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At Tragic Heights; NEW! James/OFC short story...sequel to Firewalking and HYBTB
Topic Started: March 8, 2012, 3:23 pm (8,494 Views)
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After a while I felt heavy hands on my shoulders and I rushed a hand to clean my tears. Then he turned me around to him and I looked at my feet so he couldn’t see my eyes, but a sniff gave me away.

“Are you crying because of him?” He asked quietly and I shook my head, but at the same time my shoulders shook too. “Come here.” He said pulling me to him in a tight embrace. His arms wrapped around me and my head buried on his chest. I felt the smell of his fresh clean shirt and after that his manly scent invaded my nose. I remembered how I loved his smell and how I missed it and remained quiet against him just feeding my need, my arms wrapped around his waist and he squeezed me tighter.

“You’re gonna have to face him sometime.” He continued, a hand ran over my head in a caress and I kept silent, just enjoying the moment. My cry subsided but I held onto him tightly. “Wanna go for a walk down there?”

“No…” I said. “I wanna stay here like this.” I replied honestly. His head bent over me like he was protecting me from the world and the evil and it felt even nicer.

“With me?”

“With you…” I confirmed not afraid.

“Were you surprised that he called?” James asked patiently pampering my hair with a hand, not breaking the magic of that embrace.

“I was you know…He was always so proud…even when we had a fight, I always had to be the one going to him. He never came to me. I remember apologizing even if I was right. So I was surprised.”

“Do you wanna go back to him?” I looked up at him and rested my chin against his chest, not knowing what to answer. I didn’t know what I wanted, so I just shrugged. James broke the hug and pulled me with him. He sat on a chair and sat me on his lap, making me rest against his chest and wrapped his arms around me one more time. It seemed like he was rocking his little girl but I didn’t mind.

“I don’t know anything right now.” I let out.

“You know Nadia. You need to search inside yourself for what you really want. You have to balance your needs and what he can give you, your feelings as well…” James sighed and I just waited for the rest, I knew he wasn’t done yet. “Only you can decide this. Only you know what you want and what you feel.”

“What would you do?”

“What I just told you. I would do just that. I would think about what matters now, my goals and what I expect to achieve. I would weight my feelings for that person, and that’s what you need to do too. No one can solve this for you, it’s all up to you.” Taking a hand under my chin he pulled my face up to look at his.

“I don’t know what I want.” I told him.

“Then you’re gonna have to find out.” He said running his thumb on my cheek. “If you wanna keep running from him, you can always go to San Francisco and work at the club. Now you know everyone, you have friends there…but I don’t think that’s a good idea.”

“Going to San Francisco?”

“No, running away from him. You need to face your demons. If you love him maybe you should give him a chance, sometimes people change…he might have realized that he loves you more than he thought he would. Sometimes we need to lose something to know how much it meant to us. Maybe it was his case, who knows…”

“I don’t wanna talk about him anymore.” I said resting back against his chest.

“It’s a beautiful sky up there.” He said making me laugh.

“Stop that…” I tapped his chest and he giggled grabbing my hand in his.

“It was another subject.” He joked, smiling openly and I looked up at him again. “And you’re laughing…”

“You always make me feel better.” His smile vanished and rested a hand on my face.

“I wish I could understand you.” He told me. I rested my head back against his chest again, not taking the intensity in his gaze.

“The sky is beautiful tonight indeed.” I said and James cracked a laughter and kissed the top of my head. “James…have you always been sure of what you wanted?”

“No…Not really. For quite some time I didn’t know what I wanted, I don’t even remember quite well some part of my life. Since I am sober though, I do know. I get confused sometimes, my head is a mess, but I always end up knowing what I want, which is good. It feels great. I just have to think, take some time on my own and think. You have to think too kitten…Make questions to yourself.”

“What kind of questions?” I needed advice. At that moment my head was a mess.

“In this particular case, I mean your ex…you have to ask yourself, first of all if you love him.” I listened attentively and wondered, in silence if I still loved Mark, which I didn’t know. “You have to ask if he’s the one who makes you smile when you’re crying. If he hugs you when you’re in need of a hug. If he’s the one you want to talk to when you have a problem, and if he’s willing to listen to you. If you miss him, you know, intimately speaking. If you want him to be around…you have so many questions you can make to yourself…” I stayed silent, answering mentally to all of his questions and answered yes to all of them, except Mark wasn’t the one in my head but James. Mark had never been kind, he had always been too closed in his own world, like only he mattered, and I wasn’t sure if I missed him but I was sure I missed James, even if I was with him every day, and if I had anything bothering me, he was the one I wanted to talk to, because he could make me smile in five minutes and always offered me a hug when I needed.

“These are a lot questions.” I stated getting off of my trance. Lars question, if I was in love with James popped up and I looked in his eyes and got lost in the blue of them.

“Yes…” He answered me running a hand over my face and I raised an arm and tugged it on the back of his neck, the tip of my fingers caressing him there. “And you need to find an answer for all of them.”

“I better go now.” I said breaking the moment and getting up. “Sleep well, and you shouldn’t be out here.”

James got up as well and walked me to the door. “Sleep well Nadia.” I kissed his cheek.

“You too.” Those were my last words to him that day.

The next day was show day, which meant back to work and following James around while he complied with his duties. He was in a good mood, joking all around and laughing with people. I thought that had to do with his wife phone call and my heart ached a bit. Lars question kept popping up in my head and I came to the conclusion that I was in deep trouble. I went on that tour to get rid of a trouble, only to find a bigger one. I was in love with a married man, and though I knew we didn’t have a future, there would never be a us, I still had fallen in love with the man.

While he was testing his guitar on stage, I sat near Lars drum. We were alone in there and I watched him from the behind with all type of thoughts running through my head. I had to deal with my feelings the best way I could, but one thing is ignoring and not knowing you’re in love with someone and other is realizing you love the man in front of you. I was rather silent and even a bit absent and James noticed it.

“Still dwelling?” He asked pulling the strap of the guitar off his shoulder and sitting next to me.

“Not really…”

“Not really? You mean…”

“I mean, what happened yesterday was yesterday and today is a new day.” I said shrugging. I could never tell him the truth. James curled an eyebrow and I laughed. “Just leave it. Are you feeling better today? I mean, your back…” James nodded.

“A lot better, I still have taken a pill just in case. Hope I can cope with the weight of the guitar for two hours.”

“You will.” I said tapping his leg. When I was pulling it away he grabbed it, holding my hand in his, sweetly and tenderly.

“So, you mean it didn’t matter?” I knew what he was referring to.

“Maybe not…” I sighed. “I thought it would hit me harder than it did. To tell you the truth I haven’t been thinking much about him lately, at least not as often as I used to. I think coming on tour with you guys was my best decision, on one hand anyway…”

“And on the other hand?”

“On the other hand…” I paused. “I don’t wanna talk about it.”

“Why not?”

“You’ve been a real pain in the ass lately.” I said giggling and freeing my hand to tap on his chest, but he grabbed my hand back, strongly this time, like he didn’t want to let go. “You make too many questions Hetfield.”

“Because I want to know things.” He claimed.

“Why?”

“Just because…”

“See…you don’t answer my questions as well.”

“I just want to be sure, that’s all.”

“Sure about what?” I insisted but he shook his head, I knew my question would have no answer again. I got up a bit frustrated. Sometimes I felt like he wanted to tell me something but when I insisted he’d always shut up.

“Hey, come back here.” He said grabbing my wrist and pulling me down to sit again.

“Sometimes you piss me off.” I told him.

“So do you!” He laughed and his cute laughter echoed in the venue.

“I like to see you that way, in a good mood. Is it because your wife called?” There I was, much to my discontentment, asking him about his wife again. It was none of my business and still…I couldn’t avoid it.

“Does she bother you Nadia?”

“I knew all the time she existed.”

“That’s not what I asked.” He argued.

“I can’t answer you that. Now let me go, I need to eat something before the show, you should do the same.” I got up to leave and James remained sat, but after a while I felt steps behind me and soon he was by my side.

“Sometimes I wish you were honest with me.” He said. I rolled my eyes, James could be so persistent and that in fact bothered me a lot.

“I am honest with you.” I affirmed.

“What are you afraid of?”

“What kind of question is that?”

“Damn… don’t answer me with a question. I need answers not god damn questions!”

“Maybe I don’t have the answers you need! Have you think of that?” I stopped walking and my voice came out a little louder than it should. Someone of the crew was passing by us and looked at us by the corner of his eyes. Only when he was distant enough James spoke again.

“The hell you don’t!” He hissed. “Isn’t it so simple? You just say yes, she bothers you or no she doesn’t.”

“What difference would that make?”

“Maybe it would make a lot of difference, just so you know.” I smiled at him, not a happy smile, but a pissed off smile and began to walk again. James grabbed my arm. “Don’t turn your back on me when we’re talking. Don’t run away. Is that what you do? Run away from people when you don’t know what to do or say? Is it simpler to run away than face things as they are? I made such a simple question, it’s not like I am asking you if you like me, or if you are in love with me. I don’t even have to ask you that because I know what the answer is gonna be.”

“You know nothing so shut up. You even thought I was using you, nice way of judging me.”

“And weren’t you? Come on…we’re adults, so we know what it is like.”

“Oh James, like I said…shut the fuck up.” I turned my back on him again and again he grabbed me.

“Why can’t you be honest with me?”

“Honesty? Are you talking to me about honesty? Why are we even fighting about this?” I tried to walk but he grabbed me firmly holding me still.

“If I am wrong, then tell me I am wrong!” He raised his voice. He had lost all his serenity and smile, none of these were there anymore.

“I already told you that it was not! Maybe in the beginning yes, but then it was about you. I liked to be with you. So I was honest… I even said I missed you damn it. Don’t accuse me of not being honest when you were the one that didn’t have the guts to tell me we should stop, you simply bailed. I am not saying you didn’t have the right to do so, but I deserved more than that. Talk to me about feeling used. It hurt, what you did hurt.”

“And I told you something changed.”

“Fuck that! What kind of answer is that? Something can be anything, something is not a fucking explanation! It’s ok, it was you not me…I got the whole picture.” James frowned.

“You got nothing. Stop acting like you know the whole truth!” He yelled.

“Then fucking tell me what the truth is? Can you do that Mr honesty?” James pushed me against the wall.

“I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU!” He yelled really loud, making me shudder. “That’s what fucking changed. So if I was ok with having you just for fun, I stopped being ok with that. I didn’t want you there like that. I wanted you there because you wanted to be there, with me. ME! Not because of him.”

“You what?” I asked with my voice trembling.

“I am in love with you.” He affirmed looking in my eyes. “Now you can laugh at your own will. Hope you’re satisfied.” With that he released me and walked away in fast speed.

“James…” I began to run after him.

“Leave me alone.” He said. I ran a bit faster and grabbed his arm to make him stop, but he jerked me away easily.

“James wait.” I asked him. “Let’s talk…”

“I don’t wanna talk. I said what I didn’t want to say. I just feel like a toy in your hands.”

I stopped walking and watched him walking away. “Who’s running away now?” I yelled at him, but he didn’t say a thing.
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And the right answer is I LOVE YOU TOO, woman :P

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GOD DAMNIT HETFIELD!! Why are you so fucking adorable???? :drool :heart:

OMG! I was thinking they were going to spend sometime not being honest with each other... but... Jesus! James confession was explosive! :blink:
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I'm so glad you continued this! :D :heart: :horns2
Keep going, it's great!
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After the show, he didn’t go to the party. I had a hard time trying to talk to him but he always avoided me or shut me up, so I quit and went with the others to have a little fun. Only…it wasn’t funny at all. I sat on a barstool hammering at his words and my heart was just telling me to go to him. I didn’t want him to think that what he had told me didn’t matter at all, I didn’t want him to get the wrong impression. If I wanted to show him that I cared, that he mattered, I had to go there. I had to show him that, so I got up ready to go back to the hotel and knock on his door, but when I did so, Connie sat by my side ready to talk.

“Europe is almost done, next is the States.” She said. I smiled at her and nodded. “Do you miss home?”

“Not exactly. LA is not really my home, I came to realize that. I went there full of dreams and I got so many disappointments. Life is far from easy in there. Home is Illinois, where my parents are, my whole family, my friends…”

“But you have friends in LA.” I nodded at her.

“Yeah…I do. I cannot deny that, but it doesn’t feel like home. Of course I miss it there a bit, my friends I guess…”

“And your boyfriend, right?”

I wished she hadn’t gone there, everything was beginning to be so far from the truth. “He’s not my boyfriend. He broke up with me.”

“But he called…” She smiled. Connie was so pretty and gentle, I really loved her.

“And…can you believe? A while back I would have given anything, and I really mean it when I say anything, for that phone call, but now…now it’s so late. So many things happened.”

“Yeah…I know…” She grabbed my hand as if she knew what I meant. I couldn’t help but wonder if I was that transparent.

“It’s a big mess…” I admitted. “I don’t know how these things happen to me.”

“Maybe you should talk to him.” She advised me. “And fully admit it to yourself. It’s been a while since I noticed how you interact with him.”

“This is making me uncomfortable.” I said trying to stop the conversation there. The fact that James was married was just too embarrassing. “I don’t know if I am in love with him, ok?” I said continuing after all. I needed to talk and I trusted her. “I am confused…he’s married and stuff…and then Mark called…”

“We don’t choose the one we fall in love with, love doesn’t know marital status, it simply happens and I think there has been some space given for it to happen, otherwise it wouldn’t. He gave you that space for a reason…”

“Oh Connie, this is a very long story.” I said recalling how the space was given and what had happened secretly between us.

“Sometimes when we play with fire we get burned.” I laughed at her remark.

“Look…” I said getting up. “I love talking to you but I need to go somewhere urgently. I was about to leave when you sat here, don’t get me wrong.” She smiled and shook her head letting me know it was alright. “I really need to go.”

I ran down the street so I could get to the hotel faster. It seemed an eternity until the elevator reached the lobby and then another eternity until it reached our floor. I took a deep breath in front of his door and counted to ten to calm myself. Also I didn’t want him to see me panting from the running, so I stayed there for a while trying to normalize my breathing, then I knocked.

I wasn’t expecting him to open the door, but he did, though he just stayed there looking at me and waiting for me to say something.

“We need to talk.” I said. “Don’t close the door in my face because I am going to knock and yell at you to open it the whole fucking night.” I was determined to do so. Without pronouncing a word, James strayed and gave me space to go in. Once inside I began to shake a bit and searched inside my head, franticly, a way to start the conversation. I had to be careful, I could trigger another fight and that’s not what I wanted. He felt wounded, menaced even, so I had to chose my words carefully.

“Do you think it was a good idea to tell me something like that and then just leave me there?” I asked him first. My tone was calm, quiet, trying to give him some confidence. James sat on the couch and I sat on the floor right in front of him, crossing my legs. I gave him the time he needed to answer, it would not be a good idea to shot him question after question. I didn’t want him pressured.

“I feel embarrassed ok? What I told you it’s the truth and I don’t take back any word of it, but I feel embarrassed.”

“Why?”

“Because I feel like I lost control over things. I wasn’t planning this…and you…”

“I what?” I asked kneeling and resting my hands on his knees. His blue eyes met mine. “I what James?”

“You love someone else…”

“How can you be so sure?” I confronted him.

“Because you used to talk to me about him, and you always said that you loved him.”

“In the beginning yes, but not after…Did I really ever made you feel used?”

“Put yourself in my shoes Nadia. Knowing your background and then realizing how I really felt…it’s difficult not to feel that way. Even if it’s just my imagination, but it’s hard not to feel that way.”

“Think of all the times we had been together James…I delivered myself to you. I do understand your point, but please be cold enough to analyze things properly.” He watched me attentively, then his hands rested on my face.

“You don’t have to be here comforting me. I’ll be alright and I’ll deal with this.” He said. I approached my face to his and our eyes locked from the tiny distance of nose tips touching.

“Yes I have. If you say you’re in love with me, I have to be here.” None of us moved, but his hands grabbed mine when he heard my words.

“Does it matter to you?” He asked almost whispering. James came closer and our lips brushed, sending shivers all over my body.

“Yes.” I admitted. “It matters.” I said. I saw his lips curving in a soft smile and then one of his hands rested on my face. Another brush on my lips with his, he closed his eyes and then grabbed my lower lip between his. My eyes closed the next second and it was my turn to grab the back of his neck, pulling him to me, letting him know that I wanted that kiss to happen. He pecked me twice and then pressed his lips against mine strongly. Then both of his hands cupped my face pulling me a bit back and he run the tip of his tongue across my lips and they parted, allowing him to dive into my mouth and my tongue met his in need. His strong arms pulled me closer and his hands pressed against my back. I rested a hand against his chest and the other tugged on the back of his neck, while our tongues tangled in a languid dance. Finally, needing to breathe, we broke the kiss, but not the distance. We came back to noses touching and James rested his forehead against mine.

“If you give me the chance I can make you forget all about him Nadia.” He whispered. “Be with me…” He sounded like he was pleading.

“You’re married.” I said stating the obvious.

“Well, that’s the thing…” He said breaking the moment and letting go of me. I curled an eyebrow. “I am not.” He said.

“What do you mean you’re not?” I raised my voice instantly.

“I have been wanting to tell you this but I just didn’t know how to approach the subject. I am separated.” I looked at him shocked.

“You lied to me?” I asked sitting back on the floor.

“I had my reasons.” He explained.

“What fucking reasons? Since when you’re separated?”

“I already was when we met.” He confessed looking away from my fulminating glare.

“You lied to me the whole fucking time?” I blurted standing up. “and your ring?”

James got up too and walked up to me grabbing my hands in his. “I wear it to keep the greedy women away, also because I am used to it.”

“What a lame excuse!” I shot. “You let me think this whole time you were married! Are you out of your mind? Do you know how guilty I felt for having sex with you?” He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me against his body, bending over me to kiss my neck. “Get off me…don’t kiss me…” I said tapping his back and freeing myself.

“You should have told me! Was it that hard? We talked about so many things!”

“I know! You’re right…100% right. But then I said that and when I wanted to tell you the truth I didn’t know how to tell you.”

“Was it? Or was it because it suited you as a cover? I cried because of her on your fucking balcony last night!”

“That’s kinda cute.” He said smiling and walking up to me. His arms wrapped around me one more time and our body was glued again.

“Don’t make fun of me!” James rested his forehead against mine smiling.

“Are you done?” He asked.

“You fucking liar!” I shot.

“Done now?” I smiled at him and wrapped my arms around his neck. His lips met mine again.

“I should kill you.” I said when our kiss broke.

“’kay…but kill me later.” He said. James grabbed me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist. He took me to his room.

As his legs bumped the bed he lay me down on it, following me all along. His body rested on top of mine and his hands dug under my shirt as we kissed again. He ran his hand all the way up until he found one of my breasts and then he squeezed it gently. James kissed my cheek then and my chin, he bit there and then kissed my lips again. My desperate hands pulled his shirt up, in need to touch his skin, to feel it against my palms. Our kiss broke and he pulled away, so I could pass it over his head and I threw away like some disposable garbage. He was bare chest for my delight and I ran my hands on his chest, then down is belly while he watched me. From his belly my hands roamed to his back and I pulled him down to me again. Another kiss, tongues circling in need.

He pressed his crotch against mine and I raised my hips to feel him. Jean were getting on our way and on my nerves as well. I needed more, so my hands left his back and tugged on the waist of his jeans. First button off, then I pulled the zipper down and dived my hand inside. He was hard already and I pressed my palm against him, letting him grind my hand for a bit, while he pulled my own shirt off.

Then his hands pulled the straps of my bra off my arms and kissed my cleavage and my breasts, while he fought on my back to unclasp my bra. “What the fuck?” He said raising his head to look at me, making me giggle.

“Here…” I said guiding his hands to the front, where the bra would unclasp. He got rid of it right away and then feasted on my naked breasts. My back arched at the touch of his lips around a nipple, his tongue playing with it, circling it, making it hard. I began to pull his jeans down and James got up to pull it off completely.

“The boxers too.” I said standing on my elbows, enjoying the show. “I don’t think we’ll be needing those.” he did as I asked and he stood naked in front of my eyes.

“I am not the only one getting naked around here.” He said smiling while his hands grabbed the waist of my jeans. I pulled my arms above my head and let him undress me. His erection jumping straight in front of my eyes, making me crave for him. “Much better…” He grinned satisfied with my nakedness. He grabbed one of my legs and rested my foot on his shoulder and kissed my ankle. After, he tried my wetness with his fingers, like seeing if I was already ready for him, groaning low as he felt I was.

James bent over me and kissed my lips, while his jumping member probed at my entrance. I raised my hips to receive him and with his hand he guided himself inside of me. I moaned softly at the sensation as I adjusted to him. He made it slow until he tilted the end.

“God…I missed you.” He whispered against my lips. I raised my head a bit and kissed him and he began to move in and out, making me relax and lay back just enjoying that moment.

“I missed you too.” I whispered in his ear.

“How much did you miss me?”

“A lot James.” I confessed. My nails rammed on the skin of his back and he bit my lobe gently. His hips rocked me perfectly and the fire we had was all still there. “Humm…” I moaned arching my back. I wanted more and he sped up a little.

“Nadia…” He said my name sounding like a moan and a plead. His fingers pressed the skin around my hips strongly and I knew he was about to lose it. The feeling between my legs intensifying, going up my belly. I could feel the muscles in it contracting as the tingling sensation increased. My heart was racing and my chest came up and down lacking air to breath, so did his.

“Harder…” I asked him. I wanted to come urgently, and he did what I had asked him. “Yeah…” I moaned and growled at once. My grip on him became tighter, I squeezed his skin between my fingers and moved my hips, joining him.

“Oh fuck….” He clenched his teeth. Our bodies moved as one and soon I arched my back and convulsed in orgasm, the one he never failed to give me. James rolled his eyes on the back of his head in pleasure and his face flushed. His lips opened in a O and his muscles tensed. He unloaded that second and thrust a couple of times until he was done with the rush of his own orgasm, finally throwing himself on top me, resting.

“Kill me now after this…” He said still out of breath and I tapped his back laughing.

“I should.” I said rolling him to the bed.

“What about what I told you?” He asked pulling a strand of my hair behind my ear. “Give me a chance…” He kissed my lips.

“This has to go away.” I said running a finger over his wedding ring. He simply nodded, agreeing.

“You jerk.” I smiled against his lips.

“You love to call me names don’t you?”

“Because you piss me off!” I argued again, but I wasn’t mad, I was just joking.

“So do you.” He kissed. “Stay here tonight.”

“I wasn’t going anywhere.” I kissed his lips tenderly and he stretched an arm to turn the light off.
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OMG!! I can't believe what he just told her!!! :o Oh, man! Lars and Connie knew all the time! lol

This was soo hot! :drool
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More!!! I love those two :biggrin

More dirty :drool
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I think it's cute that James is in love with Nadia :heart:

I just hope Mark doesn't come back into the picture and ruin things :rolleyes:
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Keep going I love this! :D
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I woke up the next morning felling completely relaxed. It had been the first night we actually slept together and were waking up on the same bed, before I’d always leave. Even if sex is sharing intimacy at a high level, sleeping and waking up with someone is more intimate and before none of us were ready for that step, as circumstances didn’t allow it and it wasn’t even the purpose.

The sun was already high in the sky, I could see it behind the curtains and I stretched in bed and yawned, then I turned around and found him sleeping profoundly. James was on his back, head turned to my side and I smiled scrutinizing his figure. I thought that moment about how attractive I found him and ran the tip of my fingers softly through his tangled hair. He stirred a bit at my touch and I pulled my hand away, and when he rested again I put my hand back there. Then I bent over him and kissed his lips with mine, a single kiss wouldn’t do and I kissed him again, this time stronger, closing my eyes as I did so. When I pulled my face away and opened my eyes, he was blinking a bit and staring at me. Our gaze locked and his hand rested on the back of my neck, pulling me down again.

Our lips united in a morning kiss and then parted so our tongues could meet. Wrapping his free arm around my waist he pulled me over him and one of his legs wrapped around me as well. We were naked from the previous night and I felt goose bumps on my skin at the immediate contact. He could do so much to me with so little.

His hand ran down my back as we kissed, resting on my ass and he squeezed it, making me giggle against his lips. James smiled back at me but he pulled me down again and we shared another kiss. This time more demanding. I moved and straddled him and moved my hips against him. I felt his hardness against his belly and against mine. Breaking the kiss I raised my hips, and with a hand I guided him inside me one more time.

“Good morning.” He finally whispered as I began to rock my hips, slowly, around him.

“Morning…” I said with shaking voice and pecked him.

“Oh…Nadia…” He said closing his eyes and throwing his head back a bit in pleasure. His hands grabbing my hips, helping me thrust, imposing the rhythm he wanted. I bent over him and kissed his neck, while running my hands softly over his chest. I bit softly on his tattooed skull and then sucked on it. James began to thrust under me, but not fast or harder, just relaxed and enjoying the moment. “That feels good.” I told him and he shot me a smile. I didn’t resist to kiss him again and our tongues danced at the rhythm of our bodies.

“I love it when you do me like that.” I whispered in his ear. James rolled me over on the bed withdrawing, then stayed on his knees in front of me, leaving me aching for him there. He ran his hands up my legs and shot me a saucy smile.

Then his hands gripped on my hips and he pulled me down to him, entering me again, roughly. I arched my back in pure delight. “I’m gonna fuck you good now.” He groaned and it was my turn to smile at him. I loved when he said that. His pupils dilated as he thrust, his eyes turned from bright blue to dark blue, his lips swelled a bit and parted as he was building up, but he was taking me with him.

“That’s so good James…” I moaned, feeling my rush coming.

“Come for me babe…” He said resting a hand on my belly, feeling my muscles about to contract. I closed my eyes not taking the pleasure forming inside of me anymore. I arched my back for more and he pumped a bit harder. “Oh Christ, you always feel so good.” He told me. His jaw clenched and his face flushed a little. “I love it when you come for me.” He said feeling me tighter and tighter around his stiff member. “Come for me babe…” He insisted and I felt like being hit by a lightening bolt. “Yes babe…like that…” He said thrusting letting me ride my orgasm perfectly. I moaned his name and closed my hands around the sheets. “Fuck…” He cursed, his grip became stronger and he convulsed, seizure. A groan escaped his parted lips, the veins on his neck engorged, and he thrust lazily until he was done it.

He opened his eyes and looked down at me, his eyes were glowing and his face was still a bit flushed, his chest was coming up and down while he gasped for air. James smiled and I smiled back, then he stretched me his hand and pulled me up to him, wrapping his arms around me, while I spread kisses over his neck. He tilted his head back as I cuddled him and then a giggle was heard. I looked up at his face and he pecked me with an amazing smile on his lips. He looked sincerely happy and that made my heart melt. I loved the man I had in front of my eyes and not even once I had told him that.

“I am rather hungry now.” He said.

“Better order breakfast.”

We stayed in bed cuddling until room service knocked on his door. James slid inside some shorts and put a shirt to open it, I stayed in bed relaxing and just when I heard the door closing again I got up. I put on my panties and then looked for his shirt on the floor, I put that too when I found it and then joined him.

“What do you want to have?” He asked while I sat in front of him. James wanted to serve me and I let him do it.

“Just bread and coffee please.”

“You only eat that in the morning?” He asked while pouring me a cup of coffee.

“No…not really hungry today.”

“What do you want with your bread?” He asked giving me the cup of fresh coffee.

“Just butter.”

“It’s a good thing we’re only flying in the afternoon.” He commented.

Indeed it was, at least, it gave us time to profit of our morning together. “James…so you are divorced?” I asked since we hadn’t explored the subject properly. I wanted to know more about it.

“No…” He shook his head. “Not yet, but we’re taking care of that. The papers are delivered, and as I am not there my signature is missing. It was because of that that she called me the other night. Did you really cry because of her?” He asked me with a vanity smile on his lips.

“Don’t make fun of me!” I laughed loud. “And take that smile off your lips.”

“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you the truth right away.”

“It’s ok, guess I am past that already.” I laughed. “But what happened?”

“Nothing special, we just grew apart. Since last year that things had been weird between us, spending less time together, during that period we realized we felt good being apart and we tried to hang on but there was no use. The love was not there anymore, so why keep that marriage? It was a mutual decision, we had talked about that and then together we talked to the kids.”

“And how are they? It must be hard to see the parents separating.”

“And don’t I know that? I never thought I had to put my kids through that, but none of us was happy! They are fine, we talked to them, they understood. Obviously there was some sadness but while I am at home I don’t let them miss me, you know. I am with them as much as I can, I see them almost every day, if not that we talk on the phone, but I am not absent.”

“And don’t ever be.” I said grabbing his hand in mine. Then I notice the ring still on his finger and though I had already told him that…”You have to take this off. I don’t feel good going around with you if you still have it in your finger, it’s like you’re still married.”

“Of course. Don’t worry…” James pulled it off and rested it on the table. “See?” I got up and walked around the table until I was near him and then sat on his lap.

“Keeping a ring in your finger will never make women stay away from you. I am the example of it…”

“No you’re not.” He kissed my lips. “I knew what we had was casual, you’d never pursuit me…it was just sex…”

“And here we are.”

“I don’t want you to talk to your ex anymore Nadia.” He demanded.

“You’re gonna have to trust me, you know that, don’t you?” I asked as I knew he was insecure.

“I know…”

“Then don’t talk about him, pretend like he doesn’t even exist or ever existed. Focus on us, what we have and things we share. If you do that we’re gonna be fine.” I kissed his lips.

“Do you feel anything for me?” He asked then.

“Oh sweetie….” I smiled running a hand over his face. “If I cried because your ex wife, don’t you think I feel something?”

“It can be just lust…”

“Lust doesn’t make you hurt because another woman is in a man’s life. It didn’t before when we were having a simple affair. I want to run to you when I need to talk, and it’s your embrace I need most of the time. Remember the questions you said I had to ask to myself?” He nodded. “While you were talking I was answering, mentally, to it. Yes was my answer to all of them, but it was you who I was thinking of…not him…” James rested his forehead in mine and sighed.

“You’re in love with me?” He whispered.

“Most likely I am. That’s why I am here…” James pecked me and smiled.

“What are we going to tell the others?”

“We don’t have anything to tell them. They’ll figure it out by themselves.”

“I don’t want to hide. I want to hold your hand when I feel like it, kiss you in the middle of a conversation just because, not caring about who’s around, show Peter you belong to me…” There he made me laugh.

“Pete?” I curled an eyebrow.

“I see how he looks at your ass.” He chuckled. “I couldn’t say anything before but now I can.”

I laughed loud again and wrapped my arms around his neck, pressing my lips in his.

“We don’t have to hide ok? Sure in the beginning it’s gonna be weird, but it’s ok…you’re right. I also don’t want to hide.”

“So it’s official? I can officially kick some people’s ass?”

“You don’t exist.” I laughed again.

James put his hands under my butt and got up, carrying me with him. “Let’s take a shower. I took my lips to his ear.

“Only if you pin me against the wall…you know…”

“Grr…” He growled. “Woman you kill me.” He said laughing.

“I’ll suck you off…” I promised whispering.

“Now we’re talking…” He said an I tapped his shoulder, both laughing.
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It all was uber cool but the last two lines

“I’ll suck you off…” I promised whispering.

“Now we’re talking…” He said an I tapped his shoulder, both laughing
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:drool :drool :drool :drool

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Oh, God... all this chapter is so hot. James is adorable, lol xD Right now they are in a great moment. :3
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Wow! This is awesome :D

James in bed seems unreal... :drool :heart:
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Zaragoza. Last gig of the European tour. We were all at the band’s dressing room sharing some moments together before the show. James walked in circles across the room, waving his hands in the air, gasping for air. He was nervous and we were all quiet, just hearing him complain.

“15 minutes for the show! How come the fucking PA’s are not working properly?” He asked.

“We’re trying to fix it.” Tom said.

“Now? You only noticed that now? What have you guys been doing the whole fucking afternoon?”

“They were working then!”

“We can’t go on stage with just half of the PA’s working. The sound will be shit and part of the kids won’t be able to listen. Go fix the god damn thing!” He ordered. I had never seen him that pissed off. Tom looked at him and didn’t say a thing. “What are you still doing here?” He almost yelled and that was it for me. I got up from the couch, where I was sat next to Lars, and walked to him.

“James…” I said grabbing his hand. Some eyes set on us but I didn’t care. “They are trying to fix it and it will be working, stay calm.”

“This shit can’t happen, that’s what sound check is for!” He retorted.

“It was working then.” Lars exclaimed.

“Look, let’s go for a walk.” I suggested pulling him. First he resisted but I still pulled him and he followed me. I looked back and Lars winked at me and Kirk just waved a hand for me to take James away from there.

“This can’t happen!” He told me following me down the corridor.

“Sometimes bigger things stand above us.” I walked into my room and locked the door. James just stayed there watching me.

“What are you doing?” He asked clueless. I shot him a smile and kneeled on the floor in front of him, then took my hands to his belt. James pulled away.

“Nadia...no…” He said, but I was stubborn, so I took my hands to his belt again and unbuckled it. James tried to grab my hands. “Are you out of your mind? I have to go on stage in a couple of minutes!”

“You need to relax first.” I said looking up and unzipping his jeans, then I shot him a saucy smile and he pulled his hips back when he felt my hand diving inside.

“No…There’s not time.”

“Just shut up.” I said pulling his jeans down and then his boxers.

“No…Nadia…don’t do this.” He said trying to get away from me. But I managed to grab him and a soft moan escaped his lips. Then I licked the head and circled my tongue on it. “Oh God…” He sighed. “No…” He continued, but I locked my lips on his half erected member and bobbed my head up and down a bit. “No...yes…God…oh yes….” He answered incoherently to my caress. “Stop…” He said with shaking voice already. I stroke him gently with my hand and locked my lips around the head again, I knew he loved that. “Don’t stop…” He said then. I released him and looked up.

“How is it gonna be?” I teased him. He took a hand to my head, guiding me to him. “Good boy…” I said before locking my lips around him one more time. His hand tugged gently on my hair and he kept his hips still.

“Oh sweetie…that’s amazing…” He told me while I teased his head with lips and tongue. “Shit…” He whispered. “Baby…fuck…” He moaned when I swallowed him the maximum I could, then I pulled up, then went down again. He tilted his head back and his hand pulled my hair a bit harder. “Oh Fuck…that’s so good…”

Suddenly we heard someone trying to open the door and James tensed, but I was determined to finish what I started and kept on pleasuring him. Then a knock on the door. “James are you there?” We heard Lars voice outside, but it didn’t disturbed me and James was a bit too far gone that moment.

“Fuck baby…you’re amazing at this…” He told me moaning low, and I played with the head again. “Hum…shit…”

“James!” Lars called.

“Motherfucker is gonna give me the blue balls.” James said disturbed already. I freed him and looked up at him giggling, but my hand didn’t leave him, and I stroke him still. “Nadia…you’re driving me crazy baby.” He said looking down with his pupils already dilated, his lips already swollen in ecstasy. I came back to him. I licked all the way from the base until the bottom, and then locked the lips around him once more. “Fuck…yes…” He said. I was feeling him building up, as his member throbbed in my mouth. “Oh fuck baby…” He moaned again and I knew I was almost there.

“James! We have a show!” Lars yelled, knocking again.

“Fuck…fuck...oh fuck…FUCK OFF!” He yelled at the end to him, the first words were of pure pleasure, though he was trying to say it to Lars but couldn’t pull it off.

“Fucking Hetfield, what the fuck are you doing?” Lars asked.

“Oh babe…I am gonna come…I wanna come…make me come sweetie” He whispered at me, ignoring Lars. I freed him from my mouth and used my hand. I wrapped my hand around his hard cock and stroke him hard, pressing more on the head as I knew he liked it. James closed his eyes in delight, his lips were parted and his gasps filled the room. “Like that…oh fuck…that’s so good.” My rhythm hastened, I saw his feet raising, he stood on the tip of his toes. “Oh…yeah…” He said a bit louder, his muscles all tensed and he bucked, and I felt my hand wet, while he released. He fucked my hand until he was done and calmer, then he looked down at me and smiled. I smiled back.

“See, you’re a lot calmer.” I said grabbing the box of Kleenex I had on the table, then I cleaned him, pulled his jeans up and zipped it. Then I stood up and kissed his lips while he buckled himself.

“That was amazing.” He told me.

“But it’s not for free, you owe me.” I said pecking him again.

“Don’t worry. I have a few things I want to do when we go back to the hotel.” He wrapped his arms around me and kissed me, then we walked to the door.

“Can’t wait babe.” I told him.

Lars was not longer there. Ecstasy of Gold was already playing, so we ran, hand in hand, not caring if anyone was seeing it or not, towards the stage.

“About fucking time!” Lars exclaimed. “Look, I know you two must be on some sort of a honeymoon or something, but we can’t go on stage without you man!”

“Shut the fuck up.” James laughed, while I blushed from Lars remark.

I stayed there observing while they prepared James for the stage, then he grabbed his guitar and pulled the strap across his shoulder. He was ready to go, but before, he came to me, grabbed my face between his big hands and kissed my lips.

“Have a great show rockstar.” I whispered smiling at him. James kissed me again, and I knew all eyes were on us, but I didn’t care, then he disappeared and I just heard a big cheer of the crowd. I ran to join the others and watch the show from my spot.

Despite friends insisting for us to go for the party that night, James and I went back to the hotel as soon as the show was over. We wanted to be alone, we wanted our privacy, just like any other new couple. We held hands through all the way from the venue until the hotel and talked relaxed about the show and things that happened. James was calm again, and happy, the smile on his face totally gave him up, and that was the way I liked to see him. While I heard him talking it hit me how much I liked to hear him and how important it was for me that he shared things with me. I felt my love blossoming inside, bubbling, then fevering and tickling in my stomach and then exploding.

I threw my body against his and wrapped my arms around his neck and then I kissed him all over, making him giggle. “Hey…” He said laughing. Then I hugged him tightly and he wrapped his own arms around me too.

“I love you.” I whispered in his ear, and that was exactly the first time that I had told him it like that, using the exact words. “I love you.” I said again.

“That’s so good to hear.” He said pulling my face so I could look at him. James rubbed his nose in mine melted with my sudden confession. His eyes sparkled and he had this soft smile on his lips.

“It’s the truth sweetie.” I said running the tip of my fingers up and down his cheek. James rested his forehead against mine and rubbed the tip of his nose on mine.

“You’re mine, kitten…my kitten.”

“You know you turn me on when you call me that?” I told him.

“Well…that’s a wonderful thing.” He laughed loud and I tapped him. James grabbed my hands and kissed me. “Because…” He said, showing me I didn’t let him finish. “I want you horny when we finally get to our room.” He whispered in my ear so we wouldn’t be heard.

Already in the elevator James pulled me to him and held me from behind, the he rubbed himself against me. I turned around and stood on the tip of my toes, wrapping my arms around his neck.

“You’re gonna love the things I’m gonna do to you.” He kissed me. His voice sounding husky.

“That sounds promising. Will I be able to walk tomorrow?” I giggled and he released a soft laughter.

“I just don’t know…” He bit my ear. “I am still figuring it out.” I yelped in delight as he tugged both hands in my ass and squeezed it.

As soon as the door of our room closed, because we stayed in the same room that time, he shoved me against it and ravished my lips in a horny kiss. His intruding tongue demanded entrance straight away and I wasn’t there to waist any time. My little play with him backstage had left me aching for him. I grabbed his shirt while kissing and pulled it up. James broke the kiss and raised his arms and I took it off. Then he came back to my lips, but he didn’t kiss me, he spoke against it. “I love that you’re so eager and willing.” He said, then he kissed me again.

“Are you going to take me to the bedroom or are you going to fuck me right here?” I asked. I was fine with anything he came up with, it was his call. James’s eyes glowed at my words and he smiled.

“That might be a great option. God…love your ideas.” He groaned satisfied. I took my hands under my dress and took my panties off, his eyes dropping on it as it reached the floor. “You drive me crazy Nadia.” He moaned against my lips while pecking them. I stepped out of my panties meanwhile and took a hand to the back of his neck and spoke in his ear.

“I’m wet for you.” I whispered and he closed his eyes when I bit there. Then I felt his hands coming between us to unbuckle himself, but I shook his hands away. I did that, I loved to do that, then I pulled it down, just down his ass and he was free.

James grabbed me under my ass and pulled me up, I wrapped my legs around his hips and he fought a little to enter me, then he succeed, which cause me to grip around his neck. His hips began to move fast, my body crashing against the door as he did so, but I was too far gone to care. I was sure one could hear us on the corridor, if not that then the thuds against the door would give us away.

“Oh baby…” I moaned in pleasure. I was sure he was going to make me come fast, faster than anyone ever did.

“Kitten…” He called me. “Already like that?” He teased.

“Don’t stop.” I pleaded with my eyes closed, and the thuds against the door became faster, stronger and in a steady rhythm. “God…like that…fuck baby…” He was sweating from his effort, but James was eager and determined and didn’t stop until he felt me shudder in orgasm.

“Yeah kitten…like that baby…” He said in my ear while I contracted, then he withdraw and put me down. I curled an eyebrow looking at him, I knew he wasn’t done yet.

“Don’t want to end it just yet.” He said, then pulled his jeans up and grabbed my hand. The tip of his cock playing peek a boo from inside his opened zipper. Once in the room we stripped ourselves and he sat in bed offering me his hand to join him. I did it, wanting more. James pulled a strand of my hair behind my ear and kissed my neck gently, then pulled me to his lap and I straddled him.

“Have you ever tried anal? He asked.

“No.” I answered honestly.

“Why? Are you afraid?” He asked spreading sweet kisses around my cheeks while I played with his hardness.

“No…just nervous…” I explained.

“I wanna do it with you.” He said meeting my eyes. I looked at him reluctantly and he read my doubt. “You’re gonna like it.” He kissed my lips. “It won’t hurt, I promise. Trust me…” He said preparing me for him again. Another round of foreplay began, this time he took more time with me, until I was completely relaxed. I was willing to try it with him and finally I reached for the lub. I put it on him and then came back to his lap, straddling him again. He began to play with his member near my rear entrance, while we kissed passionately. James was being sweet and tender, and I felt him pushing inside me. A thrilled sensation crossed up my spine.

“Ooh…” I let out, but then it popped off.

“Relax sweetie.” James whispered at me.

“I am relaxed.” I said with shaking voice, it had felt good.

“No you’re not, you’re craving your nails in my shoulders.” He said.

“I’m sorry.” I said easing my grip.

“It’s ok. Trust me…you‘ll be fine.” He kissed my lips wetly. I responded to it parting my lips and our tongues entangled. He pushed in again and I let go of him as a moan escaped my lips. James took his time so I could adjust and then pushed in a little more, making me tilt my head back, closing my eyes.

“Baby…” My voice trembled again, pleasure hitting me in a new way, and then a little more entered me and I inhaled.

“Are you ok?” He asked stopping.

“I’m fine.” James pushed a little more and my whole body shook in pure delight.

“I’m all in.” He let me know looking in my eyes. “Now go with your pace.” I pulled up a bit afraid and then pulled down again, patiently he remained still. It felt good. I did the same again and my body shook again. James’s grip on my hips tightened and he closed his eyes, tilting his head back. I repeated the move and moaned, then more confident, my movements became more regular and steady.

“Oooh James…” I called his name.

“I had forgotten how incredible this feels.” He said.

“It feels so good.” I responded and his jaw simply clenched as I moved my hips up and down. “Oh God…” I let out louder, I felt my nails burying in his skin again.

“Fuck yes baby…ooohhhh…” He groaned. “shit…humm…so fucking good.” His hands began to work with me, there was no longer the need to be careful and he felt that. I bucked as he thrust from underneath me.

“Oh Christ…” I whimpered in delight. I caught myself moaning like I have never moaned before.

“It feels good doesn’t it?” He asked me.

“So good baby…” I said. “Oh James…like that…do it like that…” I instigated him and he pumped a little harder. “Oh God…” I cried.

“Am I hurting you?” He asked easing the pace.

“God no…keep going…” I asked as my body bucked again. He did what I asked but shook his head at the same time.

“Don’t come yet baby ‘cause I won’t take it.” He said, but too late, I cried and moaned in ecstasy as I came harder than I could remember. “Fuck Nadia…” He cursed. “Oooh…..aaahhh…” He moaned as he came the moment my muscles had contracted around him. He thrust lazily until he was done and then he withdraw immediately. We kissed and then James lay me down on the bed, cuddling.

“Did you like it?” He asked playing with my hair while my head rested on his chest.

“Wasn’t that obvious?” I laughed a little.

“ I knew you’d like it.” I raised my head and placed my chin on his chest so I could look up at him.

“I’m sorry I scratched you shoulders.”

“It’s ok…” He smiled.

“Is it because of that that you call me kitten? You know because when we…you know…”

“When we make love.” He finished my sentence.

“Sometimes we have pure sex.” I laughed and he joined me.

“It’s true, but it‘s all part of who we are and how we act around each other. There‘s pure sex but there‘s also, and always, feelings involved”

“But is it because of that?”

“No…it’s because your eyes remind me of a wild cat, only you’re sweet and tender, like a kitten.” I pulled myself up and kissed him.

“That’s sweet.” I responded satisfied with his explanation. “We’re going back to the States.” I commented out of the blue, as the tour would continue there. I felt him tense suddenly.

“He’s gonna come looking for you.” James blurted.

“James…” I said in disbelief.

“It’s a fact. I know how guys work.”

“It doesn’t matter then. I am with you, that’s all that has to matter to you, ok? I love you babe!”

“I’m just afraid.”

“Of what?”

“That this is all an illusion, that the minute you see him you realize that you love him after all, and…God…I just want you to be happy…and if I see you want to be with him, I am willing to let you go without a fight, because I just want you to be happy”

“James…I love you. Trust me when I say that to you. Trust my feelings. No, I am not going to look at him and find out I still love him. I don’t ok? I am so sure of that now. I might have been confused, but I am not anymore. I know what I want, and what I want is you and only you. So, don’t be insecure, and don’t be afraid.”

“I’ll try, I promise you that.”

“Now let’s sleep ‘cause you drained me.” I kissed his lips.

“I love you Nadia.” He said caressing my cheek.

“And I love you.”
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Why I get the feel, when some bloke shows up like her ex, James will pull back :blink:

and if I see you want to be with him, I am willing to let you go without a fight, because I just want you to be happy” bullshit, man. Jeez bad feeling comes to me :rolleyes:

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