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Wherever I Belong...; Metallica AU with a twist... James/OFC, Kirk/OFC
Topic Started: January 24, 2010, 3:50 pm (46,572 Views)
Olyamet
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Don't worry girl, the next part is coming soonish...working on it.

@Lori. :lol: I would so totally do that... :drool What house? Who's house? Fire...oh yes...fire.. :drool :drool :drool

@Bo. Oh My Gods! I LOVE your comments!!!! Thank you!!! :heart: :heart: :heart:
Edited by Olyamet, December 6, 2010, 12:33 pm.
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December 6, 2010, 12:33 pm
@Lori. :lol: I would so totally do that... :drool What house? Who's house? Fire...oh yes...fire.. :drool :drool :drool
"My WHAT is on fire? Hmm, yes. Yes it is." :drool
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December 6, 2010, 1:49 pm
olyamet
December 6, 2010, 12:33 pm
@Lori. :lol: I would so totally do that... :drool What house? Who's house? Fire...oh yes...fire.. :drool :drool :drool
"My WHAT is on fire? Hmm, yes. Yes it is." :drool
:lol: :lol: :lol:

:drool :drool :drool
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Thank you everyone for waiting!
Love you girls!
:heart: :heart: :heart:


Here is more.










XXXV




(Alex's POV)



Betsy's motor purring calmed my nerves down, bringing memories of a long forgotten past. My father was always taking me for rides on his rare visits back home. My favorite moments. Just me, him, and Betsy. He would put me on his lap and let me steer, telling me that one day I could drive on my own. I couldn't wait, if only I knew back then that this day would be delayed so much. He died before I turned sixteen, and by the time I could get my driving license, Betsy had been standing in the garage for so long that I couldn't start her.

I had plans to make her run, but I simply didn't have time between college, work, and the newly bought old house. Then all that time travel happened... Then after my grandparents died in the span of six months, and I finally brought Betsy to my garage and started working on her. Then all Hell broke lose. I never thought that my estranged uncle's wife would get her claws into my grandparents' house. I just was too young to know all this legal stuff. I didn't know that my grandparents didn't leave a will. Plus, I was in the middle of my depression after losing James... I just couldn't fight her with her multiple lawyers, and my brother quickly signed on her side, lured by the money she managed to pay him for his signature. Needless to say, she won very quickly. My grandparents' land was now hers, but she never told us her plans in full until today.

Well, at the very least, she had the heart to call me and tell me that I had one day to say goodbye to that place. She even gave me permission to get all I wanted out. Tomorrow, the workers would be there, and all my childhood memories would crumble under bulldozers, vanishing from this world forever, leveled to the ground. A new, prestigious golf course with a great view of Yosemite Park would be built in its place.

In the haze of memories I didn't noticed how quickly I arrived at Kirk's place. I was about to get Betsy into the parking spot, when I saw James coming out of the door. He almost ran to me and jumped over the door into the passenger seat with a worried expression.

“Alex, what happened?”

“I'll tell you on the way... I need to get something... and I don't want to do this alone.”




(James' POV)



Alex put an old guitar that we found in the barn on top of the two boxes on the backseat of the car and ran her hand along the side of it.

“I don't even know why I need this... I just don't want to leave her here to die... Well, that's it... there's nothing else I could think of taking... unless you can tell me that we can somehow haul the whole place with us.” She turned her face to me with a fade smile.

Her tears had finally stopped a few hours ago, when we took a long walk through the farm. All this time I was quiet, just holding her hand and letting her relive her memories.

“I wish I could... are you okay?”

“Yeah, I made my peace with it... besides, no one can ever take it out of my heart, you know... I'll just keep it all here.” She pressed her hand to her chest. “James, thank you for coming with me... I didn't want to do this alone...”

“No problem... we can stay a bit longer, if you want.” I hugged her from behind, kissing her temple. God, I wish I could help her...

“No, I think that's it... give me a second, okay? I just want to say one last goodbye... it won't take long.” She pulled out of my arms and looked back at me.

“Take all the time you need, I'll be here.” I opened the passenger side door and sat down.

She smiled at me and walked back to the house, opening the door and stepping inside. God, I wish I could save this for her... I sighed. I understand how she feels, if someone took my house away, the house I grew up in... I pulled the guitar on my lap and strummed the strings, causing a distorted sound. You poor thing, no one played you for a while. I can save this part for her, bring it back to life, make it sing.

Alex was gone long enough for me to tune the guitar, and when it sounded right, my fingers picked at the strings, bringing out the song that I'd been working on for the past week. The melody that came from my heart and was forever connected to Alex, and the unfinished lyrics I kept in my head, never daring to write them down, floated in my mind.




(Alex's POV)


When I came back to the car, I heard James playing a soft and enchanting melody. His eyes were closed and he looked completely taken away by his music. I carefully climbed over the car door and onto the driver's seat, afraid to disturb his serene moment, but he opened his eyes.

“James, that was beautiful! What was it?”

“Oh... nothing, just something I came up with....” He covered the guitar strings with his hand and looked at me with a self-conscious smile.

“Can you play it for me?” I pleaded, turning on the seat to face him.

“It's... not finished...“ He looked down at the guitar.

“Please...” I pleaded again.

“Okay, but... don't laugh... it's not like anything I ever wrote before... it's...” He looked at me, then down at the guitar and whispered. “It's... for you.”

I held my breath when his fingers ran over the strings and the guitar spoke with slow and soothing music. He gazed into my eyes and the soft words came from his lips.

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

I never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All those words I don't just say
And nothing else matters

Love I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Give my heart and my soul to you
And nothing else matters...

I held my breath, feeling his words reaching all the way to my heart, making it beat faster and stronger. The words I was waiting for, the most important words in this world. Oh...James... Tears clouded my eyes and I barely held back my sigh. James stopped playing and looked down. I moved closer, took the guitar off his lap and took his face in my hands, pulling it up.

“Thank you... it was... I love you too, James...” I whispered, gazing into his eyes.

“I wish I could explain just how much... I love you...” He sighed, pulling me closer and wrapping his arms around me.

“You just did... in the most beautiful and romantic way...” I breathed out.

My fingers tangled into his hair and I moved closer, moaning softly under his tender touches, when he moved my hair away from my face. Our lips touched and I melted into his arms, overjoyed and overwhelmed with love. I lost sense of time, feeling our souls touch, sending warm electrical charges throughout our bodies. His kiss, his eyes and his heart beating so close to mine made me gasp in sentimental bliss.

James pulled back, gazing into my eyes and running the back of his fingers against my face, tucking an unruly strand of hair behind my ear. His expression turned worried for a second, almost as if a shadow of something crossed his mind.

“What's wrong?” I tried to read his eyes.

“Alex... I want to tell you something... I... I can't... I don't know how to explain it...when the tour starts... I can't be all...like this... and...” He struggled to put his words together and looked down. Oh Gods, he's worried about hurting my feelings! I need to help him...

“James, look at me... I know that you open this side of you to me and only me, and I know that you can't show it in front of the guys... I understand that.” I smiled.

“You do?”

“I do. I know that you can't lose your cool in front of your friends, and be all touchy-feely with me. I promise not to ask you to hold my hand or kiss me tenderly in front of everyone, or tell me 'I love you'. I promise not to whine that you're not paying attention to me or hang on your arm. And I promise to be okay with arm-over-my-shoulders, 'this is mine' displays of alpha-male possessiveness, or anything like that. But you have to promise not make me look like a dog that follows you around.” I bit my lip, holding back my smile, when his eyes widened.

“I would never do that!”

“As long as you at least give a smile, when you're busy, I'll be okay.” I smiled.



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:heart: :heart: Oh, God! James singing NEM!! :drool :drool
Alex's ovaries must have exploded! :P
Only her could make him be comfortable to be honest, I'm glad she understands how it's gonna be. :horns2
I loved it!! :heart:
More!
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I sooooo hope he heard EVERYTHING she said and I sooooo hope he will stick to "I would never do that" when the tour starts! And why do I have a feeling that he won't?! :blink:

And if he fails, I don't want her to turn to some obedient little girlfriend who puts up whit all kinds of shit. Oh no, I want her to hold her ground.

Absolutely wonderful update.
Every single detail is just perfect: emotionally demanding situation she found herself in, how she needed him to be there with her and for her and how he was, how the moment to tell her just happened on its own, and HOW he told her finally! My God, that song! Those words! His clumsiness and confusion, the reluctance to play it at first, how he looked down when he finished it, ah, it's overwhelming!!!! Such a beautiful, honest, intimate moment in a perfect setting! A perfect blend of details. Simply beautiful.

Now I'm on the edge of my seat! What will happen next? What will the tour really be like? When will she tell him about her job? How will he handle the news? How will she handle the queen of blow jobs? :o
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@Alma. She kind of needs her ovaries...lol But yes, it so would...

@Bo. OMG!!! How I love your comments!!!! :heart: :heart: :heart:

And the answers to your questions in the next update... hopping friday.

*crosses her fingers*
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That was so beautiful Olya... :heart:

It's a pity that my english doesn't allow me to express myself better .... But I know you know how much I admire the way you carry me along with each word you write... :bow :) :heart:
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December 7, 2010, 7:02 pm
That was so beautiful Olya... :heart:

It's a pity that my english doesn't allow me to express myself better .... But I know you know how much I admire the way you carry me along with each word you write... :bow :) :heart:
I know hunny!!! I love you!!!
You're one of my most favorite and most faithful readers!
Thank you! :heart: :heart: :heart:
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Damn, poor Alex... I don't know if I'd be able to deal with losing my childhood home forever. :( I'm so glad James is understanding. :)

And then there's the matter of THAT SONG. :heart: :heart: :heart:

I just hope everything goes well for them on tour.
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Thank you girls!
All this pre Christmas stuff keeping me busy... sorry.

Here is a bit more.







(James' POV)



“How do you know me so well?” Oh God! She understands me! She's...

“I'm smart, don't you know that?” Alex made a purposely serious face and tucked her hair behind her ears.

“I love you even more now, although I doubt that's humanly possible... ” I pulled her to me, breathing freely and feeling the mountain of worry lift off my shoulders. She's perfect...

“James... I kind of have something to tell you too...” She looked down, bit into her lip, and looked back at me. “I got a job. I can do it while on the tour... at least, I think I can do it...”

Wait... a job? Goddammit! I thought she was just kidding back then... guess not. Oh, why won't she just let me take care of her? Okay, chill... she understood you, now it's your turn to understand her, and her will to be independent. Godfuckingdammit! Breath, slow... nice and easy. You promised her to be fine with it.

“What kind of the job?” I manged to ask in a calm tone of voice.

“I signed the contract with Tom's boyfriend to become a translator for his books, so he can be published here in the US. So when you're busy with your work, I'll be busy with mine, and you don't have to worry that I'm feeling forgotten. Plus, I promised Meg to help her with her stuff... See, it all worked out perfect.” She breathed out.

It's not that bad... unless it takes too much of her time away from me...

“So... you'll be busy reading and writing all the time and spending a lot of time with Meg? But what about me?” I pouted.

“James, as soon as you have time for me, I'll drop everything, I promise.” She laughed.

“So, if I see you writing and come over to you and... kiss you like this...” I ran my finger on her lips and took them in mine, teasing her tongue, then pulled back smiling.

“I'll forget all about my work, throw it aside and answer like this...” Her arms ran over my chest to my neck, her face coming closer to mine, and her tempting kiss sent me into shivers. Mmmnn... do I dare to take it further? Would she go for it right here, right now?

“And if I do this?” I pulled her over my lap, bringing her closer, and slid my hands just barely under her blouse, kissing her more demanding this time. She gasped into my mouth and got hold of the bottom of my shirt, pulling back from my lips with a devilish smile.

“If we're in a secluded place... like we are now, with no one watching us.... This would be my answer...” She yanked my tee off and started to playfully unbutton her top, moving slow and tempting me to just rip the thing off in one move. When she let her blouse fall behind her, I covered her chest, neck, and face with light kisses. I placed my hands on the clasp of her bra and quirked my eyebrow, waiting for her permission. She smiled with a slight nod and I let my fingers continue. My hands ran to her breasts, cupping, caressing, pulling, and my lips joined in, fondling her hardened nipples. She bent back with a moan and pressed her pelvis against my quickly growing bulge, heating up my desire.

“Oh... yes...” I breathed in and out, pulling on her hips and burning with lust. I really hope we're going further with this... because if not, I'm setting myself up for a long and painful wait. Even if I drive, if she lets me, flooring it all the way home, Meg's Mom is still there and we can't do anything... I'll explode with pressure. As if to answer to my thoughts, Alex looked at me with eyes full of desire, breathing out and tugging on my belt. Oh... yes... I know that look well... she wants me.

“James... love me... right here, right now...” Her whisper blew over my ear and her lips slid lower, tracing feathery kisses over my jaw. I gasped, pulling her to me, and she answered with a moan, shivering in my arms. A low rumble left my chest when her legs parted, letting me closer. I stood her up between my legs and tugged her skirt down, letting it fall. My lips moved on her stomach and she pressed me to her as my hands pulled off her last garment. I dropped back into the seat, admiring her body in front of me, naked, beautiful, calling for me. She looked down at me and smiled.

“Not fair... I'm all ready for you and you still have your pants on.”

It took me a second to get rid off my jeans, and my cock sprang out from the tight bind to the oh-so-welcoming freedom, throbbing, needing, wanting. Alex smiled at my movements and straddled me, sliding herself closer, pushing onto me and we both gasped a moan when our flesh interlocked. I raised my hips, thrusting deeper and she pushed down, holding onto my shoulders.

Our slow movements sped up, the heat building up with our cries of joy. Her body moving on mine, her lips gasping with moans, her ocean green eyes, all that sent me into an intoxicating haze. I pushed up in attempt to plunge all the way into her and she bent back, holding onto the windshield. My body craved more and I stood up, holding her in my arms. She held on to my shoulders, moving up and down on me and speeding up my maneuvers. Fucking small space!

I lowered her on the car seat, bringing both of her legs up to my shoulders, holding her firmly in my arms and stood up on my knees on the seat. She smiled and raised herself up, bracing on the steering wheel with one arm and the back of the seat with other, letting her upper back push on the top of the car door. That gave me more room to move and I rammed in with a growl.

“Oh Alex... that'll be fine.. just like that... oh fuck...” My body sped up, racing to reach the ecstasy of the peak. I felt her tightening around me, and she started to pant my name, drowning deeper in her pleasure, drawing closer to her release. Heat boiled in my veins as I watched her body shake under my thrusts, her lips gasping for air, her eyes peering into mine.

“Oh James!... Oh yes...” Her body curved in front of me and I lost it, feeling her clench and convulse around me. Her outcry spurred my orgasm, and I pulled her closer, letting her legs slide to my waist as I buried my face in her neck, letting out a muffled growl of my release. I dropped back, pulling her with me, and she collapsed on my chest, panting and shaking with aftershocks in unison with my jerks still deep inside of her.

We laid in each other arms for a few minutes, catching our breaths, until the evening breeze started to chill our heated bodies. Alex shivered and raised up, reaching to the back seat. My lips were drawn to the skin of her waist right in front of my face. She giggled, returning into my arms with a blanket that she managed to fish out from one of the boxes.

“Here, this'll keep us warm. We can stay here a bit longer... Meg's Mom is still there, so there's no rash.” She wrapped the blanket around us and lay on top of me. I wrapped my arms around her and smiled, remembering my friend's plan.

“We need to give Kirk and Meg some time too... he planned some romantic crap...”

“I'm fine with that. This is perfect, just you, me, and Betsy...” Alex kissed my chest and moved up to my neck.

The warmth of her skin against mine, her hand stroking my chest, and her lips nibbling on my neck brought me into loving bliss. With my body satisfied for the moment, my mind wandered, thinking about how happy and how lucky I was to find my Alex, the perfect girl, who gets me better than I get myself. The tour didn't seem like a scary monster that would tear us apart anymore. And maybe, just maybe, the guys would understand my love if I dared to show it in front of them.

Alex moved, making herself more comfortable, and I raised my arm, letting her settle, not noticing that my fingers got caught in the chain of her pendant. Her head jerked and pulled with my hand, and she gripped onto my hand, laughing.

“Wait!” I stopped and she helped me free my hand.

My eyes drifted to the pendant, and I took it in my hand. I always thought it was unusual, kind of old looking. An oval silver plate covered with a Celtic-like design, with a green stone in the middle in an almost claw-like setting, a crown above the stone, and two crossed swords below it. Wicked looking and very cool.

“I've never seen you wear any other jewelry... does it mean something to you?”

She froze for a second and raised her head, looking at me. He face turned sad and she lowered her eyes, covering her pendant with her hand.

“It's all I have left from... it's nothing...” She lowered her head back to my chest and slid her hand over my skin. I could feel her heart beating faster, her body tensed up. Did I bring up some painful memory? I remember she told me about her life... but she never mentioned that pendant...

“Alex, it's okay if you don't want to share that with me... if you're not ready...” I whispered and she looked at me with worry written all over her face. She looked down, sighed, and rubbed her thumb on her pendant.

“James, do you believe in unexplained mystical things? Like reincarnation or the possibility of time travel...”



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First of all:
:drool :drool :drool OMG! Sooo fucking HOT!
Thank you for the hot images I'll take to bed tonight! :biggrin
I really love James' POVs! :heart:
Their foreplay was very sexy, they're great together! :horns2

Then:

OMFG!! Is she really going to tell him!! Can't wait to know! :blink:

I hope Xmas won't keep you too busy, for I really want more of this story! :heart:
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OK, if there was EVER a PERFECT start of a working day, this is it!!!!!

Olya, I just don't know where to start!

I love this story, becuase of James' POVs. You get him so well. You describe his reactions and emotions, just as I would imagine them to be in these situations. This conflict that is in him, causing the confusion that still lingers, even after he has been assured that she loves him and will be there for him. This thought of his "And maybe, just maybe, the guys would understand my love..." reflects it so well. And the shift after she told him about the job and the effort to show some understanding in turn for hers. OH, he is just... I'll have to look up entries for "perfect" in thesaurus.

Secondly, their love making - such a killer!!!! Pure passion growing from love, physical urge blended with emotional need for complete unity and belonging, it's just overwhelming! It doesn't get better than that, that's why it's so hot every time. Plus a few "oh-yes!" highlights, such as sex in public, car sex, legs on James' shoulders sex (you read my mind there...), and that playful foreplay!!!! And the ULTIMATE moment - I placed my hands on the clasp of her bra and quirked my eyebrow. Killer!!!

And then the ending! :blink:
What will happen? *biting nails* I have a bad feeling. The moment they shared was just too magical. Argh!!!
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Olya, you never fail to kill me with your James Hetfield sex scenes. :bed: :drool
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@Alma. She is... I made up my mind. There is not trust without baring it all... you know.
@Bo. Thanks! I know, I love James in this fic too! Aaand... You just have to wait till the weekend on that ending part...hehehe
@Lori. I'm trying my best. :biggrin


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