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my story; about me and myself
Topic Started: Oct 14 2012, 03:26 AM (41 Views)
Chloe.hunt

Hi my name is Chloe Hunt and I'm 14 years old.
I have been bullied before for playing footy, and for skateboarding. people would tease me because i wasn't a 'girly girl' as such, and i used to get so upset but now all i have to say to them is "SCREW YOU!!" i am who i am and i'm not going to change for anyone. iv'e also had to deal with the loss of friends due to suicide so i know how it feels to lose someone.

the reason i am writing on this forum is because i need someone to talk to about my family issues, you see my father is abusive both physically and verbally and it has been going on ever since i was a child, and recently he hit me for about the '50th' time and i used to always just forgive him and forget about it but this time something snapped inside of me, all my anger towards him that has been building up has just boiled over, i dislike him so much it actually makes me angry to even talk to him so i don't anymore. the incident recently happened one day after school, i had just come home from school where id been involved in a vicious assault at a school function with other schools. my friend had a disagreement with some girls from another school and things escalated, one of the girls punched her in the face, so i stepped in to pull the girls off my friend, i thought i was doing the right thing, but then three girls kicked me to the ground and started kicking the shit out of me, and then pulled my hair and punched me repeatedly in the face. i was upset and in a bad mood, i got into an argument with my dad about nothing, and then i sort of swore, the next minute he hit me straight across the face, and started swearing at me telling me not to swear. i know hypercritical right?. the argument escalated and i thought he was going to hit me again so i pushed him away from me, he said i was loled, and that i had to get the lol out of the house and not come back, so i did, i ran away and stayed at a friends place for awhile. anyways after this happened my mum left home and didn't come back for 2 weeks. i think my parents were going to get a divorce and i was actually happy about the idea of getting away from him. but then mum came back and said shed work things out with him.. is it normal for me to want my parents to get a divorce even if it would make my mum unhappy?? my family have also had money troubles lately and all this has been stressing me out and i just don't know what to do, i'm going crazy! i need to escape
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iwanttohelp
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Hey, i am here to talk whenever :)
I won't respond to this on here, but email me bud. <3
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Kaemin
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Feel free to hmu whenever you like, I'll try and respond as soon as I can. <3
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Noey
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Hey Chloe I'm here anytime. My dad is the EXACT same way, I was also bullied for not being a girly girl we are the same age so ik what your going through :/ throw me a message anytime :) your not alone on here
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