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Wherever I Belong...; Metallica AU with a twist... James/OFC, Kirk/OFC
Topic Started: January 24, 2010, 3:50 pm (46,573 Views)
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Kirk is such a sweety!!!!

I hate Evelyn already of course... :angry

And I smell trouble :o

Lovely Olya! :heart:
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OMG!! Totally loved this chapter, Olya!! :heart:
Didn't see that coming! :blink:
Can't wait to know what will happen on tour! :heart: :horns2
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Whoop! Looks like the AGFS has to reunite for this one methinks! You know what to do girls... *loads shotgun* :biggrin
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namenlos
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I just hope James knows what he's doing. :wink
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Olyamet
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Jäger.....

Thank you so much girls, means a lot to me!
Love you!
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Here is a bit more, I'll have more tomorrow, this part is have to be separate. Sorry, it's a short one...









(James' POV)



I lay on the bed, Alex asleep in my arms, and my mind stirred up by Kirk's words. I knew none of the Ednas would ever step over the line, but what if... Evelyn was a first class bitch... and I knew it. I heard her talking to one of the girls one time and it wasn't pretty. Oh, come on, she would never do anything to Alex, not if I make it clear that this is serious, that I'm taken and she has no chance in hell. She may try to get to me again... she knows she's the fucking queen of blow jobs... best I ever had, and I've had a lot. And if I'm drunk enough... I may slip off... Fuck, stop thinking about it! Everything will be fine. Are you sure about that? Yes... no.. Fuck!

What the fuck was I thinking when I made Alex promise to go on the tour with me? It's not enough that groupies will be around, and I'll be all into my work. Fucking Lars, just had to say that phrase. 'Wolfy on a short leash'! I can't be all lovey-dovey with her in front of the guys. I can't turn into this soft and cuddly boyfriend, I can't lose my badass reputation in front of everyone, I can't! Add to that a few poisoned words from the Ednas and that would do it... I'll lose her... Fuck! What in the hell did you get yourself into Hetfield?

There's no way back now... I can't tell her that I've changed my mind. She'll think I just want to be free for the tour. Plus, I do want her with me, I don't want to spend a year away from her, that wouldn't work either. Never worked for the other guys, not for long anyway. Maybe if I explain it to her... Can I explain me? Would she understand, without feeling less important to me? She's still with me, even though I never told her that I love her... that means she knows me at least a little bit... or does it mean that she's just waiting for me to get to that part of our relationship? Fuck...

I have to find a way to explain everything to her, even if I can't explain it to myself. I need to tell her that during tours I'm concentrated on my music, my band, the 'kids'. That this doesn't mean I love her less, that I've changed or that I'm trying to pull away... That sometimes I would be paying less attention to her... shit... it would never work. I'm about to lose her... and I'm the one who set myself up for this failure. Oh God... how can I do this? I don't want to lose her...

I need to finally tell her that I love her, before the tour starts. That means today. Fuck! That means I have to come up with some romantic shit... Fuck! Come on James, you know how much she means to you. You know how much you love her, you know there was never anyone like her... and never will be. This is it. She is the one. You opened up to her before... do it one more time, let her in completely. Just fucking surrender...

Alex moved in her sleep, sliding her hand off me and my chest suddenly felt very empty, almost as if her arm was a part of me and when taken away, left an almost painful emptiness. I quickly pulled her arm back on my chest and breathed in, feeling barely there electrical charges dancing between us. I pressed her hand to me, tightening my arm around her body. My lips found her temple and I felt a strong wave of something warm splashing over me, almost making me gasp. Please understand me...



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:heart: :heart: :drool I loove romantic James, Godammit!!
Last paragraph will give me sweet dreams! :cloud9

Thank you Olya! :heart:
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Wow, James... :heart:

That's all the words I can form right now. :biggrin
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Oh God that last sentence was just deadly!!!!! *swooooooon*

You captured it so well, the struggle between his public image and his inner loving self (let me just sigh for a moment... :heart: ), his confusion, inability to express his emotions.
Poor conflicted James!

Alex will just have to be strong for both of them. She's tough, I believe in her. Go Alex!

:tu: :tu: :tu: :tu: :tu: as always!

Thank you Olya for this beautiful update :heart:

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Olya, I hadn't received your PM before!

Thank you for letting me know when you update your fanfic! :heart:

As I'm always running, sometimes I can't come here to see if you updated or not! So...thank you! :huggie:

And once more: I loved! :horns:

I find it incredible how you change the description of the scene according to who is telling the story! :)

You're the best girl!! :biggrin
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Olyamet
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@Alma. I know! :heart:
@Lori. Thanks! :heart:
@Bo. Omg! You summarized it so well!!! Thank you!!! :heart: :heart: :heart:
@Lenne. No problem! I know, you're busy girl. Thanks for taking your time to comment! :heart:

Girls, your comments mean the world to me!
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More as promised.











XXXIV




(Meg's POV)



Kirk was still in the shower when I came down to get my robe from the laundry room, wearing nothing but his tee. The door bell ring caught me off guard and I quickly put the robe on top of Kirk's shirt, opening the door. My jaw almost dropped to the floor, when I saw my mother and her friend standing there with wide smiles on their faces.

“Hello my dear, don't tell me you're just getting up, it's one in the afternoon!”

Oh... fuck!

After hugs and the usual 'Oh my God, you look too skinny, do you ever eat?' and 'I missed you so much', she went straight to the kitchen. Continuing to talk, she started the coffee brewing, the usual and never changing ritual of her rare and always unexpected visits. I barely had time to stick a few words in during my mother's verbal waterfall, mainly just answers to her never-ending questions in short 'yes' and 'no'.

“Oh, this is heavenly...” She sat down, taking a big sip of coffee with pleasure written on her face. “You have no idea how awful that stuff they dared to call 'coffee' on the plane was! Absolutely horrible!”

With my Mom talking nonstop, I sat there on pins and needles, waiting for my friends and my love to show up in the kitchen any minute now. I never told my Mom about Kirk, well, I kind of did, without going to deep into it. I never told her what he did or that we were living together. With every passing second I felt more anxious, and when I heard the steps behind the door, my heart dove down. The kitchen door opened, letting in a barefoot, shirtless Kirk. He was still drying his wet curls with a towel, his jeans unbuttoned and zipped halfway, showing the top of his red underwear.

“Baby, I need my tee back, I have nothing to wear, everything else is pa--” He pulled his towel down to his shoulders, looked up, and stuttered on the last word. Great! Not the best kind of the first meeting between your boyfriend and your mother. Of course, I knew my Mom would have enough class and acting skills to pretend everything was normal, but still. Awkward...

“Mom... this is Kirk Hammett, my boyfriend. Kirk this is Scott Welsh he's going to watch our house.. and Lorraine Gary... my mother.” I breathed out. Kirk's face flushed, his hands quickly buttoned up his pants, and he pulled down the towel in a desperate attempt to cover his bare chest.

“Missis Gary, Mister Welsh... um... morning... sorry... I didn't know we had guests... nice to meet you...” Kirk stepped back and froze with a mix of horror and embarrassment written on his face.

“Nice to meet you too... Kirk, but it's hardly morning, more like afternoon. Meg told me little bit about you and I was looking forward to seeing you one day, I just wasn't expecting to see... that much of you.” My Mom smiled, clearly enjoying the moment. I rolled my eyes and mentally slapped myself on the forehead. Shit..

“Sorry... I... Meg has my shirt... and... um.... sorry...” Kirk mumbled, then looked back at my mother, his eyes widened and he almost dropped his towel. “Wait... Lorraine Gary? You mean... The Lorraine Gary... as in from Jaws? Oh my God!”

“Well, young man, I like you already! But judging by your reaction, my daughter doesn't talk much about me.” She gave me a little glare and hid her smile in the coffee cup.

She stopped acting a long time ago, pretending that she lost her interest in it, but I knew that wasn't true. She just didn't get any offers to star in movies acceptable to her standards. When she rejected a few, the offers winded down, and soon completely stopped. She had pretended that this was her choice, that all that stardom was beneath her. All that was a complete lie, I could clearly see it in her face, Kirk's exited outburst stroked her ego. But even in the pleasure of being recognized, she couldn't help but throw a little rock my way. I guess in her mind I was supposed to scream on every corner that my mother was an actress, even if she always told everyone that it was just a little hobby of her's, nothing more.

Before I could say anything, we heard giggles and the kitchen door opened once more. Alex came in with James' arms wrapped around her, both laughing, his lips on her neck, both clearly fresh out of the shower, and of course, once again, missing an upper garment on James. Crap... Well, at least now Kirk wasn't the only one half naked.

“Oh... Missis Gary.. hi... I... um... we'll be right back...” Alex flushed, pushing James back through the door.

“I guess we should've called you first... Meg, why don't you go and help Kirk find something to wear.” My mother smirked into her cup.




(Alex's POV)



After a very awkward breakfast, the boys quickly excused themselves, making up something about needing to get the rest of their stuff from their apartments, leaving Meg and me to deliver the explanations and listen to the lecture about proper young girls behavior. I whispered in James' ear that I'd call him and tell him the plan of what we were going to do when I found out if Meg's mother was actually planning to stay over night.

“Call Kirk's place, I'll go hang out with him, I already gave my rent up... everything's in storage...” He whispered back with a sad smile.

To my surprise Lorraine didn't lecture us, I guess Kirk won her heart talking about the movies that she was in. We also breathed out in relief when we found out that both of our guests were here just to get the key for the house and didn't plan to stay overnight. A few of their friends were going to Las Vegas and were suppose to meet at the airport. Other news weren't so great, the flight was at nine in the evening and that meant we were stuck with them until then.

Meg was just about to call the guys and tell them all that, when the phone rang. She picked it up and after the first words handed it to me.

“It's the Bitch from Hell, she said it's important.”

I took the phone with my heart jumping in my chest, wondering what else Elaine could possibly want from me, but nothing prepared me for what I heard from the other end of the line.





(James' POV)



“This can't be any worse, it's not enough that I showed up in front of her mother barely dressed and mumbled like an idiot throughout breakfast, but then I ran away like a dog with my tail between my legs, leaving Meg to explain everything.” Kirk was pacing wall to wall.

“Yeah, wasn't the best way to meet your girl's parent, but hey, at least you didn't do that in front of her father, he would've shot you, and not with his camera.” I giggled.

“I'm serious James! I should've stayed... I should've told her that I'm serious about Meghan... maybe I should go back...” Kirk stopped and dropped onto the chair.

“Let's wait till the girls call, okay? Then we can decide what to do.”

“Plus, I planned a romantic night with candles and all... and this ruins it.” Kirk breathed out.

“Yeah... I had plans too...” Fuck... Last night I came up with a somewhat decent idea. All the work on the car was finished days ago and she stood in the garage proudly showing off her perfect, newly refreshed body, just begging for the road. I felt guilty that in the rush of the last week I had completely forgotten about my promise to join Alex in her long time dream of taking Betsy for a ride.

I had a plan to combine both deeds. Take Alex to that favorite place of hers, with the city view, and finally tell her that I love her. Wait for her to say 'this is so beautiful' and tell her that there is someone right beside me more beautiful, then look into her eyes and say 'I love you, Alex', then a kiss... Yeah, lame, I know, just like a cheesy scene from a movie, but I couldn't come up with anything else. I'm just not good at all this romantic crap that chicks dig.

Kirk got a few beers out of the fridge and we both went quiet, preoccupied with our thoughts. So, that the fuck we're suppose to do now? What if Meg's mom decided to spend the night? At least Kirk has his own place, he can bring Meg here. Maybe I can still take Alex for the ride? I mean, it's not her mother, she doesn't have to stay there...

In the dead silence of the room the phone ring sounded almost like an explosion. Kirk jumped up to his feet, reaching for the phone, and I got up from my chair. The verdict.

“Meg! So what's the plan?” Kirk's face lit up after the answer from the other side.

“Okay, great! I'll be there right after nine... Yeah, I'll tell him... Love you too!” He hung up the phone and turned to me with a smile.

“So?” Please tell me we can still do all that we planned...

“She's not staying overnight! Meg's driving them to the airport, and after that the coast is clear. Alex is on her way to pick you up, something came up and she needs you.”

“What happened? Is she okay?”

“I don't know, Meg didn't say anything more than, just that some shit came up at the worst possible time, that's all.”



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EEEHEEHEE... I think all mothers fall for little Kirky. :biggrin

And James, I think you could tell a girl her house is on fire and she'd just stand there dumbfounded and mesmerized by you. :D
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LOL What a way to meet the mom in law! :biggrin
James is so sweet planning 'the moment'!! :drool :heart: :heart:
I'm dying to know how it will come up!! :P
Don't take long, Olya, please! :heart:
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And now? What happened to Alex???? :blink:

And Olya, for me is a pleasure read your fanfics! I love read and I'm really addict on them!! :biggrin :heart:
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What now, what is it now?! Worst possible moment, you got that right!!!!

Argh *biting nails" what a cliffhanger, what a cliffhanger Olya, pure torture!!!!!

OK, let's see, we have Meg's mother as a strong authority figure, vain and demanding. I wonder what she will turn out to be - a voice of reason that will set things straight when the time comes, or a cause of trouble between Meg and Kirk and possibly Alex and James too? Hm, questions, questions...

And James, oh, so much to work on there. I might as well think he would choose some cliche setting to tell her about his feelings. But can he really tell her? Is he a "I'm expressing my emotions easily" person? I don't think so... :o Now the tour will start, he will turn into Mr. Hyde there, he will not bother, that bitch will be there scheming.... argh!

OK, I think it's time for Alex to reach for the "past Alex", strong-willed, determined and good at handling cold weapons :biggrin

And it's time for me to read this update once more...

Great one Olya, but you know that already :heart:

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December 5, 2010, 1:46 pm
EEEHEEHEE... I think all mothers fall for little Kirky. :biggrin

And James, I think you could tell a girl her house is on fire and she'd just stand there dumbfounded and mesmerized by you. :D
she would probably misunderstand in the first place and go like "What, I'm on fire? Well of course I am, come here and let's burn together!" :lol:
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