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| Time Marches On; Het, James/OFC, 2004, Sequel to 'The Shortest Week' | |
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| Tweet Topic Started: August 18, 2012, 1:22 pm (12,215 Views) | |
| -DJ- | February 8, 2013, 9:38 am Post #196 |
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Thanks guys “Mommy wake up” Maddison whispered poking my cheek. “Why are you smiling?” “Uh…nothing sweetie. Did you sleep well?” “Yeah…if I tell you a secret will you promise not to tell daddy?” she climbed onto my bed. “Of course. What is it?” “Daddy said last night that he wishes he could stay here all the time…and I wish that too” Her words shook me. Maybe us being separated was affecting her more than we thought. This was the first time she had said anything about it to me. “Well…we’ll see, honey. Okay?” I stroked her dark hair. “But he’s coming to take us out later so you go pack everything you need to bring with you” she smiled and ran back to her room. I looked at the clock and it was 10am. I knew the time would drag in before James got here…. James knocked at the door at 1.40pm while Maddison sat on the couch scribbling on some white paper. I let her answer the door so it’d be a surprise. She ran to the door with crayons still in her hand. “Hey princess!” James bent down to hug her. “Where are you taking us?” “To see where I work every day with Uncle Lars” “Will he be there?” “Maybe. Why?” “He asked me to do a drawing for him so I have it in my backpack for him” “That’s kind of you. Are you ready?” James asked me. It wasn’t a long drive to HQ since we hadn’t moved far away. The last time we were there Maddy was only a baby so she wouldn’t have remembered the place. When we arrived we went straight through to the kitchen and saw Lars sitting at the table wearing sunglasses and a baseball hat, clearly hung over from the night before. “Dammit, Hetfield. I come here to get away from kids—“ “Uncle Lars!” “Hey gorgeous!” he instantly melted and changed his attitude when he saw her. “I have that drawing for you. Remember?” “Of course!” she took a folded piece of paper covered in multicolored doodles from her backpack and showed it to Lars. “Wow that’s awesome. Did you do this yourself?” she nodded proudly. “Come with me and we’ll hang it up” Lars took her into the rehearsal area and pinned her drawing beside his drumkit while James and I stayed in the kitchen. “Maddison said she had fun with you last night” “We did. She showed me all of her drawings. She gets her creativity from you I guess” he said but without making eye contact with me. “You guys working on anything new here?” “Not really. Just rehearsing more than anything else” “When do you go back on tour?” “Two weeks” he sighed and ran a hand over his face. James went into the rehearsal area and saw Maddison playing Lars’ drums with headphones on while he was telling her which drums to hit and I sat in the control room watching them through the glass. The only time she smiled that much is when she was with James. I saw him get slightly nervous when she touched his guitars which made me laugh. We left HQ around 6pm and went to a diner nearby. We sat in a booth while we looked at the menu. “Daddy, what’s the hall of lame?” she asked him innocently leaning her face in her palms. “Um…where did you hear that, sweetie?” he laughed nervously. “Uncle Lars said it earlier” I had no idea what either of them were talking about. “She spoiled my surprise” he turned and said to me with a smile. “We’re getting inducted into the Rock and Rock Hall of Fame in April” he explained. “That’s great! Congratulations!” I rubbed his back in a moment of happiness. I stopped when he cleared his throat and looked uncomfortable. We ate to the sound of laughter and James drove us home around and hour later Maddison fell asleep in the backseat of the car on the way. He put her to bed and I waited for him in the garden like the previous night. “Today was fun” he broke the silence. We were sitting in the garden like yesterday. “Yeah it was. I don’t think I’ve seen her smile so much in a single day” “We should do this more often” he grinned. I wanted to. I really did. I turned my head away from him. “What’s wrong, Zara?” he asked worried as my shoulders shook up and down. “Cry if you want to. You don’t have to be brave around me” he took my hand and wrapped his fingers around mine. Tight. “I know it’s probably really hard taking care of her on your own but all you gotta do is call me and I’ll be right over if you need a break” “It’s not that…” I sniffled. I tried my best to not cry. “What is it then? You don’t want me around so much?” The opposite. “I want you around…a lot” I stopped for a second, wiped my eyes and composed myself. “James, you still make me nervous, like the first time I saw you. When I was in college, I’d count down the hours until I got to go home and just flake out on the couch and eat pizza with you. You made so much happen in my life that I wouldn’t have done on my own. You know me better than anyone, inside out. Now we have this beautiful kid who has your eyes and smile. The smile that makes everything better and my insides turn to mush…and I know I probably sound like a sappy, needy teenager but I had to tell you because even if you don’t love me anymore, I still love you. You were my first kiss, my first boyfriend, my first love…and you’ll probably be my only love and…I’m okay with that because I loved every second we were together…I just wanted you to know that” He let go of my hand and came over to the sun lounger I was sitting on and sat down beside me. He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and pulled me to his chest. I could hear his heart beating like when I used to lie on his chest. He still wore the same cologne that drove me crazy. “Can I talk now?” “Mmhmm” “Don’t you think for one second that I ever stopped loving you. I will never stop loving you. You get me. You’ve given me this smart, beautiful, creative, bundle of positive energy called Maddison. You’ve put up with my shit. You’re pretty, intelligent and inspiring. You’ll always be my dude. I love you so much. Never forget that” I clung to the back of his white t shirt so tight that my knuckles started to hurt. We sat like that for a while. “I should go” he announced. “Okay” “But I want you and Maddison to come to Ohio with me to when we get inducted into the Hall of Fame alright?” He kissed my head then stood up to leave. “I’ll call you soon, Zara” |
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| CarpeDiemBaby | February 8, 2013, 4:20 pm Post #197 |
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// Sunglasses indoors.
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Damn, if James still loves her, why the hell they are not longer together?! Moar!!
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| Powerslave | February 8, 2013, 4:55 pm Post #198 |
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Bad Seed
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Ugh James is so confusing! Get back together with her James! Loved this update
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| Shayniz21 | February 8, 2013, 5:40 pm Post #199 |
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Poor Twisted Me
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*another heavy sigh* something is being held back. I believe James is holding back for some reason. I just wonder if its good or bad. Can't wait for more! |
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| -DJ- | February 8, 2013, 7:43 pm Post #200 |
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(Obviously i've had to twist reality quite a bit here but it's fiction so what the hey) April 2009. James kept his word and organized for us to fly to Ohio to see Metallica being inducted into the Hall of Fame. We hadn’t spoken of my little break down since it happened. We continued as if it never happened at all. We caught an early morning flight to Ohio and James went straight to the arena to rehearse for the short gig they’d have to do. I took Maddison to the hotel we’d be staying at to get ready for the ceremony later on. James was beyond excited and so was Maddy. She was super hyper after being on a plane for the first time. I went to the reception in the hotel and told the girl my name. She typed some info into the computer and handed me two keycards. I looked at them and it said “adjoining room”. I couldn’t figure out why he had booked an adjoining suite. It was fun to watch Maddy be amazed at nearly everything when we got to our room. The tv was bigger than the one we had at home. I put my suitcase down and took our dresses out of it and hung them on the door. This wasn’t exactly a low key event; jeans and a t-shirt wouldn’t be good enough so Anna took us both shopping a few weeks before to make sure we looked our best. Maddy and I spent most of the afternoon watching cartoons and drawing together until I got a text from James warning me he’d be back soon and that I should start getting ready. I got my daughter dressed first. She was unlike me in that she didn’t mind wearing dresses. Anna had picked out a pink dress and white jacket for her that according to her, had to be topped off with a tiara. When I finished getting her ready, I started on myself. I got a strapless black dress that went to just above my knee that had a little white lining at the hem and some black heels. My hair had grown quite a bit but it was still blond. I picked up some make up and hair tips from Anna after living with her for nearly a year so I had no problem doing that on my own anymore. I put some light foundation on that matched my skin tone and some mascara; I didn’t want anything too drastic and tied my hair in a fancy bun that Anna showed me how to do before we left. “You look pretty, mommy” Maddy told me as she swung her legs off the side of huge bed. “Thank you, sweetie” I was fastening my bracelet when James knocked at the door. “Sweetie can you get that? It’s your dad” “Whoa look at you! You’re a princess huh?” I heard him coo over his daughter from the bathroom. I got a nervous feeling in my stomach about him seeing me like this. I stepped out from the bathroom ready to go and his head shot up to look at me. “Jesus, Zara…you look…” “Is it too much?” “No, no” he gulped audibly. “It’s perfect” “I put your suit and stuff in your room so…” “Yeah…right” he took our daughter off his lap and sat her on the bed and went to leave to go to his room. “Your key” I handed it to him. “An adjoining room though?” “Well yeah…I thought it’d be better so she can run in and out to both of us without running across a hall you know? I won’t be long” he left to get changed. I saw our daughter yawn and rest her head on the giant pillow on the bed. “You tired honey?” I kissed her head. “No. I’m okay” I knew she was fighting the tiredness. I couldn’t blame her; we had been up since the middle of the night before. “We can stay here if you want?” “No we have to go and see daddy in the hall of lame” James knocked at the door again and this time I answered it. When I opened I was lost for words. Him in a suit was one of my favorite things in the world. His hands were casually shoved in this pockets and his hair was styled into a small faux hawk. His purple tie was shiny under the lights of the room. “Hot” wasn’t the word. “You guys ready?” “Yep” I tried to play it off as if I didn’t find him attractive right then but I’m not sure it worked. I called Maddy and grabbed my purse and we left for the arena. A black car with tinted windows picked us up outside the hotel. James smiled throughout the whole car ride there. It made me happy to see him so excited about something. That sparkle in his eye was back. Maddy sat in between both of us and I could tell she was drifting in and out of sleep by how quiet she was being. “I don’t think she’s going to make it” I whispered half laughing. He nodded agreeing with me. James opened the car door for me when we arrived and I carried Maddy on my hip. We walked the red carpet with James posing for photos and lights flashing in our faces. It was an experience to say the least. But not one I’d like to get used to. Once we reached the end of the carpet, James took us inside to find a place to sit down backstage. We found a room with a couch and a tv with a live feed so we could see what was going on on stage. “Shame you guys will miss it” he sighed. “Don’t worry about it, I’ll see you from here” I smiled putting a jacket over Maddy now fast asleep on the couch. “I gotta go. I’ll catch you at the end alright?” “Don’t forget about us” I joked. “Never” He left the room and shortly afterwards the ceremony began. I watched James’ expressions throughout the whole thing. It seemed he had something else on his mind while other people were praising him. I listened to all the speeches and was crying at the end of James’. Seeing him that happy made my heart melt. After their performance James came back into the room with adrenaline still pumping through his veins. He opened the door a little too loudly and I told him to hush. He had a little glass trophy with him and knelt beside his sleeping daughter. “Look, sweetie. I’m in the hall of lame” he whispered and kissed her head. |
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| Sol | February 8, 2013, 8:28 pm Post #201 |
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Frantic
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All I can say is that... I love your story! I really like Maddy, she is so cute!
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| Shayniz21 | February 9, 2013, 2:28 am Post #202 |
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Poor Twisted Me
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The hall of lame that is so cute! I hope the the 'something else' on James mind is sweeping Zara off her feet! |
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| -DJ- | February 9, 2013, 11:07 am Post #203 |
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We got back to the hotel around midnight. James turned down the invitation to the after party to bring a sleeping Maddison and I back to the hotel. All the traveling had worn her out. I took off her shoes and tucked her into one of the large beds and went to say goodnight to James. “She’s sound asleep” we spoke at the door. “Thanks for coming out here by the way. It means a lot having the two of you here for something like this” he smiled in thanks. “Congratulations again. You guys deserve it” “Wanna come in here for a bit?” he offered, nodding towards his room. “I…okay” I sat on the bed and he sat opposite me in a chair. He rolled up his black shirt sleeves, took off his tie, undid the buttons on his shirt to the middle of his chest and leaned forward with his knees with his elbows. It looked as if he was studying me. “You look really pretty in that dress” he told me and I blushed. “Heh…thanks. I thought I better make an effort. I mean, this isn’t really a thing you can wear jeans to, right?” “I bet you would have if you could though” he giggled. “Of course I would’ve! Don’t you know me by now?” I laughed along with him. Then the laughter died. “Still wear that bracelet?” He looked at the bracelet he had given me for my graduation; the day he’d asked me to be his girlfriend. “Of course” “Why?” “Because it means something to me” “What does it mean?” I really didn’t want to get into this right now. “I better go. It’s late and you must be tired and Maddison will freak if she wakes up and I’m not there” I said getting up quickly. He walked me around ten feet to the door of my room. He put his arm against the wall in an almost dominating way. “When did things become so awkward between us?” he whispered. “Do I make you uncomfortable?” “No” “Then why are you running out of here? What’s changed?” I looked down at my feet to try and think and distract myself from his piercing blue eyes. His fingers brushed some of my hair that had fallen back behind my ear. “Well, your beard is gray now” I ran my finger along his fuzzy jawline. I hadn’t planned on it but it just sort of happened. Butterflies were filling my stomach just by touching him. “I’m trying not to think about it too much” he nodded. “It was great to see you smile like that tonight” “How could I not? I had my friends and my two girls there” “Right…I’m gonna go to bed now” I put my hand on the handle behind me but continued to stand there. “Go on then” he tilted his head to the side and bit his bottom lip smiling. He continued to stare and for some reason I couldn’t help but stare back. “What’s the matter?” he shoved his hands in his pockets and leaned back a little. “Nothing” “Having trouble leaving?” “No” he took two steps closer to me so his face was only centimeters from mine. “Leave then” he whispered. “Or…maybe you don’t want to leave” he ran his forefinger along my collarbone. “Because if you stay…who knows what might happen” My mind was racing. I tried to steady my breathing because if I didn’t my heart would almost certainly explode. He still had that power over me. “Maybe you want something to happen…huh? Remember before Maddison was born…” I nodded. “And before I’d go on tour, we’d spend days in bed…you ever miss that? I do” his breathing got heavier. “What are you doing?” “I’m waiting for you to leave so I can go to sleep but you’re still standing there…when was the last time you had sex?” “Excuse me?!” I almost shouted but he quickly silenced me with a finger on my lips. “Sshhh! We’re friends, right? Friends talk and I asked you a question” he laughed sympathetically. “Shy?” “It was with you…” I admitted almost inaudibly. “So if something were to happen right now…you wouldn’t stop it from happening?” “What are you getting at?” “I miss you…and I know that you miss me as much as I miss you” He wasn’t wrong. He bent his head and placed a small kiss on my lips. “Goodnight, Zara” I turned the handle and ran into my room. I looked over at Maddison and she was still asleep. I sat on the edge of the bed trying to process what just happened. How did some awkward silence morph into sexual fucking tension so quickly? I could still feel his lips on mine. Soft as ever. He was killing me and he knew it. He knew exactly what to do to make me feel like that and he loved every second of it. Fuck. I took a last look at Maddison and went back to the door. I knocked lightly but then it occurred to me he wouldn’t hear me so I knocked louder. No answer. Maybe the moment had passed and he’d gone to bed. I knocked one last time. I heard the handle twist on the other side and swallowed hard. When he opened the door his eyes were dark. “Everything okay?” he asked a little confused. I took a leap of faith and walked towards him closing the door behind me. I grabbed his open shirt and pulled him to me. This could either go very wrong or very right. “Kiss me like you did for the very first time” “W-what? I can’t just—“ he looked shocked at my order. “I said kiss me” “But—“ I curled my hand around the back of his neck and pressed my lips against his for the second time that night. I felt him hesitate for a while but he realized I wasn’t joking when he caught my upper lip with his tongue. I slid his shirt off his arms and it fell to the floor. I gently pushed his chest backwards so he walked to the bed. His knees hit the edge and he fell back dragging me on top off him being careful not to break the heated kiss. His hands travelled up my thighs and my fingers toyed with his hair. “Are you sure you want to do this?” I nodded and he unzipped my dress at the back and rolled me over so he was on top of me. He leaned away from me and pulled my dress down my body and threw it on the floor. “Fuck…you’re still perfect” he sighed looking at my almost nude figure. “I’m sorry, Zara. I don’t think I can do this” I felt so dumb. I thought this was what he wanted with all his teasing earlier. I grabbed some of the sheets and tried to cover myself. “I thought you wanted this” “I do! It’s just that I don’t want to be a one of thing and we go back to being friends or whatever and pretend it never happened” I got up off the bed and put my dress back on and walked to the door. He caught my hand on the handle. “Listen to me. Don’t feel like I don’t want you because I do. It’s probably quite obvious I do” he tried to lighten the mood by pointing towards the bulge in his pants. “But I don’t want to do the whole friends with benefits thing. Go to bed and we’ll talk tomorrow” he kissed me on the cheek and opened the door for me. |
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| CarpeDiemBaby | February 9, 2013, 4:40 pm Post #204 |
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James... you're so freaking unintelligible. Make up your mind Moar!
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| Shayniz21 | February 9, 2013, 6:44 pm Post #205 |
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Poor Twisted Me
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Ugh! Why did James tease her like that? And then he pushes her away saying he wants to be more than duck buddies but he knows Zara wants the same thing! They need to get back together! More please! |
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| HannahBanana | February 9, 2013, 8:37 pm Post #206 |
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Poor Twisted Me
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What's going on with Mr. Hetfield? He really needs to make up his mind already... In the mean time, Maddison is so cute and adorable
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| -DJ- | February 10, 2013, 9:13 am Post #207 |
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“Mommy” Maddy held my hand. “Hey honey” I yawned. I was also still in my dress from the night before. “Did I miss daddy last night?” “Yeah you fell asleep but it’s okay” “Are we going home today?” she sighed. “We fly home tonight” “With daddy?” With daddy. Memories of last night came flooding back to me and I cringed. I closed my eyes and remembered practically forcing myself on James making a fool of myself. If I drank I could have blamed alcohol but I didn’t have that excuse. I really didn’t want to face him today. “Yeah…with daddy” We both showered and dressed and went down to the dining area of the hotel for breakfast. I saw Lars and Kirk chatting to some friends but no James. “Are we doing anything today?” she asked playing with her pancake. “I don’t know do you want to do something?” “I want to play with daddy. Where is he?” she pouted. “Probably still asleep sweetie” I saw an energetic Lars heading our way. “Lars! Do you know where my dad is?” he looked as puzzled as I was. “No Maddy I don’t but I have a question for you. There’s a carnival a few minutes away from here. Do you wanna come with us?” he squatted to her level and pointed to his kids. “Can I mom?” she gasped in delight and seemed to forget about the search for her father in seconds. “Sure” I smiled. “Awesome. Can I borrow your mommy for a second?” Lars motioned to me. I got up and followed him a few feet away from our table so Maddy wouldn’t hear our conversation. “What’s going on with you and James?” “Nothing. Why?” “He asked me to bring her out today. Said you guys have to sort stuff out. Everything alright?” I prayed he didn’t tell Lars what happened last night. “Yeah. I think he just wants to talk or something” “Huh” he scoffed. “Ready Maddy?” she shifted off the chair and took Lars’ hand. “Bye mommy!” “Have fun!” I finished my coffee and went back to my room to start packing our suitcases to leave tonight. I didn’t bother looking for James even though we had to talk apparently. I thought it was weird how James had asked Lars to take Maddison out without saying anything to me. And also how it was nearly noon and there was no sign of him; no texts or phone calls. Maybe Lars was his new personal messenger. When I finished I laid on the bed and turned on the tv. Despite it being a nice hotel, it had crappy channels. Five minutes before she was about to make her decision as to whether the defendant was guilty or not, Judge Judy was interrupted by a knocking on my door. “Hi” “Hey..” I avoided eye contact with him and stared at the ground. “Can I come in?” I opened the door and he walked in sideways. “What’re you watching?” “Judge Judy” I returned to my previous lazy position in the bed and he sat on the other one. I wondered how long it’d be before he brought up last night. “Oh…Maddy gone out with Lars already?” “Yep” I flicked through the channels and he looked at his daughter’s drawings on the bed. “What is this?” he held up a white sheet with red and black scribbles on it. “That is a vampire bat” “She knows what a vampire bat is?” he laughed and my response was a mere nod. “You just going to lie there and pretend I’m not here?” Then I felt bad because I knew he was trying his best to communicate with me. “I don’t know…maybe” “I’m sorry for last night” he said softly. What? I stopped pressing buttons and looked at him surprised. “What are you sorry for? I’m the one who should be apologizing” I cringed. “For sending all the wrong signals. I was just excited over the awards thing and I don’t know…” he trailed off. “Anyway, I’ll go. See you at the airport tonight” “No! Wait…” I turned and gave him my full attention. “Maddy was looking for you earlier” “Yeah?” “Yeah…and I got thinking… I don’t want her to ask me those questions anymore. Y’know, ‘where’s daddy?’ or ‘when can I see daddy again?’” I took a deep breath and fidgeted with my hands. “Can we do this one more time…please? I think the break we’ve had has helped us figure each other out. We communicate better now…that’s just how I feel and…I didn’t think I needed you as much as I do…” “Wow…this is weird” he rubbed the back of his neck nervously. “You can say no. You—“ “No it’s weird because I came here to ask you the same thing” he admitted. I turned off the tv and smiled from ear to ear. “So one more time then?” “One more time” he returned my smile. “Okay so can I get hug or something now?” he stood up and I threw my arms around his neck. I got that ‘safe’ feeling I hadn’t had in years with his hands around my waist. “I won’t screw it up this time I promise” he spoke into my shoulder. “I love you, Zara” “I love you too” I leaned into kiss him but he pulled away. “I really do want to do this but I just think we should take things slow” “The last time you said that I was living with you, pregnant and married in under a year. I don’t think you know what slow is!” “Yeah but we should try this time” “Okay” I rested my head back on his chest. My hands were wrapped around his waist and when I went to let go my hand brushed off the back pocket of his jeans. I felt a small box inside and pulled it out. “Slow, huh?” I raised an eyebrow and looked at the three pack of Durex. “Have something planned, Hetfield?” “Maybe” he smirked snatching the condoms out of my hand. “You wouldn’t kiss me but you wanted to have sex with me?” “I was testing you” “What are you talking about?!” “Look, are we gonna make up for not having sex for a long time or not?!” “No!” “What! Why not?!” he whined like a child who wasn’t getting its way. “But you said it yourself, you can’t say no to me!” “Well I just did!” “Fine!” he stormed towards the door. “Where are you going?” “To my room to jerk off!” he shouted entirely too loudly. “Can I watch?” The frown on his face turned into a naughty grin and he grabbed my wrist and pulled me towards his own room. |
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| Sol | February 10, 2013, 9:32 am Post #208 |
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Frantic
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All I was hoping for! I enjoyed this chapter and the Zara's definition of "slow" made me smile. I wish James would keep his words. ![]() Can't wait for more! |
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| Shayniz21 | February 10, 2013, 12:43 pm Post #209 |
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Poor Twisted Me
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Yay! I was hoping they would have some makeup sex but maybe they will after she's done watching him jerk off lol |
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| -DJ- | February 10, 2013, 12:48 pm Post #210 |
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Blackened
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Enjoy He took his keycard from his pocket and waited for the green light to flash. Once inside he put the ‘do not disturb’ sign on the door handle and kicked it shut. He pulled his black top over his head, throwing it aimlessly on the floor and pinned me up against the wall with his hands either side of my head. His lips touched mine passionately, excitedly and lovingly. They were hungry and I couldn't blame him. I felt the exact same way. It wasn’t long before his tongue slipped between my lips and stroked mine. “I’ve missed you so much” he whispered kissing my neck lightly and his beard ticked my skin. “I missed you more” the feeling of his tongue on my neck made me tingle. He pulled me towards the bed and I straddled his waist. He swiftly pulled my tank top over my head and hooked my bra after that. His hands pulled me down so our bare chests were touching and he placed the softest kiss on my collarbone. I pulled back a little and smiled like an idiot. “What?” “Nothing…I’m just happy” I said running my fingertips over his faint chest hair. “I can make you happier” he grinned and sat up to take my lips in another breathtaking kiss. He rolled me onto my back and leaned over me. “You are still the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen” he growled in my ear, his hands cupped my left breast, fondling it while skimming his thumb over my hardened nipple. I grabbed his head and pulled his lips to mine, kissing him hungrily. His lips were urgent, as were his hands. They brushed over my lower belly and their warmth made me shudder. His hands left my body to unbuckle his own belt and attempt to give himself some room in his jeans. He looked me directly in the eye then got up off the bed. “Close your eyes” I rolled my eyes and did as I was told. I laid on my back and heard him shuffling around the room looking for something and the sound of his jeans and boots hitting the floor. A few minutes later I felt the bed dip and him leaning over me. “Keep them closed” he took my hands and placed them on one of the bars of the king size wooden bed. Then I felt a silky material being tied around my wrists. “What are you doing?” I opened my eyes and saw him smiling and concentrating on the knot he was tying. “Too tight?” “No but—“ he stopped me from talking any further with his lips. “Sshh…you said it was all about me before so now it’s going to be all about you” He rubbed me lightly through my jeans that he hadn’t gotten rid of yet and the slightest touch had me soaking. I was aching for him. Two years was too damn long. I felt his hot breath on lower stomach as he unbuttoned my jeans and pulled them down my legs. “Lace…I like lace” the tips of his fingers toyed with my panties. He moved the material to the side and moved one finger back and forth over my clit slowly. Teasing. “Fuck…” I gasped, pushing my head back into the pillow. “What? I haven’t even done anything yet” I looked down and saw him biting his lip. The soft tips of his fingers slid down my thighs as he removed my panties and then his mouth was on my clit, licking and kissing. I thought my insides were going to explode. He took one long lap then I felt him put two fingers inside me. He moved them in and out steadily. “James…” “So wet and tight” His blue eyes flickered up to gaze at me watching him. My mouth had gone slack as I groaned; I could feel him smirk against me. The look in his eyes made me feel like I was the only person that mattered. He really loved me and that's all I had ever wanted. With one last stroke of his tongue he pulled away from me, leaving me panting and wanting with my ties shaking. He crawled over me on all fours and untied the knot with one pull of the tie. My hands pulled his head down to me and our lips crashed together again. “Take these off” I said snapping the elastic band of his boxers against his hips. He stood up and dropped his underwear to the ground and his manhood stood straight out in front of me. I reached out to touch him but he brushed my hand away and I looked at him confused. “Don’t worry about me, baby” he was busy trying to take a condom out of its wrapper but he was struggling. “Dammit” he tried using his teeth but couldn’t open it. “Leave it” I took it out of his hand and put it back on the table beside the bed. “But—“ “Feels better without it anyway” James positioned himself between my legs and guided himself in with his hand slowly, letting me adjust to his size. There were no words to describe how much I missed him. He entwined our hands and placed them above my head. I moaned when he was fully inside me. However he wasn’t moving his hips so I began to rock mine. “What’s the rush? We have all afternoon” he whispered then leaned down and kissed me and his thumbs rubbed circles on my hands. “I love you” and with the look in his eye, I knew he meant it. I ran my hands over his back and his skin was silky underneath my palms. His hips eventually started to move slowly and I met him thrust for thrust, filling me to the hilt each time. Our foreheads were touching his eyes searching mine as pure pleasure played across his features, which turned me on more. The only sound was our mingled panting and moaning as our rhythm began to increase. It had been too long since we felt this together. "Kiss me" I murmured as I felt the familiar sensation building deep inside me. James didn't waste any time, his lips were on my mouth, possessing me. His tongue was strong and rough, much like his thrusts now. I moaned into the kiss when his hips began to move faster. He slid in and out of me easily until I felt the beginnings of my orgasm. My walls began to tighten around him. "Look at me," James demanded. Our eyes connected instantly. “Say my name like you used to” He let go of my hands to stroke down my rib cage and cradle my cheek. I tried to and I wanted to but I was so lost in pleasure, forming words was becoming increasingly difficult. “James…oh fuck!” I was close and I knew he was too. My legs tightened around him just as my walls contracted. He squared his jaw and his hips bucked sharply upwards as he rode his orgasm. “Zara…” he breathed as his hips slowed down. He exited me and rolled to my right side and rested his head on my chest. I ran my fingers through his short, sweaty hair while he pulled the covers over us. His arm was lying lazily over my stomach and his fingers rubbed my hip bone. “Will you come home to us now?” he spoke after he steadied his breathing. “Us?” “Me and the dogs…I don’t want to go home to an empty house anymore…it’s not a home when you’re not there” he sighed. “I haven’t changed anything in the house either. It’s as it was when you left” “I was hoping you’d ask me that” I confessed. “So you will?” “Yeah” “Yes! I love you so much” he punched the air and kissed my cheek. (Man, I find sex scenes hard to write so I hope this was okay )
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