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Here to help; I have been threw it and want to help others in need.
Topic Started: Oct 14 2012, 04:48 AM (15 Views)
Krista1993

Hello. My name is Krista and I'm 19 years old. When I was around 10 years old I moved from a city into a village. It was really hard on me and I got bullied within the first year I was there. As the years went by I started getting depression. My mother first said that it was just my teen years but I knew it wasn't, because something just didn't feel right. As I was entering high school I was already into cutting my wrist and at that point the bullying was pretty bad. I was having people want to fight me for no reason, calling me fat, making fun of me because I have always been tall, and that my cutting was just for attenching, and no one seemed to understand that I really needed help threw this hard time. It ended up getting so bad that I attempted suicied. The only thing that stopped me was one of the close friends I had who knew if I didn't answer the phone to come over and if I didn't answer the door that something was really wrong. Thanks to her, I am still here. But as my depression and cutting got worse, I ended up in the hospital after counceling didn't work. I was in the hospital for 5 days and they thought I was doing good so they let me go. Months went by and I wasn't getting better. I was still cutting and one day I cut to deep. There was a lot of blood and was starting to to feel really light headed and cold. The shacks had started and no matter what I could do, I couldn't warm up. My mother said I was just over reacting. I ended up calling 911 and when they came, they told me I had lost a lot of blood, and they were taking me in. I still couldn't warm up. They hospital ended up keeping me over night so I could talk to a councelor there. I told them I wasn't trying to kill myself, I just wanted to try a new blade. That was about 3 years ago. I haven't cut since, and I have been depression free for 2 and a half. I am willing to help anyone threw their depression because I didn't have many people to talk to and the people that I did have hadn't been threw depression and had no idea what it felt like. My dream now is to become a councelor. If I could just help one person in life I would feel amazing. The councelor said I was the worst she had seen in all her years. So please message me if your feeling alone or need someone to talk to. :)
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