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14 Jun 2018, 01:55 AM Post #1 |
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Hia! So, contrary to what I've thought would happen for the past six months or so, I've gotten the weird urge to actually, officially say goodbye to this place instead of just slipping away. Ummm the reason I'm probably not going to rp here anymore is because I've lost motivation,, which is kind of sad to admit when I look at all the other threads here on the farewell journey forum who are mixed up in real life stuff. Because I'm uhh probably not coming back here I feel fine to be a bit rambley. You probably haven't seen me in the chat very much because I've normally been too anxious to approach it but chu might have seen my threads around so yeah, I guess. SoOoOOo when I joined I would have still been thirteen? I think? And when I look back my first character, Chandra, is probably something of a self-insert who grow into her own person later. Uhhh Part of the reason I've felt a tiny bit intimidated by the chat is probably because I've felt a bit on the young side in comparison to most of the people chillin' here in this community. This was the only place I'd ever found where I felt semi-comfortable sharing my writing, and maybe that was because you guys are kind of a bunch of strangers who I haven't interacted with much. But it was just so weird having your writing actually reviewed, having someone look over it and care about it and your characters. This is the only place I've really constructed a story that I really put my heart and soul into, and tried really hard to write to my fullest. Oh oh, I also loved all the lore and at one point I was reading through everyone's threads cuz I just loved this world and loved secretly following everyone's stories so much. BUT a lot of the time my writing would start to feel like a chore and I'd take a break for a few months, still checking back and ghosting around. Godai was always on the back of my mind, always an icon on the top of my screen. Whenever a new Pokemon game would come out, I'd feel especially motivated to write. Except I don't really have that passion anymore, and weirdly enough every time I wrote a modification or anything I felt like a burden to any mod who'd take me up on it since, jeez, modifications are rigorous. I didn't want to burden anyone with going through my edits which sounds ssUUuuper boring to me. For me this was always my "serious writing proper space" and uhhh roleplaying was just impossible, since I often get worried too approach people and point out concerns. Once I have an idea, it becomes really hard for me to share it and collaborate on it. Rcently I've started roleplaying on discord! And it's just the one liner back and forth stuff that I enjoy so much, which is the opposite of what goes on here. Anyway, I hope it doesn't seem like my uwu shyness is because of a certain vibe here that I don't like-- this place is so supportive and lovely and dedicated and welcoming. I'm still writing! And stuff! But just not sharing it, haha... I also really hope this farewell letter is not too negative!! It wasn't supposed to be. This place is just the best, and the people here are the best, I thought you kind of deserved..? A reason and a farewell? I'm so happy I was here. I can't really express my gratitude in words, and I wish you all the best. PS: none of this was proofread soOOoOOo sorry for grammatical mistakes/repetion/general nonsensical stuff. |
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14 Jun 2018, 03:28 AM Post #2 |
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Well I took the time to read it and the ending was what turned it around for me. I'm happy to hear that you've found an avenue where you feel comfortable writing. There really isn't a right way to RP, but there are fun ways to do it. And for every person "the way" might not be the same thing. I've seen you around, and while I don't believe we've actually talked I do recall your epic "Lion King" inspired signature and wish you nothing but the best. Have fun and see you around. ^-^ |
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14 Jun 2018, 11:42 AM Post #3 |
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"Do you think God ever gets stoned? I think so... look at the platypus."
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Hello there Periwinkle. I know that we've had some conversations in the Cbox, even if they weren't many I do remember you. I am saddened to see you leave Godai, but excited for you that you found another place were you can write at your own pace. Writing should never feel like a chore, and if it does then a change must be made. Just know that if you ever feel like returning, we'll welcome you back with open arms and a cup of hot chocolate~ ~ Kakuna Rattata ~ |
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