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| metalgal4life | October 31, 2007, 12:27 pm Post #31 |
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For liberty ...and justice for all!!
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Uh oh, Het's putting the moves on Kirk's gal. Bad boy!!
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| Battery | October 31, 2007, 4:55 pm Post #32 |
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Some Kind Of Monster
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"“I think I can get used to this” I laughed" bet she can James, you naughty boy, stay awaaaay from Angie! Great update More soon? |
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| lolo | November 2, 2007, 10:44 am Post #33 |
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Chapter 10 The barbeque was great, James and I played monopoly till Kirk and Lars woke up. He’s pretty good at it. The normal, well if you can call it normal, life continued. The guys are recording their next album, so their in the studio the most o the time. I’m now quite used to the life in SF, I know where everything is and can go there by myself. The weekends are crazy over here. Every night there’s a party somewhere, and if we make it home, we’re mostly drunk as hell. Today is Friday, so weekend again. “Hey Angie, tonight is Steve’s birthday party, are you coming” Kirk asked. Steve is a great guy who works at HQ, but I’m having a major headache, so I’m not in the mood for a party this weekend. “Sorry hun, I’m having a gigantic headache, I think I’ll stay home, you can go” “You don’t mind I’m going alone than?” “No of course not, have a great time, and wish Steve a happy birthday from me” Kirk is to the party and I decide to go to bed and have some sleep. Suddenly I hear Kirk coming home, it was 5 in the morning, I had been sleeping quite some time now. I hear kirk coming upstairs. “Hey sweetie how was the party” “Huh, what, oh hi sweety, yeah it was, errrrrrm, great, yeah great” “Weird” I thought, “This isn’t Kirk when he is drunk, why is he so nervous, normally he’s pretty exhausted when he’s back from a party.” Kirk starts to undress himself so I assume he comes to bed. “Oh I think I’ll go play some guitar” “Do whatever you want, but don’t play to loud” “What the fuck is that, playing guitar, at this hour” Almost immediately after that I fell asleep. I wake up, but Kirk didn’t came to bed last night. His clothes he left in the room smelled horrible, I don’t know what happened to them. I decide to wash them. On my way to the washing machine I walk to the guitar room, Kirk fell asleep with his guitar in his hands, holding like a stuffed animal, the amp is still buzzing. It is kina cute, so I decide to let him sleep. I search some other laundry to fill the machine, and as usually I check the pockets, so no money ore other things get stuck in the machine. There’s something in Kirk’s pants from yesterday. It’s a little transparent bag with white stuff in it. “Oh my God, don’t tell me this is” I opened the back and tasted a little bit” “The mother fucker, how could he” I screamed, the bag was filled with cocaine. I was furious and didn’t know what to do. I throw the bag into the toilet, and flushed it away. “How long is this going on?, Why did he do it?” I couldn’t understand it, why did he do this. Then suddenly I thought, “You’re living with a cocaine addict, you have nowhere to go, you are in a strange country, and your boyfriend’s a uses cocaine. Damn you, How could I be this stupid. “ I don’t know what to do, It’s a stupid as fuck to call anybody, cause they will only say “Told ya”, and that’s not what I want to hear right now. I run to my car, and drive away. I don’t want to see him right now. I want to find out how long this is going on. I noticed he was acting a bit weird lately, but he told me it was stress, and I fucking believed it. “I should break up with him, but I can’t , I love him, and he’s good for me. But on the other hand, I don’t want to live with a junkie, he lied to me, the bastard. Why did he do it, for fuck sake WHY?” “I know Lars is using, but he admits it. He’s been honest about it. The fucker, he gave Kirk the drugs, it was him. I know it, how could he.” It’s no use going to Lars right now, I would probably yell at him, and hit him. That won’t give me an answer. I stop at the supermarket, I run in, and buy some bottle of vodka, a few frozen pizza’s and some popcorn. I’m driving around some time, and I was getting hungry, I don’t feel like going home, but I have to eat somewhere. “I think I know who I have to talk to” |
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| Battery | November 2, 2007, 11:22 am Post #34 |
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Some Kind Of Monster
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Uuuh, I think I know with whom she'll talk, too. I hope he won't use the fact she's anxious about Kirk. She has to fight with some serious shit that drugs are. Can't wait for next update
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| Lucifer's Angel | November 2, 2007, 11:31 am Post #35 |
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Oh no! Stupid Kirk! He better get rid of that shit, that shit's no good
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| lolo | November 4, 2007, 10:34 am Post #36 |
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thnx, This chapter is a bit, lets say fictional, it has a very fictional conversation at the end. Chapter 11 I ring the doorbell and waits till some one opens. “Hey Angie” “Hi James, fancy some pizza?” “Always, but what happened to you? Why are you in your pyjamas?” M y eyes are red from crying and now I noticed that I was that angry I forgot to dress myself” “I’ll tell you later, I’m starving right now” “Okay come in” I walk inside and start to make the pizza. “How was Steven’s party yesterday?” “It was all right, not that special. There where a lot of people I’ve never met before. Kirk seemed to know them. So he stayed there for a little longer. Lars, Jason and I went home about 2 am. What time did Kirk came home?” “He came in about 5, but that’s not why I’m here” “Than why are you here” “How long is Kirk using cocaine” James face turned red but didn’t say anything “Aha, so you know, speak up, and don’t you dare to lie to me” “since a couple of weeks, I wanted to tell you but I couldn’t” “ Why not, why didn’t you tell me?” I started to yell” “Kirk told me not to, it was his own responsibility” “And you believed him, of course he wasn’t going to tell me, drug addicts never tell the truth, they lie James” “I know I should’ve done, I know, I’m sorry Angie” “But how did it happen? I asked frustrated” “It happened at a party two weeks ago, you where outside pulling out another joke with that poor drumtech, there were some strange dudes over there, no good if you ask me, they had a whole bunch of drugs, coke, xtc and mushrooms. Kirk couldn’t keep his eyes off them. One of the guys noticed it and offered him some, at first he refused, but a couple of beers later, he couldn’t control himself. He tried some, and was instantly hooked again. He always used it when you weren’t around. He didn’t want to hurt you, and he was planning on telling you, but I guess he was too late” “he should have told me that same night, oh he’s such an ass, James, I’m in love with an ass” “Do you know what you’re going to do now” “I have no idea, I don’t want to see him now, maybe tomorrow, and if he doesn’t quit ore keeps lying I’m gone, it will be though, but I’m gone.” “That’s sad to hear, but you’ve got to do what’s best for you” At that moment the pizza’s are ready we start to eat, and I try to drink my frustrations away. James is joining my, and we’re getting quite drunk. “I still think you’re hot ya know” “I know, but I don’t think this is a right time to say this James” “If you leave Kirk, do you stay in SF or are you going back to the Netherlands?’’ “I don’t know yet, It’s too fast to decide” “You should live with me, that would be great” “No James, I cannot live with you, that’s cruel towards Kirk, and I’m not in love with you” I said a bit frustrated while I took the last sip of the bottle and opened a new one. “Ah Angie, We both know this is not true” He looks at me, when I look back I see a spark in his eyes, our faces move closer to each other, our lips almost touching. “Don’t you dare you twat” a strange voice and I have no clue where it’s coming from “Who the fuck is this?” “This is your conscious” “My what?, don’t they only appear in cartoons” “Yes mostly, but I do also appear when you’re drunk as hell, and making the biggest mistake in your life” “Then I must be really drunk, why are you here?” “Don’t kiss James, for the love of God, don’t” “Why not can’t you see how hot he is, and the man I thought I love is a coke sniffing liar” “ If you kiss him, it will never be all right” “can you look into the future than?” “No I can’t but unlike you at the moment I can think logical” “Well too bad, I’m going to do it anyway” “Oh this is useless, go ahead screw it all up, but before you kiss him” “yeah” “Take that bottle of vodka, and take the biggest sip you have ever head, I dare you” “Haha I’ll win, here it comes” I take the bottle of Vodka and start to drink as much as I can “Ha there “ I say proudly, and everything fades to black…………… |
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| Lucifer's Angel | November 4, 2007, 10:48 am Post #37 |
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Poor Angie Stupid Kirk, I hope he quits that shit
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| Battery | November 4, 2007, 11:04 am Post #38 |
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Some Kind Of Monster
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Uh oh... Poor Angie I liked the bit with the voice talking with her when she was drunk. James was a little selfish I hope Angie will be ok and I'm curious what she'll decide to do with Kirk.Write more
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| lolo | November 7, 2007, 11:58 am Post #39 |
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A new update, it's a bit boring I hope you'll like it “Where the fuck am I” I look around I’m lying in a strange bed with a tube trough my nose “Jake, what the hell are you doing here” “De bes in et ziekehoes, voedselvergiftiging”(You are in the hospital, food poisening) “Ah, ich höb gein flauw idee wat gebeurd is, woa is Kirk”( I have no clue what happend where’s Kirk?) Extually I lied to him, I knew I was drunk at James’ house and furious at Kirk, But he didn’t have to know what really happened, I don’t want him to get on my back as well. “Wach ich hoal em ff, den goan ich noa Kirk’s hoes, ich ken waal get sjloap gebroeke” ( Wait, i’ll get him, mean while I go to his house, to catch some sleep) “okee, dankje Jake, ich venj et fijn desse hie bes”( thank you Jake, I’m glad you’re here) Jake walks out the door, I realized I passed out, I probably drank too much. That moment Kirk walks in, he had been crying. “I’m so sorry Angie, I know, I screwed up big time” “Hey Kirk, yes you have, but we’ll deal with that later, I’m not in the mood to talk about it, what happened to me” “I don’t know exactly, you’ve been in coma for 4 days. When I woke up Saturday afternoon I felt horrible, you weren’t at home. You’ve been gone for hours, when I went to get the laundry, I noticed that you found my stuff, I felt like an idiot. I had no idea where you where, I rang the boys but they said they haven’t seen you. Later that evening James rang, he told me you where in hospital. You came to see him after I rang, you had pizza and vodka, you’ve passed out. “ “Did he bring me to the hospital” “No he didn’t he rang an ambulance, he was to drunk, it wasn’t safe to drive, why did you go to James” “I was raging mad, and I blamed Lars for giving you the coke, So I figured if I went to him, he’d be dead or something like that by now, I was hungry, so I bought some pizza and vodka, and really needed some answers. That’s why I went to James, and told me everything. After that I don’t know what happened” “That I also don’t know, you have to ask James” “Kirk tell me, and be honest, did you use again” “No, I haven’t, I felt like an idiot, and assumed you were going to break up with me. When I heard you were in hospital I’ve came to here, I decided there needed to be someone here who you could trust and truly love, so I decided to buy Jake a plane ticket, and bring him over here. I haven’t told him the exact truth, cause I didn’t want him to get hurt either” “That’s really sweet of you Kirk, How long has he been here” “He’s been here since yesterday morning, we both stayed here the entire time, James and Lars came to visit you every day, James said he would come back today” “That’s great, but if you don’t mind I want to be alone now, I have some things to think about, and some decisions to make” “Yes I understand, I will get some food for Jake and me, we’ll be back this evening” Meanwhile a nurse came in and told me I could go tomorrow, but no alcohol for me this month she told me” I start to wonder what to do. “Is he being honest, or doing his best to keep me?”, What happened with James, I remember having a conversations with someone but it was not James, but who the fuck was it” I slightly begin to remember that it was his fault I passed out, he was protecting me, what a sick way of protecting me” I look to the door and I see James walking in. “Hi Jamie, how are you?” “Hey Ang, I’m allright, how do you feel” “My head is buzzing a bit, but it’s getting better” “Angie, I owe you an apologize, I shouldn’t have tried to kiss you, I was making an advantage out of the situation” “You did what?, bloody hell, how could you” “I’m really, really sorry Angie” “have we actually kissed than?” “No, when I tried to kiss you, you started talking to someone, probably with yourself, since you and I where the only one there, after that you drunk from the vodka and passed out, I rang immediately an ambulance” “Mmm, so we haven’t kissed, now, don’t tell anyone, it will only makes things worse, and I think it’s best for your relationship between Kirk and you” “Okay I won’t I promise, have you already decided what you are gonna do, with kirk and you” “I don’t know yet, Jake doesn’t know anything I’ll stay at Kirk’s house until he’s back home. I don’t know, I love him very much, but I can’t live with someone who lied to me, how can I trust him.” “You can still live with me if you want to?” “No James, I’m sorry. I don’t have any feelings for you, I need to find a place for my own, and see what happens, I will continue my work at HQ, so I won’t leave you, I just can’t deal with living with Kirk right now, though I still love him” “I understand, but I’m glad you’re not going back to Europe, I’m heading back home now, if you ever want to talk or anything, you know where I am” “I know James, thanks, I will be working again next Wednesday, so you will see me than” |
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| Lucifer's Angel | November 7, 2007, 12:35 pm Post #40 |
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Is Kirk telling the truth, or is he just bullshitting? James was sweet for not taking advantage, and I hope they get this all straightened out
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| Battery | November 8, 2007, 5:09 am Post #41 |
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Uh oh, poor Angie she must be really confused now. I hope that what happened will open Kirk's eyes and teach him something...I can't wait to see what will happen next
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| lolo | November 9, 2007, 8:49 am Post #42 |
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Chapter 13 Kirk’s POV “I feel horrible, what have I done, I probably lost her” The last for days were like hell; I lied to the girl I loved, James got furious at me and gave me this huge speech, but he was right, I am an idiot, I should have told her, It was the stupidest thing to begin again. I’m glad she woke up. That moment the bell rang, it’s James “Hey James” “Hey Kirk, how are you” “Shit, how would you feel” “Yeah you’re right, have you spoke her?” “No, not yet, she didn’t want to talk about it” “I just went to visit her, I told her what happened” “And, what did she say? Did she say anything about us” “Well, you fucked it up big time bro” “Is she going back to Holland” “No, she isn’t, but isn’t staying with you either” “Fuck, fuck, fuck fuck FUUUUUCK, I know, don’t say it, I’m an idiot” “Kirk I owe you an apology” “Why what have you done?” “You had the best girl in the world, I tried to kiss her, I’m sorry Kirk” “Son of a, Have you actually kissed?” “No we haven’t she started to talk with herself, and passed out” “You you, you stole my girl, you bastard, why?, can’t you find yourself one?” “No Kirk, I haven’t stole you r girl, she doesn’t want me, I was a selfish little dick, She is so beautiful, and seems to never to be scared” “I know, that’s why I love her, but go ahead, take her, she doesn’t want me anymore, I screwed up” “Damn you Hammett, She still loves you, she loves you and only you , don’t you see that Kirk, She loves you and she trusted you, but that’s gone now, that’s why she won’t live with you. And if you really love her, You’d run to hell and back, just to get her back” “Fuck you James, but I believe you’re right. I won’t use it, never ,no more. I haven’t since she’s in hospital, it scared the crap out of me. And you, you won’t steal her” “No Kirk, I won’t I’ve acted like a fool and will not let my selfish behavior ruin our friendship” “You bet, otherwise you will be as dead as the most death corpse, and then even more death” “That’s a deal” He says with a sarcastic smile. |
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| Battery | November 9, 2007, 10:27 am Post #43 |
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Go James, go go! He acted really well with confessing to Kirk and encouraging him to fight for Angie |
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| Lucifer's Angel | November 9, 2007, 11:22 am Post #44 |
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James is being a man about it Kirk, get your woman back :horns2
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| lolo | November 10, 2007, 9:26 am Post #45 |
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Chapter 14 Angie is now a week out of the hospital, she spend the last five days with her brother, they had a great time, they really love each other. Jake left yesterday, and right after that, she went looking for an apartment. I think it’s a crappy one, and I hate to see her leaving, but I understand her. I decide to get in my car and visit her, I still have to give her an apologize “Kirk, come in” She seems surprised to see me. “Why do you want to live here, the place looks like crap” “I know, but I can live here, I have a place to sleep” “Angie, I still have to apologize for my foolish and selfish behavior, I made a huge mistake, and that way I lost the love of my life, Angie I’ve been a fool, I lied to you, and that was wrong. I hope that you can ever trust me again” “I don’t know Kirk, I really don’t know. It is still fresh, and I hope that your honest about quitting. But I’m not coming back, you hurt me too much” “Do you fancy James?” “What the, has he told you?” “ Yes he told me, and I’m glad you haven’t kissed” “Yeah me to, although I can’t remember a thing, but I don’t fancy him, He is a really nice guy and a good friend, But if you don’t mind I’m going to take a shower and then to HQ, I have some decorating to do ” “Okay, see ya” ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ “How is it going with getting Angie back” “I apologized today, but she isn’t coming back” “Ofcourse not, she isn’t stupid, you’ll have to do more than that” “Like what James?” “You have to support her, be nice to her, show her that you’re not using anymore, that way she can see that she can trust you” “That sounds like a logical thing to do” “Hammett, do you have birthday plans already” It was Lars who entered the room. “I want to give a huge party at my house, everyone is invited” “Even Angie?” “Especially Angie, I want to get her back, and not inviting her doesn’t seem like a smart thing to do, It’s next Saturday, I’ll tell Angie if she gets here” ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Angie’s POV Today is Kirk’s birthday, I bought him a necklace, It has silver chains, and in the front there’s a double row of chains. I really hope he likes it. He’s being really nice to me the last week, he bought me dinner, my kitchen is that shit that I can’t cook properly, and he helped me shopping for their offices, we bought Lars a giant stuffed pink hippo for in his office. As I search for my keys the my phone rang, It’s Lars, he decided to pick me up. I found my keys, and went downstairs, the stairs are unstable, and I will break something one day, ugh, I hate this place. ----------------------------------- “It’s gorgeous!! Thank you Angie” he yelled, and he gives me a big hug. “I’m glad that you came, did Lars pick you up” “Yeah he did, he made me nuts about his pink hippo, he loved it” “I have to say it’s the hippo of coolness” As Kirk receives the other guest, I grab me a beer, I catch myself staring at Kirk, like I saw him that nigh we met. He wears this perfectly tight leather pants, which makes his ass come out really nice, He also wears a white shirt ,with a black tie. His lovely little black curls nicely combed, and two new pair of silver earrings. “Oh hell, why is he so hot, why does he do this to me” I think while I’m looking at him, I noticed he is wearing the necklace I gave him a minute ago. “Need a bucket?” “Damn you Lars, you scared the crap out of me” “You still like him don’t ya, the way you’re staring” “Ah Lars, Shut it, Okay I admit he’s like sex on legs, If I didn’t leave him, he’d be bud naked by now” “Hahaha oh Angie, Why don’t you just go back to him” “No Lars, I can’t than he’ll think I’m that easy, that way he won’t learn anything, and this shit happens all over again” “He has been clean since you where in hospital, even I stayed clean after that” “That’s great but why?” “I thought that it would be easier for Kirk to fall back if I used it, and that stuff is no good” “Ah Lars you’re the best, I’m really proud of you” It is good to hear that Lars stopped using that shit, He is really making an afford to make things better, I want him back so badly but I can’t , I simply can’t. He’s is so sweet but her hurt me, he has to do a lot more than just look pretty and stop using coke. |
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He better get rid of that shit, that shit's no good
Stupid Kirk, I hope he quits that shit
I hope Angie will be ok and I'm curious what she'll decide to do with Kirk.
James was sweet for not taking advantage, and I hope they get this all straightened out

8:37 PM Jul 10