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Venting Topic
Topic Started: August 18, 2012, 11:26 pm (16,972 Views)
cereune	March 26, 2017, 9:34 pm Post #1011
nana is the best jojo Posts: 15 Group: Members Member #1,839 Joined: 03/25/17 Gender Female Country United States Location: stealing all the oxygen	My issues probably sound whiny and dumb compared to you guy's but meh Spoiler: click to toggle yay self loathing yay low self esteem yay relationship drama at least i did something recently that convinced me that taking my own life isn't at all worth it
	"Two headed boy, she is all you could need She will feed you tomatoes and radio wires And retire to sheets safe and clean But don't hate her when she gets up to leave" Neutral Milk Hotel - Two Headed Boy Pt. 2


Ryon	March 26, 2017, 11:36 pm Post #1012
Crimson Squad Leader Posts: 293 Group: Members Member #1,719 Joined: 05/08/16 Gender Male Country Philippines Location: Earth One. ERSA Base.	The only conflict I am trapped in right now is the slow destruction of unity and coordination within my comrades. It is sad to see us go, but as time goes on, we don't know.
	When in doubt.... Retreat to the Infirmary!!!


DeathkaiserG	March 27, 2017, 8:40 am Post #1013
Faraway Black Jewel Posts: 2,605 Group: Members Member #13 Joined: 03/08/12 Gender Male Country Philippines Location: Heavenly Host! DUH!	cereune March 26, 2017, 9:34 pm My issues probably sound whiny and dumb compared to you guy's but meh Spoiler: click to toggle yay self loathing yay low self esteem yay relationship drama at least i did something recently that convinced me that taking my own life isn't at all worth it Well youre not alone there... except for the relationship cause i dont have much of those But life goes on... even if we lower ourselves down... We gotta move on and eat.
	"It is way easier to sneak past a dead person." -- Killian (Killian Experience)


Apollomatic	March 27, 2017, 2:55 pm Post #1014
The Hermit. Posts: 418 Group: Members Member #68 Joined: 07/20/12 Gender Male Country United States Location: Air-conditioned Pyramid	Anyone else kind of feel like their life is just passing by too fast? I haven't really noticed until just recently, but everything's just kind of a blur anymore and I can't stand it.
	“A fine line separates the weary recluse from the fearful hermit. Finer still is the line between hermit and bitter misanthrope.”


Rohzek	March 27, 2017, 4:39 pm Post #1015
Leader Posts: 271 Group: Members Member #1,622 Joined: 11/09/15 Gender Male Country United States	Apollomatic March 27, 2017, 2:55 pm Anyone else kind of feel like their life is just passing by too fast? I haven't really noticed until just recently, but everything's just kind of a blur anymore and I can't stand it. Kind of the opposite really. I feel like I'm stuck in one place, and nothing ever changes, as if time isn't moving at all.



Ajogamer	March 28, 2017, 8:51 pm Post #1016
Posts: 1,548 Group: New Sachiko Member #27 Joined: 04/15/12 Country United States	Apollomatic Anyone else kind of feel like their life is just passing by too fast? I haven't really noticed until just recently, but everything's just kind of a blur anymore and I can't stand it. Rohzek Kind of the opposite really. I feel like I'm stuck in one place, and nothing ever changes, as if time isn't moving at all. I can honestly relate to both of these. Sometimes it's based on the sort of things that have gone on recently (tends to feel like things move faster when I'm busier, and slower if I've had less to do) but it's also that I've sometimes felt certain aspects of my life are moving on too quickly while other aspects of my life are remaining stuck or stagnant. Edited by Ajogamer, March 28, 2017, 8:52 pm.



Ayumi Shinozaki	March 29, 2017, 8:16 am Post #1017
~ The Class-Rep & Illustrator of Kisaragi Academy ~ Posts: 649 Group: Members Member #125 Joined: 09/16/12 Gender Female Country Brazil Location: Insane in Heavenly Host Elementary School.	Ajogamer March 28, 2017, 8:51 pm Apollomatic Anyone else kind of feel like their life is just passing by too fast? I haven't really noticed until just recently, but everything's just kind of a blur anymore and I can't stand it. Rohzek Kind of the opposite really. I feel like I'm stuck in one place, and nothing ever changes, as if time isn't moving at all. I can honestly relate to both of these. Sometimes it's based on the sort of things that have gone on recently (tends to feel like things move faster when I'm busier, and slower if I've had less to do) but it's also that I've sometimes felt certain aspects of my life are moving on too quickly while other aspects of my life are remaining stuck or stagnant. Us both. But my case must say my problems are slowly affecting me since they've got worse and we're about to go to abism.
	"Shinozaki...heheh...glad to see you're still in one piece." "You...stupid...ugh! I hate you so much!" "Ha...hahahahaha...sounds like a happy cry to me. Guess that means you're ｏｋａｙ." "Don't die! Don't die, dammit!" "All right, all right already! Just stop crying, Shinozaki. I want to see you smile. I ｌｏｖｅ* your smiling face most of all."*


Yoshie Shinozaki	November 9, 2017, 11:41 am Post #1018
The First Victim Posts: 1,655 Group: Members Member #842 Joined: 12/25/13 Gender Male Country United States Location: The Infirmary, Taking Notes.	Just need to get some things off my chest Ever get the feeling time just repeats itself full circle? This past year felt all too familiar, to me. I haven’t had any ambition to go out to do anything worthwhile. I’m stuck at home, clambering my phone and laptop, waiting for something to happen, which nothing ever happens. What little group of friends I actually do have show up only when they want something from me, or because they have nobody else to talk to. I’m pretty sure everybody here knows I’m terrible at keeping any conversation going. I feel like others read into my words, pick it apart and judge me for who, or what I am. It’s why I refrain from expressing myself anywhere. I hate when people question everything about me. My intelligence, my feelings, my motivations, everything. My thoughts are a scattered mess. My sleep schedule is warped. Everyday seems like it’s stuck on repeat. Only thing that seems to keep my mind intact is when I’m writing. Which I haven’t been entirely active in. Even my usual hobbies like playing guitar have felt dull and monotonous as of late. I’m usually ok at keeping my emotions in check, but I needed to get rid of some pent up frustrations I’ve had for a while. My apologies for dumping all this here. It’s been a while since I’ve really spoken around here, and in truth: This place still feels like a safe haven, in spite of my long inactivity.
	"I Return This Nightmare. I Will Find You. Sleepless, Cloaked In Despair. I'm Behind You. Man Has Made Me Oh So Strong. Blurring Lines Of Right And Wrong. Far Too Late For Frail Amends. Now It's Come To Sweet Revenge. Desperate Hands That Lose Control. Have No Mercy On Your Soul."- Here Comes Revenge By Metallica.


Tal3113	November 9, 2017, 6:17 pm Post #1019
Cursed Posts: 9 Group: Members Member #1,800 Joined: 12/11/16	Yoshie Shinozaki November 9, 2017, 11:41 am Just need to get some things off my chest Ever get the feeling time just repeats itself full circle? This past year felt all too familiar, to me. I haven’t had any ambition to go out to do anything worthwhile. I’m stuck at home, clambering my phone and laptop, waiting for something to happen, which nothing ever happens. What little group of friends I actually do have show up only when they want something from me, or because they have nobody else to talk to. I’m pretty sure everybody here knows I’m terrible at keeping any conversation going. I feel like others read into my words, pick it apart and judge me for who, or what I am. It’s why I refrain from expressing myself anywhere. I hate when people question everything about me. My intelligence, my feelings, my motivations, everything. My thoughts are a scattered mess. My sleep schedule is warped. Everyday seems like it’s stuck on repeat. Only thing that seems to keep my mind intact is when I’m writing. Which I haven’t been entirely active in. Even my usual hobbies like playing guitar have felt dull and monotonous as of late. I’m usually ok at keeping my emotions in check, but I needed to get rid of some pent up frustrations I’ve had for a while. My apologies for dumping all this here. It’s been a while since I’ve really spoken around here, and in truth: This place still feels like a safe haven, in spite of my long inactivity. This more or less is how I feel lately, really even the past two years have felt like wandering in a circle going nowhere. My "friends" only want something to do with me when I can drive them somewhere. Then it's like they forget I even exist. I don't have much at home except for watching anime and playing piano if I'm motivated. Eh sorry if this wasn't meant for any replies I've just been extremely depressed lately.



Yoshie Shinozaki	November 9, 2017, 6:52 pm Post #1020
The First Victim Posts: 1,655 Group: Members Member #842 Joined: 12/25/13 Gender Male Country United States Location: The Infirmary, Taking Notes.	No, no it’s actually quite all right. I’m terribly sorry to hear you’re going through a rough patch, as well. Take it from me, though, it’ll get better after some time has passed. I feel better, already. Thank you for reading and sharing your thoughts, by the way.
	"I Return This Nightmare. I Will Find You. Sleepless, Cloaked In Despair. I'm Behind You. Man Has Made Me Oh So Strong. Blurring Lines Of Right And Wrong. Far Too Late For Frail Amends. Now It's Come To Sweet Revenge. Desperate Hands That Lose Control. Have No Mercy On Your Soul."- Here Comes Revenge By Metallica.


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