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| Wherever I Belong...; Metallica AU with a twist... James/OFC, Kirk/OFC | |
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| Some_Kind_Of_Monster | March 19, 2012, 9:23 am Post #811 |
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☠ (R.I.P) † Return Is Possible †
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I know you're a busy lady but poke
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| Olyamet | March 20, 2012, 10:27 pm Post #812 |
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Jäger.....
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Thank you for the poke! I just came home from work, my 3 shifts on the row are finished, now I can write!!!! So I hope will come up with something tomorrow!
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| Tallulah | March 21, 2012, 6:07 pm Post #813 |
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Well, it is now tomorrow! I look forward to an update!!! |
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| Olyamet | March 21, 2012, 6:23 pm Post #814 |
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Jäger.....
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^^^ I was just finishing this little part... I'm working on the rest!!! Thank you all girls so much! I love you all! Okay.. a little update, with a promise to post more later today or tomorrow! XXXXXV (James' POV) My heart was beating fast, threatening to jump out and scream, while Meg was unraveling to me what happened since the last day I saw Alex. She did run, all the way to the other side of the world, she ran to Russia. Sergey's relatives took her in, and she continued to work as a translator, hidden from everyone. “She didn't keep any contact with anyone, not even me, the only people that knew her whereabouts were Tom and Sergey. When they told her that me and Kirk had gotten divorced, she called me. She wanted to be there for me... but she couldn't... she couldn't travel... she was... she just couldn't...” Meg voice trailed off, as she quickly glanced at the pictures on the wall, then turned back to me, lowering her eyes. “We talked on the phone after that day...” “You mean when I came to your old house, before the Black tour, you knew where she was... you.. you lied to me? Why?” I pushed out, feeling the blood pounding loudly in my temples. She looked back at me with a sigh. “James... you were drunk and... it wasn't... I didn't have a choice. I couldn't... It was between you and her and she wasn't ready. She... She was still hurting and wasn't ready to talk... plus... she didn't want you to feel like she came back because she needed you... she...you know how she felt with her independence thing. Work and... other things kept her busy... Then you came to tour in Russia, she saw your gig on TV... she called... she was crying... said she couldn't live like this, that she couldn't forget you, couldn't just throw it all away... ” Meg's eyes searched my face, another sigh escaping from her chest. “She couldn't stop loving you. She came back to the States a few months later, she made up her mind, she was independent, working for a big book company, and she wanted to finally talk to you, but you were still on tour. In October she had to go to London, to meet with some new authors, and you were there at the same time, and she thought it was a sign. She went to your gig, and after the show was over she gave a note for you to one of the roadies, who remembered her.” My mind screeched, trying to retrieve any memory of anything on that day in London, but I drew a blank... I was pissed drunk for the most of that tour. But I knew one thing, I never got her note. Meg lowered her eyes and continued. “We spent almost all night on the phone with each other, she was so nervous... the next day she waited for you in the small cafe that me and her once had a breakfast in, it's near The Leap Frog store that she bought your wolf pendant in...” Meg swallowed and continue with a sad voice. “When Evelyn showed up, Alex knew it was over. She left after the first words came out of that bitch's mouth. 'James couldn't come, he's very busy, he asked me to find out if you need anything...'” My fingers turned white, gripping at the chair, and a moan of pain escaped my chest. Meg's hands turned the cup in her hands and she shook her head, looking back at me. “After Alex told me what happened I almost flew to London to fucking kill you. I was so mad at you for doing it that way, sending your fucking bouncer to Alex! God, I can't imagine how diminished she must've felt! Like you put her on the same line with your Edna's... ” “Meg... I would've never!” My fingers cracked, clenching into tight fists. “She never tried again, she came home, bought a nice house in Carmel, but she was never the same after that... it's like she died inside... Then the word spread that you got engaged...” Anger boiled my core and hate locked my jaws, as my mind screamed in a red fog of rage. That bitch! If I knew where to find her now, I would make her pay! Oh... God... Alex thinks I forgot her, that I didn't care... oh.. God... I have to tell her! “Meg, I have to tell her the truth! I still love her!” She looked at me and sighed. “James... it's too late...” “Too late or not, even if she's married... She has to know! I have to see her! I have to tell her that I'm still in love with her, that I never stopped looking for her! I drunk myself numb for eleven years because I couldn't stop loving her! She needs to know that! Please Meg, tell me where she is. I need to talk to her!” “You... you can't...” Meg lowered her eyes, breathing out.” James... Alex died two years ago... April twentieth...” My heart stopped, hands dropped down, body going cold, and mind screaming in agonizing pain. No! Not that... I... no... it can't be... I... “It can't be true... Tell me it's not true...” A suffocating lump in my throat cut off all air, making me choke on my words. Meg's tear filled eyes gazed into mine as she shook her head. “I wish I could...” “She's... d--” Numb lips pushed out a weak whisper, stuck on the word I couldn't say. Tears clouded my vision, dropping down, and my chest squeezed painfully, almost as though something left it. My mind stuck in repeating monotone, she's gone... she's gone... she's gone... Two years ago... that dream... she was saying goodbye to me... The world lost its color, its meaning, as the black hole rose up, swallowing me without the slightest resistance, knowing that this time I wouldn't fight back... this time, I'd welcomed it. |
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| Some_Kind_Of_Monster | March 21, 2012, 6:37 pm Post #815 |
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☠ (R.I.P) † Return Is Possible †
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Fuck fuck fuck I want a happy ending Why there is no crying emos? I'm dead with James ![]() |
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| jØrdan | March 21, 2012, 6:38 pm Post #816 |
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Valar Morghulis
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;SDKFLJG NSERDG;OSDJFG;KSDJ FG;LKADJFG;LASDJF;LAS JDF;LAJSD;FLAJD;KLJSDFALNJKADFSLKAJSHD ASDFH;IASUDFKAHSD;FLAHSJDF;LKAJSD;FLKJKJSDFAFKSDJLFDASNJKLZFKFNSKAFANNKEADNJFKLSVAKLJ She died! She fucking died?! There are fucking tears in my eyes right now!!! HOW COULD YOU DO THAT??? Why??? OMG now JAMES is going to die! Of heartbreak! Omg! I hate everything. My day is fucking ruined. -__- I can't even believe this shit. Sadsadsadsadsadsad. Olya... I am beyond mad at you. ;__; |
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| Tallulah | March 21, 2012, 6:39 pm Post #817 |
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![]() I have to go read something happy now, or my boyfriend will wonder why I'm crying... |
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| Olyamet | March 21, 2012, 6:41 pm Post #818 |
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Jäger.....
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^^^^ aww..... I'm sorry girls, but that was intended form the beginning of this story! Don't hate me... Not all stories have a happy ending... SOOOORYYYY!!!!! I'll post more some time soonish... writing right now!!! |
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| jØrdan | March 21, 2012, 6:42 pm Post #819 |
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Valar Morghulis
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| Some_Kind_Of_Monster | March 21, 2012, 6:43 pm Post #820 |
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☠ (R.I.P) † Return Is Possible †
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Yeah like
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| Tallulah | March 21, 2012, 6:50 pm Post #821 |
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I agree.
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| Olyamet | March 21, 2012, 6:57 pm Post #822 |
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Jäger.....
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^^^^ Aaaww.... I promise you a more or less happy ending.
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| Some_Kind_Of_Monster | March 21, 2012, 7:00 pm Post #823 |
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☠ (R.I.P) † Return Is Possible †
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Phhh She's dead .....unless he will be a vaking again
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| tuesday's gone | March 22, 2012, 8:51 am Post #824 |
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Poor Twisted Me
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Yup, that dream wasn't accidental. The ring wasn't accidental. Nothing was accidental. And now Alex is dead. And he's stuck with a woman he'll never love as much as he loved the one that was meant for him. Fuck. the blackness rising to take him was so beatufiul, I imagined it, him all limp, surrendering to it. God I could have cried for him!
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| SlayingTheDreamer | March 22, 2012, 2:30 pm Post #825 |
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Never talk with strangers.
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I knew it was going to be a sad ending, but I didn't expect this.... nevertheless, it's so well described, you really brought the emotions and now I have teary eyes
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