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I'm done..; 4 years of bulling...
Topic Started: Oct 13 2012, 09:15 PM (538 Views)
KaitlynMaybear789
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Hi, My names Kaitlyn, I'm 15 and ever since the 6th grade, I've been bullied about my looks and weight. I would tell you my whole story, but it would be a book honestly.

My sixth grade year, we have three schools combine into one middle school. My friends from my elementary school were great friends, I thought, until one day one of them started hanging out with one of the "popular" people. Well eventually all my friends were hanging out with them, but I wasn't allowed because I was "fat and disgusting". Eventually all my friends turned against me cause they couldn't talk to the "outsiders" Which their wasn't many of us "outsiders" I hated my sixth grade year.
My seventh grade year I posted a picture on facebook. This is where I got my first comment about how I look. The comment said, "Take the photo down you ugly cow" Of course no one was going to defend me, so I took the photo down. But the next day at school sucked. I got called ugly so much.
To this day people say "Here comes the fatty" or "Here comes the ugly elephant". I don't even weigh 200 pounds. I'm not sure why I'm called fat. But lately i've been starving myself. I haven't ate in 5 days. I just want the stuff to stop. I've cut. I've took pills, I've tried ending my life. I just want everything to end.....
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StayStrong

dont listen to them, everyone is beautiful in their own way...those people who call you ugly and disgusting are ugly in my book. don't take your life..because that show that your week..stay strong..f*** the haters..and move on..ignore em' once your outta high school none of them will matter ..if you need to talk pm me(:
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ashlyn12xox

I can be a friend. I will not judge. I believe every single person in this world is beautiful.
Things will get better if you ignore the negative.

email me please! ashlyn.mcroberts@gmail.com
kik; xoashlyn35
I will listen. I will be your friend.
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Sir Lulz
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Find new people to hang out with, that is what I did. Life does get better.
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KaitlynMaybear789
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It's hard to find friends when nobody wants to be your friend
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Ione Stock

if you ever want to chat im here, im 15 and i have been bullied and had a horrible past, i have depression and anxiety problems, ive tried to commit suicide too.....so im always here to listen :) chip up chick :)
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mellsxox3

Please don't starve yourself. Don't let other ppl lower your self esteem. Those aren't your friends. Trust me. Once you're strong and stop caring about what other ppl think abt you, they'll leave you alone. I used to get called annorexic and a stick 24/7 but eventually I stopped caring. We're all unique and beautiful. Don't ever let anyone ever tell you other wise. Stay strong. There's ppl who love you.
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SabrinaV
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Dont worry about what others say this quote "be your own kind of beautiful" is what makes me realize how beautiful everyone is no matter your size, skin color or height. rise above the judgement and prove to everyone that you will live a happy life. things will get better and if you need a friend just msg me its good to talk to people you dont know and who wont judge you. :)
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KaitlynMaybear789
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its hard to not worry about what they say when they say it every single day to your face
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Collin James Gordon
Amanda Todds friend :( <3
KaitlynMaybear789
Oct 13 2012, 09:19 PM
I don't have anyone to be close friends with.... every time I try getting a friend, they end up finding better friends and ditch me.....
Ill be your friend :) Just message me anytime Im here for you :)
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HeatherM

Kaitlyn, when I was your age I went through a very similar thing. I can relate to how much that sort of isolation, and harassment hurts. I know what it's like to want to die. I just want you to know that despite how much things hurt now, if you hang on, things can and will get better. I know that it probably doesn't seem like it now, but it won't be much longer before you can leave all of those people behind. It might take time to take what they took from you back, but in the long term you can do it.

Please don't starve yourself, and please stop cutting yourself. I know that it's a way to cope with the pain. I won't pretend I'm innocent here, and while healthy eating came back for me when I removed one of the big stressors from my life, I still have to urge to self inflict to deal with emotional pain. The sooner you can remove these habits from your life, the more likely you won't have to keep fighting them through-out your adult life.

And that's the thing, there's so much ahead of you still. You still can go after your dreams, and wind up with a happy life. I know I'm not asking you to do an easy thing, but if you can get through the next few years, and fight for self-respect and self-esteem, you can do anything you want with life.

I'm here if you need to vent. Feel free to pm me. :)

-H
Edited by HeatherM, Oct 14 2012, 01:20 AM.
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