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| Wherever I Belong...; Metallica AU with a twist... James/OFC, Kirk/OFC | |
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| Tweet Topic Started: January 24, 2010, 3:50 pm (46,571 Views) | |
| elena | December 14, 2010, 6:07 pm Post #451 |
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Outlaw Torn
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You made my day! I want you to know that I still read your story.
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| Lenne13 | December 14, 2010, 6:30 pm Post #452 |
Arrogance and ignorance go hand in hand!!
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I really was needing to read your fanfics to feel better ... And , oh god, after this update, is impossible not to feel good! Thanks Olya!!
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| Olyamet | December 14, 2010, 6:42 pm Post #453 |
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Jäger.....
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@ Elena. Wohooo!!! I was worried about you! @Lenne. Thank you hunny!!! Are you okay? Why are you feeling bad? |
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| Lilith | December 14, 2010, 6:49 pm Post #454 |
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♥ Jaimelicious ♥
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Oh, God! Can't wait to know! But you're right, with no trust then there is no love! BTW... I forgot to say that this really made me smile:
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| Olyamet | December 14, 2010, 6:51 pm Post #455 |
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Jäger.....
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Oh... I couldn't help it... that line is forever in my dirty thoughts...
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| Olyamet | December 20, 2010, 6:14 pm Post #456 |
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Jäger.....
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Thanks girls! Sorry for the wait... I hope you still interested. More. (Alex's POV) “I don't know, I never really thought of that... why?” James pulled me closer and kissed my temple. His fingers tangled into my hair, but I tensed up, stirred up by the direction that our talk was heading in. Alexia, what are you doing? He would never understand this, he would just think you're crazy... Don't do this. I looked at James' peaceful face, his blue eyes gazing in mine. It's not too late, just laugh it off and forget about it. No... I need to tell him everything... I can't have this barrier between us, I have to let him in all the way, no secrets, no lies... and if he understands me, then this is where I belong. In his arms. “You opened up to me... bared it all and... I have one last secret... to open myself to you completely. All I ask is that you listen without interfering... just wait till I'm done and then you can... either accept me as I am, or tell me to drive you home and... if this is something you can't deal with, I... I'll let you decide if you want to be with me... after I tell you... who I am... it's so complicated and I don't even know how to explain it myself... but if you can't love me as I am... ” I felt my heart pounding in my chest, anxiety gripped into my throat and I swallowed nervously, looking into James' eyes for reassurance, still not sure of my decision. Oh Gods... I'm making a big mistake... “Alex, there is nothing in this world that would make me stop loving you.” He smiled. “Yeah... in this world... how about in a different world... long in the past... the year nine hundred thirty-four to be exact...” I breathed out still looking into his eyes. “What can possibly have happened a thousand and some years ago that has anything to do with you or us?” James smiled. “I'll tell you... all of it...” I sighed and let my memories free. No turning back... Oh Gods, help me... ----- I finished my story and looked into James' eyes with a trembling heart, awaiting his reaction. This is it, he knows it all, I swallowed and prepared myself for the worst. “James... I can't explain it.. I... all I know is that I have a scar on my foot where I cut it playing with my father's sword as a child. My dentist couldn't find the filling he put in my tooth three years ago.. he thought that he just mislabeled my x-rays. I have this pendant and a pair of silver bracelets that match the writing and symbols. And... I know I haven't been with anyone in this life, but with me and you... it wasn't the first time... and...” I looked at James' face waiting for the signs of disgust or disbelieve or anything that would tell me what he was thinking. He was still holding me close, not a sign of fear or anything negative in his eyes, but he was quiet. Oh.. Gods... this is not good... this is the end. He will tell me that I'm a psychotic schizophrenic and need to be locked up in a institution for mad people. He'll break up with me right here, right now, this is the end... Oh Gods, what have I done? James took my pendant into his hand, looking closer at it, then looked back at me, still quiet. I couldn't bear the pressure, I pulled away from his arms and sat up. “I wish I could tell you that this was all just a vivid dream and nothing more... but I can't... You think I'm a weirdo or worse... don't you?” I hit my head on the back of the seat with a sigh and felt my eyes tearing up. I just ruined it all... Oh Gods... My tears dripped down on my face and the lump in my throat cut off my breathing. I covered my face with my hands, but James pulled me back into his arms. “Yeah, but you're my weirdo. Fuck... Alex... this is big... and kind of… cool... and, well, that explains a lot. Now I know that I'm not crazy and you really said my name when I caught your fall in the kitchen, and then in the car... you told me that you missed me...” His hands tilted my face up and his fingers wiped my tears away. “You're not going to lock me up into the psych ward or give me up to some science lab?” I whimpered. “Nope, who am I to know what kind of unexplained shit happens... and how. But if all this is really happened, and you are... then...” He paused, looking at me, then his lips slid into a wicked smirk and he cackled. “Just to think... all this time I was... um.. never mind.” “What?” I tensed up, ready to hear that he thinks I'm a crazy wacko. “Forget it, it's stupid.” He smiled into his mustache. “James, please tell me. What are you laughing about?” I pleaded, feeling my heart pounding in my chest. “No, it's nothing... just leave it.” He pushed my head to his chest. “James! I just told you something that no one knows, not even Meg, I opened up to you completely. Tell me.” I pulled back and looked into his eye, trying to read his face. “No, you'll think I'm a moron.” “I promise I won't.” Oh Gods... what if he's just trying to laugh it off for now and when we go back, he'll break up with me... “It's just a brainless thought that popped up in my head.” “Tell!” Oh Gods, he thinks I'm crazy... that is it... “No, it's rude and dirty.” “I forgive you in advance. I want to know what dirty, unmannerly thought made you grin like that, and I want you to word it exactly how it popped up in your head.” “You'll hate me.” “I promise I won't... James, I need to know, even if you thought something like 'how did I end up with a lunatic' or 'wooohooo I'm dating a schizo' or if you changed your mind and decided not to take me on the tour... or if you want to break up with me... please, I need to know.” And I need to know now... “It's nothing like that at all! Not at even close! I still love you.” He kissed my cheek and looked into my eyes. “Then tell me what you thought.” I whispered, pulling back and bracing myself on his chest. “And you really want to know the exact words?” His face flinched. “Yes.” “I just thought that.... all this time I was... fucking a real princess.” He gave me a crooked smile and I breathed out in relieve. “Mnh... a thousand year old princess.” I let myself smile back, feeling my heart slow down again. “You look okay for your age, always wanted to try an older woman.” The grin on his face grew wider. “Perv.” “I told you it's stupid, but you wanted to hear it.” “James... you're really okay with all that? I mean... I honestly don't know what happened... how it happened...” I peered into his eyes, trying to read his thoughts behind the joke. He pulled me to him and ran his fingers through my hair, his eyes smiling at me. “All I know is that we were meant to be together, and it doesn't matter how.” His lips found mine and his kiss dissolved the last threads of worry from my heart. This is where I belong... |
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| Lenne13 | December 20, 2010, 7:26 pm Post #457 |
Arrogance and ignorance go hand in hand!!
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“All I know is that we were meant to be together, and it doesn't matter how.” Now, I have a stupid smile in my face.... Thanks Olya! I loved it, as always.. And don't worry hun, I was feeling bad for things that just someone crazy for football gonna understand.... Yeah.... Brazilian' thing...
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| Lilith | December 20, 2010, 7:50 pm Post #458 |
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♥ Jaimelicious ♥
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Oh, God! Why is he so cute?? Phew... I was scared for Alex! Thank you, Olya!
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| namenlos | December 21, 2010, 1:00 am Post #459 |
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The Daft To Your Punk
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Aw, James is so sweet. But... 'older woman'?
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| tuesday's gone | December 21, 2010, 5:36 am Post #460 |
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Poor Twisted Me
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God I was so nervous!!!! I skipped sentences in the first reading, just to get to his reaction faster! And it all ended just perfectly! Why is it that I always have a foreboding and you disarm me every time with these romantic, loving moments? Seems I have to trust James more ![]() The princess comment - you did it again! You got him, the essence of him, just the thought or reaction I would expect of him! He took it well, what can I say. Definitely the best possible scenario. Of course the sentence about them being meant to be together destroyed me completely! I melted. Now I think about it, given his childhood and growing up and all the traumas from that time, it's natural that he didn't dismiss her and her story immediately, that he just accepted it for what it was. And being not just sexy as hell, but also smart, he put two and two together. I just hope the portal won't open again and swallow her! Or him! So, off we go to tour and a new translation project. I'm biting my nails again!!!! |
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| Olyamet | December 21, 2010, 4:11 pm Post #461 |
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@Lenne. Thank you!!! I'm so glad it was just a football thing. @Alma. I know! It took me a while to let her tell him all. It has to be done. @Lori. Um... lol... MUCH older woman... @Bo. Thank you! I will think about the portal...lol. No, I wouldn't do that to them, all though it's very tempting... Just imagine James back in the past... dealing with swords and horses... could be so hot and so funny! Thanks girls!!! Love you all!
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| elena | December 21, 2010, 4:26 pm Post #462 |
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Outlaw Torn
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I was so nervous to see what James will think about it! I like it very much!
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| Olyamet | December 21, 2010, 4:28 pm Post #463 |
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Jäger.....
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Thank you hunny! I hope your college is letting you relax for the Hollydays!
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| Lilith | December 21, 2010, 5:16 pm Post #464 |
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♥ Jaimelicious ♥
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OMG!! OMG!! OMG!! OMG!! That is like the best idea, EVER!!
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| Olyamet | January 1, 2011, 3:45 pm Post #465 |
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Thanks girls! Love you all! Happy New Year! Cheers! A bit more, sorry it's short and boring, I'm working on the next part! XXXVI (Meg's POV) I told Scott that the payment for the bills was set up to be payed from my banking account and the mortgage payment from Alex's, so all he had to do was warn us over the phone about anything out of that range. Scott looked at me and in the firm voice stated that he would pay the bills and the matter was not up for discussion, after that he became quiet, letting Mom ask questions about the house. While I showed them around, I couldn't help but wonder if there was more to their story. I caught a few looks between them, put that together with her not giving me a lecture about living with Kirk, and my suspicion grew. Of course, I knew she was dating after the divorce from my father, but I knew very little about her boyfriends. She didn't volunteered that information and I never pressed the subject. When we came back downstairs I noticed that Mom came with two suitcases and a big carry on, a bit bigger size of luggage than you would take for a day or two in Vegas. As to prove to my suspicion, she put her carry on by the door, leaving her suitcases in the living room and I raised my eyebrow at her. “How long did say you plan to stay in San Fran?” “Oh, maybe a week, you know, I have so many old friends here, never had time to come here and catch up... Meg, before we go to airport, I think I need another cup of good coffee.” She glanced at Scott and he quickly excused himself to get his stuff ready. “Mom... is there anything you want to tell me?” We walked back to the kitchen and she waited for the door close behind us before looking at me with a guilty expression. “Honey... I'm in a bit of the situation here... Scott... he's... we're dating for sometime now... and...” “Didn't you say he just went through a bitter divorce?” I looked at her and she lowered her head. “That's the situation... you see, we're... it all started before and... when his wife found out...” “Mom! Please don't tell me you ruined someones marriage!” My voice came out louder than intended and my mother looked back at me as if I'd hit her. She turned, wiped invisible crumbs off the counter, and sighed. “You don't know everything... they were apart when we met and... some times you fall in love and nothing else is important... we just forgot about everything. He made a mistake not making their separation legal and now... it's all over the press... she claims that I stole him... lured... that I'm after his money... that I'm a cougar! He's only ten years younger that me... she just pissed because I'm older than her... and... she publicly called me a relic, pointing out that in my greatest movie role I co-stared with an equally ancient shark from the Jurassic period… it's all... it's horrible.” She poured herself coffee and turned back to me, nervously spinning the cup in her hands. “Please, don't judge me... not you too... don't be like your brothers... they're not even talking to me...” “Mom... I'm not... I'm sorry I snapped at you... it's your life... But, wow, and you go Mom! Getting the younger man!” I tried to joke it off, walking to her and giving her a hug. “Don't laugh, you can fall in love at... at my age. Apparently I'm still hot, but seriously, I didn't know his age when we met and when I found out it was too late...” She sighed. “You ever thought you're not hot? We're redheads, we're always hot!” I fluffed up her hair and looked into her eyes. “Mom...thanks for telling me... I thought you weren't yourself today. It was unusual that you haven't given me a lecture about me living with Kirk...” “Now more that ever I understand the power of love. Plus, I'm in no position to give you a lecture, I just hope you know what you're doing... He is a rock star, with all that comes with this title, you know... fame sometimes gets into your head... He's young and... I just don't want you to get hurt... He seems like a nice boy...but...” “I love him and he loves me.” “Does he love you enough to resist the drugs or ignore the bare dressed groupies, who have one desire, to jump in his bed?” “Don't worry Mom, he's not like that... Plus, I'm a big girl, with my own contract and all. I'll be fine, we'll be fine.” “Mother can only hope...” She smiled at me and pulled me in a hug. “Mom, you can stay here as long as you needed... I'm fine with that and I hope everything will be fine with you and Scott too.” “Thank you Dear... we'll see how it goes... I may stay here until all that scandal settles... newspapers can be brutal sometimes... just don't believe all that you read...” “I won't. I know you better that that.” “Now, tell me what time we have to leave? I'm sure you told Kirk to comeback after we're gone...” “He'll be here after nine...” I smiled. “Then we should probably get going, it's ten to nine.” She winked at me. “Tell him, I like him.” |
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But... 'older woman'?

8:38 PM Jul 10