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| Topic Started: August 18, 2012, 11:26 pm (17,060 Views) | |
| Minene | January 22, 2013, 4:44 pm Post #131 |
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Thank you for this. I really appreciate your words, they did help quite a bit. I think pretty much the same of what happens after death; it's just an end. Maybe you get reincarnated into another life, who knows..? I don't, not yet, anyway. I'm not going to think about it too much, or at least try not to. ..Anyway, things just keep getting worse and worse over here. I caught my sister saying she wanted to die, my father is threatening to beat me/kick me out, and my dear Mum's health is declining..I'm so scared and I feel so alone in this..I just want to run away, but I know that wouldn't be the right thing to do. (He has never threatened to beat me/kick me out before, so I have no clue if he's serious or not..) I'm hiding in my room right now away from him. I don't think he'd actually do anything, but..with a man like him, you can never really be too sure..so I'm just going to stay in here to be safe. I just don't know what to do. Mum and Gramma are making sure he doesn't do anything, but I still really don't feel safe at all.. ..I really want to hurt him, before he hurts me, but that isn't the right thing to do either..is it..? I don't think it is. |
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| Ajogamer | January 22, 2013, 6:10 pm Post #132 |
 
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Yeah, you wouldn't want to go and hurt him first; You'd only want to physically hurt someone if it was required for imminent self-defense, and even then, other options would probably be better, since unless you've practiced some methods for physically defending yourself, your actions could end up being ineffective, or conversely, wind up too effective. I'm not too sure I'm the best to give advice here, but I'm gonna try anyway: While he hasn't hurt you before, does he have a history of physically hurting others? Whether or not he has might give you a better idea of how likely he is to act on that threat, though even then, remember it's still a guess. It's also hard to know how to take his statement without more context; The situation in which he said it, his reason for being angry and whether or not he's made such threats or went through with them before would all be things to consider, for instance. In any case, it seems your mother and grandmother are looking out for you, so it looks like you have others that care about you, and aren't alone. I can definitely understand how you can feel like you are, though. As for your sister, it's probably hard to determine whether she's actually feeling suicidal, or only said that due to feeling particularly down at the time, but either way, simply offering your support and love, and being there to talk and listen non-judgmentally can help a lot. Edited by Ajogamer, January 22, 2013, 6:11 pm.
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| EatableFan | January 22, 2013, 6:41 pm Post #133 |
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When I was younger I was scared of the concept of death too. It actually got to the point that I did a kind of therapy for that. I stopped thinking about it all the time, but if it comes to mind, its still awakens some kind of fear. Though im an atheist, I do kind of believe in rebirth. Its the most logical illogical thing my mind can comprehend, and it surely did help me to overcome this deathphobia of mine. As to your other concerns.. Im not good with this stuff, but if it comes to the worst: dont fight back. My family did have similiar problems years ago, and I did take a beating at some point. I did the wrong thing and tried to punch back. As said, im not particularly good with this kind of talk, so excuse me if something I said sounds harsh in any way. |
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| Minene | January 22, 2013, 8:29 pm Post #134 |
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Mhm, rebirth helps calm my mind if I get too worked up about it. It's nice to think about, I guess, even if it might not be true. Thank you for the advice; he's still angry, but not as worked up as before. I might have just been really anxious do to everything that's been going on today, and my mind might have blown things out of proportion. Eheheh. In any case, they're still keeping an eye on him, so I think I'll be fine.. I'm still worried about my sister; she's never been like this before, so naturally my first reaction is to freak out a bit. I'm going to try to keep an eye on her and just..try to be here for her. I'm not really good at that, but I'll try my best. |
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| superdubes | January 22, 2013, 10:05 pm Post #135 |
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Even if you're freaking out from her claim don't show her that. Only show her kindness and, like Ajo said, an non-judgmental ear. Sometimes when people say things like that it's in the heat of the moment and they have no real intentions of harming themselves. That said, it's no reason to just brush it aside just in case. Also, I'm a kingpin of dealing with abuse. My mom had several abusive boyfriends and husbands in the past that I had to put up with growing up. Some physically abusive, and others mentally abusive. You just have to be smarter than they are. If he actually does physically harm you in any way immediately call the police. If you've ever seen an episode of Cops you know that domestic abuse isn't just brushed under the rug by officers. They take it very seriously. If you want a funny story of one time I dealt with one of my mom's exes here's one for you. He was getting in my face for missing a tiny bit of carpet when I vacuumed the living room. He was ready to start beating the crap out of me. I knew that I was stronger than him and could win, but that wasn't my way of handling things. He had no kidneys and was on dialysis. I didn't want to hit him too hard in the wrong place and kill him. So I said, "Fine, lets take this outside like men." As soon as he walked outside I closed the door, locked the deadbolt, and went to bad. Now time for my venting as well. I went to Walmart for grocery shopping today, and I twisted my ankle really bad. I heard and felt it pop 3 times on my way to the floor. I'm used to twisting my ankles and the pain doesn't bother me so much. I've grown used to it over the years. What got to me is where it happened. I went down in front of a bunch of 3-5 year old kids. The whole time down I was dropping the F-Bomb. When I realized what had happened their parents were all staring at me like I was the worst person in the world. They didn't even offer any assistance. A nice Walmart employee came by and saw me. I had to suck up my pride and drive one of those motorized carts for the rest of my shopping. It was embarrassing. |
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| Mayu Suzumoto | January 24, 2013, 1:47 pm Post #136 |
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I know this isn't exactly a mental rant, but last night in a tired stupor, I cut my pointer finger in two different spots. It annoys me, because it could have been easily avoided had I been more awake. I never usually have problems with cans, so it took me off guard when I felt a searing pain in two different parts of my finger. Glancing down, the very top was spilling out blood (if I had been more awake I think I would have been more startled, but I remember simply staring at it for a moment like a study because of how out of it I was) and when I went to grab something to press on it, another pain. Flipping my finger over, the tip of my finger had also been cut somehow. (I know how the top got cut, but I have no idea how it cut the fingerprint area, too.) Both were starting to open a bit and yeah, blood, blood, blood. Thank heavens we had band-aids. (We usually don't.) I had to wrap one around the initial front-side cut, then I had to awkwardly wrap one over the top of my finger, so my pointer finger isn't actually visible. To cushion, I had to wrap around yet another band-aid to cushion the one cut and to keep the top-side band-aid on. It was throbbing for quite a while, too. Sigh. I was only trying to open some canned fruit. Ironically, afterward, I didn't want it anymore because I was rather upset. It seems okay today. I can at least type still, regardless of the band-aids. It throbs a little when I press down too much on anything with my finger, and I'm rather scared to take the band-aid off because the top cut was a bit deep. :s I feel kind of bad posting about this, because it's probably not a big deal, or anything I need help with. I just...had to vent, I suppose. |
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| Eagle | January 25, 2013, 9:58 am Post #137 |
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Oh my, that sounds painful. Are you alright? Are you having trouble sleeping at nights? |
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| superdubes | January 25, 2013, 11:04 am Post #138 |
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Again, no need to feel bad. That's what this topic is for. Just to vent. It doesn't have to be anything big. I had a similar problem last night. I wasn't thinking and went to open a bottle of soda after I got out of the bath. My fingers were still a little pruny from the bath water and it peeled the skin on my left index finger. Then, having not learned my lesson, I tried again with the same hand and made it worse. It wasn't oozing blood, but it was bleeding. |
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| EatableFan | January 25, 2013, 11:28 am Post #139 |
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.. About ten years ago, I owned a Greek tortoise (called Squirtle, mwaahaha! yeah. i was creative back then). Anyways, i kind of got annoyed alway having to care for it and gave it away. Yesterday I received a letter from some animal wellfare department, accusing me of making business with protected animals. apparently the guy i gave Squirtle to did register it (after 10 years of owning it) and mentioned me as the one who sold it to him. They want to see all the papers I own about the turtle and all that nonsense, else i would face legal proceedings. even better: i was ten back then. My mother, that died over 2 years ago, managed all this stuff. I cant find any documents anywhere. I doubt they even are somewhere in this house. And if, nobody knows where. this whole situation is so immensely stupid... And if im already venting, Ill continue with this **** annoying shit thats goign on right now: my GF moved away. The new BF of her mother doesnt seem to like me, and doesnt want me in their new apartement. Her mother likes me (afaik at least) but doesnt want to interfere with that stuff. And since my GF is currently extremely busy finishing her abitur, she has no time or money to come over to me. EVEN BETTER: her internet and telephone are still not working correctly and we rarely manage to speak to each other. thats going on for about 2 months now. I know this is nothing compared to some of the other stuff people said in this thread, but thanks to a phone call a few minutes ago from some idiot of that animal wellfare departement, I seriously needed to vent. |
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| Mayu Suzumoto | January 25, 2013, 3:00 pm Post #140 |
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Ah, the tired stupor was just because I had stayed up late playing video games.  I wasn't actually having trouble sleeping, no. I was just really tired and wanted to sleep, but I had a sudden craving for cold fruit and figured I'd satisfy my taste buds with some. I ended up having to throw the whole can away, too, because some of my blood got onto it. I wasn't sure if it gotten *inside* the fruit can, but it's filled with fruit juices, too. I couldn't chance it and had to chuck it. x__x;;Ah yeah, I'm okay. The band-aids I had on got all wet last night and I unfortunately had to remove them, which I didn't want to do. I was extremely shocked at how much blood was on the band-aid from the deeper cut, to the point that it had gone past the protective padding on the band-aid. The cut on the tip of my finger HAS to stay covered as well, even if it wasn't as deep. Think of it as...a paper cut, and yet it's deep enough that you can actually open it if you wanted. In that respect, I wouldn't be able to touch anything with that finger unless I have a band-aid on it. Ugh.We only had two band-aids left, so I had to re-wrap, but it doesn't have as much pressure to stop the pain, so it's throbbing again. I'm especially annoyed by the feeling of the cut on the tip of my finger opening randomly when I hit it the wrong way. I'm going out and buying some really nice band-aids today.  Thanks for your concern!
Thanks, superdubes. That alleviated my concerns.  Yikes, that sounds painful, as well! I've done that before, too. For some reason, even when something hurts, we try again thinking we can get it. It was natural that you tried again, I probably would have, too. Anyway, I hope it heals up nicely. ♥ |
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