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Playmate Cassandra Lynn Hensley
Topic Started: Jan 16 2014, 02:39 PM (2,828 Views)
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The bottom picture....isn't she wearing one of Crusty's bikini's from her line?
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Playboy playmate Cassandra Lynn had indulged in large amounts of cocaine and booze before she was found dead in a bathtub ... law enforcement sources tell TMZ.

Sources familiar with the investigation tell us ... Cassandra had flown to L.A. on January 14 and was the guest of a celebrity photographer. We're told Cassandra complained when she landed she was not feeling well.

The photog took her to a fitting and then a photo shoot in the afternoon and she continued to complain she wasn't feeling right.

Sources say they went to the photog's home in the early evening and partied. According to our sources ... the photog told law enforcement they had sex and did large amounts of coke and guzzled lots of champagne.

Their party ended at around 11 PM.

We're told at some point early the next morning the photog woke up, went to the bathroom and saw water running onto the floor. He then discovered Cassandra in the bathtub, pulled her out and attempted in vain to resuscitate her.

Read more: http://www.tmz.com#ixzz2qhdJlell
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Jan 17 2014, 07:49 PM
Playboy playmate Cassandra Lynn had indulged in large amounts of cocaine and booze before she was found dead in a bathtub ... law enforcement sources tell TMZ.

Sources familiar with the investigation tell us ... Cassandra had flown to L.A. on January 14 and was the guest of a celebrity photographer. We're told Cassandra complained when she landed she was not feeling well.

The photog took her to a fitting and then a photo shoot in the afternoon and she continued to complain she wasn't feeling right.

Sources say they went to the photog's home in the early evening and partied. According to our sources ... the photog told law enforcement they had sex and did large amounts of coke and guzzled lots of champagne.

Their party ended at around 11 PM.

We're told at some point early the next morning the photog woke up, went to the bathroom and saw water running onto the floor. He then discovered Cassandra in the bathtub, pulled her out and attempted in vain to resuscitate her.

Read more: http://www.tmz.com#ixzz2qhdJlell
Geez, that's so sad. :(
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That's so horrible about Cassandra...also I'm glad to hear that there are many survivors amongst us here! A lot of strong women :) B-)
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Jan 17 2014, 07:58 PM
Malindak
Jan 17 2014, 07:49 PM
Playboy playmate Cassandra Lynn had indulged in large amounts of cocaine and booze before she was found dead in a bathtub ... law enforcement sources tell TMZ.

Sources familiar with the investigation tell us ... Cassandra had flown to L.A. on January 14 and was the guest of a celebrity photographer. We're told Cassandra complained when she landed she was not feeling well.

The photog took her to a fitting and then a photo shoot in the afternoon and she continued to complain she wasn't feeling right.

Sources say they went to the photog's home in the early evening and partied. According to our sources ... the photog told law enforcement they had sex and did large amounts of coke and guzzled lots of champagne.

Their party ended at around 11 PM.

We're told at some point early the next morning the photog woke up, went to the bathroom and saw water running onto the floor. He then discovered Cassandra in the bathtub, pulled her out and attempted in vain to resuscitate her.

Read more: http://www.tmz.com#ixzz2qhdJlell
Geez, that's so sad. :(
This all sounds strange... I hope the autopsy clears things up.
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Jan 17 2014, 05:27 PM
God Bless You Sam. You are special young woman. I, too, after being a child protective officer for many years can attest to the trauma and heartbreak from parents who
suffered the scourge of drug addiction. Clearly you and your brother fell through the cracks. You made it, baby girl. Live your life for those kids. I know they
will never go hungry. Sorry about the soapbox :wub:
The Hensley girl is out of her misery, but those poor children.
Thank you, it really has made me a stronger person. You see all sides of addiction. Unfortunately, there are a lot of addicts who aren't "tortured souls" or "hurting deep inside" but selfish indiviuals who do not care who they hurt, or destroy for a short high. I do have compassion and understanding for people who work for sobriety. This playmate should of looked at her children, and saw all the reasons in the world to not use. But she didn't. Now those children will forever be changed. They will forever be haunted by the fact that their only mother died by overdosing on drugs.
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Sam and Tishy, I'm so sorry for what you've been through or are going through! If there's ANYTHING I can do to help, please IM me. Sam, you're so strong! It's a pity your parents can't appreciate that!
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Jan 17 2014, 09:58 AM
I don't feel sorry for her if her death is drug related. Tragic, yes.
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Edited by playboybunny, Jan 18 2014, 07:46 PM.
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Jan 17 2014, 05:11 PM
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Jan 17 2014, 09:58 AM
I don't feel sorry for her if her death is drug related. Tragic, yes.
Then you've never seen someone go through addiction. It is a terrible, terrible thing that grabs hold of the body and soul. She was probably plagued by it everyday of her life. I've seen people go through this stuff and they truly don't have control of it after a certain point. It literally takes over their life. I personally think it is part a demonic infestation. Yes, they can get professional help but until they close all of those doors to the past there is always a chance it will come back stronger. Sorry, just have personally seen this too much to not feel bad for her.
You have no idea what I've been through. Both my parents are herion addicts. My mother overdosed when I was 10 years old, and was revived, but she continues using to this day. I am plagued with memories of my mother and father being so out of it, they would have their eyes rolling in the back of their heads, and me being so young tried my best to take care of them. I would spoon feed them food trying to get them to come back around because I was so scared. I am no longer in contact with them, and I refuse to take any drug because that is the most selfish thing you can do. ESPECIALLY when there is children involved. My parents ruined my childhood. They cared more about getting high than the welfare of me and my brothers. I would have to wait to eat until I got school, because my parents wouldn't buy us food, but spend money on herion so they can get high. My children WILL NEVER experience what my parents put me through. PLEASE don't tell me that I haven't seen addiction, because I LIVED IT. I don't feel sorry for someone who CHOOSES to get high, who CHOOSES to put drugs above all everything else. My parents messed me up pretty bad, but I CHOOSE to live a sober life. I CHOOSE to work hard to give everything my son and my soon to be daughter needs.
I'm proud of you, Sam! :wub:

i'm sorry sam I didn't see this post. I now understand why you said what you said I apologize. I've seen people go through similar to what you experienced. Thank you for sharing your story.
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Jan 18 2014, 07:45 PM
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Jan 17 2014, 05:11 PM
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Jan 17 2014, 11:10 AM
Samantha
Jan 17 2014, 09:58 AM
I don't feel sorry for her if her death is drug related. Tragic, yes.
Then you've never seen someone go through addiction. It is a terrible, terrible thing that grabs hold of the body and soul. She was probably plagued by it everyday of her life. I've seen people go through this stuff and they truly don't have control of it after a certain point. It literally takes over their life. I personally think it is part a demonic infestation. Yes, they can get professional help but until they close all of those doors to the past there is always a chance it will come back stronger. Sorry, just have personally seen this too much to not feel bad for her.
You have no idea what I've been through. Both my parents are herion addicts. My mother overdosed when I was 10 years old, and was revived, but she continues using to this day. I am plagued with memories of my mother and father being so out of it, they would have their eyes rolling in the back of their heads, and me being so young tried my best to take care of them. I would spoon feed them food trying to get them to come back around because I was so scared. I am no longer in contact with them, and I refuse to take any drug because that is the most selfish thing you can do. ESPECIALLY when there is children involved. My parents ruined my childhood. They cared more about getting high than the welfare of me and my brothers. I would have to wait to eat until I got school, because my parents wouldn't buy us food, but spend money on herion so they can get high. My children WILL NEVER experience what my parents put me through. PLEASE don't tell me that I haven't seen addiction, because I LIVED IT. I don't feel sorry for someone who CHOOSES to get high, who CHOOSES to put drugs above all everything else. My parents messed me up pretty bad, but I CHOOSE to live a sober life. I CHOOSE to work hard to give everything my son and my soon to be daughter needs.
I'm proud of you, Sam! :wub:

i'm sorry sam I didn't see this post. I now understand why you said what you said I apologize. I've seen people go through similar to what you experienced. Thank you for sharing your story.
Thank you. They've unknowingly made me a better person. Everyone has a story, and we really don't know what Cassandra's story is. Initially, I didn't care to know what that might be, but I got to thinking about her children, and it made it a little bit more tragic and sad to me. The children have to carry the weight of the world on their shoulders until they find peace.



Thanks everyone for the kind words. I don't often speak about my childhood, and it was very refreshing to air it out a little bit. You guys are wonderful!
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Shit, Sam, most of us here are still just flying by the seat of our pants, but we got your back in whatever way we can :wub:
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I agree Sam. Everyone has their personal struggles and sadly it's so easy to judge when you don't know the whole story. My little brother has substance abuse issues as well. Since he is 19 it's been really hard on my parents and siblings to try and get him help, he has to want to get help. We can't force him, even though we wish we could. It's a sad, sad disease and it hurts to watch it happen. I'm glad you are such a strong person. To simply say it's hard is an understatement.
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I still feel bad for addicts. As I stated before, they didn't just wake up and decide to become this monster, something happened when they were young to trigger this behavior. Every person I have lost to addiction has come from a dysfunctional background. They either were subjected to physical, emotional or sexual abuse. And having kids isn't always this magical pill that changes everything for them. Especially if they have been living this lifestyle for a while. After having witnessed the end of a few people and the things they say, I truly believe they are suffering under a spiritual torment. And sometimes it just doesn't let up until they are dead.
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Wow this is getting to be quite the topic.

Sam, I so appreciate the fact that you have chosen the road that you have. Everyone has choices. that is what my therapy is now teaching me. Myself, I was an am selfish. I am very impulsive and made a split second deciosion. Thankfully I have no children who would then have no mother. Sam you are so strong and I believe you will continue to be strong in every endeavor.

I grew up with two parents who loved me very much and were together almost 50 years before my father passed away. I was very loved. But there was demons inside of me that I ould not overcome. Abuse and when I tried to tell my older parents (my parents had me at age 44) they didn't comp0rehend what i was saying. So I was told to keep out of any rooms with my cousin and my sisters were told to never leave me alone when that side of the family came over. I could go on and on about things that happened the rest of my life until now but I won't. My self esteen and confidence were gone. I can even remember trying to get fat so he would stop.

Fast forward a few decades and here I am. No job, no healthy relationship (in fact I am havving an affair with an old friend of mine who is married and his wife is 5 months pregnant) and have been very sick for much of my life. Sam, you are reiterating to me something that i need to know. Choice. I made the choice to swallow a bunch of pills without thought of the repercussions it would have. Anyone who has ever thought of choosing to end your life step back and take a breath. Walk away. Hell i will give you my phone number (if I know you well enough) if you want to talk. choose the right path.

i am getting off my soap box now.
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Your story sounds really similar to what my sister went through Tishy. Pretty much, keep quiet about it. I just found out recently that something was happening about a decade ago. And now that I look back I can see the timeline better. When she started partying and smoking weed a lot. I was already out of the house by then and I feel bad that I wasn't there for her. It really does suck when stuff happens at the hands of others like what Sam went through. Innocence is already so fleeting in our culture.
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very few of my friends know about this and almost none of my family knows it except immeitate. I feel free to share it on the internet though. No one is looking at me and I can't see the judgement in peoples eyes.
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Jan 19 2014, 09:59 PM
very few of my friends know about this and almost none of my family knows it except immeitate. I feel free to share it on the internet though. No one is looking at me and I can't see the judgement in peoples eyes.
You wouldn't EVER get judgement from us. Not ever.

I 've had to deal with quite a bit of my own...physical beatings growing up.
It was a lot to get through.
It would have been easy to get on a wrong path to ease the pain.
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very few of my friends know about this and almost none of my family knows it except immeitate. I feel free to share it on the internet though. No one is looking at me and I can't see the judgement in peoples eyes.
I think that it a major issue in today's society. A lot of people like us cannot talk about what is going inside our minds because we will be judged. A lot of us learn to bury all of the shame and hurt that we feel so we can make it through the day. Unfortunately, some of us have a harder time doing that than others.

Tishy, I want you to know that my journey hasn't always been so straight forward. I too tried to take my own life a couple of times. I was admitted into a psychiatric hospital when I was 13. I understand the pain and hopelessness one can feel. It will be okay, and you will make it through it. I wanted to take my own life because I didn't want to FEEL the pain that I was feeling. Through some therapy, I found out that the neglect, and physical abuse at the hands of my parents was not my fault. There is nothing I could've done differently that would've changed the outcome. I needed to stop blaming myself for the hurt I was feeling. I also want you to know that you are worthy of love, and to be loved. It's okay to let someone in when we have so many walls put up. You are strong, and worthy of good life. You will make it through.

Every now and then, I will have a "flashback" (it's usually a memory that I have repressed) and it will send me into a dark place for a few hours, but I will usually lay down and reflect on all the progress that I've made. I will sometimes just go and speak to my husband about what the flashback was about and what triggered it. Talking about it helps, it really does.

Every now and again, I will get the urge to get completely wasted on alcohol. (I don't drink besides the occasional glass of wine or champagne to help unwind from a long day). It's hard, but it's about the choices we make. I can choose to drink a bottle of rum, or I can get a book and soak in scalding hot water in the tub. There is always a healthy alternative!

I hope this makes sense, I'm on my phone and really can't reread the novel I just wrote.
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There are several times I've been completely off the rails as well. I've been to a lot of dark places. I feel equally bad for addicts and the ones they leave behind, because I've been left behind, and there have also been times where I've been close to the edge but not stepped over.

Someone mentioned Jani Lane a page or 2 back. I cried my eyes out when he died because even though he was so completely self-destructive, he also had this sweetness that is indescribable. I did not know him well, only spoke to him a couple of times but he did touch my life. Sometimes addicts aren't just the villains. There's no black and white right or wrong here.
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OMG I love you guys. Samantha, your story has touched me so much. I am going to have to come back and read these again because I am a blubbering mess right now
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