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I'm The One Who Waits For You...; Metallica, Iron Maiden, James/OFC
Topic Started: November 24, 2009, 5:26 pm (66,459 Views)
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My face while reading the chapter: :o

That was intense...I don't really know what to say [god, I suck at these]
Angel shouldn't talk to James for weeks. Make him crawl back and regret. However she needs to head home, they do have children. But leave it for when it's sober. Also, a phone call right now would be a shitty idea, like they say "Don't make promises when you're happy, don't make decisions when you're angry". Angel would end up saying something she'd regret later. But hey, that's just my opinion.

On the other side, Mr. Newsted is revealing some hidden crushes. What he said was beautiful, but gdjagdsfhh. yeah that.

I WANT MORE, PLEASE.
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Lilith
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AWESOME CHAPTER, OLYA!!! :horns2

I could feel her drowning in pain.. and Jason... :heart: he is the coolest guy!

MOAR NOW!
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Geez, poor Angel! :( She should leave James, at least for awhile to let him feel regret... and Jason is being so sweet. But I hope he doesn't take advantage of her. :unsure:
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James has really fucked things up with Angel :angry and Jason was just so sweet with her.

But I still have a really bad feeling about all this... :ugh:

I need to read MORE!!!
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Oh, but it's not new that Jason has a crush on Angel, don't you remember,some chapters back James noticed how Jason looked at her when she went on tour with them! So this is gonna get very intense! :o
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March 1, 2011, 1:50 pm
Lilith
March 1, 2011, 1:45 pm
Oh, but it's not new that Jason has a crush on Angel, don't you remember,some chapters back James noticed how Jason looked at her when she went on tour with them! So this is gonna get very intense! :o
I don't remember that!! :o

Ui...ui...I feel some drama coming up... :lol:
In the chapter "Can I Play With Madness" when James tricks Angel to play his part after his burns, the whole POV of Jason, memory of how he wanted to ask her out and saw her looking at James. Then, Angel on stage with Metallica and James noticed Jason drool watching her.
Here.
http://s11.zetaboards.com/Metallichicks/topic/795556/16/

LOL, sorry, I had to remind, I know this fiction is very long, I can't help it, I'm not done with it yet. :biggrin
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:biggrin I have good memory! :biggrin And love Jason too!
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March 1, 2011, 2:05 pm

LOL, sorry, I had to remind, I know this fiction is very long, I can't help it, I'm not done with it yet. :biggrin
I'm glad you're not. YOU MUST WRITE THIS FOREVER AND EVER. It needs to have more pages than the Official James Hetfield picture thread.
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March 1, 2011, 2:39 pm
olyamet
March 1, 2011, 2:05 pm

LOL, sorry, I had to remind, I know this fiction is very long, I can't help it, I'm not done with it yet. :biggrin
I'm glad you're not. YOU MUST WRITE THIS FOREVER AND EVER. It needs to have more pages than the Official James Hetfield picture thread.
LOL! Thanks, but I think then everyone will be sick and tired of this fic.
Don't want it to be a never ending story, no matter now much I love the characters and how painful is to think that it's ending...
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March 3, 2011, 10:28 am
LOL! Thanks, but I think then everyone will be sick and tired of this fic.
Don't want it to be a never ending story, no matter now much I love the characters and how painful is to think that it's ending...
If we were getting tired, wouldn't the reviews be bad? :biggrin

OH LOOK, THEY'RE NOT. GO WRITE.
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March 3, 2011, 12:59 pm
olyamet
March 3, 2011, 10:28 am
LOL! Thanks, but I think then everyone will be sick and tired of this fic.
Don't want it to be a never ending story, no matter now much I love the characters and how painful is to think that it's ending...
If we were getting tired, wouldn't the reviews be bad? :biggrin

OH LOOK, THEY'RE NOT. GO WRITE.
GOING TO WRITE!!! LOL
Thanks Julia!

This weekend will write more, stupid work is on the way, and my fucking iPad deleted all my notes... so I have to write it all again.. I have no idea how that happened. I'm just all :angry !!!
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Oh, Jason .... :( :heart:

I just wonder how all this will end. Or rather, I don't want it to end! Because I need your fanfics Olya! :hump :bow

I'm waiting for the next chapter.... :rolleyes: :biggrin
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March 15, 2011, 4:51 pm
This fell on the second page. It doesn't deserve to be there:)

Update? when? :lol:


Thanks. I started to write it and it got me all in tears... I had to stop. I'll finish it soon I promise. Just need a few more days.
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March 15, 2011, 4:52 pm
Thanks. I started to write it and it got me all in tears... I had to stop. I'll finish it soon I promise. Just need a few more days.
NO WOMAN NO CRY :huggie:

Take your time!
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Sorry for a long wait... this part is took a lot of work... and tears. :heart:
Don't worry, I'm just silly, crying over my imaginary characters... but they become so close to me.

Thanks for all your comments and for the wait.

Here is more.












(James' POV)




I lost count of how many times I dialed Angel's number and got the voice mail. I left messages until her mail box was full. I borrowed Slash's car and was driving around the city like a lunatic, feeling more and more terrified with every minute. Kirk and Lars quickly drove their wives home and were checking all the places they could think off, calling me time to time with nothing. She wasn't home, no one saw her, she just disappeared. I was on the edge of my sanity when I finally got a call from Kirk. He said someone saw her drinking in a small bar downtown and I drove there, flooring the gas pedal all the way, but found a half empty bar.

The bartender told me that Jason came and got her a little over two hours ago. He didn't call me, didn't answer his phone when I was calling him... What the fuck? He found my wife drunk and didn't call me! Fuck! I know he was so pissed off at me that he didn't even show up at Slash's party, but to do this? What the fuck!? I dialed his number over and over again, racing to his house.

By the time I reached his door I was furious, I could physically feel the anger boiling in my veins and tightening my fists. I saw shadows moving in the window of his bedroom and kicked the door in, grinding my teeth. I quickly made my way in and almost ran into the bedroom. Angel was sitting on the bed and Jason was sitting by her side with his arm around her shoulders. My blood hit my brain and I saw red. I barely held my growl, but when my wife's tear-filled eyes rose up to me, my heart sunk, flopping painfully at the bottom of my stomach. The cold shivers pushed my anger aside, returning the pain of guilt.

“Angel...”

“Go away James, please just go away. I don't want to see you right now. I can't... not now!” She lowered her face into her hands. Jason looked at me and stood up in an attempt to leave the room but froze at the side of the bed, not sure what to do.

“Angel, please let me explain... she meant nothing... nothing at all... Angel, baby...”

“Don't you dare 'baby' me! You lied... she meant enough to you to lie to me!” She looked right at me and I read pain in her eyes, that pain resonated with my own and my heart flipped, rising to my throat.

“It all caught me off guard... I just... I didn't know how to... I didn't want to... I'm sorry... I just panicked...”

“Why? Why would you panic if, as you say, she meant nothing? James, I've had enough lies for today... just go away.”

“Angel please...” I stepped closer but she pushed me away, standing up.

“Please what? Please, forgive you again? Please, let you wipe you feet on your ever-forgiving wife?”

“If I could erase it all... I would give anything I have for that...”

“You gave everything you have for her! You threw away us for her, you betrayed me with a whore!”

“I'm so sorry... I wasn't thinking... just like the groupies...”

“No, not like the groupies. You don't remember your groupies' names, you don't know their phone numbers, you never ask them to meet you again, and you never go for seconds! She wasn't just a groupie!” I saw a fire burning in my wife's eyes and I wished that this fire would burn me to crisp, just kill me right where I stood. I'd happily give my life to erase her pain... the pain I caused.

“Angel...” The lump in my throat choked my words.

“What? I was an angel for so many years, forgiving you everything!”

“I'm sorry...” Oh... God, I'm so sorry... I wish it had never happened, I wish it all just disappeared...

“What was it, James? Tell me, I want to know, what was it about her that made you want her over and over for years? Was she better than me? Of course she was, she's a pro after all. Special tricks, let you all watch. Is that what it was? Tell me!” Her eyes stared me down, but I choked on my words feeling that nothing I could say would save me. She picked up her chin and I read metal notes in her voice. “Maybe that's what was wrong with us, maybe I didn't go far enough? Is that what it was? You wanted more and I was too boring for you? You like to share your woman, you like to watch, is that it? Oh, I can do that, watch this!”





(Jason's POV)



I should leave the room... I should just go and let them talk. Meanwhile, James stepped closer to Angel and she almost backed into me, making me step back. Now I was caught between her and my bed, I was caught in the middle of a couple's fight, and knowing their both temperaments I would be better off between two lions... Shit... what should I do? I turned to step toward the door, but Angel turned my way with her last words. Her eyes sparkled with tears and I noticed the same hate I saw in her eyes when she talked about Renee.

She quickly wrapped her arms around my neck and before I could comprehend what was happening her lips devoured mine. The kiss I'd wanted for so many years clouded my mind and I unconsciously gripped her waist, my brain protested my reaction to push her away and my grip got tighter, somewhere in the background of my bewitched moment I heard James roar.

“Don't! Jason! I'm going to fucking kill you!” The words finally registered in my mind and I pushed Angel away, but she pressed me closer and I felt her hand sliding to my groin. Her feverish words followed.

“Come on Jason, help me out here, just pretend I'm one of your models... my husband like to watch, let's give him a good show.”

I couldn't believe the words I heard and stepped back, tripping over the bed and losing my balance, falling on my back.

“Much better!” With the speed of lightning Angel was on top of me.

“Angel don't... stop it... please...” My broken words came out in a whisper that was consumed by James' growl.

“Stop it!”

In a split second Angel's body was ripped away from mine, I sat up on the bed in a haze, only to go back down with the blow of James' fist. His roar of a wounded animal shook the room.

“You fucker! This is what you wanted all along, isn't it? Drooling over her all this time!” He pulled me up and easily smashed my body into the wall. “Is that why you brought her here? To pull her into your bed! You're fucking dead!” Another blow resonated in my head.

“Don't hurt him! He didn't do anything!” Angel pulled on James' arm, pushing him away, but unable to stop another hit.





(Angel's POV)



My body was shaking with anger, my demons took over my mind, seeing James taking his anger out on his friend, the words he was saying twisting my stomach. Without thinking, I grabbed the lamp from the nightstand and raised it over my head, but at the last moment James turned to me and as out eyes met for a split second, I read his thoughts loud and clear. He wasn't going to stop me, he wasn't going to avoid the hit, he was ready to accept it. My heart sank, my hand shook, and the lamp smashed on the wall beside Jason, raining broken pieces on the floor. I heard my own raised voice.

“Out, get out! Both of you! Just leave me alone! Get the fuck out! Out!” The statue that was standing on the dresser went flying across the room, demolishing another lamp on it's way. The pot with an orchid flew in the opposite direction and crashed into the closing door. Unable to stop, I released a low growl, picking up a chair and sending it into the wall above the bed. My mind was completely consumed by my fury, and now the empty room was about to pay the price.

Pictures off the walls, the bedding, chairs, nothing was spared. My mind lost control of my body, letting it turn into a demolishing machine. After a few minutes of animal rage, I looked over the room to find the next victim, and saw my face twisted in anger. My fists smashed the dresser mirror and it dropped at my feet. I looked down and my broken reflection looked back at me. Something snapped inside of me, disconnecting me from the moment, I felt drained and powerless and dropped to my knees, breathing heavily and choking on my tears.

In the eyes of the reflection I saw unbearable pain, my fingers danced over shattered glass, following the broken image. James... how could you? How could you do this to me? So much pain... James... I looked closer in the eyes of my reflection.

“You can't love him... you can't forgive him for that... you can't... not this time... this is the end...” My reflection answered with eyes full of tears, and I smashed my fists on the glass to break the last surviving parts, the last surviving pleas of love. I hit the mirror again and again, leaving bloody splashes and felling sharp sparkling pieces burying themselves into my skin, but that pain was nothing compared to the pain of betrayal.

I want it to stop, I wish I can die to stop it! Die... my fingers froze over a long piece of glass and I slowly picked it up. I needed to cut this pain out... I needed to stop it, I have to stop it... I brought the razor sharp tip to my wrist and pressed it harder to my skin. One quick move... open the veins.. bleed this pain out of me... I swallowed and closed my eyes. One quick move.... my heart slowed down, pulsating the countdown to the end. One... two...

Something slithered off my neck and I opened my eyes. My heart-lock fell down on the smashed mirror, opening right in front of me. The smiling faces of my kids snapped my conscious mind back into reality and I dropped the piece of glass, gripping onto the pendant. My babies... I can't leave you...

I dropped down on the floor, pressing my heart-lock to my chest and weeping. This is how it all ends... Broken love, broken body... broken heart, on a broken mirror...





(Jason's POV)



A few hours later, the faded shadow of the woman I knew stepped out from the bedroom. James jumped to his feet and froze in place when her eyes drifted over him to me.

“Jason... I'm sorry about all this... I'll send someone to replace everything... I... I'm sorry I let my demons out... I'm sorry you got in the middle of this...”

“Don't worry about that... it's nothing... just things...”

“No, I'll pay for the damage... at least for the one that can be fixed.” She moved her eyes to James. “I'm going to the airport... I called the pilot and my cab is here...”

“Angel, let me take you to the hospital first, your hands...” He whispered and stepped to her, but she walked past him.

“They can't fix this, James... no one can.”

“Angel, please... we can't talk in front of the kids, let's go home and...”

She walked to the door, put her hand on the door handle, and turned.

“We're not going to talk in front of them... there is nothing more to say.”

“Okay... anything you say... we're going home to London and...” James took his keys from the table, but Angel raised her hand.

“I'm going home to London... you're not coming with me, James.” Her eyes teared up and she swallowed. “I can't stop loving you, but I can't be with you... I wish I could just order my heart... what's left of it, to stop loving you... I wish it was easier... you betrayed me, James... I can't be with you.”

“Angel... what... what are you saying?” He choked on his words.

“I'm leaving you, James... we're done.” Angel lowered her head and opened the door but stopped, turning around and walking back to her husband.

“Angel... don't... please don't... I beg you... I can't...”

“You can see the kids anytime you want to... please don't follow me James, you can't fix this... you can't fix my heart... it's over.” She looked in his eyes, raised her hand, and put something in his palm, then quickly walked out, closing the door behind her.

He opened his palm and sighed, slowly sliding down on the wall, pressing the blood stained ring to his chest.

“Angel... please don't... please... I can't live without you...” Tears rolled out of his eyes and he covered his face, weeping.

I slowly walked into my bedroom and looked at the blood stained shattered mirror on the floor. My heart heavily pounded in my chest... I know how you feel... I know running after her wouldn't change anything... I wish I could help... but there is nothing anyone could do... it's over. It started with a fight and screams and it's ended the same way. Strong emotions... strong people... bleeding hearts... broken glass...



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