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20 years today
Topic Started: Jan 15 2015, 06:43 PM (156 Views)
Finis Hominis
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20 years today, since my girlfriend took an airplane and I never more saw her again.

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Finis Hominis
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All the letters I sent her were returned to me by the mail.

She gave me a fake address.

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Jan 15 2015, 06:53 PM
All the letters I sent her were returned to me by the mail.

She gave me a fake address.

I hate the idea of completely losing contact. It's happened to me online before, but obviously not in real life, since I've never had a real life girlfriend (well, except when I was about six years old). It's cruelty to deny someone the chance for one final conversation. And it's heartless to leave someone alone in the world with nothing to reach out to in the darkness, not even the comfort of knowing you have a friend there if you need her. Honestly, I'm not very bitter about it. I never wronged her and what she did to me made me lose respect for her. But I took from the event all I needed to know: other people are not my cup of tea, and I'm much happier not getting attached to them.
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For as long as you continue to feel any emotion towards her, she has the upper hand and by the sound of it, you're a much, much better person than she is. :-/
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Thank you, 172 and Jebus!
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nate
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It bothers you still,eh? Sorry. Was this the Magyar kurva?
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Her father was from the same city your parents came from.

It bothers me because I know I will never more have another chance with a girl as good as her. But I should be grateful that she existed in my life anyways. Those were the best times of my life. Not only because of her, but also because of a lot of good things that I experienced back then.





Edited by Finis Hominis, Jan 15 2015, 11:39 PM.
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Finis Hominis
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They used to tell me horrifying stories about the life beyond the Iron Curtain.
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So the fake address was in Debrecen? You know, I think you should try your best to retain positive memories and focus more on the present and future. This is just what I think...Im glad you are doing better now.
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Maybe she died.
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