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katrinka
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Oct 14 2012, 06:30 AM
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I have been through hell and back. When i was in 7th grade i had cut myself it felt weird but when i did it again that night the corner of my mouth moved up. That ment to me ill be doin this for a long time. I had moments when i want to die because of moving so much. I was still being bullied in junior high and high school. The first name call was i need to lose 25 pounds and that was in 3rd grade. I went home and cried. 4th grade got pretty bad. No friends excise to me. I got called fat, weird, ugly and so on. I moved in 5th grade that it be better i got 4 new friend which it didn't last. They made fun of me so beginning of 6th grade i moved. Well that didn't last long the new kid thing it was over in a week and my first nick name was "moomoo" or beach whale i had cried for days because of that. Still i had friends that would talk behind my back. But i never had the nerve to tell them off. So 7the grade started and that's when the cutting started and throughout high school as week the name calling, me crying, more cutting, switching schools again barely had any friends after that but still if followed me to home back to school and all over agian senior year was pretty harsh but i got through it i think. I had change a little at a time. But i do still cut myself i barley eat anything because i still get called fat but it hurts when its coming from ur own family ill tell u guys that story soon. For now I'm changing. Thanks for reading
Edited by katrinka, Oct 14 2012, 06:46 AM.
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