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Topic Started: Jun 2 2013, 04:33 PM (214 Views)
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I'm gonna be inactive for a while because of some issues in my life.
My cat had kittens and one was the runt of the litter, she slowly struggles to even move the tiniest bit, everyone gave up on her, even herself. For some reason I hold unto this hope for her, working so I can support her all by myself, but I always put others before myself, my family is worried about me overworking myself for something that they believe is going to die either way. As well as taking care of a kitten, I'm studying as hard as I can, even though I have no glimpse of the future. "What do I want to do with my life?" small questions I keep asking myself worry me and worry me, simply because I don't know. I grow older and older, still not knowing what to be, is it even possible for me to achieve the goal I've laid in front of me? I have a lack of confidence, it digs at me, ripping any hope I have to shreds. Yet, I keep going because if I don't I'll lose everything, my dad, the kitten, everything that I've ever cherished, but maybe I should just let it go and immerse myself in those dreams that do nothing for me.

Almost ever character I've created has parts of me inside them, Fawnlight, my lack of confidence and mask of ice, protecting the real mess of me from being reveled. Idleflame, immersing myself in dreams that I have a feeling can never come true. Shadowstep, my kindness and putting others in front of myself. As you will see my personality is jacked up, I feel me and Fawnlight have the strongest connection.

As I continued to move forward, I face challenges and people who end up hating me over small things I do. I constantly try to change myself to fit the environment around me, I don't want to be invisible to others, yet I don't want to be hated by them. I only make more and more mistakes and lose more of my friends by lying to them because I don't want to hurt them with the truth. It's not working anymore, the dense me has finally realized that it's not working, applaud me.

I still cling to a tiny hope, so I haven't given on just yet, people depend on me, I have to be there for them. I also know I'm only hurting myself by saying things like this, but at this rate it's fine.... I'll be fine.


i'm sure this won't mean much but, thank you. (:


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I'm not leaving forever, only until the kitten either dies or grows up.
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Good luck Snow, I really do hope your little kitten survives c: I also hope that everything will go alright when it comes to you and your dad, seeing as you seem to be close to him. I feel the same way when it comes to fitting in, so you're definitely not alone. Take good care of him/her, and no matter what happens, you have to at least remember that you tried, and these things do happen. And Snow? This DOES mean a lot to me, though you might not realize it. Stay strong Snow, i'm hoping <3
sneaks was here :3

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Thank you... a lot, that made me cry a little. I'll try my best. <3
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I'll miss you... And I hope everything gose good. Just as you said my cats have parts of me too. I too am going inactive and need to make a post, but I HAD too post here first. Good luck Snow.

The snow may make you cold on the outside, but on the inside I stride to do my best. -The Golden Axe

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I'm so sorry! I had the same problem with my little calico kitten, she had six larger siblings, and she barley got anything from her mother, but we feed her with a bottle, she is great now, and Im almost positive that your kitten will get a lot better.

And It means much to me!

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;O; you guys are too nice, thank you, your replies mean a lot to me.
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she didn't make it.... she was suffering so badly that it would've been better to shot her or put her to sleep....
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Oh snow! I feel so bad for you! I am so sorry that happened! Stay strong!
I will be praying for you.
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I'm really sorry to hear that, Snow. I truly believe she's/he's in a better place now, were she/he won't ever have to be in pain again. Just imagine how much more tougher her/his life would have been, had she/he lived.
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Wait wait wait, snow darling, I did not see this. And now I feel so bad :'(

Don't worry my little chick about the kitten, it lived a strong life . I will now tell you one of my favourite lines "keep the faith." Just don't keep my sister faith, see what I did there ;)
[img]Until ash finds a nice image to put here she says love yourself ;) [/img]

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thanks a lot peoples, you make me feel a lot better.
well at least my dog isn't alone anymore...
ashy... yus, yus I see what you did there.. just... xD
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IM SO SORRY SNOWY D: This is all my fault D: She had been very strong, im sure of it, and i'm also sure she loved your very much and apprecieats < Spelled wrong > what you did very much. I FEEL SO BAD. ALL THE FEELS. THE FEEEEEEEEEEEEELS.

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