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| Can you go back?; Sequel to "It started with a kiss" | |
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| Tweet Topic Started: October 9, 2012, 3:54 am (300 Views) | |
| kirklove78 | October 9, 2012, 3:54 am Post #1 |
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Outlaw Torn
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So, this is where I decided to write the conclusion to one of my other stories, "It started with a kiss." I went ahead to 2011 at the time of their 30 year anniversary when they were at the Fillmore. I hope everyone likes the direction I'm hoping to take it in since I haven't finished it yet. You might want to read the other one first if you haven't yet. Well enjoy, I'm very excited to finally have come up with a conclusion!! http://w11.zetaboards.com/Metallichicks/topic/7314681/ (Link to the other story) Part 1 "Come on..1,2,3." Lars started counting off the song they were practicing in sound check. In the middle of it, Kirks just stopped playing and said, "It sounds the same." He rolled his eyes. "Yea it does." James agreed and slowed down his playing until he eventually stopped. Soon, Rob followed suit. They waited patiently. "What? What's wrong?" Lars looked at the three of them confused and annoyed. And it figured, just when he thought he found what was off in the song. "I think we should do another song." Kirk stretched out a cramp in his wrist. "Don't you want to work on 'Hate Train'?" He asked James, not looking at Lars. He knew he was probably giving him the look of death. So, he ignored him since there had been tension between them for a couple of days now. "Yea, there's this one part....where...you know." And he was off in some long discussion about chords with Kirk. There are only so many times you can practice the same parts of songs without going crazy. Lars pouted then started to play the song they wanted. He wanted to throw his drumstick at Kirk's head. But, it was a good thing that someone had spoken up or it would have been a horrible performance otherwise. The timing was off. They quickly found it, fixed it and finally practiced it perfectly to James's relief. He smiled at Kirk happy with the result. When they were done and getting off stage, Lars ran up behind Kirk. "What was that?" He nudged his shoulder, barking the words at him. "Huh? What was what?" Clearly, Kirk was missing something. He wondered why Lars was so angry with him. All day, it seemed like the tension between them escalated, and he didn't want to feed into it. "Back there." "Well, we were doing sound check. How much have you had to drink today? Did you eat...feeling ok?" If he was going to be treated like that for no reason, then why not mock him? "You know what I'm talking about." His voice got louder as he moved closer to Kirk. "No, I don't Lars, so tell me what the fuck is up your ass. You've been acting weird lately, what the fuck is up with you?" Kirk took a sip of his water. "Why did you feel the need to change the song? It needed work. We better perform it right." He poked his finger into Kirk's chest. "Wow Lars, is this 1985 again? Don't pull that shit with me. I might've taken it then, but I won't now." Kirk stood over him now, and nudged his hand away from his chest. "Besides, are we really arguing about this? The song sounded the same as it did when we practiced it the last 50 times. I thought 'Hate Train' needed more work and so didn't James. Besides our sound check was almost over so I don't see what the big deal was. I don't get what the issue was." Kirk stepped forward, getting in his face now to get his point across. This enraged him even more. "You're right- you're always fucking right." Lars spat at him with a disgusted look on his face. "What is wrong with you?" Kirk truly wanted to choke him at that moment. "Guys, we've gotta get going. Can you have your lover's quarrel later?" James stood in between them to cut some of the tension. And did he ever notice the looks they exchanged. Kirk's was of confusion and annoyance. Lars reminded him of a woman scorned. "We'll finish this later." Lars glared at the two of them and walked away. "What the hell?" James asked Kirk, shaking his head. "I don't know. He's been acting crazy all week. The other day he calls me and halfway through the conversation say he can't talk, he's too busy. That I'm bothering him. I'll be fine, I'm not going to let his tantrums ruin the energy I have or my mood." Kirk shrugged it off. "Yea, well hopefully he snaps out of it in the next five minutes before this interview." The two of them went and joined everyone else in the Metallica Museum. They were taking pictures for the website and for local papers of the memorabilia, and of them. They were also doing an interview about their 30 years of existence. Much to Kirk's surprise, everything was going really well. The guys were having a great time and were getting along just fine. Lars wasn't being a prick to anyone, in fact he was kissing Kirk's ass now. They were laughing and joking, taking pictures together. He had his arm around Kirk for a few. Then someone asked Lars if there were any regrets that he's had. "Well...uhhh...there's one." He looked intently at Kirk. "Letting someone go that I never should have slip through my fingers." He bit his lip, cocking his head at Kirk. Their eyes locked and Lars looked at him longingly. Thankfully, Lars dodged the question when they asked him who it was. He started babbling about some random topic to steer away from it. Kirk felt his face get hot, hoping to god he didn't mean him. Because of that moment , that comment, that look, all these memories came racing back through his mind. memories he hadn't thought of in years. If he was over Lars, then why was his heart racing? He had to get away for a minute. But how could he when they were surrounded by people everywhere they turned. Kirk made his way to the door when he was grabbed by the arm and pulled into some sort of storage room. "What the fuck?" Kirk shouted as the lights went on. Lars grinned at him, standing in front of the door because he knew he'd run. "Lars what the hell was that out there?" He shoved him now in the chest. "I was asked a question, and I answered it...honestly." Now he had a shit eating grin on his face. "So why now? Is it because we're looking back on the past?" He knew Lars was up to something. "No, it's just...I've been thinking a lot lately." Lars said quietly, suddenly becoming shy. He stared at his feet, not able to look at him right then. "Lars, I can't do this right now. I can't believe it took you 14 years to realize you fucked up." "Me? What about you, you're not perfect. Yes, because you know, I'm the only one who gave up on us." Lars looked at him indignantly with his hands on his hips. "You got married. How much more of a hint is that?" Kirk didn't want to rehash all of this right now. "But I'm not now." He winked at him. "But I am, is this a joke to you?" Kirk was really getting pissed now. He was forcing him to feel the pain he thought was gone. "Tell me you never think about it. What we had, what we could have." Lar's tone suddenly was soft and solemn as he had vivid thoughts of their past in his mind. "Lars, I can't do this. I can't take what you...what went on with us again. It's not fair to either one of us." Kirk looked away. He felt a sadness in his heart. "It kills me that I hurt you so bad." Lars moved closer to him. Edited by kirklove78, October 9, 2012, 3:57 am.
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| Jik Hyun | October 12, 2012, 12:32 pm Post #2 |
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Poor Twisted Me
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aww poor pixie. |
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