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If I Was Your Vampire
Topic Started: Jul 8 2017, 05:53 PM (5,802 Views)
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*Frank Morgan.

Sam got used to life in 1973. Not exactly complacent - he still longs to go home - but... he stopped fighting quite so hard. He made more of an effort to get along with everyone.

Until Frank Morgan came along, and toppled all of that.

Now, Sam feels torn. He wants to go home. He wants to. But... there are things keeping him here as well. Chris has become an avid student, and Sam enjoys playing the role of mentor. Leaving Annie, after everything she's done for him, feels like betrayal.

And Gene...

Well...

Sam stops walking, looking up at the sky for a moment. It's heavily cloudy, promising rain. Better hurry up...

Pulling his jacket's collar up a bit higher, Sam continues on, his cuban heels clacking on the cobblestones.

He can't say that he and Gene are dating. For one because Gene would punch him, and for another because even Sam wouldn't use that term. A quick fumble in an alleyway, Gene getting him off in the Cortina in the dead of the night... That one time they dragged each other into Lost & Found and practically had a fight over who was to give the first blowjob...

That's not dating. Sam doesn't know what it is, but it isn't dating. And yet, it isn't just impersonal sex either.

Because Sam cares. He cares about what happens to Gene. He gets worried when he notices Gene starting his day off with whiskey for breakfast. When his cough sounds horribly chesty. When he's staring off into space, thinking no one is watching him.

Stepping through the gate to the cemetery, Sam shakes his head. He's tried to puzzle this out many times over the last few weeks, and it's never lead him anywhere. Asking Gene out "officially" is out of the question, surely. And it's not like Sam wants to get involved properly anyway - if he's going to go home...

And there he is again, at the beginning of that thought cycle.

Sam stops, looks around until he spots the familiar figure, stood in the distance beneath a tree, looking at one of the graves. Morgan asked Sam to meet him there. Sam ignores a creeping feel of dread at the sight, takes a breath and makes his way over to the man. Whatever he wants to talk about, hopefully they'll be done before it starts raining... Sam didn't bring an umbrella.

Once he's close enough, Sam calls out.*

Frank?
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*Sam huffs a small chuckle. They both know Gene is lying. Even without his sense of hearing and smell, Sam would be able to see the fear in Gene's wide eyes. He's trying so hard, for both their sakes.

A sense of melancholy begins to creep up on Sam, and he leans back, as if to put Gene a little more at ease.*

You are. As you should be.

*He smiles again, but there's no humour in it this time.*

I'm dangerous. Better not let your guard down.

*Sam pauses, as though listening to something only he can hear, before saying softly*

... But I won't kill you.
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*Sam's words do little to calm the sense of worry inside Gene. Sam says he won't kill him... But what does that mean? That he'll maul him? Drink from him? But won't kill him? The way Sam looks right now, Gene isn't sure he can trust him. Is almost as though Sam's... Changed...

Gene isn't sure what to do, or what the right response is.

He takes a deep breath. Sam knows he's scared. He can't fake it this time.

Voice strained, Gene speaks again.*

You won't kill me... But you'll do something else...?
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*Sam's lips twitch - then, he grins, showing off his fangs.*

Maybe. At some point.

But...

*Sam's attention shifts, and he raises his hand up to his face. There's still a few flecks of blood on there, and without hesitation, Sam locks it off, like a cat that's cleaning itself.

Once that's done, he continues where he left off.*

... You've satisfied my hunger. For now.

*Suddenly, his attention snaps back to Gene, sharp and calculating.*

Why did you do it?
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*"Maybe"?? Gene's face pales.

How is he supposed to do this!? How is he supposed to keep Sam from hurting someone? What if he's made a mistake, selfishly trying to keep Sam around, just because he was too scared to lose him?

He didn't want Sam to be gone.

And that's the reason why. The answer to Sams question.

Overcome with sadness, Gene sags a little.*

You were gonna be gone, otherwise.

S'pose that makes me selfish, but it's done now.
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*Sam blinks - for the first time since the bloodlust set in, he looks clearly taken aback. Whatever he expected, it wasn't that kind of honesty and vulnerability.

Sam blinks again, his expression stricken... And within a few seconds, the red in his eyes fades, until they're back to normal.

He doesn't know what to say. Seeing Gene like this, combined with that answer... It's left him speechless.*
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*And Sam's silent. What--

Tense still, Gene blinks.*

What.
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*Sam winces at the tone of Gene's voice, but his mind is still preoccupied with that confession.

Gene said he selfishly didn't want Sam gone. He did all this because he couldn't let Sam go.

... So up until this point, even when Gene wouldn't touch him, forcing him to drink animal blood... He did it all to save Sam...

Overwhelmed with emotion, Sam only manages to stammer*

I-I, uhm-- I d-don't--
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*Gene knows Sam's eyes have changed. He can see it in both the colour and the emotions pouting from them. Just like that, it's as if Sam's switched personalities. Was that not Sam he was speaking to just now? Was it something else?

The stammering... It's so far from the calculating tone just a second ago. This doesn't sound like a beast that wants to hurt him...

Confused and emotionally out of energy, Gene tries again.*

Don't what. M'too tired for second guessing here, Sam.
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*Sam's mouth closes again. More than wanting to try and finish that sentence - more than anything - Sam wants to hug Gene. He doesn't know what to say, how to acknowledge Gene's feelings other than physically, but Sam knows it's not going to happen. Gene is apprehensive, understandably so, but especially after what he just said, it hurts all the more.

Finally, Sam takes a breath, trying to steady himself mentally. The shift from bloodlust to whatever this right now is, is just as confusing for him as it is for Gene. He knows exactly what just happened, what he said, but at the same time, it feels as alien as though Sam had been the third person in the room, listening in. An out-of-body experience within the confines of his body.

Knowing that several seconds have past in silence already, Sam has no other choice but to voice the loudest thought in his mind. Quietly, his gaze dropping, Sam mutters*

.... I-I don't know what to say.

.... M'sorry.

*Sam doesn't know exactly what he's apologising for... But he needed to do it anyway.*
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*Sorry? Gene shakes his head.*

You didn't ask for this to happen.

*If he was stronger he'd have ended it as soon as Sam fell through his door. That's what he should have done, for Sam. But he couldn't. He can't. Not while there's a chance things could still work. He can't lose Sam.

But has he already lost him? He's starting to worry that might be the case.*

S'my fault. We're in this now.
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*Gene's fault... He's blaming himself for this. It's a far shot from the way he was talking earlier, trying to get Sam not to give up... For a moment, Sam doesn't understand what brought on the change.

Then he realises - remembers the words that came out of his mouth. Gene tried to save him, only to be threatened with--

Mortified, Sam drags his hand across his face. He wants to tell Gene to forget what he said, but he knows it won't happen. Gene will remain in guard - rightfully so.

But he still needs to say something.

Voice heavy with emotion, Sam says*

Gene, I... I'll never... willingly... hurt you.
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*Gene takes a breath, unsure of the emotions he's feeling. There's a mixture of absolute sadness, anxiety and fear - but also hope. Hope that things might still work out okay. And it's a confusing mess to wade through. Especially on barely two hours sleep.

Good to know.

Just... Don't make me regret this. Please.
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*Right now, Sam can't read Gene's expression (and the emotions behind it) as well as he did before, so to him, that sigh could mean anything...

And then, those words. They hurt, unexpectedly and deeply. It's as if Gene really has nearly lost faith...and without Gene's conviction, Sam isn't sure he'll be able to get through this.

Sam swallows hard and turns his head away before nodding, hoping that Gene won't see the tell-tale shine in his eyes.

Suddenly, Sam can't stand it - the way his face feels grimy and rough, the tackiness on his hands because of the blood. He wants nothing more but to get up and bolt... But to do so would set Gene off without question.

So, muscles tense and gaze averted, Sam mutters*

... I'd like to have a quick wash. If that's all right.
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*Gene knows he's said something wrong, but he doesn't know what exactly. He's hoping so hard that he's done the right thing. That Sam manages to stay in control. If he does something awful, then it's not his fault - Gene's to blame. This responsibility is on him.*

Yeah, 'course. Must be grimy as all hell under there.

*He gestures to the oversized clothes covering Sam. At least that dangerous, creepy voice of his seems to have gone now. Sam at the moment seems like.... Sam. And God, that's a relief for the moment.*
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*Sam just nods, not trusting his voice not to break up. He's grateful that Gene seems to trust him enough now to let him go to the bathroom, at least... But it's hard to bear overall.

Slowly, Sam forces himself to get up to his feet, moving as carefully is he can. He still remembers the fear in Gene's eyes as he watched Sam drink the blood. At his core, Gene is afraid, and Sam doesn't want to risk the crucifix coming out once again.

However... As he moves he realises that he feels stronger now. Less foreign in his own body. Maybe... Maybe the blood really did the trick... But that in itself is a horrible thought.

Finally, Sam is stood up. He takes a step - and stops again. Gene is still stood in the doorway, blocking Sam's way out. And he won't want Sam coming too close...*
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*Gene watches closely to make sure Sam's able to stand - he looked so weak before...

But luckily he makes it. It seems as though the blood worked. Now if he can keep Sam satisfied using that, maybe he can stop that thing appearing again.

Confident now that Sam's re-energised, but still wary, Gene moves aside, back pressed against the wall.*
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*Sam feels another emotional sting as Gene moves aside, back against the wall. It's all... So wrong.

He moves forward, not looking Gene in the eye. It's as if there's something feral within him now, something that interprets direct eye contact as a threat, and expects others to think the same way.

So Sam walks past Gene, careful not to make any sudden movements. Luckily, he knows where the bathroom is, so he makes his way straight over there, closing the door behind him out of habit.

He avoids looking at himself in the mirror - he doesn't want to know what he looks like with blood smeared around his mouth. Keeping his eyes trained on the sink, he lets the water run cold before sticking his head under the stream. And God... It feels so good. Something other than fabric. Something that feels... Alive, in some way.

Sam turns the hot water on, and the fact that he's able to feel its temperature almost makes him laugh with desperate relief. Keeping it not too hot, Sam now washes his face carefully, as well as his hands and arms. Hell, maybe he should just have a quick shower...

Feeling a little more at ease, Sam turns off the water and looks up, finally brave enough to check whether he looks alright--

And yells with horror, jerking back from the sink.

His reflection isn't there. The mirror is showing nothing but the bathroom.*
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*Gene leans against the wall, eyes closed as Sam shuts the door. He should go back to sleep, really... Call in sick and say Sam's taking time off too to make sure he doesn't cop it. How long is it even going to be until he can be sure Sam's alright alone? When is he going to be able to bring him back to the station? So many uncertainties...

The yell makes Gene jump out of his skin.

So shaken he feels a little sick, Gene turns and goes for the bathroom door, flinging it open in panic.*

What--??
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*Sam isn't looking at Gene - his eyes are glued to the mirror. He doesn't understand-- what is this?! He's-- how--??!!

One of Sam's hands shoots up, pressing itself against his cheek. It's feels solid, it's there, and so is his chest, his abdomen-- and looking down, Sam can see his own hands frantically patting down his body, but the mirror stubbornly remains empty.*
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*Oh shit. Gene'd forgotten about this part.

Forgetting his fear in the face of Sam's distress, Gene moves forward and tries to steer Sam away from the mirror.*

Hey! Hey! Yer alright! You're still 'ere, it's just the mirror!
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*Sam registers the sudden warmth - Gene's touch. His head snaps around, but his eyes remain brown, and wide with horror.*

Wh-what?!

*He doesn't even resist as Gene tries to pull him away, too caught up in the shock. What does that mean, it's the mirror?! How can it not show Sam's reflection?!? Mirrors don't just malfunction, so what--??!!*
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*Trying his best to explain calmly, Gene forces Sam to face him and look at him. Both hands clamp down on Sam's shoulders, holding him away from the sink and therefore the mirror.*

The mirror won't show you any more. Don't know why it happens, but... M'afraid you and shiny surfaces aren't that compatible now.
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*Sam blinks, suddenly confronted with Gene being this close to him, and warmth creeping into his body. It's a stark contrast to the horrible turmoil within him - but it helps to ground him enough to understand what Gene is saying.

Dealing with it mentally is another matter, however.

Gene's words dredge up another memory, and somehow, his voice higher than usual, Sam manages to stutter*

Wh-what about-- photographs-- film--?!

*Please don't tell me that's all true as well...!! *
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*Gene lets go of Sam's shoulders, a sad look on his face. This is something he hadn't really thought of. He knew that vampires didn't appear in reflections, but they'd never seemed to care - they were always too busy trying to kill him to really moan about it.*

Anything that needs a reflection. Photos included.

Usually they use it for stealth. Makes it easier to sneak up on people if they can't see you reflected off the walls.

*Sam's going to take this badly... And Gene doesn't blame him. It's utter Shit.*
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*Sam can't speak. This... This means... He practically doesn't exist anymore. There will be no trace of him in documents. Nothing to prove he was really ever there. And in everyday life, he'll be half of what he used to be, if that. And he... He'll never be able to see his own face again.......

No reflections... No blood.... No heartbeat... It's just...

Sam's eyes are still locked on Gene, registering that look of sadness (or pity), and the words slip out in a whisper*

... An illusion of life.

*As if those words were a trigger, Sam's eyes mist over, a tear rolling down his cheek a moment later.*
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*Dammit...! Sam sounds so defeated... This isn't supposed to happen! They were doing so well... Sam had fed, he'd made it without turning...!

Gene watches, heart breaking as Sam sheds a tear.*

'Ey! You're no illusion of anything. You're still here. You may have the internal temperature of an icicle, but you're still stood right here walking and talking.

Look!

*to demonstrate, Gene sets his hand down on Sams shoulder again, giving it a squeeze.*

You feel pretty damn solid to me!
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*Sam flinches at the sudden contact, eyes wide and his expression one of anguish. He'd somehow managed not to think of it, but this experience has driven the point home once again: Sam isn't human anymore, and Gene's warm hand on his shoulder, as welcome as it is, doesn't change that fact.

Still quietly, Sam forces the words out.*

I'm a walking corpse.

*With a shudder, he remembers how he drank the animal blood and enjoyed it... And the way he'd talked to Gene. And even before that, the way he... He'd been ready to...*

.... Less than that. I'm...

*Another tear slips down as Sam shakes his head, turning his gaze down.*
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*Gene shouldn't. He knows he shouldn't. To hug Sam now, to put his body so close to those fangs, it's a bad decision. But he can't do nothing. Not while Sam's here crying in his bathroom.

This isn't the vampire here now. It's Sam.

That's the decision made, then.

Tense but still determined, Gene wraps his arms around Sam and hugs him, all the while still paying attention to the proximity of Sam's mouth to his neck.*

You're still a whingey pain in my arse. And as long as you stay that way, you're still you. Got that?

Your heart may have given up, but that busybody brain of yours is still grinding away and that's what matters.
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*Sam isn't looking at Gene, but he feels the other man closing in... and then, warmth. Enveloping him. Sam tenses, for a moment entirely confused and ready to bolt - but realisation hits him.

This is Gene, having pulled him into an embrace.

Sam stands perfectly still, the heat of Gene's body washing over him like sunlight. He keeps his head bowed, forehead touching Gene's shoulder.

With everything that's happened... after what Sam nearly did, after what he said... Gene wouldn't touch him, earlier, and now... now this...?

Sam shudders, and then finally, slowly and very careful, he lifts his hand to loosely hold onto Gene's shirt. He doesn't believe Gene's words... but for now, he can't muster the will to pull away, even though he's just as aware of the danger he represents.*
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*Gene hangs on for as long as he can, trying to at least soothe Sam a little before pulling away. He keeps his hands on Sam though, only putting a small amount of distance between his body and Sam. He doesn't know what else he can do, apart from give Sam his absolute promise.*

I won't let this beat you. Got that?

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*Sam doesn't look up immediately when Gene pulls away - the warmth is distracting, and he wants to feel it flowing through him for as long as he can. Feel Gene.

When Sam does raise his head, however, his expression remains one of anguish. Gene's determination almost hurts. Sam is endlessly grateful for it, of course he is... But Gene doesn't understand what Sam is feeling, what's going on in his body. What it's like to have chunks of his humanity ripped away with every passing minute, every new discovery of what's changed.

Finally, Sam mutters, his voice raw and breaking*

... How can you still... trust me like that...? Y-you hate vampires, you...

*Sam closes his eyes for a moment, causing more tears to roll down his cheeks. It hurts to recall what happened after he drank the animal blood.*

... You're scared of-- of what I am, now. I'm bloody scared.

*Sam pauses, his lips moving silently for a moment, before he continues more softly than before.*

Maybe you're just-- clinging onto an illusion of what I... Used to be.

*And saying that hurts even more. Having to face that possibility.*
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*Gene raises a hand to roughly cup Sam's cheek. To make Sam look at him. Really listen. Because he's not letting Sam think this way.*

Yes, I bloody hate vampires. Wish I could wipe the scum off the face of the earth for what they do to people. For what they did to you.

And okay, maybe you're different now, physically. But you haven't killed anyone. You're still here sobbing in my bathroom like a big girl's blouse. Illusion, my arse.
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*Gene's touch burns through Sam - it's almost too intense, as though Gene's emotions are adding to the heat. Sam has no choice but to look up, to take in the other man's expression, his words.

He almost smiles at the end, his lips twitching momentarily. How is it that Gene always finds a way to nearly make Sam laugh, even in the most dire situations?

However, it doesn't change the self-loathing Sam feels for himself and his body. He doesn't want this kind of life, a bad parody of what it could and should have been.

... But then there's Gene. Insisting, even now. Not letting go. He cares enough to look past everything that's happened...

Sam can't hold himself back any longer. Carefully, timidly almost, he raises his hand, and places it over Gene's on his cheek. He doesn't press hard, let alone properly grip Gene's hand, but this... Really feeling Gene's skin under his fingers... Feeling the life thrumming through him... It's overwhelming.

Eyes locked on Gene's, even though his own are still filled with tears, Sam scrapes together all the strength he has left and asks the one question that he needs answered. His voice is weak and wavering, the look in his eyes desperately pleading.*

...so... You still believe in me...?
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*Gene doesn't move as Sam covers his own hand, pressing it further against Sams cheek. This seems to be working, he seems to be getting through. And no sign of those red eyes, either...

He answers without hesitation.*

If I didn't, there'd have been a stake in your heart the moment you bashed down my door.

We've come this far, I'm not about to give up on your sorry arse yet.
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*Sam is unable to look away now, caught in Gene's gaze. He means it... He really means it. Gene didn't want Sam gone, he had the chance to end it... But he didn't...

There's still a part of him that wishes Gene had ended it that moment. However... Sam wants to believe him. Believe that part of Gene that believes in Sam.

So he presses on, his hand remaining where it is, very aware of the fragile balance they seem to have struck now.*

Even after... After what I said, earlier?
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*Gene swallows, replaying the threat in his mind. Sam said he might hurt him eventually... And that puts a lump in Gene's stomach.*

As long as you don't go and act on it. 'Cos if you kill me, I can't protect you from yourself. Understand?
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*Gene's answer is.... Honest. He knows the danger he's in.

That's... Surprisingly relieving.

Sam nods. Then, unable to suppress the urge any longer, he curls his fingers around Gene's hand properly and closes his eyes. He knows that the touch, warm as it is, won't reach the core of ice within him. But right now it's like an antidote to the toxicity swirling in his mind. He doesn't know when he'll have this again - when Gene will feel safe enough to touch him once more. So Sam needs to drink this in for as long as he's able to.*
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*Gene watches as Sam takes his time, really feeling his touch. It's heartbreaking that he's even having to do this. To try and convince Sam he's still got his humanity. It's going to be a difficult road ahead, but Gene's up for the challenge if Sam is.

He'll leave his hand there for as long as Sam needs, but he can't help watching Sam's lips - just in case they part to reveal fangs.

Gene's sure it won't happen... But he needs to be careful still.*

I'll, uh... Call in sick. We both will. Give you some more time to adjust.
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*Sam opens his eyes again as Gene speaks, lingering on his lips before sliding up to meet Gene's gaze. There's a softness in it that he can't remember seeing before... Maybe glimpses of it, but never as obvious as this.

Sam nods again.*

All right.

*Then, Sam lowers his hand, releasing Gene's. Quietly, he says*

... Thank you.
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*Gene gives Sams cheek a gentle pat as he drops it away, separating them once again. Sam should know by now - Gene's loyalty runs deep, especially for him. Sam's his right hand man, his best friend. More than all those things. There's no way on earth he wouldn't do his best for him in this situation.*

Okay okay, dont get soppy. You just make sure you let me know if you get peckish. Don't want to have to chase you round the house with that bloody cross again!
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*Sam can't quite bring himself to smile this time - the pain inflicted by that cross is still too present. However, he nods all the same. It's not like Gene was doing it for fun...

For a moment, they stand in silence. Then, Sam inclines his head towards the shower.*

... Think I'll 'ave a quick soak. *he gives a weak smile* Wash off all the... Stuff.
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*Sam wants a shower. And something that mundane and normal wouldn't usually make Gene so happy. But it's a step away from the horrors of before. So Gene nods, pulling himself together and heading towards the doorway.*

Alright. Just hiss if you need me!

*Giving Sam some privacy, Gene leaves the door on the jar and trudges down to the kitchen - he's dying for a drink, and he's not eaten yet.

Things continue the same way for another whole day. Gene warmly keeping an eye on Sam, feeding him blood as and when is needed while also trying to take care of himself. And to his relief, things do seem to be improving. Sam's keeping his urges under control and with frequent naps Gene slowly begins to feel alert again.

He stays up with Sam for most of the next night, but after a few hours kip he gets up and knocks on the door to the spare room.*

'Ey, Sam. S'time for another bag.
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*It's almost scary how much Gene's mood influences Sam's own. The moment the other man brightens up a bit, it feels like a small weight's been lifted off Sam's chest, and he smiles for real even as he rolls his eyes.

The shower does him a world of good as well. There is a pang of sadness as Sam realises that he doesn't actually feel the water's temperature (it simply remains sort of... lukewarm throughout), but it makes him feel better nonetheless. Cleaner.

The rest of the day passes slowly. Among other things, Sam realises that his sense of time is gone. And he doesn't seem to be getting tired as such - physically, at any rate. He zones out every now and then, eyes half-lidded, but that's it. He mostly stays in the spare room, since it helps with keeping his bloodlust at bay when there are no beating hearts within earshot.

In the evening, however, they do settle down to watch a bit of telly, Sam huddled up in Gene's clothes and a blanket once again. The animal blood seems to be helping with his internal temperature to some extent... but Sam has a creeping suspicion that the only thing to really warm him would be human blood. He dismisses that thought very quickly.

He manages to keep a lid on his bloodlust throughout the day and most of the night, even when Gene falls asleep. Finally, shortly after midnight, they agree that Gene should go get proper rest in the bedroom, while Sam is to remain where he is.

It's then, on his own, that he realises he doesn't feel hungry - properly hungry. There's no urge to eat food, or drink water, as though his body instinctively knows that none of those things will do anything to still that deeper, darker hunger.

Sam resolves to try having a bacon butty in the morning nonetheless. Out of spite, maybe.

The hours creep by, and Sam watches as the sky slowly changes colour. It's been 24 hours now... He's been dead for 24 hours. No one's told him what happened. No hospital voices. No girl in a red dress. Nothing.

It's as though everyone apart from Gene has ceased to exist.

The thought weighing unexpectedly heavy on Sam's mind, he slips away into another trance, sat by the window staring out.

Gene's voice pulls him out an eternity later - unexpectedly. Sam flinches, his chin slipping from his palm where he'd been resting it. And in this moment, his now primal instincts take over.

He turns around quickly, eyes red, fangs bared as a hiss escapes him; not aggressive, but defensive.

Then, Sam blinks. The red doesn't fade, but his expression seems... less animalistic, as the snarl softens, his lips closing again. And he watches Gene, silently, as if waiting to see what he'll do next.*
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*Gene opens the door only to be met with that red stare and the end of a snarl. He stops in his tracks.

Shit, he's never going to get used to this.

Wary, Gene doesn't take any further steps, instead hovering in the doorway tense and alert.*

You, uh... need to fill up again...
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*Sam's eyes flicker down to Gene's hand, holding the bag of blood, but then they quickly settle on Gene's face again, as though he's trying to stare into his very soul.

He wants the blood - the animal blood. He wants Gene's blood even more, but Sam has managed to retain enough of a grip on his humanity to be aware, even now, that Gene is off-limits.

But at the same time, that makes Sam's vampiric side all the more curious. It knows that, once he's had the blood, it's going to disappear again. And it wants to talk to Gene. Understand that human better.

But for now Sam remains silent. Unmoving. Waiting.*
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*Gene can't help feeling worried at Sams silence. And that stare... It's almost as though Sam's not in there again. As though there's something else lurking in there too.

... The vampire...?

Gene swallows, his Adam's apple bobbing nervously.*

You can stop staring at me like I'm a kiddie's Happy Meal.
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*Sam raises his eyebrows, almost smiles - but his gaze remains sharp. Analysing.

But Gene being scared won't get him the information he wants. So Sam quietly says*

You're off-limits.

*Even though Gene's pulse is racing so enticingly...*
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*Gene blinks.

Off limits?

.... That's both reassuring and worrying at the same time. It implies there are other people who aren't.

He takes a moment to process this before answering carefully.*

Humans are off limits.

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*Sam tilts his head slightly. Gene keeps insisting on that point... It's no surprise, since he did identify himself as a Hunter, but... That's exactly why he should know that what he's demanding is nearly impossible.

Sam's tone is almost mild when he speaks*

You do know that what you're asking goes against everything that I am.
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*This isn't Sam. Or at least not completely Sam.

Gene needs to be careful.*

And not killing you goes against every impulse I have. Crap deals all round but we've got to live with it.
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*There's a moment of silence, with Sam simply observing Gene. Something just changed in his stance, in his attitude. Interesting.*

You chose to hunt us.

*Sam blinks, his head still cocked to the side. He's trying to figure this out. He really, really wants to figure Gene out.*

Why?
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Why?

*Gene raises an eyebrow, his mouth quirking up at the edge slightly. Sam knows why. He must. Even the vampire in him must understand.*

You pulling my leg?

How many dead people would there be if I didn't? How many would your kind enslave, use as walking talking bloodbanks 'til their hearts gave up?
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*For the first time since all of this started, Sam looks annoyed. He rolls his eyes, and when his gaze lands back on Gene, it's sharp as a knife, his lips parting to reveal his fangs for just a fraction of a second.*

Spare me the Good Samaritan act. You're not that stupid.

Who're you trying to avenge?
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*...!

Gene wasn't ready for that. It brings a lump to his throat instantly, the emotional weight of it combined with the unease of being caught out. How did the vampire know? And why does it even want to find out?

Gene's face goes stony, his body tensing. He hasn't even told Sam about this yet, and now one of those things is trying to get inside his head.*

What is this, Twenty Questions?
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*Ah, looks like that hit the spot. Sam leans back a little, pleased with himself.*

I want to understand you, that's all. You hunt us, yet you won't kill me. You hate us, and yet, when I begged you, you refused to end it.

I like puzzles. And you're an especially curious one.

So, tell me.
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*Sam's explanation seems to ring true. There aren't many reasons for why he'd want to know this badly apart from curiosity or...

... or if he's trying to find out information he can use to wound Gene later.

And this thing has a batter poker face than Sam, this time. The thing wearing Sam's face right now, it's cold and calculating. Good at hiding in the shadows, both literally and metaphorically.*

You're already threatening to take my DI away from me. You really need to hear another reason for me to hate you?
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*Sam blinks, looking genuinely confused for a moment.

"Threatening to take away"....?

... Ohh.

Sam shakes his head. He wants to keep digging, but he can't let slide what Gene just said.*

You're mistaken. I can't take away what I am.

*Sam's lips twitch into a smile.*

I am your DI, for better or worse.
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*Gene shakes his head, unwilling to accept that. Sam is Sam. What's speaking to him now is.... something else.*

You're not my DI. I know my DI.

*He glowers.*

I don't know you.
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*At this, Sam remains silent for a few seconds, holding Gene's gaze.

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Living in denial won't make this any easier.
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Niether will you popping up like a fresh bout of hemorrhoids every time you get peckish.

*Gene holds the bag out again, determined. If he can just get the vampire to drink, maybe it'll retreat back into Sam's mind. Leave them both in peace.*
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*It looks as though Sam wants to respond to that, but his hunger can't ignore the proffered bag. Something more feral creeps into his expression, but he's aware enough to get up slowly, so as not to spook Gene.

However, he doesn't stop, instead taking a step towards the door, as though he's planning to walk right up to Gene and take the bag out of his hand.*
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*The relief Gene feels at seeing Sam get up starts to turn into fear as he takes that step forward. There's a strong impulse to step back - to put more distance between them, in case Sam charges - he's stronger now. Too strong and fast for Gene to take him from this distance.

But he forces himself to stand still. To raise his chin, a sign of defiance. A show of strength. The bag remains extended, Gene forcing his arm not to tremble.*
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*Sam crosses the distance between them unhurriedly, his eyes fixed on the bag. He extends his hand... And for a moment, his gaze slides up to Gene's jugular, then his face.

Sam hesitates for the fraction of a second.

Then, bag in hand, he steps back again, a smile on his lips that can only be described as dangerously mischievous.*

Cheers.

*He turns his back on Gene, almost demonstratively, and bites down on the bag, his teeth piercing the material without trouble. A quiet groan escapes Sam's throat as he begins to drink.*
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*Every step Sam takes towards him starts Gene's heart beating harder and faster. Adrenaline and fear pump through him, winding his muscles like springs ready to leap backwards at the first sign of aggression... He can see those eyes flickering over his neck, up to his face, the oncoming attack--!

But there is none. Sam takes the bag casually and turns as though he's just taken a bag of sweets.

Gene almost lets out a groan of his own as the vampire begins to drain the bag. Jesus Christ, he's going to go grey in a week if he has to face this kind of terror every mealtime...*
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*Gene's heartbeat is thundering away in Sam's ears, almost distracting him from his meal. Almost.

However, he prevails, draining the bag within seconds. The animal blood fills at least part of that hole within him. It's not enough, not by far... But the vampire within Sam is curious about this experiment. Curious to see if something other than the century-old dynamic between vampires and humans is possible.

So he turns around again, holding the now empty bag out for Gene to take. A little quirk of his eyebrow is the only indication that he's perfectly aware of how nerve-racking the whole situation is for Gene.*
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*Gene ignores the look on Sam's face. He knows he's giving off signals that make the vampire very aware of how stressed and on edge he is. There's nothing Gene can do about the beat of his heart. But he can do his best to bluff his way through this.

He hesitates as the bag is held out, though. Somehow that throws Gene off. But he gathers his courage and takes it back with a steady hand, careful not to touch the holes smeared with blood residue.*

You done?
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*Sam nods, but apart from that doesn't budge, still stood there just a couple of feet away from Gene. The other man is so scared. Scared, confused, angry... all these emotions have his heart beating hard and fast, blood flooded with adrenaline. Gene is aware of it, and he must know how easily Sam could take him, right now.

And yet, here they both are.

His voice quiet once more, Sam says*

... you know I'll get my answers, whether you like it or not.

*It's not a threat, just a statement of facts.*
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*Expresion grim, Gene stares back. He knows the vampire's probably right. That there's nothing he can do to prevent it. But he's not going to give it the satisfaction of him breaking down now.*

We'll see.

I'd like my DI back now.

*It's not a question, and Gene's tone conveys that plainly.*
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*Mild exasperation creeps into Sam's expression, for just a few moments. Gene doesn't seem to understand that there is no distinction... Or maybe he simply refuses to.

Either way, now that his hunger is more or less satisfied once more, there's no reason to creep Gene out any further. The red in Sam's eyes fades, and when he blinks, it's gone entirely.

Sam grimaces, sticking his tongue out slightly in disgust. With the bloodlust gone, the coppery aftertaste of blood on his tongue is terrible.*

Blegh.
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*Gene visibly relaxes as Sam makes that noise. The vampire definitely wouldn't let itself do that. Gene's aware that he still doesn't quite understand how Sam and this new personality intertwine, but to at least have more of his Sam back is a relief.*

You'll get used to it. I think.
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*Sam mutters, looking off to the side*

Not sure I want to...

*But he knows it's necessary... There's no use in arguing. And they've successfully made it through a day without Sam losing control and trying to kill Gene... He has to concentrate on the positive...

Sam looks up again, unable to suppress the guilt welling up. He knows what just transpired - how much he unsettled Gene. Sam himself doesn't entirely understand how his mind works now; when the vampire takes over, it's as though Sam is dreaming. He knows he's moving, he knows he's talking, he's in control... Except for one tiny part of himself, almost unnoticeable, that has to look on, powerless. It's the strangest sensation.

Right now, though, that edge is gone, retreated into some dark corner of his mind. And Sam, not for the first time, feels the need to apologise.*

I, uhm... I'm sorry.

*He chews on his lip for a moment, not sure how to continue - it's hard to admit that he doesn't really have a conscious way of controlling his bloodlust, and he doesn't want to alienate Gene even further... Seeing that hatred in his eyes every time the vampire takes over, hurts.

So Sam deflates slightly, muttering*

... There isn't much I can do about... All that. What I-- what it says.

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*Gene stays silent as Sam talks, both out of rising embarrassment and curiosity. It sounds as though Sam heard everything the vampire said to him just now... Which means he could hear Gene's replies. He should have realised that already really - he doesn't know enough about how separate the two entities are to guess one way or another. Usually when he finds them, vampires have completely taken over their human personalities. But then, the humans wouldn't have had someone like Gene around to get them through their first bloodlust... To try and prevent that first frenzied kill. To try and preserve some humanity.

Hopefully, even if Sam and the vampire share this body, Gene can help Sam stay truly himself.*

... S'alright.

*And then, he supposes he may as well just ask. Better the devil you know than the devil you don't, after all... And if he can learn from Sam, maybe it'll help him when it comes to the next time he has to prevent a kill.

Hoping he doesn't stir anything in Sam, Gene asks in a quiet tone - he doesn't like admitting he knows less than Sam would probably like,*

So you, uh... You can't stop it taking over, then? But you can hear everything...?
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*Gene seems to understand... that's a relief.

His question is somewhat unexpected - despite his apology, Sam had assumed that Gene probably knew that already, what with having known about vampires for much longer than Sam has... but then, he's only ever killed them, hasn't he. Knowing Gene, he probably never stopped to ask what was going on in their heads.

Sam hesitates for a moment, listening for any indication within himself that the vampire might return... but for now, its hunger is sated, and it feels almost as if it's waving Sam away, asking to be left alone.

So, with a second's delay, Sam nods.*

It's hard to describe... It doesn't feel like-- like it isn't me. It's as if I'm... dreaming. But at the same time, I know I'm not in control... not really. Like I'm some kind of... puppet, and someone's pulling my strings...

*Sam glances up at Gene, almost scared to see what his reaction to that information will be.*
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Hmmh.

*Interesting. Disturbing, but interesting.

Still, it doesn't change anything. Whether Sam's present or not when the vampire makes its words known, what's important is that Sam keeps fighting it. Letting it know he's not going to let it win.*

Just don't let your guard down. Don't let it push you too far back.
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*Sam nods a little hesitantly. He's trying... But really, often it feels like he doesn't have much of a choice. Yes, they've found a way to suppress the primal craze of bloodlust, but the vampire? It's stealthy. Those few times it took over to talk to Gene, Sam didn't actually realise what happened for a minute or two.

... but he can't tell Gene that. Sam knows he should, but... Gene seemed so rattled earlier. And he's so cautious. Even with how much he trusts in Sam, what is he going to do if he knows Sam can't actually control himself?

Trying to ignore the heavy weight that's settled in his chest, Sam decides to change the subject.*

... time for breakfast for you, then?
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*Gene can tell Sam isn't entirely convinced... But he changes the subject, and Gene isn't about to drag him back now. He's still cautious of pushing Sam too far and triggering another bloodlust. So he takes a breath and lets it go.*

Yeah. Should probably eat something before I have a hunger tantrum like you do.
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*Sam gives a little huff before saying*

... mind if I join you?

*He tries to sound nonchalant, but both his gaze and voice betray his insecurity and trepidation. They watched telly together, earlier... but they'd pretty much settled opposite sides of the room, or at least as far apart as possible. That won't be so easy in the kitchen... And maybe, after this episode with the vampire, Gene won't want to have Sam too close for a while...*
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*Gene can't lie - after the threats of both harm and knowledge the vampire's given Gene over the last day he does find the idea a little worrying. But he has to remind himself - this is Sam. His Sam. And God he really would love nothing more than for things to just be normal. For them both to be able to settle down for some food together like they usually do.

So he takes a breath, psyching himself up.*

Yeah, go on then. At least your constant whining'll keep me awake.
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*Sam senses Gene's hesitation, and though he'd never think to blame him for it... it still hurts a little. Despite everything they both know, it hurts.

... although, maybe that's a good thing. Maybe it proves that there really is as much humanity left within Sam as Gene hopes.*

You go ahead then... I'll just clean myself up a bit.

*Sam raises his hands slightly, feeling embarrassed - no matter how careful he tries to be, he always ends up with blood on his hands and down his chin... it's quite a nuisance, to put it mildly.*
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*Gene eyes the blood on Sam's chin with a raised eyebrow. This is something he's going to have to get used to.*

Okay. And just so you don't miss it, there's something on your chin.

*smirking internally at his attempt at humour, Gene leaves Sam to it. He deposits the blood bag in the nearest bin, washing his hands afterwards. It's not human blood, he knows that... But blood is blood. He's seen enough of it to last a lifetime.

When Sam finally comes back down, Gene'll be just finishing up liberally spreading marmite all over some toast.*
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*Sam blinks in surprise, raising his fingers to his chin - and indeed, there's stickiness there as well... but before he can respond, Gene is gone.

Not quite knowing what to make of this, Sam makes his way to the bathroom... and it takes a lot not to be startled by the emptiness of the mirror too much. No matter how often he sees it, he probably will never get used to it... but maybe, hopefully, that pain in his chest will subside, eventually...

Sam washes his face and hands as quickly as he can, making sure that the water is clean of any traces of blood before he turns it off. Once his hands and face are dried as well, he makes his way downstairs. And already he can't help but notice how the smell of toast and marmite does nothing for him. He tries to tell himself it's because he doesn't like marmite anyway, but... there's a niggling feeling that there's more to it than that...

Hoping he won't alarm Gene, Sam quietly says as he enters the kitchen*

Hey.

*Gene is by the kitchen counter... hopefully he won't feel threatened by Sam sitting down at the kitchen table. Sam is careful not to make any sudden movements as he walks over, sitting down almost gingerly.*
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*Gene turns at the sound, and while he does feel a small spike in concern, he keeps it under control. Sam seems like he's got a handle on himself at the moment... So it should be okay.*

Alright? You didn't want any toast did you? Never seen a vampire eating regular food...
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*Sam thinks he can hear Gene heartbeat pick up pace as he turns around... but he talks normally enough. Then again, his poker face is legendary, so... he probably was startled when Sam entered.

Slightly crestfallen and guilty but trying not to show it, Sam shrugs.*

Thought I'd give it a go.

*he tries to smile, but it kind of falls flat.*

I, uh... I haven't eaten anything in over 24 hours, after all.
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*Hmm. Sam's still thinking in terms of eating food as something he's supposed to do. That's going to be a bit of an adjustment. Gene should really point out that technically he's actually eaten in the last hour, but Sam doesn't seem to consider that the kind of food his body needs yet.

He shrugs.*

Alrighty. I don't know how it's gonna taste for you, but you can certainly shove it in your face and see.

*He turns, extending a plate with some plainly buttered toast on it. He'd kept a couple of slices back just in case.*
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*How it's going to taste... that's something Sam hadn't considered, not until Gene brought it up anyway. And if he's completely honest with himself, he doesn't really feel hungry... But he has to try it. He's stubborn like that.

Sam takes the plate from Gene with a muttered 'ta', setting it down in front of himself. If he's honest with himself, it doesn't really look very appetising... but Sam picks up a slice of toast anyway, and after a moment's hesitation, takes a small bite.

He chews for a bit...

... and grimaces with sudden disgust.*

Oh for--

*With as much grace as he can muster Sam gets up and over to the roll of paper towels. A few seconds later he's spat the piece into one of the towels and thrown that away. He turns back to Gene unhappily.*

That tasted like an old shoe.
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*Gene watches with interest as Sam takes a bite - and he's actually surprised by the response! He's not seen a vampire eat like this before, and it's quite a reaction.

And Sam's description... He can't help an internal laugh at that.*

You insulting my culinary mastery?
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*Gene's joke is lost on Sam - the taste still lingers, he needs to get rid of it.

Without really thinking, Sam turns back to the sink, turning on the water. He needs just a sip, just enough to wash out his mouth--

But as soon as he's got the water in his mouth, he spits it out again with a sound of disgust. It's the same taste. The exact ruddy same.

Sam straightens up wordlessly, wiping his mouth to little effect. He doesn't turn around to look at Gene yet, as though facing Gene also means facing the conclusion he can't help but draw.*
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*Water too?? Gene didn't expect that. Blimey, he's been hunting vampires for years, yet a day in Sam's presence and he's learning a lot.*

.... There's more blood if you need it...
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*Sam's hands, gripping onto the edge of the counter top, twitch at Gene's words. He doesn't want more blood. He wants a normal life -- he wants a life. Every time he thinks he might manage, he might be all right, another thing comes along and smashes another bit of his sanity.

Finally, with now idea how much time has passed since Gene spoke, Sam turns around. The oversized jumper he's wearing is a little wet from where the water spilled over. He merely looks over at Gene, not even sure what he's feeling - grief, helplessness, anger, it's all mixing until it's an unrecognisable mass in his head, the tumult reflecting in his expression as well.

After a moment's silence, Sam merely shakes his head. Then, he quietly says*

... m'going upstairs.

*without waiting for Gene's response, Sam leaves the kitchen. He can't watch Gene eat his breakfast, not now.*
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*Gene's speechless as Sam turns and leaves. Christ, he'd not have suggested Sam eat something if he'd known this would happen. It's just another thing that's missing from Sam's life now. Another thing that sets him apart, and Sam's just realising that. It's tragic.

Standing there, plate of toast in hand, Gene sighs. What a bloody mess.

He needs to go up there... But he gives Sam a few minutes first, eating his own toast quickly. He won't make Sam watch him when he's just had this kind of shock.

Once he's done, Gene makes his way carefully upstairs and cautiously steps into the spare room doorway.*

Calmed down now?
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*Gene will find Sam sitting on the bed, staring out of the window, his back turned to the door. This time he heard Gene approach, so there is no sudden reaction, no chance for the vampire to take over.

Sam doesn't turn to face Gene, though he lowers his head slightly. Has he calmed down? Sam isn't sure. He doesn't know what he's feeling. Thoughts are swirling aimlessly through his mind.

Finally, he murmurs, his back still turned on Gene*

... M... My ex-girlfriend once said I was the best cook she'd ever met.

*He can't get that out of his head. He can hear Maya' s voice, filled with admiration, as she tried one of Sam's creations... Not that he'd had much time to cook for himself or her, once he had been promoted to DCI. And even before that, elaborate home-cooked meals had been confined to weekends.

Still. He'd loved it.*
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*... Shit.

Now Sam's reaction makes sense. This meant more to Sam than just not being able to taste some toast. This was something he enjoyed doing - creating food. And now it's going to be hard for him to do that, and he won't be able to enjoy what he created afterwards. That's.... Hard-hitting.

Gene isn't sure what to say. He'll have to push down the odd feeling of jealousy he feels when Sam mentions his ex girlfriend and try to deal with this sensitively.

He sighs sadly*

M'sorry.
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*Sam takes a breath and slowly lets it out again. He isn't crying this time, at least - that's probably a relief for Gene as well - but... something about Gene's tone of voice is making it hard to keep it together. As though that genuine statement somehow amplified Sam's emotions.

After a few second, Sam looks down at his hands, loosely curled in his lap, and nods. No matter how he's feeling right now, the fact that Gene recognised once again how hard this is for Sam, means a lot.

Quietly, his voice beginning to sound rough, Sam asks*

You... you didn't know, then? That... this... was gonna happen?
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*It's hard to admit that there's still a lot he doesn't know, but he has to be honest. However little it does to soothe Sam's worries.*

No vampire's ever stopped mid-trying-to-kill-me to explain the complexities in tasting buttered toast, funnily enough.

*his words may be harsh, but they're said with a genuine sympathy.*

If I'd known I'd have warned you.
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*Sam nods again - that makes sense. It's comforting to know that Gene would have warned him, had he been aware of this.

Sam remains silent and unmoving for a little while longer, before half turning around to look at Gene. Sam's eyes are slightly red-rimmed, but apart from that, nothing suggests that the vampire has any desire to take over at the moment.

He takes in Gene's stance by the door - still cautious, but not scared... That's good...

The question comes to his mind out of the blue, and it feels right to say it out loud, though his voice remains soft.*

How did you find out about vampires in the first place?
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*Gene was expecting questions, but not that particular one. He guesses it makes sense though - Sam probably wants to know everything, going right back to the first time Gene ever saw a vampire. And Gene owes Sam that information, really. Anything he's got, he needs to make Sam aware. Anything that might help at all.

But this is one story he's not really sure he wants to share.

He shifts uncomfortably. He's had to try and dodge this once already today.*

S'not important.
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*Sam's eyebrows twitch for a moment. God, he feels so mentally drained, having to deal with Gene blocking the question is almost too much. Back when the vampire asked, he had dodged it as well...

With a bit more insistence in his voice, but still softly, Sam says*

It is to me.

*He does want to know. He doesn't know why, but he needs to know. Anything to do with Gene and vampires... Otherwise it feels as though Sam will be sucked into a black hole that he won't be able to get back out of.*
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*Shit. Sam really wants to know. But...

Gene sags a little, making his way forward until he can sit himself down on the edge of the bed, not directly next to Sam but close enough to hopefully give some sense of intimacy.*

... This just you, not the vampire?

It tried to ask me before.
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*Sam's eyes follow Gene as he moves, at first not quite understanding where he's going. Then, as Gene sits down, Sam can't help the rush of relief that goes through him. Even Gene's question can't dampen the sense of his chest feeling a little less tight than before.

Sam looks down for a moment.*

I know.

*Then, he glances back over at Gene.*

... s'just me, far as I can tell.

*Hopefully Sam's word will be enough for Gene...*
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*Just Sam... But how can Gene be sure? And does he really want to reveal this to Sam? Of course he should, but at the same time it's so deeply personal. It's painful to recall.

Gene breathes out slowly, giving one last attempt at deflecting Sam's question.*

S'not the happiest memory, alright? And you're already in a mope. You really hear more doom and gloom?
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