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I'm Noey.
Topic Started: Oct 14 2012, 04:21 AM (67 Views)
Noey
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Ok, I've saw this going through Facebook on one of the Amanda Todd pages. I thought I would come one here and I guess tell you about me.

So first off I'm Noey, my parents are in a I guess they call an its complicated relationship, there not divorced nor together. I live with my Mom, grandmother and younger sister.
I've been bullied since the 5th grade and still am today as a freshman in highschool.
I've lived in 3 different towns for the past 3yrs, the worst move we ever had was moving to Puerto Rico, I didn't have anyone there. No one liked me. I was alone. Me and my dad always fought because I wasn't the daughter he wanted he favored my younger sister, my dads mother saved me from almost being punched in the face by my father...you are currently the only people who know this. I still have the image in my head from that day. I'm breaking down as a write this.
Anyways, ever since my final attempt my mom was with my dad which was 2nd semester for 8th grade.. I got bullied for being 'the white girl' I got bullied by my crush he called me a les. Because I had never had a boyfriend, I got cyberbullIed. I got made fun of for quite a few thing I thought about cutting myself, I almost did it several times, I would lock my self in my bedroom and cry myself to sleep. My mom and my dad are not living together anymore, me and my dad are not on speaking terms cause of the way he treated me. I know he's my father but he disowned me it seems like. He calls like every other week doesn't ask to speak to his children.
This current year I'm getting out odd wanting to cut myself I've gained more self confidence and I am a much happier person then I was. My friends were the ones who saved me my friend Larissa is my true friend she has been there ever since my last move we only met last year but she talked me out of everything I've wanted to do. :')

I'm not sure how much sense this makes but that's a bit about me
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Kaemin
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I love that you're gaining strength and becoming a lot happier! A.) Congratulations, hun. B.) Larissa sounds like one amazing hero. I hope things finally get to a place where you aren't in such a bad situation. Stay strong through it all!! <3
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Bonnie

Tough for you.....but sounds like you've made a good friend. Parents are only people, and I know that sounds hard, but your dad is only a man, not a super-hero like we would like our dads to be. He should have made you feel loved because you are who you are. It is so hard to move around when you're young. I will follow your story. We care about you.
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Noey
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Thanks Kaemin and Bonnie. And yes Larissa is one amazing friend she's been there for me for everything, and it was very hard for me I was told by so many people that the girl I thought was my friend was actually a fake friend, talking behind my back. I've seen quite a few of stories on here I'm not that brave like some are to post that. But just posting this made me feel a lot better :).
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Sir Lulz
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Keep going in life! :D
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Kaemin
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You are very welcome, Noey!! I'm always here if you need another friend. (:
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Noey
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Thanks Kaemin :). Depends on how this year goes if I'll need this site.
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Bowman2

Im here for you :)
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Noey
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Thanks :)
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