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| Cassy_Lee.xoxo | Oct 14 2012, 09:30 AM Post #1 |
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Hey, my names Cassy. Im 15. I don't have anything servere wrong with me so if you don't want to read you don't have to. I know what it's like to feel different, i know what it's like to feel out of place. I walk past people at school and i can feel there eyes following me as i walk by, i hear there words drifting as i walk past, i hear there laugh. Everytime i hear them it brings me down that little bit more. When im not at school my 'friends' (who i know now aren't my friends at all) talk about me and call me names and actually plan rumours to spread about me they tell everyone im a that takes people boyfriends away and im a and have no friends. Which is now true thanks to them. Tonight, it's happening again, it doesn't ever take much to bring me down. My bestfriends mum hates me. She calls me a over messages and even where everyone else can see but i just say 'i already knew' and smile. But it eats away inside me. I want to get away from her but the only way i can do that is to let go of him, and that's something im not prepared to do. I want to move away somewhere were people will actually care about me and look after me. but i have no where to go and i don't want to leave my family. I tell my mum i want to leave school at the end of this year but she says i need my education, i never tell her why i want to leave, i can't. I don't tell her about his mum because i cant do that either. I don't want to lose him because of his mum when i can just ignore it. i dont even tell him about it. I always have a smile on my face pretending nothings wrong but some nights i cry myself to sleep, others i just stay up and let the words of others eat at me until i fall asleep. I don't want to do this anymore. But i can't give up because there's a reason iv'e held on so long, i just don't know what that reason is yet. If you read up to hear, thankyou, i appreciate it. im also hear for anyone that needs someone to talk to, comment or pm me. Thanks guys. xxx |
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| Agent 47 | Oct 14 2012, 09:37 AM Post #2 |
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Hitman
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I'm here if you need a chat, Maybe you should try tell someone. It's the only way thing's will get better. |
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| MonCher | Oct 14 2012, 11:59 AM Post #3 |
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You really need to talk to your mum honey as a mum we are here to protect our children to the best of our abilities no one should ever make you cry in sadness. Your a beautiful intelligent young woman and do not deserve ridicule at all. If I can help in anyway I am here. Cherie |
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| mattie | Oct 14 2012, 12:53 PM Post #4 |
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if u need to talk i am here to help everyone i can. Mattie |
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