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| Smoked You | Aug 2 2013, 05:34 PM Post #1 |
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EDIT: Add me as a friend on forums and ingame, "Smoked_You" I hope to be a helpful asset to this clan as i hope you will be so to me. Here is a little bit about me first. Please do not think i am a "junky" as i hate that word. You have two types of drug users, you get granny robbers who do anything for a fix, thats a junky. Then you have drug addicts who are normal people with an addiction. I am 20 years old and i recently lost my mum whom i was extremely close with(1 month ago). It has only been us all these years and all of a sudden she caught endocarditis. No one can understand the pain i am feeling. I never even made her proud, i started playing runescape at 13 til 14. Then i started hanging with the popular "crew" and was really really confident, popular and got all the girls i wanted. I am not bragging i just need you to grasp who i was & i am getting to a point, please read on. After joining the popular crew RS was binned. I started selling weed, taking ecstasy and speed. Also experimented with hallucinogens. I was always the kid who knew everything about drugs, i constantly had upwards of 300 in my pocket. At 16 i started dealing with older type guys. One night on a horrendous speed, mephedrone and coke comedown they were wanting a couple 9 oz bars of weed and a tub of valium (1000 in a tub). They seen how fucked i was from the come down and said hey smoked this Heroin, it will make you feel better. I hated the stuff, my mum had just got clean after years of it but i wanted the pain to go away. Fast forward a year, i'm 17. The money's gone, the friends have gone because the moneys gone, the confidence is non existent, my hairs long and i'm a mess and a junky. I started injecting heavily and was addicted to the stuff i hated. I'm now 20, i have been clean for 5 months and how ironic is it that i have came back to where it all started? Playing runescape. My mum lived to see me start my methadone programme, thank god but i only wish i made her proud. Runescape has saved me in a way because it keeps my mind occupied and stops the cravings. I got a job 4 days ago as well which helps. I pray and speak to my mum everyday asking her to forgive me. I hope i made her proud. Any questions? Please ask. Thanks. |
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| BBLacK | Aug 5 2013, 08:32 PM Post #2 |
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Hey Smoked. I definetly don't know the pain you are feeling, and I feel really sorry for you. I have no words man, you are a strong guy, and I'm sure you are over it already. Moms are always the same, whatever you do, they will always forgive you man. It was nice knowing more about your history. Hope we can know each other soon. Welcome! |
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| KONG | Aug 19 2013, 09:40 PM Post #3 |
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Glad your clean bro. Runescape is a good intervention program, real talk. I got you added in game as well, i'm 4 KONG. Welcome to the community, we might restart it, not quite clear yet. |
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