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| An Explanation, An Apology, And A Promise; [Not a farewell] | |
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7 Jan 2013, 11:50 PM Post #1 |
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To answer a question that many of you have asked me or I'm sure have simply wondered: Why did I leave for so long, why have I been the most inactive member despite being one of the first, and one I know that everyone at least seventeen times has questioned; Why doesn't he follow through with any of the things he says?! I am and have been working on a series of novels that remains the single byproduct of my life that I can honestly say that I am proud of and have the utmost confidence in, so it takes priority over everything else in my life until its completion. Sadly, when I have the inspiration to write post upon post here I feel that it's undeniably better spent working on my novels than writing something that will ultimately only ever be a tool for my writing abilities and could possibly and probably not be appreciated to even a fraction of the writing that is within my novels from whoever reads it here. It has trumped other writing projects, school, friendships, family, and at times my own well-being for almost two years now as I work towards completion of the first pair in the series. That plagues me at times but it always comes back to the fact that it is the most important facet and tangent of my life in this stage of existence and must be conceived into the world before I can move on as a person and as a human being. I cannot wait to share it with you all hopefully someday soon, and I am repeatedly astounded with how my stoke for it and for the quality of writing within it hasn't been glazed or lessened even in the slightest since the birth of the initial concepts. Despite all of these things, it will never excuse the lack of participation in this websites construction, preservation and growth; nor will it ever excuse the lack of participation in relationships with some of the truly most awesome and inspiring people that are within our community. I feel guilt even in including myself as a part of this community after all that I haven't done for it. I am truly and honestly very deeply sorry to each and every one of you as well as anyone who joins in the future to come but I also promise to begin diverting my time and inspiration to first develop a character in the forum and add to the construction of our world. If I do not follow through with any other promise I will make to you all, this is the one that you can believe. From this small spark I cannot even hope to gain forgiveness or build something strong enough to outweigh my actions, however I can only harbor an aspiration to inspire at least one of you within the community to make our world here better in any respect. So here is at least an explanation, an apology and a promise to inspire others to do what I hadn't the will nor heart to achieve myself. Thank you for your time and patience everyone. Edited by Coub, 8 Jan 2013, 01:02 AM.
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8 Jan 2013, 12:04 AM Post #2 |
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You really shouldn't worry about this as much as you are my friend. Your life is your own and though I appreciate the care you have, you don't need to make the site the target. You left relatively early before any real work was being done, so it's not even like you ditched when the going to tough. You're just like any other member, you don't need to take any more responsibility than anyone else. It's nice that you want to, and if it wasn't a burden on you I'd push for this feeling to drive you. Don't worry so much and use this to carry you, that's all you need to do~ Don't worry and be happy. Hakunamatata, whatever else I can say to make this cheesy~ |
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8 Jan 2013, 05:50 AM Post #3 |
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I wake up angry, go to bed furious.
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You are an appreciated member whether you write often or not. It's always nice to have you in the chat and I'm so excited for the completion of your novels. It's good that's it's your priority and not Pokemon, we gotta grow up one day cx No need for apologies, thanks for being with us Edited by AngryANGRYFeminist, 8 Jan 2013, 05:51 AM.
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