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| lilme | Oct 14 2012, 11:54 AM Post #1 |
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Im not going to say my name but I will tell you about my story,. I have been battling health issues for 2 years now. I use to have a H.pylori (stomach ulcer) which caused me soo much stomach pain... with this my weight decreased so muchh.. (im not anorexic) I became so skinny where it has been extremely hard to gain my weight back. Its been a losing battle ever since I got diagnosed with this. Life slowly started to turn up for me but than went through a depression point in my life- went through the "party" drugs. I have been clean for a long time now. I am still trying to find ways to gain weight- weight gainer.. everything.. Im so underweight its redic.... im scared.. I work alot and im always on the go. I have friends who are very helpful and an amazing boyfriend who helps keep my confidence up. I use to be extremely confidence of my body. I use to be an amazing athlete aswell and excelled in sports. my life style has changed soo much I hate it. I got into smoking because I thought the "head rush " was so cool... use to say id never get addicted.. well guess what got addicted- worst mistake in my life!!!! lost even more weight. ANd partied alot... like almost every day. Im just so self concious about my weight, I try to eat and what I seem feels like alot I guess its not even close to alot of food. Ive been feeling weaker and weaker everyday because of also my poor diet. Ive been trying to eat better but Im also soo tired to do anything now. I just keep loosing more and more weight.. im only 85lbs.. not going to say my height bc ppl may know me on here. But I absolutly hate myself for being this tiny. I miss being able to fit into my cloths. Ive always bee small figured, but never this tiny!! Its so hard to gain weight lately!! ![]() |
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| Skyexo | Oct 14 2012, 12:00 PM Post #2 |
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Dear Unknown, i am so sorry to hear about your troubles, but i must say you are doing the right thing too try too get your weight up. I had a issue similar to yours , except , i couldn't digest the food properly . i would actually gag every time i had something in my mouth. it got the the point where i chocked and gagged on my toothbrush every time i brushed my teeth. i would gag and eventually i began throwing up. I know its hard and im very glad to hear you have a support system too help you. If you want too talk at anytime , just inbox me i will try my best too understand
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