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Please help; my story
Topic Started: Oct 14 2012, 12:54 AM (200 Views)
Harry

Hi my names harry and im 16.

Last year i started talking to a girl on facebook called becca who was close to where i lived and she is a really nice girl. we talked all the time and were very close. Towards the end of the last school year i was an idiot at school (i dont know why i did what i did) and i annoyed all of my freinds and none of them wanted to know me anymore, and becca was the only person who was there for me. We started getting closer than just freinds and we said i love you but never went out.

Becca meant the world to me, but then my then best friend met her and they hit it off too. They then started dating and it hurt me. i decided i would date becca's best friend out of spite and depression but i grew close to her freind called sarah and i fell for her head over heels. But after about a month she broke my heart and never spoke to me again. and this made me really depressed and i started cutting my wrists. I later found out that my best freind, who was still going out with becca, was lying to her and i was upset so i tried to tell becca but my best friend told her i was lying and she swore never to talk to me again and neither did my best freind.

So at this point, becca refused to talk to me, sarah hated my guts and so did my best freind and all of my school hated me. I hated myself and the cutting was worse than ever. to this day (about five months after the events i have just listed) becca is still dating my ex best friend but i still love her and i am really depressed and lonely. I have no social life and i am overweight. I started smoking, drinking and im also on drugs now.

I opened up to one of the girls in my year but now she does'nt like me and wants nothing to do with it and my entire school avoids me because i smoke in school. Im depressing lonely to the point of using webcam chats and i occasionaly cross dress to have a female companion, i hate myself as well as having zero self confidence but for good measure i have anger issues and am quite strong so no-one in my schools calls me up on my mistakes because they are scared of me.

I really want someone to talk to as there is a little bit more to this story and i want to move on because i cant sleep and have been falling behind on my school work because of it and my grades are slipping.

Thank you
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Josh

add my skype!
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Desc212

Im a girl (: i will NOT go against you. I promise. Message me!
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Kyttii

Hi Harry, you can add me to msn to chat whenever you need to Kyttii@live.ca
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kellinquinn
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if you want to talkto someone you can always talk to me i wont go agaginst u unless u give me areason to but message me here if u need to talk :)!
http://www.facebook.com/#!/elyse.bennett.3
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SomeoneLikeYou

You can talk to me two. :) Toxicskittlemuffin@gmail.com or Iloveumbreon Someone like you :)
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bkaiser

Your story is heartbreaking. How people can be so cruel, I'll never get it. If you ever need someone to talk to you can message me anytime!
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lostlexi17

Hey if you need to talk feel free to message me or email me at lostlexi17@yahoo.com
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Nellynelle
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msg me if u need anything
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StandUpToBullying
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Harry, Never fall in love with someone you might not ever meet.. The smoking, drugs, and drinking can be stopped but you may never be able to get your friend back.. But you have all us all you need to do to get back on your feet is to: study for school, stop drinking smoking and drugs, go to the gym and lose a few pounds, and not cross dress.... that could get you back on your feet.. The last thing to do is to be nice and kind to others.. This all might work... I'm not trying to be mean I'm just trying to help.. Sorry If I make you feel worse :( I hope your life works out alright.. I felt bad reading your story... When I read a story I always post a reply...
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