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if only i could choose what happens in my life.; i feel like giving up.
Topic Started: Oct 14 2012, 11:50 PM (66 Views)
briancha

i hate my life, i seriously can't do it anymore.
Over the last 2 years of my life a lot has happend.
I get bullied getting called 'fat' and ugly' pretty much every day by one guy in my english class! I hate it. If only her knew how much pain and hurt he bring to me. I've cut myself twice but no one ever noticed.

I lost my nan last year due to cancer, i miss her dearly.
My pop moved on within a month, i honestly thought it would have taken longer to move on after you loose someone you 'loved' and was with for pretty much with foor 37 years! You can't just do that, it effected everyone around you if you didn't realize.
My my and dad have split up and now i decided to live with my nan because of the drama between them.
My mum has found a boyfriend and met Him online
(facebook). I always knew there was something weird about him.
I finally settled down towards him until i started noticing that whenever i said goodbye to him and my mother that he'd rub/tickle my hips, back and ass whiles kissing me on the neck every time. It started to freak me out and i adventually caught on..

One night (Good Friday/Easter saturday) i went and visited my mother before i stayed at an auntys house that night with my cousin. While i went to leave i was about to say goodbye to my mum and he decideds to come and say goodbye aswell, as he went to lean down and say goodbye he grabed my boobs and tried to make his way down to my privite part, i freaked out and went home, cried for more than 4 hours, i ended up telling my dad, he got in the car the next day and went to bash him, mum stopped him and stuck up for her boyfriend saying he didn't do it, i have a witness that seen it.
He bashed my mum because she asked about it, she came to home and said she bashed him because he admitted it was true, she stayed at home for 4 days and lied to say she was going to visit her friend in Sydney and rang her to see how she was doing, my family and I found out she went back to him,
I don't understand what kind of mother would go back to a man that felt her daughter up and whatever else he tired to do, a man that bashes her whenever she bring up the name of her ex husban or a man that follwers her to the toilet because he thinks she'll cheat on him.


About a month later i decided to go with my dads sugestions and press charges against him, i ended up with 4 sexual asult charges and an AVO against him.


He has been in jail for about 3 months, because he bashed my mum, he hasn't been charged with my assults yet. He is due to get out on bail this tuesday.


The main thing is, i've been having terrible nightmares about him, i'm scared he'll come bacK.
I have no one to talk to about it, i cry by myself, i honestly brought a cat to telll veryhing to But all he does is run around the little rat. My life has gone down hill every since, i don't know how to accept this. I talk to people about it but after i tell them they don't want anything to do with me anymore, i''m over having no one and im over feeling pain.
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ShaneC
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We are here for you. I have heard of this before, although I have not experienced it. You are STRONG!! Remember that!
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sjarvis84
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hey I'm here to listen if you want someone to talk to PM me anytime you want
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bkaiser

You poor thing. I am so sorry. You are such a strong person for going through that, you have no idea. If you want to talk you can message me on here!
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briancha

thank yous so much xxx
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StandUpToBullying
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You poor thing... He is a sicko... Just GROSS... I hope he is charged and u can pm me anytime you want to... And If he trys to get u call the police!! They'll get him and take him back to jail... I had a pictures in my mind when I read your story... Its just Horrible.... If I were you I would stay away from your mom's house...
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Kate

Everything happens for a reason. Your experiences are what makes you stronger. Myself along with everyone else is here for you if you even need to talk.

You also have to understand that sometimes people are so involved in their relationship that they continue to see the best out of someone no matter what they do. It seems as though your mothers boyfriend has complete control over her which is not unusual in abusive relationships. You mum cannot help it. It doesn't mean that she thinks less of you.

You did the right thing on reporting him. Please personal message me if you need anything. I am also a law student so I can answer any questions you may have about charges ect... (from a students understanding of course).

Stay strong xx.
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