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my pathetic worthless life
Topic Started: Oct 14 2012, 05:24 AM (116 Views)
andrewk

Hey everyone my name is andrew kwiatkowski. I'm like everyone here I have a past I have secrets. I have thing I wont ever tell but I'm willing to tell everyone here if you wont judge or anything. Well I'm 16 a sophmore in high-school. I've been bullied yes and played and cheated. I was 12 when my first best friend committed suicide he had family problem. I became depressed after that nd I had no one to ever talk to cuz I ddnt wanna trust anyone I've been abused hurt and torn apart everyday I live on earth. After that I had friends that I grew up with that had gotten me into a gang and got me on drugs and drinking. I've tried to stop but its more difficult than ever now. I used to cuz and every once in a while I still do. I've had many friend die either by suicide or other reasons. I always wondered y I held on this long nd y I just ddnt end my life earlier in life when it was easier to. I've tried to commit suicide 9times now the last time was 3 days ago. I'm trying to live my life right I got out of the gang nd the drugs but I still lightly drink. I'm tired of living like this I don't want to live anymore. If u think u can help then please do. Please help! :'(
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Kaemin
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Stay strong, you have already made a lot of progress so far, don't give up now. I'm here if you just want to talk. Keep your head up. I'd love to be able to say I know what you're going through, because where i live, it's so boring, not even drinking or doing drugs is appealing. But, please feel free to contact me if you'd like an ear to talk to.
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Party rock panda
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Keep up the good work you're taking a step in the right direction I've done the whole drug and drinking thing... It's hard to give up I know but you're strong enough to get through this!! If you wanna talk I'm always here :)
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AmandaLynn

You can email me or add me on facebook if you wanna talk. You seem really honest and down to earth. I'd love to get to know you. (: muffinzbabii@Gmail & my names Amanda Vorrasi (:
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Andy

I'm glad that you're making progress and that you're here talking to us!
Always remember that no matter what, there are a lot of people by your side!
I will always be here to talk, along with many others.

Andy
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Jnealy
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Hey, bro, I was there growing up with the drugs and dealers. I don't know you're home life too much, but fight it out and stay off drugs and drinking at all costs. And go try for the wrestling team. Or better yet, brazillion jiu jitsu. If you can find a school I would highly recommend it because you'll learn real fighting self defense, apreciation for life and humbleness, and you'll be with the cooleat guys around. Trust me when I say this, most jiu jitsu guys are cool nerds that want to train with you and help you get better.
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andrewk

That's one thing I learned is how to fight. I had to in order to survive. It wasn't a choice. I became a street fighter. And I learned to sharpshoot. That's y now I'm trying to get in the marines now and turn things around for good
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Vitamin Qi

I believe you are precious... keep up the good progress and congratulations for your bravery and for speaking out.

Love, light and luminescence xx
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Laura

Hey love email me we'll chat itslauraokayy@gmail.com
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sad eyes
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I have done all the things you mentioned and I got out. You have to be strong and take it one day at a time and one step at a time. Things will get better :) I just joined this awesome site tonight but I am here if you want to talk.
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