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| xKiizzaa | Oct 14 2012, 10:03 AM Post #1 |
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Hi guys, My name is Kyran and my story so far is a mess.. I was depressed, suicidal and continuously self harming. It started with he loss of my uncle due to being prescribed anti-depressants for a bad back by his doctor; the medication wasn't working and so he doubled the dosage, unfortunately it didn't work and led him to hallucinate and lead himself to committing suicide. The family was a wreck and my whole family was on a major breakdown and my aunt attempted killing herself too. I was traumatized by the events and resulted into a spiral of depression with my social life.. At the present time I had a best mate who I knew all my life; "James" and a girl who I was desperately in love with "Laura"..I have known him all my life and I grew up with him from play group, even though he says we were in hospital bed opposite each other when were born... impossible considering he was born in Shoreham and I was in Worthing ( Where I live ) But he always used to say that to people and that we are related :L bit stupid but that's what he said, we grew up as best mates and we lost contact in high school but we made sure we would still meet.. I told him everything I did and when I said that I was falling for Laura big time, he was saying aww congratz mate hope it goes well! I told him everything about her ( not everything but how she is and she made me smile :L ) but anyway. They met at a wedding and I though maybe he will put in a nice word for me as we are best mates... I knew from then on that they starting talking more and I starting thinking I bet they will get together I said to him on my birthday, you will go out with her, his exact word "no I wouldn't do that to you mate, you're like a brother to me as we have known each other all our life! I aint never gonna forget that" as 2-3 weeks later they go out... All though out their relationship he always used to look at me before he kissed Laura or hugged her or done anything.. them glares you get when someone looks at you as if to say stop looking or F#ck off? but the way he done it was if to seem, is he looking at me, oh good let me hug her..I am never going to forget how much pain I have felt because of that stupid thing it has changed me to a depressed suicidal idiot. Throughout this experience I was labelled with major depression but didn't go on tablets due to the circumstances with my uncle.. So I had to get through it by myself until my parents found out I was trying several suicide attempts.. But I promise to whomever is reading this, you are not alone! I do not wish to explain in more detail due to I wish to forget about it but I am a lot better after getting away from it all and I am such a better person! I am a friendlily person and will do whatever it takes to help whoever want's to talk to me out! Please feel free to message me! My Facebook - http://www.facebook.com/kyran.harding Skype - kyran.harding |
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but the way he done it was if to seem, is he looking at me, oh good let me hug her..



2:13 PM Jul 11