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| VOLSTAGG of the NORTH | Jun 20 2014, 06:03 PM Post #1 |
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So, I haven't posted anything about my RT because I generally prefer to keep it to myself since it is -My- Business. But l've heard that a couple of Sulportians have been borderline whining about my absence this week. And when I heard of this whining. At first – I'll be honest, I thought fuck You all. -Chuckles- But I will take a moment now, To explain a bit about my Real Time just so you fucking wankers (You know who you are.) can understand in your little mind what I am dealing with. So. At Christmas (Shortly after my daughter was born) Floods attacked my city and did a lot of damage, including on my own property. The floors caved in and some of the roof collapsed. Myself, my daughter, her brother and her mother were all homeless through Christmas. Eventually we got moved and found a place (My current home) – it is an expensive home and I am in Full Time Employment working my arse off to live. Now at first, I had a comfy and easy job, I was pretty much the boss and so I stayed up most nights and napped at work and also had my laptop there so the ability to be online pretty much around the clock. I have clocked HUNDREDS of hours of role-play since I opened Sulport. I role-played every day all Day since I was the only member of Sulport and right up until a couple of weeks ago. I have role-played in Sulport more than most of you put together so I find it incredibly frustrating to be told that people are complaining about me for my recent absences. Two weeks ago I changed Jobs. And this job is much harder. I am not the bossy and it is moth extremely physically demanding and overloading with mental tasks. I have 6am starts almost every day and then have to fit 12 hours shifts into 8 hours. That means pushing myself to my limits everyday just to get it all finished in time ready to pick the kids up from school and get them home and cook their dinners and do their home works and then feed myself and then get my gear ready to repeat everything over again the next day before I sit down and spend the rest of my evening working through paper work and theory stuff -homework- that I have to bring home from my job and get completed by the Morning. So do you see any space in this where I have time to sit down and hold your fucking hands through roleplay? Yet I DO!! Did I not take time out to make an effort and roleplay an Escort of Sulportians to the Sardar Fair... because Sulportians asked me to do this? … Did I not step up and be a Leader when I was needed? Have I not policed Sulport through out and eliminated everything that needed removing from corrupting the foundations? Every time I have been needed for something of importance -and despite my ubarly overworked schedule- I have made sure to be there.... Yet because now I am not hanging about a stupid fair.... I am in the wrong? What is fucking laughable about this is those I have heard complaining are those who won't even role-play unless other people are there. Stop worrying about those of us who DO make an effort … and worry about yourself because your inability to stfu and instead get on with it is not something Sulport wants … and when I say Sulport … I mean ME … This is after all … My Room … My Home … I rule it, paid for it, built it …. so in the end … if you don't like how often I am online … FUCK OFF and go elsewhere! I made this home for ME … Selfishly wanting my OWN place to play as often and as little as I like … Deal with it. Now those of you who know me … Know that I hate Drama and This is extremely rare of me to rant out like this … but a couple of you needed to hear it. I will be around when I can. But Gor is a hobby for me. Something for me to do when I have a spare bit of time. But My Life... My Rt … will always come before Gor. I never ask any of you to clock a certain about of roleplay. So please do not try to enforce it upon Me. As I started to write this I had planned to name and shame those of you who complained about my recent absence. But I am not going too. You know who you are and you can deny it if you like... but don't for one second think that I don't know about it. Let this instead be a general notice to All. Until my work softens, my time is limited. If the time I give to Gor is not enough for you. Please Leave. Right Now. And do not -Ever- Come back. |
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