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At Tragic Heights; NEW! James/OFC short story...sequel to Firewalking and HYBTB
Topic Started: March 8, 2012, 3:23 pm (8,487 Views)
Some_Kind_Of_Monster
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Oh Nadia! Jesus woman!!! So selfish!!!
Men need to learn to love their kids, they don't have the blessing of being pregnant!!! Give him time!!!
I just want to shake that girl :angry
Edited by Some_Kind_Of_Monster, April 3, 2012, 5:57 am.
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April 3, 2012, 5:45 am
Men need to learn their kids, they don't have the blessing of being pregnant!!! Give him time!!!
That is true:))) But I think it is hard for a mother hear the father say he doesn't love the kid.
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April 3, 2012, 5:52 am
Some_Kind_Of_Monster
April 3, 2012, 5:45 am
Men need to learn to love their kids, they don't have the blessing of being pregnant!!! Give him time!!!
That is true:))) But I think it is hard for a mother hear the father say he doesn't love the kid.
He didn't want her, Nadia hurt him, how can he love the kid? Nadia's behavuoir influences his reaction on the kid, if she would be indulgent maybe just a bit, and spend some time with James' hand on the belly I'm sure his heart would move :rolleyes:
Edited by Some_Kind_Of_Monster, April 3, 2012, 5:56 am.
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I'm done with her. I don't care anymore.
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:o enough of nadia change the girl xD create a clone our something!
james just need some time
They have to think about the litlle girl and them
I´m thinking .. they still in love ?
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ARGH, Nadia annoys me deeply! :blink:
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April 3, 2012, 9:48 am
ARGH, Nadia annoys me deeply! :blink:
She annoyed the shit out of me too when I was writing this story. :P :lol: But well, I already ended this story a month ago and now I am concentrated on a Rafaela, so I am totally over Nadia by now... :lol: :lol:
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NADIA!!!! QUIT BEING SO F@#$ING PROUD!!!!!!! :gah :gah :gah

MAn this story has kept me in suspence since the story started! Great writting so far!!!
*waits patiently for next update*
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April 3, 2012, 1:33 pm
NADIA!!!! QUIT BEING SO F@#$ING PROUD!!!!!!! :gah :gah :gah

MAn this story has kept me in suspence since the story started! Great writting so far!!!
*waits patiently for next update*
I agree, Nadia's stubborness irritates me. I know she is young but dammit she needs to learn to see past her nose. Oh scorpian how i love your stories.
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April 3, 2012, 4:18 pm
. Oh scorpian how i love your stories.
OMG!! Thank you so much. :blush:

She is stuborn indeed and childish too. :P He's a few steps ahead.
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Hahaha! Well, for a twisted reason I like her, lol What can I say? She is a real life bitch, and for once not the regular OFC that is all so good and forgiving, and always the victim of cheating/drunk/selfish James. xD

And like her more because I understand all the poisonous feelings that make her act like she does. In this fic her acts are the logical outcome of her thoughts and emotions.

What James fails to understand is that he is giving her everything, but what she really needs: his love and emotional support. All her anger towards him comes from that, from the frustration that eats her inside from not getting what she wants from him.

As much as he helps her, he does hurt her making her feel he is there out of obligation. ANYONE with a bit of dignity would feel like she does. She is not right, she is not perfect, but she is being human. And I think pretty average. I guess one also have to feel the irrational love your own kid makes you feel, how unbearable would be to think exposing your own kid to rejection!! And... she is full of pregnancy hormones! it's just such a monstrous cocktail inside her.

So, what do I think about this?

Poor James... xD

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April 3, 2012, 4:52 pm
Hahaha! Well, for a twisted reason I like her, lol What can I say? She is a real life bitch, and for once not the regular OFC that is all so good and forgiving, and always the victim of cheating/drunk/selfish James. xD

And like her more because I understand all the poisonous feelings that make her act like she does. In this fic her acts are the logical outcome of her thoughts and emotions.

What James fails to understand is that he is giving her everything, but what she really needs: his love and emotional support. All her anger towards him comes from that, from the frustration that eats her inside from not getting what she wants from him.

As much as he helps her, he does hurt her making her feel he is there out of obligation. ANYONE with a bit of dignity would feel like she does. She is not right, she is not perfect, but she is being human. And I think pretty average. I guess one also have to feel the irrational love your own kid makes you feel, how unbearable would be to think exposing your own kid to rejection!! And... she is full of pregnancy hormones! it's just such a monstrous cocktail inside her.

So, what do I think about this?

Poor James... xD

I couldn't have said it better myself!!! Great insight Lilith
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April 3, 2012, 6:57 pm
I couldn't have said it better myself!!! Great insight Lilith
:P :horns2
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The next day I felt bad in the morning and I stayed home, letting Frank know that I was only going to work after lunch. My fight with James echoed in my mind countless times and wondered how a simple fight had gone to the purposes ours did. There was so much rage and hate between us, accusation followed by another accusation. Determined to put all that behind my head, after lunch, I went to work as I had promised my boss.

I greeted the receptionist warmly and she promptly told me to go to Frank’s office as he needed to talk to me. The same as the day before and even if I tried hard not to think of James, he popped up in my mind again. Luckily Frank was alone.

“You better sit.” He said.

“Is there something wrong?” I asked him as his face showed some concern.

“James was here this morning. He wants his rights as a father, he wants to know when your appointments to the doctors are so he can be there. He wants to follow the rest of your pregnancy.”

“No.” I said right away.

“Nadia…you don’t want to buy a war with him.” Frank told me.

“What can I do?” I asked him. I was ironically asking for advice of James lawyer.

“I shouldn’t be telling you this…but then…” He sighed. “There’s not much you can do. I mean now, your daughter isn’t born yet, so you can refuse his request and it will be legal, because it’s you and not the baby yet, but once the baby is born he has his legal rights and there is nothing you can do about it. He says he’s going to court if he has to…”

“He can go to court, I don’t care. He won’t be near her, I won’t let him.”

“James is powerful Nadia. He has means that you don’t, he’ll win the case easily and even if it wasn’t that way, he would still win because he’s the father of your baby. He is the father right?”

I nodded. “So, do you really want t expose yourself and your daughter? The minute he goes to court you’ll be all around the press all over the world. Is that what you want? Being seen as the witch, the one who doesn’t allow the father be around his kid?”

“What if I go away?” I asked.

“You mean to another state?” Frank asked me and I nodded.

“The law is unanimous. He’s your daughter’s father he has his rights. James would go after you. There are courts in other states as well. Look…don’t use your daughter as a weapon. I think you’re both wrong in the way you’re taking this to be honest. I think you should sit down and talk and arrange things amicably. That is the best way for you and for him too, it would also be a scandal for him…”

“He didn’t even want her, he still doesn’t want her. He’s doing all this just to attack me.” I claimed.

“I understand your point, but what court will see is a father that regretted all that and now wants his rights. He’ll win this, you don’t have a chance. Like I said, I don’t advice any of you to take this to court, it’s better if you work things out on your own.”

“My God…where is this gonna take us?” I mumbled out loud.

“Nowhere Nadia. I really think you two need to sit and talk.”

“It’s impossible to talk to him!” I exclaimed. “We fight all the time. Frank, I am not against him wanting to be a father. He’s my baby’s father, it’s just the fact that he doesn’t love my baby girl and he’s gonna hurt her and I don’t want that.” I began to cry.

“I’ve known James for many years. He might act strangely and wrong but he has a great heart. I am quite sure that once the baby is born, the love is gonna be there or if it isn’t there yet, it will come.”

“It’s not fair. He’s just making things so hard…” I whimpered cleaning my eyes.

“I’m going to say this a friend, not his lawyer and not your boss, but a friend…I think you two are mixing issues here. Is this really about the baby? Have you two asked yourselves that? I don’t know…it seems like there’s more in it than just the baby. You two are using your daughter to fight with each other. I do understand your point but I do understand his too.”

“It’s complicated.” I simply said.

“Look…think about what I told you and go home. You’re too nervous, have a rest and think carefully.” I nodded at him and got up.

“Frank…” I called my boss’s name when I opened the door. “As for the visits to the doctor my answer is no. I don’t want him there and since he can’t force me, my answer is no.”

When I got to the street I went to the bus station to go home, but then my rage was such that I ended up grabbing a cab that took me to HQ. I paid the driver with shaking hands and then I just walked fast through the parking lot of their headquarters. Zack was there and greeted me.

“Is James inside?” I asked him.

“Yeah…he is…what’s the matter? You look nervous.” He told me.

“I need to talk to him.” I simply said. Zack grabbed my arm and guided me inside, and we walked until we found a huge white door. As he told me to stop, I did so. Zack opened the door and peeked, then he motioned his head saying I could go in, and I did.

Four heads turned to look at me and raging as I was, I didn’t greet anyone. I was so blind that I only saw James standing in front of the sound table.

“YOU BASTARD!” I yelled at him at the top of my lungs.

“Hey…hey…hey… Nadia you can’t be that nervous.” Kirk said grabbing my arm as I was ready to jump on James.

“Think you can harm me? Think you can hurt me?” I talked to James ignoring Kirk’s remark and while he dragged me to sit on a chair. “That was low James! Very low!”

“It seems like it’s necessary.” He shot at me.

“Guys…” Rob addressed as trying to keep us calm.

“We better leave.” Lars said motioning his hand at both Kirk and Rob.

“I said no to Frank you hear me? She’s still inside of me so there’s nothing you can do. I don’t want you near me!” I told him.

“Do as you wish, after Mara is born I have my rights.” His tone was cold, clearly he wanted to hurt me.

“How can you?” I just breathed the words out as I was heaving. “How can you be this cold? You’re being selfish!”

“I’m being selfish? I am being selfish? You were the one deciding to have this child alone and now you’re the one deciding if I am going to be in her life or not, and I am the one who’s selfish? You have got to be kidding me. You were the one dragging this situation, you and you alone. It’s ok…I understood when you told me I didn’t love her but shutting me out of her life like that? Think I am not capable of loving? Love her? Is that what you think of me? Someone who loved you blindly like I did? You think I am not capable of loving… I can’t believe you think something like that” James shook his head. “If I have to fight for my rights to prove you that I can then I will.”

“Done with your speech?” I asked him ironically as if his words were nothing.

“God…” He groaned. “You’re blind and you’re deaf too…” His hands landed on my shoulders and he shook me as he talked.

“Why are you doing this? Why are you punishing me?” I asked wincing. My lower belly was hurting but James didn’t notice.

“This is not about you now. You left me, you broke up with me, so we’re done. This is about me and the baby that’s all. You said you didn’t let me be near her and I have to make sure you will.” He stated.

I was going to answer him but I cringed and grabbed my belly with both hands. “Nadia?” He asked lowering himself in front of me. My tears rolled down my face.

“Why do you hate me?” I asked him. “Why do you hate me this much?”

“I don’t hate you.” He affirmed.

“You were having doubts, don’t tell me you weren’t because you were and I could not take that. I couldn’t.” I continued ignoring the extreme pain that I was feeling.

James got up and turned his back at me. “I might have thought twice, but you had to believe me. It was not like I wasn’t going to do it, I was just caught by surprise but when I told you I was going to do it, you had to trust me and you didn’t.” With his back turned at me he couldn’t see me wriggling in pain in the chair. I was controlling myself not to yell. “This is all your fucking fault. Your fault alone. You’ve always done what you wanted, I was just a fucking toy in your hands. All the fucking time.”

“James…” I called his name and he turned around. “OH GOOOD…” I yelled in pain.

“Nadia…” He said grabbing my hand.

“It hurts so much, it’s the baby. I don’t wanna lose my girl.” I cried.

“What’s the matter?” He asked, his lines became less rigid and his eyes showed concern.

“I don’t know, it just hurts.”

“You need to go to the hospital.” He said.

James got up to open the door and I followed him, but it didn’t matter how much he pulled the door, it was stuck. “FUCK!” He yelled and punched the door. “Why do you have to get this nervous damn it?” He yelled at me. “Just tell me why you have to be this stressed?”

“Now this is my fault too?”

“Christ, you’re pregnant, can’t you try and stay calm? You had to come here and yell at me and accuse me again.” James told me while he punched the door trying to make us be heard.

“You were the one going to a fucking lawyer and you expect me to stay calm? You’re so damn funny sir…” I said.

“SOMEONE OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR!” He yelled from the inside. “Sometimes I curse so much the day that I met you.” He turned to me.

“So do I!” I told him. My pain began to subside as I took heavy breaths. “It’s going away…” I said.

“What?”

“The pain.” I said.

“You still need to go to the hospital.” James said punching at the door again, then he kicked it visibly disturbed. “Fuck…where the fuck is everybody?”

“But you don’t have to come with me.” I added.

James turned around quite fast and his murdering blue eyes met mine. He took two steps towards me and grabbed my face between his hands and his forehead hit mine.

“Why do you try so hard to make me hate you?” He asked. My chest began to pound at our closeness. “Why?” He asked biting his lower lip.

“I am not trying anything.” I said not straying my gaze from his, though inside I was dying to kiss him.

“You are…” He breathed, his voice as a whisper. “You’re trying to drive me insane.” He said letting go. As his words were pronounced Lars opened the door from the outside.

“The door was stuck.” He exclaimed. James grabbed my arm firmly and dragged me out of the room.

“You’re going to the hospital and I am going with you and you just shut the fuck up. Not a word Nadia…not even a fucking word.” He said.

“You can’t just command me!” I protested. James grabbed my arm and began to drag me to his car.

“Wanna bet that I can? What’s up with you and always daring me?”

“No one’s daring you and let the fuck go of my arm, you’re hurting me.” I said jerking my arm away.

“Enough Nadia, I don’t want to hear your voice until we get to the hospital, you hear me?” He said grumpily.

“Fine. I don’t wanna talk to you anyway.” I said buckling the seatbelt. James’ hands gripped onto the steering wheel and he clenched his jaw, then in a sudden move, he grabbed my jaw with his hand, his pissed off stare piercing mine.

“You really do want me to hate you don’t you?” He asked.

“Yes.” I answered. Without saying a word, he let go of me and started the engine.
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