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The Choice Of The Chivilrouse Part 1
Topic Started: Oct 5 2007, 10:59 PM (113 Views)
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She sat against the wall, balancing on the round piece of rubber. I could tell that Sarah was the only one in my life that I felt understood, Peter perhaps but even in his height of social maturity he was less understanding than my best friend. And then there was Seth, calm and sophisticated in his far away home, planning his death in his brave way that no one wanted to acknowledge as fake. It was very difficult, to maintain composure, composure that only a few of today's residence held in their grubby worn rank hands. And yet, we owned it. Without a naive nature or a false pretense, we held that last bit of hope and prospect in our hands. A hope to change things, balance what mistakes we had made and hopefully change. But hope can only get you so far, it can only hold you up for so many miles until you collapse in your own self pity and depression. It was basically just a matter of time before Sarah, Peter, Seth and I ran out of hope, and changed our tones to a different melody, a different beat. Survival. And whilst we had maintained a certain level of sanity in a state of chaos, human mentality can only last so long. It was curious that we sat in a room with a person, young and naive at heart, happy with the bullshit she had been fed her entire life. Her pitiful excistance, and yet we speak with her, laugh with her, eat and drink with her as if she understands, as if she is not the enemy but in fact a friend. I suppose we are ALL naive and ignorant. We all want a source of calm and ignorance in which we can forget, forget that we have to kill or be killed, and forget our obvious choice. The choice of the chivalrous, to die.
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