…” I added. We had been reckless like that. Careless, even selfish. Today? Well…nowadays we are happy. We came to terms with all our doubts, accepted our feelings and our differences. We are a balanced couple and learned how to complete each other. Mara rules his life though he prefers to think he rules hers. She is his little Cinderella has he always called her and she has this amazing ability to pull out everything she wants from him. James doesn’t resist her puppy eyes for more than 10 seconds, from the two of us, he is the one spoiling her the most for sure. His love, and dedication for her are unquestionable, one can see that in his shinning eyes when he looks at her, or when he laughs with something she says. She’s his Cinderella and he is her hero, and I am one of the most happiest woman in the world. THE END _________________________________________________________________________________ So this is it for this one:) I want to thank everyone who enjoyed reading this, that stick with this crazy ride. To all of you, thank you very much and especially to the people who took the time to comment. Newstory "Be With Me" is posted, a new ride will start:)) Edited by Scorpion Flower, April 16, 2012, 6:17 am.
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| Some_Kind_Of_Monster | April 16, 2012, 5:49 am Post #192 |
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☠ (R.I.P) † Return Is Possible †
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Aww such a cute ending Although there was no sex I love it Thanks for the story
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| cmania | April 16, 2012, 2:21 pm Post #193 |
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Frantic
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^-^ oh yeah sweet ending james for the win ! xP *.* another one ? omg hihihi |
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| Lilith | April 16, 2012, 5:37 pm Post #194 |
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♥ Jaimelicious ♥
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lol I wasn't expecting that, lol xD But was adorable. I hope it finally lasts! xD |
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| Metallica 4 Life! | April 16, 2012, 9:49 pm Post #195 |
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Poor Twisted Me
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WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! God that story was awesome!! I'm so glad James stood up and took her the entire time I was reading that last page I kept saying.."Who the hell is the Ryan character!?!" Now I must go read the next one!! Great work!!! |
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